Emme888

[FONT=Arial][SIZE=1]ok i have 2 songs the first is by ani difranco : so what who's gonna give a **** who's gonna take the call when you find out that the road ahead is painted on a wall and you're turned up to top volume and you're just sitting there in pause with your feral little secret scratching at you with its claws and you're trying hard to figure out just exactly how you feel before you end up parked and sobbing forehead on the steering wheel who are you now and who were you then that you thought somehow you could just pretend that you could figure it all out the mathematics of regret [B]so it takes two beers to remember now and five to forget that i loved you so yeah, i loved you, so what[/B] how many times undone can one person be as they're careening through the facade of their favorite fantasy you just close your eyes slowly like you're waiting for a kiss and hope some lowly little power will pull you out of this but none comes at first and little comes at all and when inspiration finally hits you it barely even breaks your fall who were you then and who are you now that you can't pretend that you can figure it all out subtract out the impact and the fall is all you get so it takes two beers to remember now and three more to forget that i loved you so yeah, i loved you, so what [B]i loved you so what[/B] and the other one would have to be tracy chapman : fast car You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Anyplace is better Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something But me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car And I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money We won't have to drive too far Just 'cross the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be living You see my old man's got a problem He live with the bottle that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working I say his body's too young to look like his My mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said somebody's got to take care of him So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car But is it fast enough so we can fly away We gotta make a decision We leave tonight or live and die this way [B]I remember we were driving driving in your car The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I had a feeling that I belonged And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone [/B] You got a fast car And we go cruising to entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job And I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a big house and live in the suburbs You got a fast car And I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving [B]You got a fast car But is it fast enough so you can fly away You gotta make a decision You leave tonight or live and die this way [/B] [/SIZE] [/FONT]

pretty much, im going to get 18 in less than a month and i already have an appointment with an artist to get inked. lol, im quite excited! to start off with im going to my case number (i was adopted) behind my right ear on the bone .... 0_0 which is going to hurt soooo much since its on bone!.. .and than im going to get a small dagger over my heart and have it look like its puncturing the skin. and than because i think its hilarous and everyone needs a stupid tatoo... on the bottom of my foot i want to get MADE IN KOREA. i dunno why, it just think its hilarous funny and no one will really no its there. all of these tats are going to be fairly small but once i save up some more $$$ im going to get another few on my back that i designed myself. One's like a really small shadow outline a telescope on a hill than ill have black little star going up my back/spine and than also i want a upside down umbrella on my hip with a few rain drop going into it. i really like all my tatoo ideas and all of them have meaning to me... even the stupid foot one. It shows my pride in my hertiage and korean is who i am. Plus i've been plotting and designing most of them and have liked all the concepts for 2/3 years now. so i know i wont regret them. yep they'll go get along with my gauges and industrial and soon to be snake bites. hahah my parents are so thrilled.

[COLOR=Black][CENTER][SIZE=1][FONT=Impact]i would really like to know is someone can make me a cowboy bebop banner and avi with spike and faye on it? For the banner i would like it to somewhere have the names Emily and Josh on it. and the quote "And I'll never let you be alone when you die". Im not really picky about it, i just want it too look quite lovely. and for the avi just have something with faye and spike on it and have the names emily and josh on it somewhere too? or the intials EKD and JRS, that'd be greatly appreicated! thanks so much guys![/FONT][/SIZE][/CENTER][/COLOR]

Name: Aioni Lee Age: 18 Appearance: Female, 5'6" slim build, blue eyes, pale skin, jet black hair, typically wears a simple pleated red pleated skirt and always has on a black hoodie, wears some sort of military boot, and she tops it all off with lots of black eyeliner. Personality: Somewhat of a loner, but more of an outcast at school. She's quiet and prefers to read over physical activity. She's artisitic and mysterious, she likes to take walks late at night all by herself. Others think she's strange, but when people begin to talk to her she's really quite nice. She attracted to people who are the exact opposite of herself. School: Taka Bio: Aioni Lee just recently transfered to Taka from another school. She's a senior and has very little patience for waiting to graduate. Within the first couple of months of attending Taka she was picked on, until one day at lunch she "snapped" and ended up throwing one of the strongest fighters across the room, and leaving them with a shattered spine. From that day on, no one really has picked on Aioni... she made a few friends now. But mostly out of fear/admiration, no one really quites knows. But she is now enjoying high school a bit more, and now is finding anyway to prolong her stay at Taka.

[FONT=Garamond][SIZE=1][COLOR=Indigo]im adopted myself... and personally I do believe you made the right decision. Being an adoptee is a different kind of lifestyle, but it's one that i am so grateful for. My oringal birthmother in south korea had concieved me out of wedlock... ***now i don't know, if this is true. But according to what i've been told by the adoption agency is that it is very taboo to have a child out of wedlock and you basically get shunned from your family/community. And basically it's just a very hard life from then on*** i understand what my birthmother did was for the betterment of me and herself as well. Not only would she have lived a life of hardship but than in turn so would I. I believe what she did was an act of courage and strength. She still decieded to give birth to me, and to give me up for adoption even though it may be damaging to her and her family later. anyways, it gives me a sense of humility to know that someone cared for me so much to go through a pregancy when they could of easily aborted me. It maybe hard to let go at first, but understand... i don't know bout other adopted childern. But i don't have any ill feeling towards my birthmother... only a since of an untold love for a woman that I dont really and won't really ever know. And graditude for giving me a shot at a better life. it makes me live my life to the fullest knowning that a woman may have given up everything for me. So in a since i feel like im not living just for myself but for her as well. i don't know if my story will help ease your mind about giving your child up for adoption, but in my mind you did the right thing.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]

[COLOR=Indigo][SIZE=1][FONT=Garamond]being suicidal myself ... for reasons that are my own. i believe suicide is not selfish at all. It's by the choice of the person that wants to take their own life. Though many people think it's rushed into, it's not really. I've attempted many times, by slitting my wrists and by trying to OD on pills. I've attempted 3/4 times I would have to say. And each time I try, i have thought about all the consequences and before i did it. Knew that if i succeeded there was no way to come back from that, I had to get my stomach pumped and I didn't cut deep enough. therefore I am alive today. there are days that I wish i had died, and others days I wonder if i would have missed out on things or if things would have been for the better. Its a shame that people feel like they have to do the things they do. But death is not something most people think about lightly. It's thought about in great detail even, so if the person wants to die. Than it's their choice and for whatever it is, they believe enough so to actuallly go through with it. Than the people left behind should understand that people are going to do what they want, and all you can do is try to be there for them. But in the end, people will do what they want... if they want it enough. i suppose i just dont want it enough yet, though i would be content with leaving.[/FONT][/SIZE][/COLOR]

[FONT=Garamond][SIZE=1][COLOR=Indigo]personally... i think that cybering is really quite funny. In fact its down right hilarious.. of course for those out there who do cyber and take it seriously. I'm sorry to offend you, but if you think about it... the idea of someone getting off to another person by merely typing a naughty conversation over AIM or MSN is really quite funny. I just think that its funny, cause some guy might think that he's talking to a really hot 20 year old female when actually its a 45 year old pervert of a man sitting in his parents basement. cybering to me is considering cheating though, i know that it's funny. But its cheating none the less. and besides if a guy can't be creative enough to masterbate to an image in his mind or rent porn... than he's pathetic. Even if a chick can't do the same.. that's pathetic. Cybering is stupid... yeah it allows creativity and [B]other body fluids[/B] to flow and to get some excitement.. but dude rent some porn or surf the net. Be creative... but i guess if you're going to cyber, have fun with not knowing that you might be getting off to a wierdo in some basement. Oh yeah... and clean off the mouse and key board too when you're done. gross.. yet funny... yet sad all in one. that's my take on cybering. and it is cheating. if you can't be romantic enough to get your woman/man in the mood than its your own fault.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]

im more of a[COLOR=DarkRed] [B]dr pepper[/B] [/COLOR] kinda gal myself... i just like the flavor. Its light yet sweet... but if i would have to say.. between pepsi and coke. I would go coke. Pepsi is just too thick and full of sugar. its like a syrup... gross!

[FONT=Garamond][COLOR=Indigo][SIZE=1]I had an imaginary friend... in fact i had two! one was named Greeney and the other one was named Blush. They were brother and sister and they played with me, i was a very odd child. I didn't like barbies.. but instead i would sit on my bedroom floor and take all this different colored marbles and make unique and different designs on my bedroom floor. And of course greeney and blush would help me design the marbles and organize them. this may this very odd to a normal person.. but this was my childhood. And some of the happiest days of my life.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]

thank you soo much both are beautiful, i wanted just Rico but i thought that would be getting too picky. so i went for vague.. but if you could just do Rico that would be splendid! but if not that's fine too, im very happy with the banner and avi. thanks so much ^_^

hey all, been awhile since I've been on the OB. But I'm back and I would like to request a banner of Gunslinger Girls and an Avi, if that is possible... one or the other would be fine but both would be quite nice :catgirl: umm for the text on the banner i think i would like to keep it really simple and just have it say... [B]Better to live one year as a tiger, then a hundred as sheep[/B] and i would just like a really pretty banner and avi if possible. thanks so much guys

ummm of course they're all popularity contest... but at my school the unpopular kids out weight the popular ones. So i thought i had a chance. but its those darn band kids.. they vote in mass quanties .. so i lost. its sucks... o well, i think? oh by the way the day i found out i won the election my boyfriend of 10 months broke up with me... high school really does suck.

ok ... currently im running for president of my student senate at my school... elections are today. I'm not really worried but rather excited. Im already the vice president of the student senate.. and there's really no reason to worry now. If i win, i win. If i don't... o well i guess. anyways... at my school there seems to alot a competition for office and other positions in the student government... Is is just school, or is it like this everywhere?

will someone make me an animated DDR Banner and Avatar? ... and if its not too much bother to make the banner size for this forum and than as big as possible so i can use it for other sites as well? Just as long as its animated and has DDR on it! that'd be great, and if you can put emily somewhere on it.. that'd be cool, but if its not possible than i dont care thanks alot

Thanks again so much, I really apreciate it! I love it! both the avi and the banner are absouletley adorable! much