Kawaii Seth

Woot!!! A-kon is in three freakin' days for me!!! Then it's back to boredom... xD

A lot of people like to put me in the category of "Punk" even though I'm more J-rock-ish... but then they find out I'm an anime fan. So then it turns to Punk-Nerd. But I don't like to label myself... I'm Seth. ^^

I would surely choose dreams over love. I'm just that way... I would rather chase after my dreams and live life in a fantasy then to deal with such a temporary thing as love. ^.^;;

[COLOR=DarkGreen]I remember attempting to be that of a savior to others besides myself. By ignoring my own problems in school and continuing to attempt to cure others of their small problems, I was only slightly abusing myself by ignoring the things that I needed most. I'm not a seflish person at all, but sometimes, I needed to stop and ask myself why I was doing this for others when I could be doing the same for myself. I had a friend who always depressed just because of the fact that her boyfriend broke up with her. I seemed so blind to the fact that while I was helping others every hour of my life, my own life was crashing down. Grades dropping, family members so worried that they argued with me... all that stuff. Well... I learned that it's always great to help others, but as long as you know to help yourself at the same time and also live life happily every once in awhile too. ^^[/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]Morning: Usually some kind of fruit. Lunch: Usually a fruit cup with some form of a sandwich. Dinner: Whatever is made. I'm not a big eater, but I do try to eat healthy foods. ^.^[/COLOR]

[B]r2vq[/B]: [COLOR=DarkGreen]I thank you for your asking questions instead of mindlessly agreeing or disagreeing with anything I have said so far. To answer your first question: Do you mean that the only meaning in this life lies in the physical domain you see before you? I mean that my only purpose right now in living is to complete what has been thrown before me. Treating life like a game seems to be the best way for a person such as myself to put it. Either one wins or one loses. Physical traits really have nothing to do with a person... just simply the routes they consider taking and how well they seem to plan out there "moves" in life. What do you think happens when somebody dies? Although I really base myself on no religion basis at all, I still believe that reincarnation is possible. That maybe as your spirit leaves the body after you have lost the "game" of life or have just "burnt out", that you can try again... but from a different start with a different body and different memories... possibly even surrounded by a newer generation. This is only my own opinion.... I'm not trying to pound it into anyone's minds. Do our actions in this world affect what may happen? I do believe that our own personal actions will cause some sort of an effect on your future. Take drugs into example: Perhaps someone has always dreamt of being a singer, but allowed the peer pressure to sink in one day and took a cigarrete. Soon, this person will have become addicted to the drug when giving it another try... then another. Now the person's dreams for becoming a singer may be destroyed in the future because smoking messed up his/her body. Education can be chosen as another example... but I won't go into that. xD; If they do not, why act a certain way? I already answered that above. ^.^ What's the incentive? Everyone seems to have their own incentive, but most tend to want a "wealthy" life with a lot of money, a happy family, and a job that they love. So it's my belief that most out there wish to win the "game" of life and pass away happy. Also, why don't you ask Why? I simply don't ask, Why? because I am tired of asking myself questions that I can never seem to answer, no matter how much I think about it or how much it plagues my mind. Now when something happens, I may analyze it every now and then, but never ask "Why?" because it gets a bit tiring. ^.^ I hope I have answered your questions to your understanding... if not... sorry! ^.^;;[/COLOR]

Sports are lots of fun! I've played soft ball, water polo, soccer, colorguard for marching band (yes, I consider that a sport), basketball, tennis, and many more too. I love sports and just about anything that keeps me in shape and nice and healthy. Sounds weird coming from a person such as myself, but I do love sports as much as my computer! And believe me, I do love my computer! =3

[COLOR=DarkGreen]High school, ne? Heh... it's alright. Lots more freedom then grade school and middle school. I mean... here, the teachers don't seem to care if you skip classes, but I don't skip much anymore. Skipping was my thing on Middle school... but in High school, I reccomend taking all your required credits as soon as possible for early graduation! ^.^ I'm having fun in H.S, but a bit more work and all that, but it's a little more layed back when it comes to having fun and all that. Just don't rush through it all! You'll find yourself missing it in the future![/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]If I was caught within a situation that costed me my life for anyone in general, even an enemy, I would do so. I am a natural honorable person and would hate living with the fact that I could've saved a life, but chose not to. I have lost many in my life, I will not state names, but after years of mourning and blaming myself, I realized that it wasn't my fault and that the situation was helpless. But now I try to help as many as I possibly can. ^.^[/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]I guess that my avi sets the guidelines that I do love odd couples and that I do support homosexual activities and/or close friendships. My signature is the raver term P.L.U.R. Meaning Peace Love Unity Respect.... showing that I respect anyone who is willing to respect me, I believe in unity between all, peace is a must on my list, and love is always given to those who deserve it. Don't get me wrong... I'll still kick butt if anyone provokes me. xD My sn just shows that I like to consider myself cute overall. I'm not bragging, nor flaunting, but most consider me cute after talking to me. Kawaii-Seth is a mixture of Egyptian and Japanese words. "Kawaii" is Japanese for "cute" as "Seth" is Egyptian for "Appointed one" also the name of the God of Chaos. Seth is my nickname, even though it's a guy name and I'm a female, but adding "Kawaii" to is add to the feminine, but tomboy-ish side... leaving "Cute Appointed One." ^.^ And my banner of Kakashi symbolizes my tie to the character and how much I love martial arts, mysterious people, and ninjas!![/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]The meaning of life, you say? I have a theory that life is nothing but a game that some people are destined to win as others may not be so lucky. To see how well you can progress on this game without losing... that's why there are so many mature people out there. Some choose to take on the responsibility while others choose to dwindle in the moment of youth and waste away their lives. Maturity comes with how you set your standards in life, not age. Some don't have the choice of living out their childhood because their parents are too dense to understand that by making a child grow up too fast on education at such a young age that they're ruining any chances of the child wanting to continue this little "game" called life. I am not a person who asks "Why?" much... just as I am not a person who believes that there is a force out there controlling all of our actions... I run on instincts and treat life as if it were a game or mission that needed to be finished. The purpose of life is to learn things and discover whole new possibilities that can possibly help the generations to come... and by wasting one's life on alcohol and drugs, you are only tainting the world with more scum that it can live without. Don't get me wrong, having fun is all apart of life! Hells, I love partying hard and having a good time, but I don't have to drink and do drugs just to have fun while ruining my own life. My purpose in life is to finish the game and learn new things before my end. ^.^[/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]I am not trying to flaunt it or anything, nor say that I am in any way, shape, or form better than my father, but my literature is much better than my father's by far. We've lived in San Antonio, Texas for about seven years and my father has picked up the "Texan accent" as most would call it. Thus, he speaks a lot like this: Would you go and get them cats outta the yard? And all that kinda stuff. It makes me frustrated sometimes how I want to correct my father for his "lack" of speech... but I still love my father. He's a such a good guy and cares a lot about us when we're not getting in trouble. But my father is by far way smarter than me when it comes to Mathetical stuff. I've never been goof in math, but Geometry is pretty easy since it's also a bit logical. My father's got the math and I've got the speech... it all works out in the end. xD[/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]I have, and always will be, been addicted to Anime conventions! Woot! Becaus I love to visit my con friends and cosplay and all that good stuff. Being the anime fanatic that I am, I try to hitch rides and rooms to every single convention that goes on here in Texas, but I only really attend about three conventions a year. Then, I guess I'm also addicted to message boards... not really this one because I don't post a lot here and don't know many people, which is my fault in the first place, but I do keep myotaku journal updated all the time. ^.^[/COLOR]

[COLOR=DarkGreen]Keepers: Kakashi - It's best to have a good guy with a level head around. Vash - Comical relief, c'mon! Kyo from Fruits Basket - Gotta have someone to argue with who's insanely smexy. Signal from Twin Signal - I'd love to sneeze and have him change into a cute lil chibi![/COLOR] [COLOR=DarkRed]Non-keepers: Hyatt from Excel Saga - I don't want her dying on my bed. o.O Dee from FAKE - Keep your hands to yourself! *Fwap.* Erm... I'm sure there's much more... but I'm tired. x3[/COLOR]

.Hack//Sign made me cry a bit. So emotionally dramatic... enough said, I guess. o.o;