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>.- my mom keeps saying they are "dumb cartoons". every time me and my siblings talk about a show, she laughes and accuses us of watching pokemon.....bleh >.<

like using drugs, for example....

well, wanna hear bout a bad day? a few months ago, in gym, we were playing tennis (-.- yay) and i was minding my own business, when, from all the way from the oppasite side of the court, came a tennis ball, and hit me right in the, er, boob area.....i sat down hard on my butt, i was so stunned...then, from nowhere, another came and hit me in the forehead >.< later that day, in track practice, someone was throwing a discus. i was standing waaaay out of the way (i was behind the edge of the cage) when the discus went way out of the vectors, and went behind the cages....and hit me right in the ankle (i never ever saw a discus curve like that 0.0 ) well, i fell, and my ankle was starting to swell up.....as i was limping up to the trainer's room, a football came out of nowhere, and hit me on top of the head 0.0.

you know those huge huge bouncy balls stores sometimes sell in one huge giant wire crate that reaches the ceiling? one time, my cousine reached in and wraped his arms around one...but, it was hard to get, and he kinda went in it. he pushed the certain ball he wanted out, and pushed himself out. well, i think he might have accidently pushed a few wires, because all the balls started rolling out (remember, these are the huge humongous bouncy balls 0.0!!) they bounced down the toy aisle....some were eventually found in fish/tackle/hunting area (it was all the way across the store) 0.0

yeah, inuyasha's comming back in exactly one week. YAY, INUYASHA'S COMMING BACK IN A WEEK!!!!!! (jumps up and down excitedly. trips over brother's gigantuan shoe. is a bit calmer, but is still hyper excited ^^; )

what kind of martial arts does spike from cowboy beebop do? all i remember is it looked really effortless, and i heard it doesnt matter the weight of the person attacking you, you can move them with ease....

would it be spamming if i made a thread asking people to post their favorite recipes? just wondering, i dont want to get into trouble for making so many locked threads (i didnt do that on purpose, really!)

actually, i find that kind of stuff very interesting..... the young black kids join gangs, because it makes them feel like they belong somwhere. if you think about that kind of stuff in a first person point of view, you can actually understand where people are comming from. do you know whats really sad? when people pick on other people so bad, they become ashamed of their own ethnicity/religion/weight... and why would someone pick on someone who is overweight? i wonder why people are racist to begin with? i mean, whats the basis for hate against a group of people that just look a bit different? i mean, in the end, we all bleed red blood....

does anyone know a form of martial arts that teaches the best form of defense? i dont want to learn how to fight, i just wanna know how to defend myself when i have to (i dont wanna be like those poor, helpless girls you see in cartoons..-.-)

(blush) wow...being married online sounds....well, cool ^^; (but, i know thats not going to ever happen.....oops, nevermind!)

i think people get depressed when they are sad too long ;.;

well, is what you say about him that annoys you is what is really whats bothers you?

racism doesnt care about blood ties..... what i mean by that is my grandfather is a stupid hick. when i was little (5, 6, 7, 8, 9 grade) he would always tell me my whole family was going to burn in h#@@ because we werent christians (he was also talking about his only daughter, my mom, because she changed religions when she got older ) he doesnt go to church, he drinks beer, blah blah blah (he isnt perfect, trust me) when 9/11 happend, he kept acting like my family agreed with idiot asamu, when we dont believe in any of his views. when 9/11 happend, i got stupid retard kids asking me at school if i had a bomb making factory in my basement (we dont have a basement!) and if my family trafficked drugs, to raise money for terrorism. for the first two weeks, i kept saying no...but, i got sick of answering the same questions over and over agian (or just ignoring them, which really didnt work) so i said yeah, we do all that stuff. they were interested in buying the drugs (well, that should tell you what kinda people i am dealing with -.-) recently, before i went on my senior trip, there were stupid people telling me that if the plane was hijacked, they were going to tie me down......isnt my school great? -.- its things like this that make me so ashamed to be human........:bawl:

(gives hug to wintermute, so he isnt sad anymore) dont be sad, k? depression is a disease. its a chemical imbalance in your brain, triggered by certain events/ and or emotions...

....why does he think your mean? 0.o

i dont like wearing dresses, either. i used to go to a private school, where you wore white shirts, and navy blue jumpers......bleh >.<

i know what you mean, semi.... the journelests are bring up past subjects that have nothing to do with the current story... its like saying, bob, who broke his arm 3 years ago, got an A+ today....its just not connected maybe its so people dont get confused with another new york? ;)

pressure, i feel almost exactly how you do.... i think the feeling your trying to describe is wonder and awe at the beauty of it all ^_^

mitch, i agree with you. its kinda like how i feel when i was four, i would think deep thoughts...i would try to contemplate how god came into existince ( dont do it, it hurts your brain, thinking of that. its too big for our minds to comprehend) i used to think that when you breathed out, some tiny little atoms of you would go into the air, too, and when you breathed in, you breathed in millions of little particles that came from billions of other people.... and when you drink water, you;re drinking water that used to be dinasoure pee (purified, of course) i never shared these thoughts with anyone, because maybe they arent true, and they do seem kinda weird (especially the last one)

i used to live in ny (brooklyn to be exact...prospect park to be precise)...i miss the place ;.;

hmm....what about princess mononoke? that movie made me think....

ok, to settle the psychic thing, have you ever seen a psychic win the lottery?

i would be in angelic layer ^_^

ha! your telling me....

hmm...well, when i was younger, i was always angry, so, i was kina always mean to my autistic brother. i hated him so much, because we couldnt go anywhere with him (he would always throw tantrums in the stores, and the managers would ask us to leave, so, somone always had to stay home with him >.-, usually me) i hated him because he would always break my toys, and my mom would always say, "oh, he doesnt know any better" thus making it ok. but, i was too stupid to know i shouldnt be mean to him, he cant help it.....and, i still feel really sad about it (my autistic brother doesnt like me now) ;.; i try really hard to make it up to him, though......