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why hayden have to be obi's b*tch? damn..he have that same pony tail and trail of braided hair thing going on? or if that is popular jedi apprentices' hair due *pukes* i don't know what's the big deal about boba fett. he died in most stupidest way anyone can imagine. i hope jar jar dies..we all know he gets blown up in original star wars-new hope :D or was that the different planet? hmm :/ other than that, i can't wait to see natalie portman. and i hope liam comes back as jedi ghost :p

hey ashlie. hate to say this but you screwed up. i had a online girlfriend. she came over to see me. crossing 3 states on a bus, traveling 21 hours. she was in total love with me. she was obsessed with me. she was crazy about me. get the picture? i don't know what she saw in me. but she was scarily obsessed with me..that always make men back away from those girls. we were even plan to get married.....after we broke up, i even thought about having her back..to see how it goes. but she didn't leave me alone. i asked for my space. she wrote me a letter, beeping me on aim, blaming me for her troubles and sacrifies she had done for me. which i don't give a **** about. now, she is doing whatever in her power to hurt me. i try to ignore her..hoping she would do the same. but she doesn't. so it turned into hatred. i hate her more than anything. i thought my situtation is kinda similar to yours. except you are the bad person what my ex is doing. like everyone is saying, move on.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B] & why should i say what i can do? it's not like anyone would believe me. [/B][/QUOTE] i'm sorry about your dad thing. i belive you. you don't have to prove it to us. i also have a online friend who practice witchcraft.

"I'm not going back to AC" - if my point of message was to welcome you back, that's not it. and i don't care if you do come back. my point of this was to [b]move on[/b] and how immature we are all acting, how stupid the whole thing is, but now i understand you feel the same way. "I'm not that type of person that comes back to spam or whatever. ", "Lady and Sledge may think I want to start something, thats simply not the case" - onizuka you pulled, that guessed me otherwise. and that bashing feeling in your livejournal thing just snapped me. "I dunno why this is still an issue" - because some people just don't get it. this was sort of directed at you, but this goes for everyone who still hasn't gotten over about it. for the past few days..after the banning, i feel more comfortable posting at ac. that goes for those two too. i didn't come here to stirr some crap like you guys try to pull..(going against admin etc). i didn't tell anyone about your livejournal entry, but i don't know how dubird joined here. i was planning to delete this last night cause i thought this could cause more trouble. but the answers you gave me were unexpected. total opposite of what i had in mind. you don't have to worry about me invading your livejournal. i'm already regretting for doing it. if this message seems more argueing and make excuse for what i'm doing with this post, i'm not . i'm just glad this thing is over.

how do you control your anger? right now, my body is shaking so f*cking badly and feels like i'm having a heartattack. i read something i shouldn't have.. this is scary feeling. i think i'm gonna drop dead right now. i never felt this so much anger before. it's been hour later but i CANT STOP ****ING SHAKING. i'm here to play immature 'cause they played immature and hypocrite way. but importantly, we all acted same way. someone#1~ you shouldn't talk about him when he can't even defend himself someone#1~ she's a sl*t. he's a mor*n. other one is st*pid. someone#2~ i'm trying to run their bills high. whoopie

tell your parents that you don't need his help..and tell them that his trying to make a move on you that makes you uncomfortable

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Navi [/i] [B]well a majority of the hawaiian people (people with hawaiian blood), believe that the united states 'stole' hawaii to use to their advantage because hawaii is in the middle of the pacific and they could build bases... since hawaii is a state anyone born in hawaii becomes an american citizen, so most hawaiians are 'american'. many hawaiian people don't like 'white' people because 'white people stole their land'. this is where racism comes in. i apologize for my generalizations [/B][/QUOTE] the purpose of your so called 'stealing' hawaii was because of ww2. they had to attack japan with planes and it was just too far. they need to re-fuel ships and planes and everything. if US wasn't successful defeating japan, hawaii would've been taken control anyway. so this is way better than nazis or japan rulings..aint it? white ppl made united states and started to call themselves americans. if hawaiians hates americans(white) so much, why do they declare themselves american? i mean..why do they follow US constitues which was made by whites? that's what i'm confused about. you said hawaiians are 'americans'..that i saw as 'proud to be an american' cause ya were hawaiians. natural born. well, truely ya are not. that goes for everyone. that just make ya hypocrites and doesn't make sense.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Pastbyer [/i] [B] *shrug* Whatever. It doesn't really matter anyway. I forgive you, if that's what you want to hear. I don't get hurt by people, it's just what they say, so I don't remember anything afterwards. It's just a feeling of the moment. It's like I can see this really beautiful moment where all is revealed. But I can't explain it. It's every single emotion in the Universe mixed together into one, but yet it has no feeling to it all. It's true peace, but yet it's not... Do you get what I mean? I don't really either cause I can't explain it with words. You have to see it yourself. [/B][/QUOTE] "it's not like anyone will care if I'm hurt or not. When I share my feelings here I could at least get some support instead of the pain I'm getting now... " you sounded like you wanted a care and support..but you said you didn't care next minute. :rolleyes: what i see is you feel you are special than all of us. i don't know. your posts just seems that way. no one can explain all of our emotions crumbled inside our mind. there are some ppl that are really better than all of us. we just think we are the only ones who are special. hell, everyone does. if i feel someone does that, i just want a slam their face and make them come to reality. what makes you or anybody better than me? so we are all buncha hypocrites and wants attention. we are so dependent on something that we just believe in one thing and go for it. i have a lots of things that i can't explain it to words. just like you. i wish i can tell everyone. just want everyone to know i'm special. but i'm really not. if you learn to accept that, then you'll feel special. see? i make no sense. i get what you mean by place where all is revealed. that place i believe is heaven. or when i see god and jesus in near future. i have those feelings..weird feelings all just squeeze inside of me that makes me cry for a reason. it just like when you see something miracle and unbelieveabl things are happening. this is just what i feel about at your post now. i may change my mind later but it don't matter. 'cause you don't care and i don't care. who cares we exist? we all gonna end up dead anyway right? then why bother eat and sleep?

hey. didn't mean it that way. sorry for trying to change your view and offended you..i was gonna say something to those atheist ppl too..^_^;; i was just responding to your view cause it was interesting. that's all.

something i don't get navi..you said americans stole hawaii..but you also said ya were 'americans' who doesn't accept white foreigners..:confused: the purpose of being an american is..well..americans are the foreigners.

And there are lots of things in life that prove that sentence wrong. if we all thought hitler was doing good job getting rid of 6 million jews, then he must have. that doesn't make any sense.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Bra Briefs [/i] [B]I think I like his hair when he goes Super Saiyan! I guess. [/B][/QUOTE] ssj ponytail;)

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ~Mystical Pan~ [/i] [B]No, not the ones you're NOT supposed to be having..lol...but the ones that are weird and just happen...ya know the one about you flying at the stars but suddenly everything turns black and you don't know where you are..or dreams that have no real meaning ..or they might..but youn don't know why you have them. [/B][/QUOTE] we have words for that in korea. dog sh*t dream. i'm not lying. i'm having nightmares lately..it feels weird cause i was half woke up at the time when lady in komono said if i don't give her my 4 starbursts, she gonna cut off my neck. i was scared because i couldn't see the light. it was all dark. i could still see what was going around me. my room, in my bed, blah blah. so i threw starbursts and told her go ahead and cut my neck. when she dropped her sword, i woke up.

pony tail rule! i had pony tail half year ago but i cut it off for dumb reason. i'm trying to grow my hair out again.

haha. that's funny. why? white ppl bought hawaii in ww2. :rolleyes:

i posted about 'filter' topic few months ago. filter is your believe system. when you believe there's nothingness after death, you'll see nothing 'till you reach heaven. real heaven that is. this phases you go through after your dead is just your belief from your physical life. it just makes you understand a little better about heaven and go through this phases. there are 3 steps but near death experienced ppl only gone through step 1. there stories are similar because it is same place. just your believe system works on you so that you could understand better about true heaven your going to. above was what i read in near death experience site and i believe in it. also i believe there is only one god and his son jesus. i'm christian but i don't believe in some bible stories like adam and eve, noah and stuff.

never mind

americans will never accept foreigners(with citizenchip..it doesn't matter) as true americans unless you are white foreigners.

*notices her favorite toy lists* holy sh*t....i better stay away from you too. :p

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ~Mystical Pan~ [/i] [B] er..well don't think about her then. MAybe she was lying..maybe she wasn't...or maybe she wasn;t getting the attention she WANTED but not neccesarily needed. Whatever was the reason she acted like that..don't matter...be thankful you got out of a relationship you didn't feel out all comfortable. :D [/B][/QUOTE] whenever i see chubby short latino girls..-_- i want to dive into cliffs for god sake.. i can't stop thinking about her cause i don't know what she gonna do next. good thing i didn't told her about moving to new place. yeah. i'm thankful everyday. and feel really relieved. no regrets for dumping her sorry @ss. yeah rico. that's what i mean. it's really scary bro.

what the f.....i thought white out was zanza.. i'm male. 19.

she claimed her uncle raped her when she was 4. i mean gimme a break! if her parents didn't worried at all, they wouldn't have come to houston in just 7 hours later. they were actually nice. even her mom followed to our date. -_- you know why my mom didn't believed her in the first place? she was fat. her tummy beat her breasts in race track. if she get 'beat up', why is she so healthy? she always seeked for attention. trying to making me jealous, all the lies she told me. she could be lying about the abusive father thing. when her parents took her away, NEXT day, she was all goody goody and happy. i bet her father didn't beat the crap outta her. she said "why can't my parents don't understand that all i want is you cloud." after the break up, "oh this chino boys in my bus are soooo cute!!". "oh bryan talk to me today. i want a get laid." i couldn't take it so i booted her off from ac. i get REALLY angry whenever i think about her. :mad:

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ~Mystical Pan~ [/i] [B] I was thinking that also. I mean..how can you even have sex with someone that lives far away and you only know them on a mb? I understand if you're in the same city or school. No real commitment allows someone to have experience to "have" a b/f but not get hurt or anything. [/B][/QUOTE] you can go visit them. i have online friends who've done it. :laugh: and i had a serious online relationship with this girl..let's call her xell. she was 16 at that time and she ran away from arizona to see me in texas. her parents caught up with her and we only had date once. i mean for crying out loud, she brought flavor condoms with her. she was totally desperate. i didn't even encourage her to do so. i'm glad i got out of that phycho relationship and i have thank her parents. who knows what would have happend? she's a total b*tch. like she told me in the first place. i should have believed it. she really wanted to have my children and get married with me. *barf*

my bad.

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ~Mystical Pan~ [/i] [B] or just curious or lonely people...or they just need someone to talk on a more personal and emotional level. That's all. [/B][/QUOTE] that's what you call making 'friends'. in this case, you are making 'babaies' for free. just like topic said. "i'm cute, i'm hot." :rolleyes: