MaggieMehve

To Lava Lamps Post: I'm not exactly an anime purist. I have my own interests too such as graphic design, writing, photography etc.. I'd rather not watch dubs. Dubs annoy me 90 percent of the time and rarely you can find really good dubs such as in Mononoke Hime etc. Anyways, I'm not trying to showoff. You don't even know me, so why are you thinking that I'm one of those people striving for attention? I'm NOT. Period. I am weird, yes I'm insane, but that is just me. And suggesting medication already makes my face boil with anger. I'm sick of medication for my depression, my own health, I don't know how many pills I take a day just for my health. And no, this isn't started by watching too much of TV, its for other reasons. Besides, I barely watch any TV shows anymore. I'm NOT labeling myself. In fact, I hate that, I'm even in a hatelisting for labeling people. I've already gone two years without anime back when, and I know that I did cringe a little thinking that I liked anime back when I was seven or eight, but I like it. And I know I won't cringe because I actually am seeing good anime and good stories. So stop acting like a hypocrite and picking on me for things like this. This was the question, do you consider yourself an otaku? and what animes or manga you own. I answered truthfully and now you're freaking out over me and pointing out things to show that I'm messed up. Meh....

Right now i'm listening to the ending song of .hack//SIGN called Yashashii Yoake. Here it is translated in English (Its originally in Japanese, well...of course O.o) Searching for eternity, you are a frivolous dreamer Clinging to unreliable dreams. Where are you going? Searching for the key to open twilight, I cry, Unable to reach the moon's shadow. Where am I going? Even though secrets are lost in our eyes, We will never unfasten our arms from each other. Pale moon of January, hide the colors of the sunrise. The gentle dawn of a night that should not end. Because of love's heaviness, painfully close, The heart no longer mine cried for freedom. When shining things existed only in dark places, I gazed out the small window into the distance. Pale moon of January, sinking into infinity. The gentle dawn of a love that should not end. Pale moon of January, hide the colors of the sunrise. The gentle dawn of a night that should not end.

I'm probably pathetic. I'm a prejudice kind of person when it comes to English dubs of series, yet I still watch them if I have no choice. Anyways, I've been in this anime thing since I was six or seven because my cousin sometimes does fansubs for some animes and my brother was always getting tapes from his homeroom teacher, Ed, of Hayao Miyazaki movies in original japanese. Ahem, anyways, this year I consider and turned myself into the direction of insane otakuness. My bookshelf (I have three bookshelves o.o;;) behind my bed is jammed with manga. I have already all the volumes of Inuyasha that are translated up to date and have preordered the 16th volume, same as with Fushigi Yuugi and Neon Genesis Evangelion. I don't know how many DVDs, fansub tapes, or just tapes of anime I have. My recent galore is getting the boxsets of Inuyasha (ep. 1-102 and 1st Movie), .hack//SIGN, and Haibane Renmei from Christmas, but of course I paid half of the Inuyasha one since it cost so much -_-;; I already have two wallscrolls, one of Inuyasha and other of Evangelion. I have three anime t-shirts, one that I made myself with the design and everything, and I'm actually learning Japanese. I went so far for the japanese course, that when I had a book report and we had to act as the person from the biography, I was Hayao Miyazaki, and I spoke in Japanese with translation cards for my presentation. @_@ My friends and I use Japanese vocab. At the beginning of the school year, we barely said these words to each other, so I had to teach them in some respects. I had to teach them the suffixes of -chan, -san, etc. We use -chan or the suffixes rarely, but whenever we do, its really fun! And now everybody calls me Maggie-sama or Lord Maggie after I suggested we should "walk around the school aimlessly in circles." Its a joke, yet I'd rather be just called Maggie. Actually, our manga group (actually its just a duo, my friend Rachel and I write and do the stories) is called Baka^Ni, which means Idiot to the Second Power. ^_^ And usually or sometimes, we call each other bakas etc. My secret way of just making someone shut up is to say, "Nandemo o hanashi mo kikinai." Heh...*evil laugh* But its not that rude. o.o Its kind of embarrasing to say, but I actually went as Sango from Inuyasha for Halloween, I made the costume and everything. >_< Oive`! I just realized, I bought too much of manga yetserday, I bought about 6-7 books of it! XD Hmm...oh yeah, I also go to the anime "conventions" here: [url]http://tass-anime.com[/url] It's where I got to see Inuyasha: The Castle Beyond the Looking Glass movie. And another thing, I own website(s) (actually I'm creating them as we speak). So far the only anime website that is up is MehveGhibli :P But more is coming since I've already have got my domain. :D *looks down at t-shirt* Oh god, I'm still wearing my Inuyasha t-shirt. ._. I'm so weird....

Here's what happened for the past week: -Stayed Home -Code -Post on my regular boards, here or there... -Code -Code -Do graphic design -Can't sleep -Wake up to many anime gifts -Watch Inuyasha, Haibane Renmei, and .hack//SIGN on computer through DVD -get soar throat -go down to Mesa -feel unnoticed at relatives house for Christmas Party -Get crappy gifts -got to hotel -went to aunt's house and played a game called "Catch Phrase" -got back to crummy hotel -Watch Inuyasha on labtop -Go to sleep, not really... -get more sick -Go to the Phoenix theater to see the Rockettes -Stare -Clap -Stare -Clap -Leave to eat at Chilis -Eat food -Leave for Grandma's house -Listen to weird tales of a family friend running off with an Indian woman a few days ago in Montana -start driving -listen to CD -cough -cough -sneeze -parents question me -coug--COUGH! -Eat at the Crackerbarrel -Get home -Can't sleep -Soar Throat -Wake up, feeling crappy -Fatigued -OFFICIAL Sickness! -Code -Code -Cough -Fall asleep in front of keyboard -repeat the sickness cycle. :P I still got another week, and I'm STILL sick. This sucks.

My brother quoted it "A very Maggie Christmas". Probably because I made my x-mas wishlist in sometime of early november. XD Ahem, anyways: Inuyasha Boxset Ep. 1-100 Inuyasha the 1st Movie Haibane Renmei Boxset All Episodes .hack//SIGN Boxset All episodes Chobits DVD 1 (I didn't even ask for it O.o) Best of Inuyasha CD "The Rising Stars of Manga" Manga .hack//Legend of the Twilight Manga Vol. 1 How To Draw Manga Vol. 7 PHP Manual Spark Charts of HTML Fushigi Yuugi Vol. 2-6 2 Sweaters, one with the number 4 on it. *shrugs* A Japanese Panda watch from Ebay A Panda pin Two pajama clothing (yeah, not much to you, but I only have one pair of pajama's and usual I sleep in my own daily clothing X.x) Inuyasha Wallscroll CD and Floppy Disk container that you push to open! w00t! Weird Al "Poodle Hat" CD Two Mini Inuyasha collectible figurines of Shippou and Inuyasha with Tessaiga A Kokopelli Ocarina Inuyasha Blue T-Shirt $50 from Grandma Computer Drawing Pad CD Cleaner (XP) Two Think Geek T-shirts: One says Baka in Japanese on the front and baka in leet on the back; The other has simple words that says: "I'm blogging this..." XD SO yeah, that's what I got. I'm VERY satisfied. And yet, I didn't get my Photoshop.

Oh god. Remember the episode where they kept on saying "yaddi yaddi yadda"? Oh! That was a gold mine. I kept on saying that to everyone at school for months as my excuses and reasons. XD "What took you so long?" asks my friend. "Some people yaddi yaddi yadda." End of Conversation. :P

My WHOLE entire wishlist for both my b-day and x-mas can be found here on my lame layout (oh god! It sucks! X_X): [url]http://summernight.topcities.com/wish_list.htm[/url]

You believe in things that aren't physical. *tries to balance a pair of scissors upwards, it clatters on her keyboard* Nope, it doesn't work. Sorry, your physics aren't working for me. The only way that i have a black out and then get stabbed by a pair of scissors is if Weird Al ran into me with them: [img]http://www.amazon.com/covers/B/00/000/JH8/B00000JH89.l.gif[/img] But, I haven't been stabbed--now have I?

I never trust doctors. Only my dad (he's a scientist/doctor). They seem to give you the wrong drugs and make it even worse. That's been happening to my dad for a whole year, and also for me when they got the wrong test results. >_<

I've seen the first OAV at an anime convention for Inuyasha: The Castle Beyond the Looking Glass down at the University of Arizona. We weren't supposed to view it, actually, they were testing for its volume (there were problems with the stereo before the movie), so I only got to read the subtitles. I agree, the backgrounds are gorgeous! Almost as close to the ones made by Studio Ghibli. What I saw in the OAV, was a wonderful plot and I wanted to find out more. Its a very interesting story from what I could tell. O.o

Wow, I guess they were communists or something. O.o

Hmm....let's see: The Last Samaurai - I really just want to go and see it b/c my brother and his friends saw it, and they were going crazy about it (not otaku-ish, I mean MST3K-ish). Inuyasha: Love That Trascends through Time - I'm seeing this at an anime convention at the college, so sorry folks, it's not in theaters. :P Peter Pan Big Fish - I'm a big fan of this director's movies. ^_^ Yeah, I'm not planning to see LOTR, until the crowds wipe out, I'll probably go and see it. But I'm not a big fan. Sure I've seen the first two and I've read the book The Hobbit, but sitting in a chair for over 3 hours is tantalizing for me. O.o

That happens to me actually. I've been having them ever since I was little. Whenever I sit down for a long period of time or in the same position, then I get up and suddenly everything becomes blurry (even though i do wear glasses! O.o) and I can't see what's in front of me. So I have to stand there, clutching my forehead and then my vision is back. Its just....weird.

The Furbies reminded me of the gigapets. They were first cute, then they whine, then they annoy, and then they die. O.o

Did you know that most dentists do suicides on themselves because people hate them so much? O_O