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i was, i am, i remain, and nothing can stop me from existing.
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i live in dreams, and live of what i dream.
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that one did just roll of the tongue about the insurance but it`s a funny one. if i where dead i would be layed on a stack of wood with dry mos on it upon a hill before the forest and burn, turn to ash and drift into the woods and reform myself and continue to live. at least that would seem nice to me. but can you post one from the category: heaven and hell? sounds nice to me:P so keep posting i`m interrested in black humor as certain that a guillotine is sharp. abayo
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ok i admit this was a hard one but not something totally unsolvable, though the rest of the riddles where more with simple logic, mine was more with a more inner view, but i have seen many bright people here on otakuboards who could have had a simmilair answer, well hope your guess was like it. riddle: Two sides that still remain, even after years of strain, as bad luck covered by my vanity, in me dwells insanity. answer: Reflection of the mind, as my two sides state my charismatic and treacherous face, mirroring eyes wich when looked upon shine with such intensity, it will deform your reality, only to return to it and not being able to tell where you are anymore, lost between a one shot decision, of wich way it`s safe to stay and you dare not make it and inside the mirror dwells insanity that is you. just pm me if you want more of these.
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well there are two sides ofcourse in how extreme someone experiences himself as different from the rest, and how others tell you that you are different. i was talking about both being mental and having a style of your own. not that i`m taking back what i said or anything but it is just human nature to shield oneself from outer anomalies that oneself is not accustomed to. then in rather plain language it comes down that those shielding people either hate you for being different or just are are affraid of you and avoid talking to you or sharing space together. in one case i know of someone who looked different (as in gothic) and got beat into a wheelchair with an iron bar by a bunch of nazi wannabeez who didn`t like that he had his hair straight up we call it a hanekam in dutch don`t know the english word. he got crippled and his parents made fun of him all his life for being different and when he was cripple they made even more fun of him and he hung himself for that in the end. he was a good friend of a good friend of mine and i learned of this not long after i met him, and because i am different and am very clear in how i am and he trusted me very quiqly and i trust him. the bottom line is that people go far pretending and that they go far in protecting their square, and that by simple honesty you can gain much more if you just dare. people can be so ******ing stupid, plain stupid and don`t grasp what is beyond their own noses as in a lot of cases that is how far they are willing to look and act. it just can get sooooo p*ssed off about that. then there is the factor if someone is mental beyond just being different to say it clearly. if someone recognizes they need help because their behaviour damages themselves outside society`s lines that they cannot procces their thoughts and emotions and they get stuck with it, then it`s not society`s fault, in fact it is in most cases nobody`s fault. wether the damage is done by someone then that someone is not society. but the person that has caused that damage to you will in your eyes be never forgiven or you hate that person, i speak with knowledge out of experience and the person that did damage was a real bastard and i do not particularly hate him for the dammage he has done to me, but the dammage he did to my mother and my older brother. we hate him but he is not society, and we all realize that not all people are like that person you hate. or when you are born with what society calls a disorder, then it`s nobody`s fault either. but it is there and you know it, but most of the time you have stupid people within the help organisations of society and these people won`t really help you because you feel and know that they don`t listen or don`t like you those things you feel in your guts and you know it. then find someone who will listen to you not so that the helping person can gain a personal bonus of any kind just for the sake of another`s well being. every person is able to function the degree in how well or in what context makes people say you ain`t right in tha head, and it`s wrong. but still when you either know or don`t there is still a soul in that body and a reason for your train of thought, something will eventually set you in motion to sort of participate in society and you will become strong knowing that you gain by daring not fearing and nobody will be able to tear you down. if other people just become violent, or act against society for no reason then you don`t do it out of a reason that resembles truth, then you only want attention. if you want to make a point that resembles truth then there are lots of ways to make it. don`t go blocking the streets and protest like a madman for no reason. it`s like going to an oil reserve to protest for a better nature while you come with you entire club wich together is a car park of bmw`s and such. you want to impress someone with that? come by bike all the way. what i try to say is i don`t need to get violent, i never fight and nobody fights me, i don`t need to make a big commotion i just present myself and that`s it and the way i present myself in my overzeas jeans and long black leather jacket with spikes or my more slobby jacket and i am just there. just be there, be yourself and if people then say you are strange then sorry but they are stupid for even waisting their time over such an insignificant thing. if people weren`t so affraid and uptight then society may have been not so hard to live in, and hey it could be worse. be glad with yourself and don`t change yourself because others say so because even when you do you will still be on the bench waiting for something to happen. but i must say saying all this does relieve me a lot just to say ***** it and make a point that resembles truth.
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well these self proclaimed titles are fun and i have seen a few that are a bit remarkable and one that comes close to my nickname. but i also have another one for you. self-proclaimed the REAL lord of the rings (since i hold not one but many on my fingers) self-proclaimed atlas of the ways of torture. (since i actually devised a lot of torure methods and devices, they will be built some day for nasty tax collectors and such annoying people heck might even get me a discount) and the last for now my favorite: [COLOR=Sienna][B]self-proclaimed tormentor of society [/B] [/COLOR] (simply because i do nothing to participate in society but to an individual) so i like the titles that are already there i hope you like mine, and i defenitly hope we will see more of them. well that`s it for now abayo
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i don`t really hear what people find attractive about me but i always end up with a girl somehow. maybe because i`m insane, maybe because when it comes to aiding people that i do listen to them and comfort them by having a good conversation. but i can be very serious at times. and my eyes well they always stand half open so one girl said it gave her something calming, because when my eyes are full open i just seem to scare people. also because i look different then most people around the part where i live. but i do know that it could have something to do with that i never lie. i don`t like lying since i follow truth and lying is just a way to reject truth so. in that i am very serious. as for the rest of my exterior i really can`t see anything really attractive or ordinary that stands out as a plus or a minus so i don`t mind actually, not that i`m a standard type of guy. there should be a picture of me in the frapr thingy 2nd in holland.
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so i was wondering after seeing a bleach episode with shiba ganju introducing himself with self proclaimed titles. so i came up with a few myself and added some mystery into it so they sound a lot better then just something you say oh i`m good at that. so here are my self proclaimed titles self proclaimed master of the 12 apostles of death self proclaimed holder of the sacred dragons self proclaimed creator of the forbidden illusions self proclaimed wielder of animae self proclaimed keeper of the fallen stars self proclaimed lord of the towers of sun and moon self proclaimed kin spirit of gaia self proclaimed artist of power self proclaimed incarnate of death self proclaimed descendant of the devil self proclaimed taicho no reikon and known as self proclaimed manager of code these sounded nice for my jutsu making wich i do for fun. well i hope you have dozens of self proclaimed titles of your own.
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there goes a little story that a shaman cursed the presidents of the usa. every president that is elected on a round number of a year like 1970, 1980, 1990, 2000 is cursed to do bad. ofcourse it`s just a story but one that could explain why those presidents got killed soon or did stupid stuff. so believe it or not it`s up to you.
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here is one that might challenge you for a bit, it`s not just a simple answer but it`s not impossible or anything so i hope you have fun unraveling it. Two sides that still remain, even after years of strain, as bad luck covered by my vanity, in me dwells insanity.
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funny you brought up the box thing since i notice it here in my country aswell. people also say i`m not right in the head just because i dare to explore things of how life should be and what is really there and not what other people don`t want to be there. notice that society is a group and a group can only function when everybody acts their role, their given role and not what they could have instead. there is a saying: step out of the square. i find it true since there is more then just a square only people feel safe living in that square. so when you are out of that square you are different and since you are out of it and the rest is in it they see you as a danger of their square collapsing and so people act to remain safe. they stick you in the nut house, they look at you strange as if you are not a person, they exclude you because most of the time you look different, they try to make you feel ridiculous, they try. feeling these formless things and not being able to take shape, or to addapt your shape to be a shapeless shapeshifter. i stick out in any group, any location because my mind works different, it is etched into your soul that you are different because you don`t accept a square of lies. i don`t accept lies, i accept truth, and if it`s the truth that i am different then i accept it and i am not affraid of it, i am not affraid of the square and i`m not affraid of what is outside of that square, it fears me or it doesn`t but i won`t live in fear of what other people label me. not that i`m reckless, but i do not fear. fear is useless, nothing can be born from it. and that is a truth, people in this square live in fear, fine let them if i can pull someone out of it doesn`t work, the mind of that other needs to be different not affraid, and then you become a shape and not just some shape, but a shape worthy of remembrance. all this makes me look insane right? but is accepting the truth being insane? is living without fear insane? is thinking for yourself insane? ask yourself such questions and then begin to understand that you must be insane to live in that square. so for everybody that feels different who knows they are different. don`t be affraid of being different. at least you taste life as it should be, at least you can say i am myself in every aspect in my very soul in my very essence of existance. that just leaves the square to be very small and cramped, sorry but i need some space to live and seek what is true.
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The One Thing in Life You'd Search For
dark king replied to Ol' Fighter's topic in General Discussion
well i am already searching and i have already found a lot of it but there is still plenty out there to learn. i`m talking about truth, i search for it every day and my sacrifice? well i`m not sure if i`m actually sacrificing anything, only being able to accept that what you find is something you have to keep in mind. i`m not going to enlist every truth i found so far or anything but i think it is a noble thing to do and by accepting it after trialing it to be the truth is being open minded and it has a sense of honor to it, just plain simple truth or the most complex truth i want to find them all and accept them and fusing them with my own self and gaining. you only gain from the truth same as i would never lie because we invented that just to reject truth. it`s worth it and that`s a truth. -
i don`t think that love makes you immortal in any way since love may be a great emotion nowadays no one actually love someone their whole life. it sounds grimm and harsh but it is a truth. and on that truth you could gain more immortality that anything else. to be someone who brings truth to people or seeks the very truth of life itself once you achieve that then you gain immortality by thought, your body decays your spirit moves on and all that remains is a memmory of how much you pursued the truth and how far you got melting that truth together with your lifestyle. indivivuality is something that is our own, and is always there but how far it sticks out is how much you stand out. people around you will recognize you as cool, dumb, weird, dangerous etc. it is just in wich way you choose to be. so when you are in love and it`s great, people indeed will see it in you depending on how much they see. and when your partner sees it it should be enough for it is a small part of your individuality but a part that must be filled some point in your life. and individuality is actually something personal the way you are and not the way people want you to be. some people always want love, others want sex to a point where it starts to bore them and they seek love too, it`s our privilege of feeling love in such a complicated way. yet that complexity of it can also drive us apart from our partner, the only thing that can stop you from exiting that complexity is your persistance in it, and that makes you seeking truth because in the end you seek confirmation if your partner still loves you and by saying i love you you mostly ask your partner to say the same as a confirmation. again it sounds harsh but still it`s a truth and to add that how much can you melt that truth in your individuality, lifestyle and train of thought. it is also true that doing this with truth is also complex and also it depends on how you are as an individual as to how far you can go into that complexity. and that is also a truth the point is it can go on forever, and as for your love, enjoy it and i wish you both the best of luck in harsh conditions and may you be together long after these words. then you may not have found your immortality but at least you have experienced a piece of life.
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Writing thinking my way of all [PG-just plain weird]]
dark king replied to dark king's topic in Creative Works
well i had this one for a while, but the linguistic rhymes i like aswell since it proves a challenge to come up with words that are not used that much, as is a bit of my trademark for having different words and expressions. i also tend to write with music on the background wich put me in a state of mental vagueness. also late at night when i get tired i tend to write since that is he point where i get the most strangest things out of my head on screen and in relatively understandable spelling or i revise the spelling the next day since that is one of my weak points. so basicly i get weird as inspiration to some sort of filing method for my questions that get answered during the next time i read it myself, so it`s mystery on paper that attracts the open minded and then i get the response of: hey i understand what you mean. so thank you. i will be editing new stuff later on. -
the tension valves of my mind are finally loosening up, as these words and thoughts of mine are read and leave my mind untill i read them back again. call me insane, call me what you like, i am feeling good. feel free to comment and rate, and yes my spelling isn`t my strongest side ^_^' [COLOR=Navy][B]Random Thoughts[/B][/COLOR] spinning words, alteration of my soul holding eternity feeling shaken, the pain taken course off my path to stray away where lights cross, shadows move about time, the end line say no more, no ancore apreciation, desintegration solution found, in every sound hearing all that is hidden to the eye colors mixing, argument fixing glass of water in the rain feel no pain, by lightning strain in the train above the rails, i`m sailing my life across the moon between the sun, the ocean mountain, my time has never come to pass away, into the next phase of my existance everytime i cross the line i`ll be fine, secure the sign to reach my knowledge in the stars, across the plains and through the scars on my face, that is hidden to the rest of the croud around me suround me lesson learned, a page has turned collapsed peace and agony society, monstrocity harbors all the illness a person made to write and sing a song to get along, don`t get me wrong i found a light, inside the darkness that leads me to the depths of my perception strange conception, about my misery that keeps the rivalry, to get me to the place to be a menace through the street, get on your feet that`s what you need a mouth to feed with the pain fed by the spoon, that is soon, to be replaced by tons of hours, that grow you old stone, cold life, accepted by madness and brings sadness to the sane of mind that are forsaken by coruption, obstruction in every way possible to stay keen on our soul inherriting the same old, song keep us strong and illuminated asociated, with the righteousness covered up, by silences like the storm has yet to come illusion, dellusion, confusion into what is real time to feel your achilles heel so you won`t forget how fragile you are, compared to the star closest to this rock behind the lock is a system of thought ,when you have sought the answers to the riddles and problems that are near, yet a thousand miles away, so you can pay the billions of souls your condolances and wishes you have never made and then you fade along the billion others, in the stream of death and neglect with the defect of souls where you resumed, to get consumed by madness and insanity, optimally lost at the cost of your doing, with what you where brewing inside the shell of flesh, that`s now a mesh of parts and bits and nothing fits the living skin at the begin of your doom, where no light can beat the gloom it`s not the darkness, but darker than that from where i sat and looked in your eye, there was no lie only the intent to kill, not even a thrill was involved and now you have solved, the puzzle of the ancient ones and your will becomes complete and you are ready to defeat the lingering feeling of hate, only to be risen by fate and unravel the path that was chosen now walk that path and claim what is your`s [COLOR=Navy][B]The Life[/B][/COLOR] the wise percieve the dead believe the strong achieve the plain recieve the wrong send the few decend the right mend the many ascend the helpfull stray the people pay the trees say the weak sway the talented strive the wills drive the elders jive all pursue life
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How do you feel when it comes to the oppsite or same sex
dark king replied to a topic in General Discussion
what i found weird is the fact is that you get punched in the first place(playfull). i mean i`m from holland and a weirdo amongst all groups and subcultures of the dutch population, it might be that it might be nothing. but i never got hit but other impulses and signals wich to i respond with other signals in return to sort of finding out what a person wants from me. still i do understand it and indeed if you have questions about girls you should ask a girl, that is what i do you just have to be carefull if you ask a girl or as celoctopus discribed a b*tch. find that out first and just talk. i know a few things by myself because that is instinct and i tend to play on that instinct to a girl to find out what she wants, or we just have sex. it`s all your choice in what kind of girls you want to attract: serious relation - girl, just some playtime and on to the next and the next - b*tch. only then is that after a while people get to know you as either the lover or the sex mungering type. to make it short: you decide your choice. just be honest. hope it helps^_^ -
i would have a sword a big one about 1,90m as tall as myself and a blade that is 20 cm broad and name it kaion, kaion means clear sound as the blade would make a pure clear sound as it is slashed through you and even after that fatal blow you would hear a clear sound while you are dying, if you like me adding an abillity to it it would be that the clear sound is so serene and pure that it would heal injuries when tapping it gently, and cause terrible destruction as the sound is so clear that the sound is so sharp it would cut you by just hearing the sound when it is swung at a distance.