dark king

i have recently asked james our site director if it was possible to reinstall the battle arena. i really liked it, and i know a lot of people did, so i want to ask you if you want it back. maybe if enough people vote for it to come back it might help. so i will keep it brief and say: BATTLE ARENA, LIVE ON thank you

9 is a magical number not just by math standards but also by fate. Fate tells us off 9 people who did great things both good and evil. This is where the story begins of 9 people who would live a live with evil sealed within them. It begins when long ago 9 demons where born from the 9 rings of Hell. Each demon or Biyuu named after the number of tales they have, where bestowed with great power, power so enormous that they could destroy the earth if they where all steered in that direction by the greed of man. Wars broke out to harness the powers of the 9 demons and the demons where spread across the world divided between the countries. Now it is peacetime and some countries are quite prosperous and some countries still recover from the wars. The 9 demons are sealed in 9 different people, people who have come past a point when they realized this truth. They have trained to preserve themselves and protect their homes from others aswell as from themselves... ------------------------------------------------------------------------ The demons need someone to govern them. I need 9 Shinobi who are capable of controling a Jinchuuriki of great power. So to my resourcefullness i needed to create the other animals from Nibi to Hachibi. And the list has come down to: Ichibi - racoon/dog Nibi - lynx Sanbi - wolf Yonbi - phoenix Gobi - dragon Lokubi - tiger Nanabi - deer Hachibi - snake Kyuubi - fox When you sign up as powerfull Shinobi you choose your country and hidden village as it may be anyone. And know that you must gain strength in order to survive. And beware, there is hazard comming toward them from the Akatsuki, a group you will have to get info on and so does Akatuki with you. When you sign up i will test you and will appoint you to your chosen demon. So be prepaired to give it your all for your own sake and the sake of the world. When i have appointed the Jinchuuriki the story will continue. To those about to sign in i salute you.

9 is a magical number not just by math standards but also by fate. Fate tells us off 9 people who did great things both good and evil. This is where the story begins of 9 people who would do something evil. It begins when long ago 9 demons where born from the 9 rings of hell. Each demon or biyuu named after the number of tales they have, where bestowed with great power, power so enormous that they could destroy the earth if they where all steered in that direction by the greed of man. Wars broke out to harness the powers of the 9 demons and the demons where spread across the world divided between the countries. Now it is peacetime and some countries are quite prosperous, and some countries still recover from the wars. I was a historian besides of that i am a Shinobi, i realized the powers of the demons and i started studying on how not just their enourmous chackra but also their essence could be safely stored. I came across their origin the 9 rings of hell. I learned where it was located and how to get there by certain rituals. I traveled down into hell and i came to the keeper of the 9 rings and i made a deal. A contract written in blood. I wanted to make the deal to return the Biyuu to the keeper and i would gain the strength of all of them, but the keeper told me to find 8 other skilled people who would also sign to the contract. If we collected them all we would return their souls and gain their strength. We recieved 9 rings to point out who would get wich demon. He made me a half devil with a few strange powers i would have to use to gain more strength so i was able to call the keeper when i found a demon. I needed strong skilled people who would help me when i needed to prepare a demon of power. And to find the Biyuu in any circumstances because we would risk wars and destruction. ---------------------------------------------------- I need 8 people who would join me in this quest for power. I want a description of your charackter and some background, but the most important are your skills. I will show what i mean. i am Kaikou My appearance: I am 1,90m tall, I have shoulder length red hair, a small beard wich is also red. I have the Akatsuki red clouded coat, as do all of us. My shirt is thin and comfy it has markings on it wich are pure ornamental, it`s color is light with black symbols. My pants are wide and black. I wear a lot of chains wich i can also use with kugutsu (pupeteering), my boots have skulls on them attached to the laces, they are really heavy but that is part of my training, when i de-summon the extra weights during battle i move faster. I wear a pair of gauntlets wich i desinged and made myself. It holds a blade in each gauntlet, with these gauntlets i am capable of guarding from a sword attack or even grabbing the blade of my opponent, and the special finger system allows me to smash through stone with my fingers without crushing my own fingers. It also has an energy system built in the ornamented outside wich is actually a seal that was made from a demonic prison jutsu, the system on the gauntlet is called the 13 verses of doom when this is released there is danger. In all my clothes are little devices of energy wich guard me from physical and deflect energy attacks on my body, i have a high rate of survival with these clothes, but there is more to it. CHACKRA I have a high amount of energy wich i recycle. Minniscule devices of energy wich i designed refreshen my energy and makes it flow stronger. The recycling of energy is efficient because the energy moves fast and on it`s own generates kinetic energy (movement energy) wich i store and recycle again so i won`t run out of energy to support my heavy jutsu`s and my medical practice. HEALING Besides my high rate of surviving i have a variety of healing jutsu`s, the simplest are the creation of healing energy on my hands and start healing by holding it on the injured area. The most difficult i use when someone is at critical danger to seconds from death. I also have a simple range of defence jutsu`s. I have some shielding techniques wich use kugutsu to hold any object in front of me only rendering one hand occupied. STEALTH I also have a lot stealth justu`s. Here i use elemental jutsu`s or a specified jutsu that blends me with any object or i simply dissapear in it by fusing with the material. There are many way`s with this and the walls can have eyes and ears indeed. I also develloped a jutsu wich i called gost mode, it allows my body to vannish completely and my energy dissapears with it, so i`m like an advanced ghost. It shows like i do not even exist while i am there in full glory, i cannot attack during gost mode but i can get close enough to de-gost and kill in silence. BOOST My boost jutsu`s and potions are quite good too. I have a wide variety of potions and jutsu`s wich can be used in seperate states of being, so boosting the body is one thing but i boost the mind aswell. OFFENCE My offensive jutsu`s are wide and even too much for a short review. I use attack in combination with more attack jutsu`s or other combinations of offensive and defensive moves and even combine or counter with my opponent. To keep it short i keep thinking up jutsu`s and theories that mostly will work. I have a few "a" ranks on my account wich are also very powerfull. Although i have a strong asrenal of sword and jutsu skills these are nothing without tact and knowledge, i study a lot in my little library and info node device. SEALS I have an advanced lvl of seal making, i make difficult seals in short time and they have various effects, on my palms are summon/recall seals, i can draw a seal and store it in my recall part of the seal and then i can summon with the summon part at any time. I can make a seal for the smallest of things and for the biggest of things. My body holds a series of tattoos wich i use for my powerfull jutsu`s. They are designed by myself and hold complex seals and symbols wich alow me to cause great damage. All together i have a high rate of succes and specialisation in offensive, deffensive, boost, heal and sealing abilities. ------------------------------------------------------- This is who i am. When you sign up you may put it as detailed as you wish. In the ranks of this organisation i follow the gods of the omnyo dou. Seiryu, green dragon or holy dragon guardian of the east. Byakko, white tiger guardian of the west. Susaku, red phoenix guardian of the south. Genbu, black tortoise guardian of the north. Kuchin, kuchin yellow dragon guardian of the mainland. Nanju, south dipper god of life. Hokuto, north dipper god of death. Santai, swordsman taoist god. Gyokunyo, jade maiden taoist god. Eccept for the Seiryu all places are open to the most skilled and devoted Shinobi. I will test any of you who wish to enter. For all about to sign i salute you.

[B]Mirmir[/B] where many say who is false only one can say who is real a sound of twillight echoes within a soul when one is, where one will stay where one can make and one can say the truth behind the meaning the truth inside a name beyond is where the thoughts lie connected by a star from any distance i shall be close a pathway to aid in life to stray away from death your face shall be the resting point of eternal grace see before, see behind see aside, see when blind see around, see within see delight, see the sin see beneath the underneath see beyond a shell of skin see within immortal mind your eyes where you shall find me in engulfed by your fire lit a flame in my soul passion bound with lust consumed by our desires thoughts of pleasure kisses of delight ever changing rythms of the beating of our hearts the warmth of our souls with warm touches of our skin breathing eachother`s essence sweat from our begin silent laughter soft inside untill the first daylight [B]Prophet[/B] things are known and all is old but i tell things things that are foretold not from future but from past in any timeline i have been last ancient history repeats itself take a book from any shelf and read what i foretold you another time to go to after death i am too late and i rejoice when i meet fate the end is nigh destruction flow untill the next time i lay low to get together untill we meet again when rises does the heat and then the words that i bestow are simply put "i told you so" [B]Styx[/B] as a river flows so fine this river lies remote despair across the shore`s line this river carries just one boat a prize upon lord hades crown with lost souls that can never drown this river full of careless souls their bodies wrapped in loins where they forgot to pay their tolls their mouths they hold no coins a path that runs to hades town the ferry takes them up and down present your price to all who come they do have a choice remain back here or pay this som one coin to pass says charon`s voice all the souls that stay in here for all eternity a pain they cannot fix you won`t be the last to come to me my name is Styx [B]dark sky[/B] endless goes the darkness in a heart followed by it`s rythmic continiuality a sound of silence, controlled by echoes of thought bright it is, a clear fog of emptyness guided by it`s uncontrolled force filling the air with visionless clouds where does it all go to from this point it once began this sky moving through the others not just air, but essence it holds too clouded by the eclipse of nature`s motion still and steady untill the context is ready to be shown this content in one soul, the deepness of this vessel where others can only dream and the one that is can awaken from this grey veil and enter this dark sky as a new successor [B]Animae[/B] ask yourself this question, what is my purpose... for some this is known and layed out for others it is a path yet to discover you can wander all your life searching and not know what your purpose has been yet it would not be a waste of life i hold no key to others purposes although my purpose is to show others their way and when my task is done i must go i search all my life for people who i must lead just for a short time i give my knowledge and my visions of the worlds i must prepare for i must save them all by showing others their path even though i am gifted with death to help them it is that very essence that makes me move on i fight, through every lifetime through all fates therefore i hold them i could judge but i won`t this power closed and wielded untill my time comes to awaken from my slumber and protect all i have shown their roads and so when i am sent away my faith falls and so do we and the war of all worlds is lost by our side so for as long i fail with my gift of death i need my time to correct my errors so untill i succeed with my gift of Animae i bid you farewell and my apollogies for my faillure yet again... well rate them if you like, i am currious if it`s interresting at al.

well i could say my life is a drag seeing the normal circumstances of for instance school. but i think if not a reason to live this life or the actual goal is to unify your body with your thoughts. sounds corny but to think that you only use 10% of your brains i would say one good reason to live is to start from this weakness almost every person encounters with either themselves or others and devellop yourself to a 100%. it would open more windows to what you can think. i don`t want to brag or anything but i have been training my brains to some % where i see things different, more creative with my mind, i interpet them differently i am more aware of my body my heartbeat my breath my muscles etc. a good reason to live is grow in this and anything that can come along. another good reason to live is indeed love or a strong friendship. it makes your journey more pleasant, and the devotion to this is needed too, with the goal to let it last forever. and finally i am a bit anti system, so another reasons to live or to live my life as i do is to value real things, truth, time, friendship, understanding the fact that life and death are not the beginning nor the end, but that you realize that you exist. and i might not exist so strong in school and in figures, and that i hate to see a person as a number as much as i hate it to happen to me, but my existance in my self discovery is strong and i feel as even if i should die i still exist and the importance of that knowledge is something you cannot describe with even a thousand words as how wonderfull that feels. sorry for the long stuff, but it`s true (for me at least)

good poem i have been gone for a while so i saw your poem and now i reply. i have made 2 more two but i had to edit them so my thread didn`t stick out as new post. but good poem i can relate to the pure rain because it exists. but how are you anyway, i saw your personal site and i saw some dutch in it so if you are dutch, dan kan je dit wel vertalen. and if not then not but let me know. bye^_^ dark king

reminds me of something you said against me a while back. good stuff, nice edge of rawness that kinda hits ya between your four leaf clover, when you would be the one facin ya. keep it up, and see ya. you know who

[COLOR=Navy][B]smile[/B][/COLOR] smile for me feeling kinda sad when i see it the hope to feel it the thought of holding you in my mind where nothing can break it and i only make it and the sound that you cried not by night but daylight never in fright because the sound resides in my heart where i can start the power to see that you are free never for my silence my mind holds no moment of the clearness of above only the blur that`s love unpredictabe contradictable paradox rocks in my soul when i listen to choal chamber music lunatic maybe saturday or whatever i play with my mind and my suit case and my guitar in the bar when everybody can hear the melody of my life style and my rythmic flow what i bestow upon the people around the world wherever i am i and amplify my solo wich crafts the magic of my being and the understand mentallity and the reality of almost home alone in the dark where only the spark can be set of course by only one thing from you so smile [COLOR=Navy][B]the deathplains[/B][/COLOR] over seas and sorrow abacinated eyes that see drowning in the field of tommorow where mind will always be across the plains of death life faded from every statue sealed in with their last breath holding faith to their retinue eyes that see, eyes that feel all the lies and what is real eyes that see, eyes that bleed hoping on a time when their freed tortured by their last thought scythes held on their doomed soul how inferrior they have fought reapers come to preserve control eyes that see, eyes that feel with a gaze as cold as steel eyes that see, eyes that bleed fear they show is what you`ll read imprisoned with their fate sealed in with their hate statues beyond billions a row and the words that they bestow plains filled within every dimension holding only death with no redemption eyes that see, eyes that feel living inside a cursed seal eyes that see, eyes that heed the plains of death is what they feed [COLOR=Navy][B]midland[/B][/COLOR] in the realm of midland, lies the hall of kings their purpose to uphold the wisdoms and laws laws of nature, laws of time, laws of dimension, knowledge, destiny, life and death. not to a person self but in a whole universe that has a variety of species of people. they have no faith but in their own clans and past achievements. the primary planet of midland is ptorhia. the most thriving land is gizar wich houses the hall of kings in the northern tip. it`s days are 30 hours long and a week has 9 days and a year 12 months. it is a huge planet wich holds no snow, not even on the higest mountain wich is 12 km high and the tip is called gathar peak. this is of the gasutan mountain range wich stretches all the way into the next country in the east. gizar holds a few cities wich are very big, they can be seen from space along with the largest forests, rivers, lakes and grasslands wich can stretch for more then a few 10.000 km. the world is pure of nature and holds a variety of flora these are maintained by fairiesand the spirits of the forests wich exist as long as the life age of the planet. there is a law of purity wich corrects any imballance caused by pollution. and elliminates it to it`s source. water is plentifull and is drinkable anywhere from streams to oceans. untill i continue to tell about my creation, i m gone to my universe of dreams.

thank you for the good comments, i wanted to keep this thread up because it is practically my most valuable. and because you like them so, i made one for you^_^(during school time)^_^ hope you like it [color=navy][b]spiritbreeze[/b][/color] as you dream your dream in endless night or day a memmory it becomes, to fade or there to stay the future and the past the present and all things you make comming from the deepness of within from a soul in a universe wich has one of it`s own the physical is only material the mental passes beyond comprehension and the spiritual binds the realms and learn from every mistake only to become experienced in life paths taken new roads ahead the mind stays immortal even after death the memmory remains of the never broken soul and not as an end of ones dreams but as a chapter faded and a new chapter born with a new beginning yet continous dream and as one travels his dreams he never travels alone... [color=navy][b]the nine rulers[/b][/color] darkness and light in the soul of creation shimmer of wisdom that always exists the king of creation of all honesty lies in the eyes of truth rightousness that penetrates every lie the king of eternal truth diversity that lies in the path of dimension dinstances wich are shortened by gates the queen of travel by dimension serenity in the soul of purity a cleansing that holds up the clear the queen of real purity aeges within the eyes of time wich reach through rock and bone the king of permanent and temporal always run the eyes of destiny all preceeded with a fate the king of evergoing destiny nothing slips the mind of knowledge gaining all there is to be the king of what`s beyond knowledge never caught the essence of being traveling in his hood and cloack the king who is everythings being stubborn always the way of cold bends nor bows to no man`s soul the king that masters all things cold these are the nine rulers of midland midland is what they hold

in this thread i will tell more of how i grew this past year of my absence at the otakuboards. discuss anything that seems unlikely and strange, and i expect a lot of discussions. this thread will contain valuable info on what you can accomplish by using your potential. things i have come to know from sources no one can lay a finger on. but it will begin here... i am joey, a young man of 18 years old, not quite if i add my dream time wich is 202 years making it a total of 220 years old. i am firmly built yet skinny, some say i am strong, i say that i have average strength. i have a close group of friends wich all learned from the naruto series. we basically copied stuff straight out of it. but...it works, we got it working because of years of study in the paranormal and in energy or chackra. things i came to know: chackra can be manipulated into anything following a few rules to form and push it out and let the effect take place, we make our own jutsus and they are growing stronger everytime we use it. your energy is invissible for the naked eye and a non trained human has it mostly on level 2 to 5, on level 500 your ki becomes visible for any untrained human. i am currently wile not really active:120, on active:320, and with my source i could push it to 450. the source of a person is where the energy dynamo is, most of the time it lays dorment, some aren`t that big, some are endless like mine. the reason why we can get far like this is because we carry talents for it and bloodlines, i have a half devil bloodline and a half nature/earth bound bloodline. you must posses the enurance to go to higher levels of usage, others have collapsed and gone insane because it was too much. we use different colors to set an x-tra effect. we use bloodline limmits from naruto: byakugan, sharingan, mangekyou sharingan wich allows me to perform tsukiyomi wich i have renamed akayomi, and other self constructed powerful and ultimatly sadistic wich i improve everytime i come up with one. we take the likeness of personalities of the characters from naruto. the devil speaks to me whenever i call upon him and he often comes by himself. i am familly through genetics going way back into the middle ages, i inherrited his powers more then anyone else in these few hundred years. i am a naruto style genius i pick up certain things very quick: i did the rasengan totally right the first time and i knocked over a friend who i was testing it on. genjutsu that makes your neckhair stand up because of it`s intensity. ths is a little of what i came to know and what i achieved and what i am. i expect much comments like no way and science has proved.. or like show it or i won`t believe it. i will be able to show it in a half year or less that i admit so keep those responses away and ask more important questions instead. :)

i haven`t been here for quite some time now but i`m back. i am a mix between a few people from naruto. i bound the same value to my friends like kakashi and seem to have the same calmness and loads of self control. for my friends and familly i see my friends broad and anyone who touches them will die and be my enemy. :) i posses the bloodlust of gaara, it takes a lot to reach it but this rule counts for almost everyone: mochi kakuhan ware, KOROSU!!!! anyone that is right in my grill, has to run before i kill that person with no remorse. i just have to see blood, taste or smell it and mine starts to be active and makes me want to kill and drink blood. :flaming: :devil: the way the uchiha clan was slain by itachi seemed to be out of a desire to grow without the limmits that where law. i feel the burden real good whenever i look into his eyes, the cold way he reacts to almost anything i posses aswell, to coldly look into your soul and imprint the image of sadness and sorrow, and hidden rage. :devil: my stamina in anything seems simillair to naruto whenever i`m knocked down, how deep i may have fallen, i will rise to my feet and go on, this powerfull will makes me feel nothing in the universe can stop me. :flaming: this in a combination makes me a calm person who trains like hell and never stops doing so, and when agitated or feels threats to his friends will kill mercyless. and when he is loose and out of control will kill with pleasure and with much torment and psychological torturing combined with hours of pain breaking you like a twig :)

karma is a subject i am not familliar with i`m afraid. but when someone hears a dream his subcouncious can record it aswell and when that person goes to sleep he plays the recorded dream. at least that`s what i think, but when you tell something you could also write somethig down. like stick a piece of paper to the wall and write down something that you want to dream. best thing is to put it in one word, like a subject: flowers, read it before sleeping and try to remember what you have dreamt the next morning and if you have dreamt the same as on the paper then it would be true, that you dream what you record. maybe fun to experiment with some friends,(i`m gonna try that by the way^^) maybe you should try it aswell. thanks for the idea balinese.

first my thanks to the ones who replied. blackbird: this brainwave generator i used for a wile can work if you spend a lot of time in it understanding how it works and to try and enter these altered states of concienceness. in the long run it will work and you can start doing advanced brainwave techniques or to quicker enter an alpha or gamma state of mind. these states alpha, beta, theta, gamma, are the forms of sleep and dreaming. your brain is in an beta state, means that you are in a deep sleep. if you train to enter these states you can stay focused yet have tremendous dreams, your brain becomes more active more creative. but you can do this too without the use of brainewave generators. it might mean more practice on the subject you want to learn like: pschychokinesis, but the result will be more intense, like the meaning of effort, the more effort the better the result. ow and the brainwave generator is free. as for the reality of your dreams, i call it full collor or first person view. but the scary things about my dreams are that i can actually get wounds and marks i recieve in a dream. for instance i once jumped over a hill wile a grenade was hitting in, i cut my left arm on a sharp rock, i had a (thin) cut from my elbow to my wrist, i got back up there and minutes later i was shot in the chest, i woke up and i had this bleeding cut on my left arm and a sharp pain in my chest. i guess it is the mind body connection. panda: the person in the trenchcoat might not resemble your soulmate but maybe your inner self or a part of you that you seek, or a missing feeling in your life. very often these signs come forth in your dreams. like i want to have acknowledgement in my life for my individuality and my thoughts, so in my dreams i am the dark king, i rule an entire universe yet i live among the people an stay an individual, a little acceptation stuff. but one thing i want you and all the people to to and that is to learn from your dreams. if you have ideals there you can have them here. for instance: i had a dream of 200 years, in modern and the middle ages combined. money was not there we did all from our harts and we all felt free. i made weapons for shows and plays, but i could wield them all with skill. i had 200 years to learn that so here i can wield any sword i get in my hands. learn from your feelings you have in your dreams, and get to know your inner self even better. rikku: i have had dreams of waking up and going to school. my alarmclock went the figures where round instead of square, my head was still sleepy but i got up, walked to the stairs and saw in my eyecorner that the sky was red, and then my alarmclock went and i really woke up. those things happen when you do something a lot and somewhere you are not comfortable with it, or you are exhausted from the previous day. if you do the same long enough you will dream of it. and that can be a frustration, for instance: i worked at a bakery, and i had to cut the passing bread before it went in the oven. at night i was still doing the same work, thank god i was fired after a week. i never want to do that again. but those are the common signs of doing something too much, and if it is waking up for school then get used to it, or...do a little relaxation technique before you go to sleep. sit up straight on your bed, breath slow and deep, lie down after a minute and continue breathing slow and deep and think of a nice place or of a funny cartoon or something positive and relax your body with every exhale, and you will sleep without even realizing you where falling into it. fall: the things that have come true in your wakefullness (i hope good things) are sometimes the result of wanting something so much that your subconciousness takes over, it starts to program itself to look into the future, precognition. precognitive dreams can sometimes set you into an advantage. if something bad was going to happen you might want to do something different than you did in your dream. be sure you remember your dreams, you can place a notepad next to your bed and every morning you write down some keywords or the entire story. find out what some things could mean in your dreams, cause sometimes the answer wears a mask. the probable reason why you hate it to wake up like that from your dream is because you want to stay a bit longer. and that`s no shame because i would want to be in my dreams forever. but i cannot. what i can do is to create as much as possible from my dreams to my wakefull life(that includes telepathy etc.) but try to understand your dreams, why do you dream it? ask yourself these questions every day. untill you find the answer, to find the truth inside yourself. so back to the time... the time we spend in our dreams depends on many factors and probably a number of factors we do not even know they exist. but the human brain is amazing and boundries can be blown away by our pure wil and thought. after all time is something mankind created, and i do not think mankind understood what they created. but still we do not know either. but i am going to bed now because it`s 5:33 am. good night and dream away to your universes

the one thing i like is a good bad guy not one who kills just whatever moves but with a goal with a strong sense of honor and a soul darkened beyond your darkest imagination eyes that make you see that darkness silent type those are the marks of a good bad guy for good guys i would reccomend someone like tidus from final fantasy x or hatake kakashi from naruto to describe a good guy is harder but here it goes one that pushes his limmits further and further one that will rather die than one of his friends one that allways seem to surprise you when you think one`s done (if a female) no weakness in potential, capable for herself, yet functional in a group realistic some of the basics i guess but essential to a good charakter

well i have a lot, my real name is joey. i have lived long if you read further down. i have been to many places, and all where i went and still go i have been called: joe: simple, fast and used very often. john doe: when i went to denmark i spoke with a few people that called me that, why? i don`t know. jesus: i have actually been called jesus by a group of stoners no joke(not part of them i`m, clean, never been on anything) chemical man: due to my nature to mix ingredients to blow things up. psycho man: when i was in prison(do not ask) psycic man: due to my psychic abillities when i was at best. the undertaker: a little something when i was at a graveyard at night with a bunch of people i was dressed on the occasion and i was a bit too scary hahahaha devil: by my ex girlfriend (that`s all the info on that) the forest hunter: schoolcamp, i was hunting on my prey(schoolmates) in the forest. shadow: when i sneaked around as silent as possible to scare the hell out of people i knew(***$holes primarily) marathon maniac: only info on that is that it contained a lot, and i say it again, a lot of sex. weekend alcoholic: saturday booze day!!!!!! pen man: i draw pictures on the skin(myself and others) mr. turbo: 2 years ago i could run 30 kp/h monkey joe: for my skill at climbing. terror: kicked out of school ending with that name. joe-boy: the father of a very good girlfriend of mine calls me that. teach: because i tought people to do some stuff like playing guitar and psychic stuff. docter joey: my girlfirend called me that(sex involved) soul reaper: by a friend of mine when i was hooked on the legacy of kain series. screen junk: by my mother. rocker joe: due to my musical preference. thalen: that`s a name i accuired in my dream, that lasted 3 years(look at dreams and time) dark king: the name i finaly accuired after 150 years during a dream of 200 and lived out the rest of it. harogath: a demon called me that when i spared his existence(i live for the supernatural) it means friend of the shadow. lord of the shimmer realm, ruler of midland, holder of grey, king of the inbetween universe: are all titels i have accuired during my dreams, pm me if you want more on that. and so those are my nicknames, might sound strange but it is all true. maybe i will hear some from you all one day.

a little trick: read your material 3 times in the morning and after that try to read out loud without the book. you can best do it three times per try. read 3x, speak up what you read. read 3x, speak up what you read. do this as often as you like but keep it in three stages of the day. in the morning, in the afternoon and in the evening. then you will know it in no-time. as for your grades, they sound good, and i think your parents are asking too much of you. a b if you can get it? alright. but if you are pushed then you will not get it right. your grades are no reason to take away your resorts. your parents are pushing you and you should disscus it with them. in the end it is your effort you put into it. i hope this helps you a bit, and i hope this post is not too late.

1: this really has to get to extreme sports, when i went skiing with my school, at night and evening when the lift stops, we where to go sliding down the lift passage with 90kmp/h. also i by mistake landed on the black piste, and i did the same as with the lift passage, only this was much steeper and so i went with a 110 kmp/h off the piste. then i came across some trees and then looked down and realized i grabbed the tree and was hanging at the edge of a 2 km deep ravine(is that spelled right?) it couldn`t get any more extreme. 2: i allready told EXTREME hahaha 3: at your age i as your parent i would freak out over the knives stuff, about the skating i would say "break a leg" as a joke and warn you so you`ll try to limit your titanium parts later. but not all parents are like that.(SHAME on them)

i stick to energy for everything is consistant out of energy. it is the very essence of existence of all. energy is fire, water, wind, earth, it is the very universe we exist in. so that`s why i like energy, because i am energy. as everything else.

intellect and wisdom are seperate things. like intellect tells you 1+1=2 wisdom tells you what to do like open your eyes and see what is real. wisdom does not build buildings. wisdom can betray. wisdom is the eye of truth one said. and he found it by destroying. wisdom wins from muscle. and of intellect. everyone likes to call themselves wise. but the one not saying is. wisdom exeeds power, freedom is made by the wise, why? because they think freely. wisdom is the slave of intellect. wisdom is how to use the intellect. wisdom is your mind. only madness can overthrow wisdom. really? look around and tell me it is not. wisdom i know exists in your soul. never abandon it. follow it and see. i hope you like this.

well ok ok it`s not the best explaination i`have made but to just be clear with it just call it an energyball instead of science. but ok, strong proof is hard to find, that`s why it`s such a discussed subject. but to quote some wise words: what not yet is, can still come to pass. but the pictures i have to work on. i have a familly here so best to do it when i`m alone. but you will get them. only the levitating shall be hard because i can`t do that yet. but some energy workings must be do-able. ow and i don`t know anything about how to edit those kind of things, so be assured.

you know what lazarus means in my langauge?(dutch) that you are completly drunk!!!!!:alcohol: but continue your conversation. i think i said the right words on my previous post cause nobody talks back. or does everyone dislikes me all of the sudden?:( anyway the words are somewhat the basics, so.... i`ll be expecting some scepticism at least.

i was an inmate for a wile and we had suicidal prisoners, some tried to hang themselfes with their shoelaces. no matter what type of suicide, it is illegal in only a few ways. wristcutting with faillure hanging with failure, if you succed nothing happens, and if you fail, your busted. if you are assisting like giving the rope or anything, you ge nailed for attempt in manslaughter. but then again i know what sorts of things can push you to the suicidal point, i tried to poison myself with chemicals, nothing happened, not even sick, only a fu(ked up taste in my mouth wich i have been spending hours to wash away with pure lemonade. but then you realize it`s not your time. and i turned away from suicide and wanted to survive again. but with self mutilation, often asking attention you can get that attention. either you talk or the other will lead you into the conversation. can be scary at first, but when you do it, after the first or during the conversation you will start to feel more open or better. like you are not satisfied with something in your life. it downs you so much that you (or almost) drown in it. then to let it out you cut or scratch or bite youself. but then someone will notice it, or you will tell eventually. but talking is the most effective way of solving things.

i have never loved anybody as much as my ex girlfriend. before our relation i have had a relation of 9 years after that one a year with my ex(at top) and my love for her is greater than i have ever experienced. like i would die for her you know. fall to catch. but love, it`s powerfull. it can make the toughest cry really. (not to say that i`m the toughest)

ellester it is quite often that you can help another and that you can`t help yourself. not that it is a bad thing but it`s sure would be good if one could. but i read a lot about these situations, i hear them from people i know. i have my own problems but they are imperitive(is that spelled right?)to what others experience. but good advice is always good. i would like to say: if you are the only one who is pestered by others for no reason at all(or a real stupid one)then i think you are the only one who is normal and that others can`t have it to see you as an individual, and a unique person. i stick to these words, because you are probably emotionally and on a way of thinking, more progressive then the ones who have their eyes closed. you are probably more social then those who treat you bad.

i`m 17 years old. but highschool or no highscool, age is not important when it comes to these things, the only thing it helps you with(older age) is some more understanding of yourself. some of you said you want some science, you can get science. but can you get understanding by the explanation of subatomic particles colliding in a space between your hands creating static electricity, because you use 2 of the same poles of your own static field that is in fact a product of your nerve system in correspondation with the earth`s gravitational field. and that your energy consitant out of those subatomic particals expands because of the collisions of those particals so they are splitting up and collide again and again making the energy become so dense to a level that you can see them. but you can also say: look it`s an energy ball. then somthing else.... you believe in science, science sure proves certain things. but you believe in something you have never meassured before in your life, you listen to the radio, the recieving of the radiowaves cannot be seen, yet you know they are there. you know they are there because others say so. we say that esp is real because we experience it. but you seem to be affraid of it because you can`t test it. you can`t explain it science way. you can still disbelieve i don`t really care, but i know what i do and what i can, and as long as i believe in myself i`m ok.