Pawn114

I'm a student, just entering high school, with no set future... I change my mind on issues every 5 minutes.... there goes prime minister :laugh: . Seriously, I have no clue. Everybody and their dog wants to be a game designer, so whereas the stock of them is going up, I've consistently heard that the company's arent going quite as quick, so thats out (that and has anyone played with 'blender 3d before'? jeesh!). Thats me in a nutshell ;)

I tend to like various types of music, and generally get into a mood where I'll listen to one genre, find something else, focus on that genre, find another etc. At the moment, punk and heavy metal, with a little black metal (cradle of filth) thrown in

Ok, I know there are obviously grammatical errors and spelling errors, and some missing quotation marks... Some foreknowlage you need to actually understand the story... The parts in italiac are his thoughts to himself, as he goes on relating his tale, his mind unveils parts that did not show before... I'm going to use the spoiler thing, mainly because I've always wanted to try it, and it -is- kind of a spoiler. [Spoiler]Ok, basically: He killed his parents, but as sometimes happens, utter and complete denial occurs, and the mind actually attempts to wipe the thoughts and memories out of existence... so, through relating his tale in an abandoned church, to nobody (he thought a priest was in the booth with him... probobly high, though soberness would naturally have came as the story progressed), he realises he indeed killed them, and kills himself, pleasent, no?.[/Spoiler] Alright, done for an english project... -=-=-=-=-=-=- ?I really cant remember the day my parents died, I can only say I walked in and saw the knives sticking up from their cooling corpses in a grim salute to death. The rest is shrouded in darkness so heavy my mind cannot pierce it. I ran far, ran from the high-class dance clubs with the high-class killers. Not ordinary thugs, but high-classed ones with a fine taste for food and wine, and a similar taste in killing. The murders are untraceable to you, but only the rich can afford their services. It?s kind of a personification for Nightlund, high class with a sinister side that takes its toll on you. The underbelly is my home. I ran from the pristine coat of the upper class to the peeling paint and obscene graffiti of the lower class. The same gaudy neon lights are in abundance, but most are broken, and the ones that remain can only shine a meek glow to the population of thugs, junkies and prostitutes" "Yeah, that?s were I made my home, I don?t know why I ran, I didn?t kill them? [I]Right?[/I] ?I got involved with the wrong kinds of people and soon I was a junkie. Heroin was my high, and my arms show it. It was the one thing that let me forget it, forget everything. Every once in a while in my drug induced stupors I would get flashes that would bring a cold sweat onto my convulsing body. Horrific flashes of my hand gripping a bloody knife?, [I]But I came in after they died, didn?t I?[/I] ?Maybe I did heroin to blame my problems on someone else? between my drug highs and my self-pitying, I hung out with the wrong kind of people and soon acquired a nickname, Razor. My name portrayed more about me then most realise. Lost in two world, similar, but ultimately different. The world of gangs, which my nickname represents, and my link to the upper class, Taylor Anderson. If you?re thinking all I talk about is the upper-class, your right. Call it longing, wishful thinking, it all amounts to the same thing. Nobody wants to be at the underbelly of a city, it?s a necessity, and I?m no exception to that. I know that I?m not wanted there? [I]But WHY! I didn?t kill anybody? But then why am I loath to go back! And the flashes of everything, it?s like I?m trying to hide something from myself![/I] ?I took to cutting myself, I loved the feeling of the blood welling up, reminded me of my parents in some morbid way. Yeah, I was messed, just like every junkie in this city of eternal twilight. I bet you get this all the time, Junkies hoping to let go of their problems, wanting something real in repent for their wrongs.? [B][I]Like killing your Family!![/I][/B] [I]No, I would never! I? I? I HATED THEM![/I] [I]No! That?s not me, it can?t be![/I] ?Forgive me father for I have sinned!? [I]Oh god! How can someone else forgive me when I can?t even forgive myself![/I] -=-=-=-=-=-=-=- ?Yeah, his body was found in an empty confessional in an abandoned church downtown with a bullet in his head and a gun in his hand. What was he expecting? To confess to a real priest inside an abandoned church. Funny thing is, I don?t think he was high? no drug could give the expression I saw on his face, it burned itself into my memory? Such pain and torture, like the world?s weight rested on his shoulders. Free now at least. Anyways, shifts over, lets go.? And with that, the cruiser sped off into the eternal night in a seemingly eternal city. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Alright, Alright, I know it sucks, but thats why I posted it, I kind of like it anyways, and am looking for ways to improve it, be harsh if you desire, I couldnt care less :laugh:

Having honored the ogre, the two (Dane, and DragonWarrior) begin the quest to make pancakes...

I have only really read one book: The shining, and i absolutely loved it, the man can certainly convey insanity when he wants to... Does anyone have any good horror stories by Stephen king they recommend reading? I need some books, and hey, whats better then horror... good horror that is. I have this uncanny ability to pick horror books... that arent horrifying -at all!-... none of them even make me cringe, i mean c'mon, shouldnt reading a supposed horror book, at 12:00pm, dim lights be somewhat scary!? jeesh...

I have to agree with the poster above... that was extremely powerful... almost seems like she was blaming on herself, something she did... The sad thing is that these things do happen everyday... why cant the human race just not abuse... wolves dont abuse sons/daughters... I cant thing offhand of any animal that really does (ok, some animals eat their young, dont ask me about that, they probobly have good reasons), we dont. I loved reading it, and I hope to read more of your work -Pawn

[COLOR=SeaGreen]the only reason I put the warning thing, was incase anyone doesnt like blood or dark thoughts or somethin, personally, i see no problem with it at all, but hey, better safe then sorry![/COLOR]

Actually Lava Lamp, you sound like an... ok, ill stop that there. Why would anyone want to hang around with you when you 'whip people' in line... to fit in with you, your not dazzling at all... and as to you thinking your perfect... that is -so- pathetic it isnt even -funny!-, ok, maybe just a little bit funny. Nobody is perfect at all, everyone has faults, for you, i can see a bunch... and thats from a MESSAGE BOARD! your too cocky, rude, extremely arrogent... the list goes on. I truly feel sad for both you, and your 'friends'... -Pawn

yeah, it really didnt hurt... at all, I've gotten more painful haircuts (im not joking... they took a razor to my hair and sawed! jeesh! nice telling me mrs. haircut person!). Most piercings dont hurt half as much as people say, eyebrow piercings dont... my friends brother got it done, and it got caught on his pillow whilst sleeping and ripped out, he didnt even wake up :laugh: . Tongue piercings... now that sounds painful, if only for the fact that you cant eat any spicy foods... or you'd like die from pain :laugh:

I have my left ear pierced, bottom and top... amazing how many people thing that they hurt... a pinch, tops. And Inuyashalvr, I find it all depends on who has the eyebrow piercing, it just looks right on some people, off on others. Tattoo-wise, when I get 18 (same rule as above me ---^) I'm going to get a tattoo, probobly some sort of tribal falcon. Anyways, my take on things ^_^

begin to raid her fridge and make a pickle and peanut butter sandwich. Hunger satiated, they begin to search through each room in her house, until the come to the...

I tend to go through phases with characters, so i rarely have a fav. that lasts for very long. I have -heard- of Bloody Roar, but I have never personally played it. For the moment, I would say my favorite character is Voldo, he's managed to stay in my heart a long time... He's extremely strong once you get the hang of him, however.. the learning curve is quite steep, so many different idea's that you need to take in, as compared to basic button mashing of some other characters

Amen to what Inuyashalvr posted... I am also a drifter, as someone mentioned earlier. I have friends in almost every social group, and can fit in as easily as every piece on an all square puzzle :laugh: I think I am more of an outcast, though, 3 great friends that I can talk about anything to, one girl who couldnt be any more like us unless she grew male anatomy... what a kick*** life! Edit: My god lava lamp... i would be -extremely- surprised to find if you had any friends if you talk like that around them... I for one wouldnt go near you... horrible horrible influences. If you think your group is so amazing, spend more time with them, and less time bragging about them... I dont think too many people (my apologies if some do) are begging and dreaming to be in your place, because you treat others like dirt... nice

Browse OtakuBoards whilst attempting to remember what their quest was. While browsing, they found a thread that seemed to be a journal of their quests, quickly scanning, they decide they must find the one who has been stalking them, so they...

The frilly pink panty squad, which escorted the crying, angry, now fat ogre ballerina out of the store, and threw him in...

Began to dance erotically... Snapping out of his dream, the ogre ballerina realised it was all just a dream, and proceeded with real life, he looked down at his grocery list, which consisted of:

Ripped the head of the 'sexy' dragonwarrior. Naturally, seksayness prevailed, and the lord of seksay reincarnated him, and smote the ogre for harming a chosen seksay one. Continuing, they then...

...had a rather embarrasing bowel movement in the middle of the contest, that done, he danced and danced, but failed miserably, sighing, he decided to...

...to go to the bathroom, that done, he proceeded to...

I dont really remember too many... I had (of course) power rangers, teenage mutant ninja turtles... barney of course (hey, I was young!), sesame street (i still cant count to 3... :laugh: ) probobly some assorted ytv shows like pokemon or something. Batman (yeah, back when they had the ever so cool *POW* *WHAM* *CRASH* and of course, *BOOM!*. Rescue rangers, animaniacs and some others also spring to mind. "Chip chip chip chip chip and dale! rescue rangers! chip chip chip chip chip and dale, rescue rangers!" *hums tune*

Personally I would have to say: I trusted them too, I trusted them more than they knew. It think it flows quite nicely. With that change i think it is a very nice piece of writing. How long did it take you? (my apologies if that has been mentioned previously) -Pawn

I really liked it, it flows very well, and seems to convey a sense of sin from a hero. The only critique would be the line; I trusted them a lot, [B]They trusted me and whatnot.[/B] Though I betrayed them all, It doesn?t make me proud, or tall. I just feel whatnot doesnt work with the rest... thats just my personal opinion, however. Aside from that I found it very pleasing to read.

[I]In this world, Of twilight dawn and give, Feeding in the darkness, Breathing in the scent, Of mankinds failure, Living in the fear, Blackness penetrates deep, Citidal high above, Contempt to those below, Seed of death they will sow. What hath befallen, This Civilization nestled deep, Deep within its fear, Breathing in the scent, Of mankinds failure.[/I] Note: I dont really know -what- it means, per se... I think it can be interprited many ways, or it could just suck ^.^ . Once more, wrote off of the top of my head, during making the post (why do I keep meaning to make something else, then do a poem... grr..). Listening to cradle of filth when this was being written, so sort of explains the fear. I see it as mankind has failed and lives with its own fear, the citidal is like the place of the gods, who look down with contempt and feel no need to help any, letting everyone die. Feel free to say it sucks :laugh: -Pawn

It was a very fun game so far, as i have not beat it, I cannot say what any of the higher up *powers* are, if you will, but nobody wants to hear them anyways, if they havent gotten em :) The controls were indeed very solid, the camera occasionally threw me off track, but that was probobly my fault. I for one thought the fighting got repetative when you do the jump up, backflip slash stab manouver... then again, thats probobly just me. Overall, I thought it a very entertaining game, and I reccomend it to rent, or to buy. -Pawn

Babygirl: Ford focus, right? My dad has one too ^.^ Very fun to drive in, when your dad has years of racing... :) We have manual, gotta love the sound of shifting, compared to automatic, cool air intake, carbon fiber hood, strut bar(s?) (no clue :P). It can rip up quite a few cars... including the cars (i think civics) that have owners that watched that fast and the furious that are between the ages of 16-20... they seem to always challenge to races.... :devil: Anyways, just my notice. Anyone else here have a ford focus? My friend wont stop saying its a bad car... though it could rip his to shreds... grrr. Anyone heard anything good or bad bout them? -Pawn EDIT: My apologies, I realise I completely neglected to say much -about- street racing... I cant say I've really been in a street race, just a 1v1 drag off the line or down the highway, so to speak. Even that pumps adrenaline through you like crazy, so I'm going to assume an actual pre-set race would do that two-fold. I, personally would never enter a street race, but watching it would be kind of cool :)