mckaylyn

[quote name='Mimi']Do you belive in love? I mean what is it? How can we tell when we fall in love and how do we go about expressing it?[/quote] Love is like when you are listening to a song that is playing in another room, and you are singing along, and then a train goes by blocking out the song, but you keep singing and when you hear it again, you are in perfect time like you were before. That's love. And that's how it is with me and ____

Just a few at first...if you want me to post more, tell me!!! -Stranded- I watch from behind transparent window Your continuing struggle, well I know Stranded, wishing I could help you But only regretful torment, as I watch the anguish ensue There are so many things to you, I wish I could say To dispel your grief, chase the pain away Anything in hope to save your sanity, I'd mercifully do To this vow of protection, I would forever hold true Locked away in this demented prison If I could only aide you, guide your every decision I would wipe away the tears, no longer would you be blue But helpless, I am confined to panoramic view -Crimson Reprieve- From its prison hell's released, Demons fly among the mortal. Fear and torment travel free, evil passes through the portal. A wave of death washes through the living, crimson fiends of hate and lies. Leaving despair in their wake, Course unseen across the skies. Paradise serene no longer, Straying far from what has been. Spirits of rage and vengeance, Make it a crumbling world of sin. In the darkness they did linger, forever longing to return. What can motivate their horror, No sane mind can discern. Independent is this evil, from its everlasting capture. Corrupting this world, until the time of its rapture. Untold powers have escaped, Trap opened by unknowing captor. Portal shut tight but far too late, leaving only hope of laughter. -I'm Sorry- I'm sorry my friend, things have changed, and times are tough, I'm sorry... but I guess we just don't talk enough. I'm sorry my friend, but things I believe are coming to an end I love you more than anyone but you've changed and I've changed We just don?t talk enough I held your hand again But it wasn't the same I'm sorry, You changed. -Nightmare Reality- In my dreams I see an evil, And when I awake it's always there, A constant reminder of a pain, The marks, forever, I will bare. In my dreams I see a person, And when I awake they're always there, Haunting my footsteps, hiding in shadows, Taunting me to my final dare. In my dreams I see a knife, And when I awake it's always there, Seducing me, mocking me, But I choose not to listen, Because I don't care. - Forever - Forever apart, And forever combined. From you I depart, Yet we're still intertwined. Forever as mine, And forever I love. For you I still shine, Like the stars up above. Forever together, Is ever so true. Although you say 'never', I'm always with you. -What If- What if tomorrow never came, would you still love me? What if the sky fell and the world collapsed, would you still care? What if you couldn?t hold me, or could never see my face another day, Would you abandon me? Leave me to freeze in the depths of winter, Or let me scorch in the blistering sun to burn and dry up into nothing? What if you died, would you wait for me in heaven? To sit next to the thrown of the most high God. What if all your dreams came true, and all your regrets were thrown away. Would you run and leap for joy and leave me in the dust of your pride? What if black turned to white and all reason was abandoned for madness? Would you still find me in the topsy turvey world and never let me go? What if I died would you be stricken with insanity that I?m not at your side, Or would you know that I would be waiting for you instead? What if all the ?what ifs? never could and never would be answered, And all your dreams would never come true Would you still be able to look me in the eyes and say I Love You?

This is a pic of Chi, I used pencils that were scattered about my room in a rather hapazard manner. If it looks sloppy it's because I was supposed to be cleaning my room at the time. Sorry for the sloppiness!!! [IMG]http://img11.photobucket.com/albums/v35/mckaylyn/chi.jpg[/IMG]

Just so you know, just because you are Muslim doesn't matter. I am a baptized Luthern, and a Christian, but I am also a friend with a Muslim, her name is Alaa, and her sister's name is Tazneem. They are nice people, and so is their father who is my mom's doctor. You see it doesn't matter the religion, it matters what kind of person you are. Osama didn't have to be a Muslim to be bad...he could have been Catholic, and still turned out the same way. It's the kind of person you are, not the religion, plain and simple.

LOL thanks you guys!!! Also, I'm into Vampires, and was wondering what Vampire Princess Miyu was about...if anyone could tell me I would be eternally grateful!!!

I REALLY like Spirited Away, as it was an anime I could watch with the whole family, or friends, or by myself ^^ Watching it with family is seldom, so it isn't necessarily a quality I value in movies, but it is ok, I mean it's fine either way. If anyone could post any info on ANY anime movies out there, it would be greatly appreciated!!! Also - It doesn't have to be a movie like Spirited Away, or anything, feel free to post what you feel like posting!!!

Concerning Outlaw Star - Is it aired on any network at all, or will I have to drag my lazy self away from the computer, and go to Suncoast or somthing??? Thanks if you reply, if not, then you don't care, or you want me to quit being lazy and find out by myself ^^ Either way it's good ^^

I liked Sailor Moon. It used to be on right before tenchi Muyo on Cartoon Network...ahh...the good ol' days...

A few pointless animes are: DBZ, Pokemon, and of course Digimon. Although some may not even consider them anime, sadly they are, and have graced us with their presence. How fortunate :rolleyes:

LOL, you watched a LOT of cool stuff!!! I'm only 15, so I'm not the best person to say what I watched as a kid...but...I remember watching stuff like My Little Pony, and movies like Thumbelina...I was a spoiled little kid with too many Barbies and My Little Pony paraphenalia.

Just a few at first...if you want me to post more, tell me!!! -Stranded- I watch from behind transparent window Your continuing struggle, well I know Stranded, wishing I could help you But only regretful torment, as I watch the anguish ensue There are so many things to you, I wish I could say To dispel your grief, chase the pain away Anything in hope to save your sanity, I?d mercifully do To this vow of protection, I would forever hold true Locked away in this demented prison If I could only aide you, guide your every decision I would wipe away the tears, no longer would you be blue But helpless, I am confined to panoramic view -Crimson Reprieve- From its prison hell's released, Demons fly among the mortal. Fear and torment travel free, evil passes through the portal. A wave of death washes through the living, crimson fiends of hate and lies. Leaving despair in their wake, Course unseen across the skies. Paradise serene no longer, Straying far from what has been. Spirits of rage and vengeance, Make it a crumbling world of sin. In the darkness they did linger, forever longing to return. What can motivate their horror, No sane mind can discern. Independent is this evil, from its everlasting capture. Corrupting this world, until the time of its rapture. Untold powers have escaped, Trap opened by unknowing captor. Portal shut tight but far too late, leaving only hope of laughter. -I'm Sorry- I'm sorry my friend, things have changed, and times are tough, I'm sorry... but I guess we just don't talk enough. I'm sorry my friend, but things I believe are coming to an end I love you more than anyone but you've changed and I've changed We just don?t talk enough I held your hand again But it wasn't the same I'm sorry, You changed. -Nightmare Reality- In my dreams I see an evil, And when I awake it's always there, A constant reminder of a pain, The marks, forever, I will bare. In my dreams I see a person, And when I awake they're always there, Haunting my footsteps, hiding in shadows, Taunting me to my final dare. In my dreams I see a knife, And when I awake it's always there, Seducing me, mocking me, But I choose not to listen, Because I don't care. - Forever - Forever apart, And forever combined. From you I depart, Yet we're still intertwined. Forever as mine, And forever I love. For you I still shine, Like the stars up above. Forever together, Is ever so true. Although you say 'never', I'm always with you. -What If- What if tomorrow never came, would you still love me? What if the sky feel and the world collapsed, would you still care? What if you couldn?t hold me, or could never see my face another day, Would you abandon me? Leave me to freeze in the depths of winter, Or let me scorch in the blistering sun to burn and dry up into nothing? What if you died, would you wait for me in heaven? To sit next to the thrown of the most high God. What if all your dreams came true, and all your regrets were thrown away. Would you run and leap for joy and leave me in the dust of your pride? What if black turned to white and all reason was abandoned for madness? Would you still find me in the topsy turvey world and never let me go? What if I died would you be stricken with insanity that I?m not at your side, Or would you know that I would be waiting for you instead? What if all the ?what ifs? never could and never would be answered, And all your dreams would never come true Would you still be able to look me in the eyes and say I Love You?

:whoops: :moron: I apologize for the double post, I forgot about the editing option [color=red][size=1]No worries. Let's keep on topic from now on (and welcome to OtakuBoards, by the way; once you settle in I'm sure you'll enjoy it. ~_^) - James[/color][/size]

[quote name='James]Wow, this thread isn't getting off to a great start, is it? You guys could at least make the [i]attempt [/i']to take the subject seriously. You do a disservice to Unborn Lord Xion by failing to do this.[/quote] How was I not taking it seriously. I made no crude jokes what-so-ever.

People who like sharp objects need control in their lives. True, even I am wary around knives (especially butter knives, as they have a serrated edge), but I understand that some people need to wield them to feel safe, or in control. It is very much like bulimia or anorexia. They have lost control, and need to either A. cut themselves, or B. wield it to feel all powerful. Cutting is a form of control, that lets people who are inflicting the wounds upon themselves feel in control of their life. I mean, if they push too hard, it's over, at their own hands. They are in control. Or, if they aren't doing it because of wanting to feel powerful or in control, they do it for some sick purpose of their own (somtimes sick and twisted) reasoning, in their own little world in their head, where they suffer from severe lack (or too much) physical contact, and have been exposed to the outside world (ex - you were locked in a cellar for 10 years then were transferred to New York, or you were transferred from New York to a cellar for 10 years.) Either way it works in some weird way.

Religion should have nothing to do with friendship. I thought by saying anything (as we were on the topic of friendship) would have been clear enough to mean friendship. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

I don't really look for anything in a guy because I'm not looking at the moment, and tend not to think about it. No one in their right mind or even insane, would like me. My friends try convincing me that if I open up a bit more I could get a guy, but maybe I don't want one!!??!!??!! I am content with a guy that I have as a FRIEND!!!

Death is simply another face of Beauty. For nothing is beautiful unless it is fleeting, and nothing can be loved unless it may be gone. And Death herself loves ultimately. And out of all the creatures great and small, she loves the butterflies the most. Because they are fragile like whispers, and because they give pleasure to the beholder, and because they are lovely--even when they are no more. If everyone could be like a butterfly, no one would fear it.

Your religion should not have to do with anything. I have not gone to church for the past 13 years, as my mother is very sickly. This has turned a few people away from me, as I had not told them why. If it matters, they aren't a very good friend anyways. There is nothing wrong with practicing whatever religion you choose, as long as you do not impose upon others with your ideas. Sharp things are fun...there is a risk in it, that makes people feel that they are in mroe control. Gosh, people who don't understand that should read my mom's old psychology books!!!

Number one: Yes a six year old doesn't understand love, save for the love of family, but in some way it understands a TYPE of love. There are many kinds of love. You have to understand this to see my side. Number two: Granted a 15 year old has a lot more experience in love, it's most often times not Love love. It's more or less an infatuation, unless you would die for that person, because you love them so much. Most people do not understand love untill they are in their 20's where they find someone they love more than life itself. Love is but an infatuation to a certain degree, once past this, then viola love, but you had to have had many infatuations to distinguish between the two. A 6 year old, let alone a 15 year old would not know the difference. I am 15, but I am beyond the infatuation nonsense, as I am much more mature than most. I have had to go through a lot in my childhood, mostly my mother slipping in and out of death's doorway, and have learned not to take life for granted. I couldn't be a little kid, who has a pathetic crush, so I liked no one. I was alone in my tight shell, and no one could penetrate it. I talked seldom, and therefore didn't make many friends, and didn't give out my love to many. I was alone, so I was safe from having to say goodbye to anyone that I loved, as I may have had to face that with my mother. I harboured my love, it along with my empty lonliness. It felt like the right thing, to be away from people, to be safe, but all it did was make me more and more alone, until I got to 7th grade. There I met someone wonderful, who decided straight off to be my friend. He taught me to open up and to love other people and it took me 3 years to realise it, but I love him every bit as much as I love my sickly mother. Even though it started as a mere friendship, it grew, blossomed to a strong bond-love. That's true love plain and simple. It doesn't matter if we date, or get married or whatever, we have a bond no one can break or even come close to. Now tell me a 6 or 15 year old (who have not had similar experiences) can know the true meaning of any love. Then again Harry's parents died, making him susseptable to the coming-ons of teachers - even Snape...so maybe you both aren't wrong, maybe you are both right and both wrong to some degree. This is only my opinion and a lengthy one at that, and sure many people will despise me for my being blunt, but you asked for my opinion, and I gave it, all of it.