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Moday morning i fell down the stairs for the third time that day. :animecry: I fall down them about six times a week and i never learn to use the hand rail. go figure :animeblus

I just started last fall. I could never draw in my life and when i made my first attempt to darw manga i did. :catgirl:

my new lover and my best friend hang out with other couples all the time. The question you have to ask your self is why does it bug you? I personally don't care because he is devoted to me in every aspect in life. He is also someone i trust with other people. So has your friend told you (or have you asked her) if she is tryin' to "get to know hime better" or are you getting abit jelous. no harm ment i am just trying to work the problem in my mind. go ahead and pm me if you have more questions or need some advise. :animesmil

The hardest thing ive ever had to do was go to the police when i was raped. I was the scaredest person in the world. The guy was some one i had dated and he beat me uncotious and you know what happened next. When he killed one of my friends and they asked me to testify i about died. I am very glad now though because he could be walking around doing the same things to other wemon. :( I also witnessed a car wreck a little while ago. and the face of the dead woman was and still is hard to get over. :( :animedepr

Qoute"WHAT IS WRONG WITH CRITICIZING THINGS!?! "byEva unit100 The difference between "bashing" and criticizing is that Bashing is point blank telling someone that that show suckes and that the person is stupid for watching it. They may comment on the show that they like and why they don't like the show thats criticizing a show. If you like a show and someone else doesn't then you need to say why in a proper fashion instead of just being evil :demon: :devil: and sayin the first thing that comes to your mouth. I like somethings others don't its your opinion not someone elses on what you like. people need to relize that. I do like a heated discussion on the things i like from others perspective but some times you need to hear what other people like and why with out the criticizing. :idea:

My first love was when i was in the 8th grade. I really fell hard and fast for him. I really miss him because he died last year and i don't know now :(

I first watched anime when i was like six with the sailor moon was on tv for the little kids so i guess that was when i was first drawn in to anime. My first anime that i was hooked on was inuyasha. I still love inuyasha even though i love other anime now. It has been my favorite for years and nothing any one can say will stop me muahaha :devil: :devil: :devil: :animesmil

My bestfriend in the whole world became my secret lover. I was in a bad bad relationship and he brought it to an end by saving my life and in return i slept with him. We were in love from day one. We had been bestfriends for seven years before we made love. We slept together and became lovers instead of saying "lets go out" we lpromised we would love each other but not be linked well that didn't happen instead we becam lifebond. Then he died. He is the same one who left me that katana. If you have read that thread started by me on how to use it. He is the one that made life easier for me and now he is gone. we never went out but we were lovers hope that counts. :animesmil

[COLOR=DarkOrchid]I have always like inuyasha. I like things that are simple and are funny. I like the movies better though. Not alot of people watch shows that are laid back. I mean that have some comidy and an ok story line. I will tell you know that i started watching inyasha because of his ears :catgirl: there just so cute. As far the bashing thing goes i don't like it when people criticize me for my preference but i do like thier opinon on things. ;) [/COLOR]

[B]P.S[/B] Did he honestly say "learn the ways of the sword" before he died? What is this, Feudal Japan?[/SIZE][/QUOTE] No he did not say it while he was dieing. He was really into the samuri. He told me months before he died. He had leukemia. He said if i wanted peace with myself (i am a very angry person and when my temper rages i :animeblus well i throw things and stuff.) to learn the way of the sword. He was really something and i loved him dearly.

Hi does anyone know anything on swordsmanship for japanese and chinese styles. My ex left me his katana and i have no clue how to use it let alone study the arts. ( He died and before he did he told me to "learn the ways of the sword.") I want to learn but i live in north Dakota in a small farm town on the montana border. I have been on google and yahoo but i have no clue what they are talking about. Please help me. Books magazines and manuals title would really be appreaciated. :catgirl:

not everyone knows this but the way my username came about was from my best friend using the fist letter from my first name and the first three of my last name. My real name is Shae'le'ne Brenmer and so they just wanted to shorten the name also they can't pronounce it. Ha :catgirl:

I have been looking for an easier way of writing japanese characters. I have peace and courage almost mastered but some of the other ones are giving me trouble :animecry:. I want to know if anyone knows of any books or sites that i can use to better my style of caligraphy. does any one know? I would really appreciate it. :animesmil

I am assembly of god christian. personally it is up to the person and how they percieve a god or not on their own account. its up to them.

[QUOTE=Gavin][SIZE=1] I'm very glad you're going to see a counsellor, these people are trained to help you through these dire emotional situations, and I promise you that given enough time you will be able to make peace with what you experienced on that day. It will take time, I know this from personal experience, but you will get better and you must never forget the great thing you did for that woman, both in helping her and being there for her when she passed away.[/SIZE][/QUOTE] [COLOR=Blue]I definitly feel better about helping her now that i have seen a councilor. Thanks for all your help i need that now more than ever. I feel like i will never be able to let that woman out of my mind but mabey thats all i need to know how my feelings aregoing to be affected by her death in a possitive way. Thanks every one maybe soon i will see the sun. :p [/COLOR]