~Mystical Pan~

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by BabyGirl [/i] [B] [color=deeppink]Nooo! Your plot sounds just like the plots from [i][b]Flight[/b][/i] and [i][b]The Pearl[/i][/b] by Steinbeck...uggghhh, I think I will keel over and die if I have to read something written by him again...[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] I read The Pearl, I know what you're talking about! You're right..is does sound almost the same.

Do you believe in the after life? or in reincarnation? or in anything else? and are there any people out there that have been able to choose what their religion is? And when I ask this I want to know what YOU believe in..not your parents...cause I know how that feels. I never really had a chance to choose. My parents just said this is your religion and it's right. But as I grew, I started to question and the more I questioned..the more I got confused and the more I doubted my religion, parents, and myself. I know that there is no religion that is RIGHT but I feel so lost....I go to church..and feel nothing...just emptiness and confusion. I don't want to put my whole belief in one religion or creed. I just want answers but I know I'm not going to get them until I die. Is there anyone else that feels the same way?

If I was in that situation..I'd probably stare in total shock at the TV and wouldn't be able to move. I'd be paralyzed and I would cry..I mean I'm wanted! That's not good. I wouldn't want to leave all the people who I love and cherish. :(

The boss is right. The dating game got deleted. I lost over 300 posts there. lol I didn't even know it. Well I'm glad I got my avatar before it was deleted. :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Final_Flash [/i] [B]Wow! Congratulations!! :D :D I've never had anything published.. :p [/B][/QUOTE] DITTO! CONGRATS! THAT'S A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT! :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Master O Beans [/i] [B] Haha! those were the days.... here is a little reinactment of a common day in schooll... :sleep: :babble: :babble: :wigout: :blush: Yep, it's definitely a horrible thing when you're speaking infront of the whole class and your voice cracks! Ugh, I don't miss that at all.... hehehe [/B][/QUOTE] I tried not to laugh when that happened to my guy friends!

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Jeff [/i] [B]*notices her favorite toy lists* holy sh*t....i better stay away from you too. :p [/B][/QUOTE] NOW YOU NOTICE! lol *rolls her eyes* You're very observant. lol Even if you got far away from me..I got missiles! :D

I wish I had a blue ?94 Strosek Porche Speedster! GOD! that's my dream car! that and a roadster! :D or a lamborghini! :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RicoTranzrig [/i] [B]Whew, lots of stories of psycho people... [/B][/QUOTE] ME A PSYCHO! but a good one! lol naw..I don't think I'd actually visit a guy for sex or anything...first...I value my virginity...second..i'd be to lazy to visit him. j/k :laugh: and third..how do I even know who that guy claims to be? IT COULD BE A GIRL! OR AN 45 YEAR OLD GUY! *shudders* OFF TOPIC: Hey you know what smilie this board needs? the twitch smilie! :D lol

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Jeff [/i] [B] whenever i see chubby short latino girls..-_- [/B][/QUOTE] *takes out her m-16* HEY! I'm offended! I'm a latino girl! don't know about the chubby part. lol I'm short though! 5'3! lol :D

15 and a female....I pretty sure. lol Yep I'm positive! :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RicoTranzrig [/i] [B]I actually know someone like that over here where I live...it's really scary what stories she says to me...and her idea of a perfect man...tatooed and "balled" up. She really gets on my nerves and I eventually just shut her out cause she started interfering with my daily life. [/B][/QUOTE] ACK! lol balled up? As in a bald guy? er...ok. lol I can't date a guy with no hair. lol j/k *turns to kuja and gives him a cookie* AND I THINK WE GOT A WINNER! :D lol

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Master O Beans [/i] [B] Yeah, it's 12:40am here! Hmm, me beings to wonder this...don't think me has ever really thought about it before... Eh hem: In the different time zones, does the minutes change too? or just the hour?? Just a question...lil help peeeease! [/B][/QUOTE] I'm pretty sure it's only the hour. lol oh and lil_hell...my attitude toward homework is ALWAYS like that. :) lol

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by kuja [/i] [B][SIZE=3][FONT=century gothic][COLOR=crimson]i think it was totally fair... as i have already stated i thought will should have been banned back when v3 started... but they said give him another chance and im all into giving a second chance since i was the only one who i knew had a problem w/ him... and HMP (aka FB aka PF) is one of my close friends on here... we talk on AIM most every day and when i heard will was being banned over all this i was so happy i mean will is a total pain in the back when he wants to be... and if ANYONE threatens her again i will personally see that there is a FULL IP ban and trust me... you can be arrested for it... ive done it before and ill do it again... the FBI loves cyber criminals... i will make sure you have a nice time if you touch this lady!!! steph hon dont do that again!!!!!! ill have to hurt you if you kill yourself who am i gonna talk to????????[/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE] [/B][/QUOTE] Man...why exactly are they giving him a second chance? I hope he knows he's lucky that PF could have put the cops on him. HE should be apologize. No one should threaten someone else. No matter what the circumstance is.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RicoTranzrig [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue]*Shiver* Oh man...now I'm getting all paranoid...[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] I probably would to if WD said the same thing to me. - - ~

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Jeff [/i] [B]she claimed her uncle raped her when she was 4. i mean gimme a break! if her parents didn't worried at all, they wouldn't have come to houston in just 7 hours later. they were actually nice. even her mom followed to our date. -_- you know why my mom didn't believed her in the first place? she was fat. her tummy beat her breasts in race track. if she get 'beat up', why is she so healthy? she always seeked for attention. trying to making me jealous, all the lies she told me. she could be lying about the abusive father thing. when her parents took her away, NEXT day, she was all goody goody and happy. i bet her father didn't beat the crap outta her. she said "why can't my parents don't understand that all i want is you cloud." after the break up, "oh this chino boys in my bus are soooo cute!!". "oh bryan talk to me today. i want a get laid." i couldn't take it so i booted her off from ac. i get REALLY angry whenever i think about her. :mad: [/B][/QUOTE] er..well don't think about her then. MAybe she was lying..maybe she wasn't...or maybe she wasn;t getting the attention she WANTED but not neccesarily needed. Whatever was the reason she acted like that..don't matter...be thankful you got out of a relationship you didn't feel out all comfortable. :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by white out [/i] [B]Hmm, you seem really interesting :) lol I'm really, really bored ^_^;; I could do homework I guess, but that's no fun! [/B][/QUOTE] homework *shudders* something I should be doing right now. It's like 9:40 PM here. lol

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B] You can blame all that on her abusive father.... It was probably 99% responcible with how she acted.... Parents don't realize how things like that ruin their child's life... her father beat her and was anything but a father... and thats why she acts like that..... [/B][/QUOTE] yeah that's a huge factor..but it's not only the parents..it's the whole enviroment. If people at school mess with you everyday...it will evnetually get to you. I know it would to me. I'd probably get into a fight with kids like that. I'm pretty impulsive. But it hurts more with your parents..they're supposed to be there and love you and stuff. It sucks when a child has parents that aren't truly parents. So you're a innocent, quiet peep, Rico?

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Phantasy Freak [/i] [B]Um...I think,I should tell you this..and i know you might not believe me,and/or might be mad at me...but I feel you should know,yesterday...I cut my wrist...about 10 times...but only 3 bled and not very much...but I hope it will never happen again..I will try not to think of suicide again.....:( I am so sorry..*tears fall down her cheek* [/B][/QUOTE] oh god...PF, promise you won't do that. Please! Look i'm your homegirl ok. I care and I know how you feel. but that isn't the answer, hon.

most of my info is on my profile..so...look there. lol I'm nice but I'm more likely to smack you with one of my toys. :) lol How ya doing?

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Jeff [/i] [B] you can go visit them. i have online friends who've done it. :laugh: and i had a serious online relationship with this girl..let's call her xell. she was 16 at that time and she ran away from arizona to see me in texas. her parents caught up with her and we only had date once. i mean for crying out loud, she brought flavor condoms with her. she was totally desperate. i didn't even encourage her to do so. i'm glad i got out of that phycho relationship and i have thank her parents. who knows what would have happend? she's a total b*tch. like she told me in the first place. i should have believed it. she really wanted to have my children and get married with me. *barf* [/B][/QUOTE] WOW! she was crazy! :D *turns to Rico* You observe a lot, don't ya? lol :D

I did post al ot there. lol WOW! I didn't know that about half of my posts were done at the dating game! That's weird to know! lol That's freaky..I wonder who else posted alot there? THANK GOD I GOT MY AVATAR BEFORE IT WENT DOWN! hahahahah :D lol :laugh: Well thanx for clarifying! :D

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RicoTranzrig [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue]About that distance thing...it's been done...you wouldn't believe...[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] ACK! Really? You wouldn't know cause of experience would you? lol Thanks for explaining to me Transtic Nerve. Me no more confused. lol

I was wondering why my post count was cut in half? Did I break a rule or something? I wasn't pmed about this. I truly don't care about my post anymore since I have my avatar :D But...I just want to know the reason. May somone please explain to me? Thanks and sorry if I broke a rule for posting this. :)

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RicoTranzrig [/i] [B]Maybe SSJ Babe just wants to meet new people through dating...no real commitment...no sex either...but through here? [/B][/QUOTE] I was thinking that also. I mean..how can you even have sex with someone that lives far away and you only know them on a mb? I understand if you're in the same city or school. No real commitment allows someone to have experience to "have" a b/f but not get hurt or anything.