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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Adahn [/i] [B]The fact that I could see, taste, touch, hear, and smell hit me. Not only that, but I realized that I, an entity that existed in my mind, had control over my arms and legs, and everything else. It felt as though I were observing my body from my mind's eye [/B][/QUOTE] kiya! i have felt that way, too!!! that is so cool!!

^^ thank you kittylynn! hmm..i guess not too many people understand it, maybe?

hmm...i dont think i am linked to an animal of any sorts (none that i know of) i kinda think i am linked to the sky. complex with many hidden secrets, and (inner) beauty.... i guess that could be me ^^;

hmm...well, mix a newyorkern accent with a new jersey one, a pennsylvanian one, plus the fact i was taught how to pronounce some languages as a kid (would that change anything?), i have a strange mix....no one really knows (personally, i dont think i have one, but, what do i know?)

has anything ever really amazed you? i was just sitting there, thinking, and i realized somthing....the human body is incredible!! think about it... if you get cut, your body tried to heal the cut. your heart pumpes and circulates blood [I] 24 hours, 7 days a week!![/I] it never takes a break! your brain can store memory, process thought, and its all protien. its not a machine, or a computer, where you can explain how it works... maybe i am the only one that thinks that way? say if anything has happend like this to you, why you are amazed and in awe of somthing....explain what it is, why, stuff like that (i know this thread has so much possabilities for spammers, so, please dont spam!!!)

i am not a morning person (i love my sleep!), but, i am only grouchy if somone wakes me up by screaming in my ear ( -.- ) other than that, i am pretty mellow ^^;

i love musicals! i was in mid summer nights dream, and the king and i i really liked those ones...

are you a morning grouch, or a morning person? why do you think you are that way?

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Semjaza Azazel [/i] [B]the dean, who was teaching my English class temporarily since my last teacher went insane[/B][/QUOTE] really???? ^^; what you did was pretty clever

if somone is that desperate and sick, they will put a weapon anywhere to get it in....(bra, socks, shoes, pants....) meh. i wish humans werent such a violent species.....

well, my school has it so if somone comes up to you, and punches you, [I]both[/I] of you get in trouble, and suspended, even if you dont punch back..... so, i figure that if somone hits you, you may as well hit back, because your going to get in trouble if you do or dont

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B]Some interesting facts.... Henry Ford was an anti-semite. He absolutely despised all Jews. He wrote several books on anti-semetism. To this day, you will not see a Jew with a Ford. Albert Einstein was so smart, he forgot the way to his house. Everytime he's dome home he's have to ask the policeman standing on the street corner where he lived. I guess your brain can only hold so much information. He also regreated ever working on the atomic bomb project. [/B][/QUOTE] did you know ben franklin was anti semetism, too? albert einstein did forget the way to his house, forgot to wear socks, stuff like that. but it wasnt because he was so smart, it was because he excelled much more in booksmarts then in common sense. its kinda like my younger brother. he is in 12 grade, in advanced courses, and takes a college class. but, jeez, that boy needs onstar, or some sort of navigational system, because i seriously think someday he is going to get lost in the small local town/city (its not like we are new here, we have lived here for almost 8 years)

yeah, i agree with heaven's cloud. does anyone believe in slavery? -.- some people i know do...... personally, i think its stupid and barbaric....

i have a question....why cant closed threads be deleted after a few days?

>.- meh, at my school, they dont allow backpacks...ever since after the colombine accident

does anyone remember the one where strongbad is remembering good times with the cheat, and one of the memories is they break into homestarrunner's house in the middle of the night, and homestarrunner has cinnimon on his face?

don't you see? this is the end for me. lock the door and swallow the key this is how it's gonna be. they will tie me up and let me lay never to see the light of day. my mind is in such a racket they will bound me in a straight jacket. i would listen to the shrieks and moans of the insane untill it becomes ingrained in my membrain. this is all i would ever hear these memories will not be dear. i used to slit my wrists then i learned the risks. no one could ever be near the thoughts i have in here. i hate being so sad and alone i am not your average drone. i despise all that i feel no one could handle what i deal. all my pain falls back on me like acid rain. i have deep loathing for my face it is something i would like to erase. i really despise my body lots of people see me as blobby. can't you see? i really really hate me. people are so harsh and hateful that is what makes living really painful. my sadness is so so deep i cry in my sleep. all the time, i want to cry or maybe what i really want....is to die.

the idea of lust is kinda stupid, if you know what i mean

does anyone have any tips on how to help somone that is dealing with this? like, what do you say? sorry doesnt really seem to cover it.......it seems lame in this situation.

do guys [I]really[/I] think those things would work? 0.o

why doesnt it matter? i think it depends on the person on what the mix of feelings are...

no one mentioned depression....i honestly cant think of one single reason anyone needs depression...you certainly dont need it to know what happiness is....

i would rewind to second grade..... i think i handled some huge losses really bad, and i wish i could have handled things better (i was only in second grade! what did i know??) it would have caused me less pain....

here's my quote: "ok now, kids that are the oldest of 5 or more kids know what i am talkin 'bout... if the parents have more than 5 kids, they raise the first two, and get those two to raise the rest" - Chris Rock trust me, it is unfortunatly true...i have 5 younger bro's and sisters, so, i know.

i gotta ask.....who is Stefan Olsdal? lol, its not obviouse if you dont know who that is....