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lol I have to admit I've only kissed 3 people, they were all human thank god! haha first kiss was stupid. i was 10. Second kiss was forgettable. I can't even remember who it was! 3rd kiss I regret coz it was with someone i knew for an hour and the kiss probably lasted almost as long as that. All I knew was his name and school. He was a great kisser though.... What I'm saying is don't feel bad about not having ur first kiss coz your better off waiting to share it with someone you like/love - or at least someone you know!

I always stay for the credits whether I like it or not. I love bloopers and reading all the peoples gay last names. Next time ur in there look out for the caterers and set design names, they're always heaps cool.

If liking Adam Sandler is being a sick and twisted individual then I put my hand up! I love him and I'll watch n e thing with Adam Sandler in it. I love Mr Deeds, Big Daddy, the waterboy...even the wedding singer! Can't help myself. hehe

hey. I wrote my own lyrics. I need someone to compose some music to go with my word. Any takers?

wow I didn't think there would be so many replies. It took me forever to read through them all. Seems like it got a little off track though....those of you still waiting for yours. Good luck and follow Chibi's advice. lol Although I think a little tongue is acceptible. lol

I do understand family troubles. My mum is passive impassive. Se is all sweetness and light in public but she actually hates me and would rather have any other child, which she makes clear almost everyday. We always fight and I end up with severe punishments. She also doesn't want me to grow up at all. She treats my little sister with such care - yet she doesn't give a damn about me and actually tries her hardest to make me feel miserable. I try to connect with her, buy her presents and do things for her so that she may love me more. At the same time she can be the most lovely, caring gorgeous mother ever when she wants to be. She can flick in and out of "bad moods" whenever. I don't really understnad it. She shows her love in material ways. She always buys me things and send me on holidays. Does your parents do that? Maybe they have a different way of showing their love too? I think she is like this because she has had a hard life and so she takes it out on me, her eldest child. I still really love my mum.

My list: Adventure Boyfriend Clothes Dancing Email Food Guys Help! Intenet Jellysnakes Katie Lemons/limes Movies/mail/music Nerds (to make me feel better. j/k) Otakuboards Perfume/parties Quicktime Radio Shoes Text messages Uh... Vestiges (wot r they?) Watches X coz it always stumps people. You Zimmermann's (fashion label)

lol True that many first kisses are not exciting or all they are cracked up to be, that is one of the main reasons i started this post - to see if it was the same for everyone. Oh well...practice makes perfect and this is one of the times when people will turn up fro practice! ;)

When was your first kiss? Who was it with? What was it like? If you haven't kissed anypne what do you anticipate it to be? My first kiss was when I was 10. It wasn't that special and I wish I'd never done it. It was with a guy called Ian at our joint birthday party because we had our birthday on the exact same day. I avoided him afterwards! lol Also use this thread for kissing tips!

Wow. what a great poem. I love the way you wrote it in second person, you don't see many examples of that. I don't have any suggestions because I'm totally in love with your poem! Not that this has anything to do with it but I love you're siggie too! lol

Um...thanx. I'm stunned. i didn't think my songs were that good. I might actually keep posting now. :) Yeah it is rock. How do you hear it? I always seem to sing it with a different tune and I'm open to new suggestions. No I'm not in a band. *Laughs out loud* I just write songs. I can't sing and I can't play any instruments 'cept the recorder! PM me if u have an idea for the tune. Does anyone have any ideas for the end of my second or third song?

Ugh! That's disgusting. Intriguing though...I can't reallt hink of anything else to say without sounding stupid so...i'll let myself out shall I?

hmm....i like it. I don't like the bit that goes; Now i'm in a rut as i hold my gut It doesn't really flow and it doesn't make much sense at all apart from that a very good poem.

Wow we have some really talented people in here. The french song was really great too.I love listening to music in other languages. I write songs too. Just stupid though. I'm nowhere near as talented as some of you guys and I always seem to lose my songs too. I make them up in the worst possible place when i don't have a pen or paper! lol This was written half during and half after I broke up with my boyfriend. It's kinda like a slow ballad. When I first saw you I couldn?t believe my eyes, you were good looking, sweet and an all around nice guy. I found you again but couldn?t think what to say - if only we?d had another day... Chorus I bet you weren?t thinking you?d love me I bet you weren?t thinking I?d love you I bet you weren?t thinking it would end like this ?coz I wasn?t thinking it too. I really like you but at first it was a game I had no idea that you would feel the same. You moved away, oh can?t you see That not being with you is killing me. Chorus Why did it have to be this way? Who would have known that you would move away? Who would have known we would have to admit our feelings somehow? Who would have known I would not be able to see you now? Chorus I?m scared that you won?t want me, that you?ll think I?m a bore ? and one day turn around and say you don?t want me anymore. Say you love me so say it isn?t true because for me, all i want is you. Chorus x2 I also wrote a stupid little song one day. i don't know what genre it is. Kinda rock...fast. This is a sad song, a very sad song it's so sad it won the sad award because this is such a very sad song i'm not gonna sing it to you anymore but because you're a sad person in a very sad world i'm gonna sing it to you anyway shutup and listen to my very sad song a sad song that might change your day and it goes like this.... that's it but it's a start anyway. lol I just repeat it over and over, like thos eplayground songs we used to sing in primary school. drives my friends nuts! lol Rock/punk I look in the mirrir and all I see is a fat b**** can't stop laughing at myself gotta get out of this ditch and i can't tolerate it no i can't tolerate it not now! Nobody undertsands the way that i feel and nobody ever seems to take me for real noone hangs around trying to bring me down well i can't tolerate it no i can't tolerate it no more! I had more but I lost it. Aaargh! If I find it I will post. Anyway what do you think - about any of them?

Wow. I'm not going to say much about any of those things but, they are all worthy of being "hard times". Harder than I have had to go through that's for sure. The hardest thing in my life at the moment is not being able to see my boyfriend. i hate long distance relationships...

I don't really have any nicknames. Not any that everyone calls me anyway. Just pet names from family and boyfriends. Princess, lil' poet, princess, chloeness and of course the obvious ones like babe, honey etc. I've always wanted a proper nickname. My friend once started calling me cookie which was awesome but it didn't catch on. I feel deprived of a nickname...

Keep us posted on what happens/happened. Has it already been? If not, don't cheat and if it's any condolence I know how you feel. Also, if you get good marks in your other subjects why are ur parents being so hard on you?

I totally agree with baron. Sure there's two sides to everything but in the end it could be in everyone's best interests.

The happiest time of my life.... On of the happiest times of my life was when I met my (now) boyfriend. Another was my cousin's birthday - that sounds weird seeing as she would probably be getting all the attention but I was happy because she was having this party with all of her friends and I didn't know any of them but she made the effort to invite me and include me in everything to make me feel special too. I know why she is also my best friend. Reflecting back on my life, most of the happiest moments were with her. Love you Nikki!

Wow. Ypu should submit that story to a soap opera or write a book about it. It was an amazing stroy now joke. Ok that's probably not something you wanted to hear. Anyway. At the moment I think all you can do is just be there for her. She obviously still likes you but has some issues to deal with at the moment. The fact that she is closer to you than her boyfriend is an obvious point that you are doing your best and she appreciates your understanding. What will be will be. Sit tight. I'm thinking of you. And all those pessimists who rave on about how love isn't true and he should just forget about it, I think you should keep those opinions to yourself because all that he needs right now is support, although you all make good points.

What is the hardest thing that you have had to go through in your life? What is the scariest thing that has ever happened to you? I think that it's true that the hard things that people go through are what make them what they are today. It's like the saying: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger..." The scariest thing that ever happened to me was when we were in Malaysia and we were in this really large shopping centre and 9 masked gunmen came in to rob it. There we shots firing everywhere and a few people were killed. Unfortunately the police came too late and they got away. That was really scary because it happened right next to us and we had to hide in a Pizza Hut kitchen with tonnes of other people until we were rescued. I know it probably doesn't sound like that much and there will be other people who have gone through worse so spill.

I agree with ChibiHorseWoman. Most of the people that have replied probably haven't really thought it through and wouln't really have any idea. Personally I don't really know either. I would probably change it to my husband's name unless he had a really awful last name and then I'd keep my maiden name because i like my maiden name. I think that is you do change your name it just means you respect the other person.

Hmm...fall. Your mum does nothing? hehe my mum would kill me if I said that, even though she does actually work. She reckons that being a housewife or something is just as challenging and blah blah blah. My mum works part time at the school, in the library or as a teachers aid for the kindergarten kids and relief work in the surf shop. My Dad's the Chief Executive Officer with the Shire Council. He's got a pretty stressful job, but the pay's good. I don't think I'd want to do either of my parents jobs though. I actually don't know what I want to do yet. Please help! All I know is that I will finish school and go to university. To study what? Who knows...

What is the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone? I love many people. I love my family, friends and boyfriend. To me love is a beautiful thing that should be expressed. If more people expressed their love maybe there would be less divorces, wars ans such. As for the boyfriend/girlfriend thing I think many people just tell eachother that they 'love' them because they think that is what they want to hear. But if you truly love someone it is not something to be hidden. Everyone wants to be loved and to love and be loved is the best feeling in the world. If you truly love someone, you should just tell them I think.

Freedom of speech is a good thing as long as it is not publicised. Everyone should be entitled to their own opinions. Just because someone says or thinks something it doesn't mean you have to necessarily agree.