Lady Macaiodh

[color=darkblue]Physical: My hair & my figure. Personality: Sense of humor. It's easy to make people laugh, if you're me.[/color]

[color=darkblue]I don't know. I guess it's up to the snitcher. Is that even a word? I can't think of an instance where I told on someone, though, except when I was little & trying to get my brothers in trouble. We call it "narcing" around here. To narc somebody out is the lowest of the low. This concept especially applies to stoners.[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Queen Asuka [/i] [B][color=hotpink][size=1] Deborah, did you watch the Ring? Heh, just kidding. ^_^[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue]Hell no! One of my friends tried to get me to watch it & I almost threw it over the balcony. Then later on she called me all scared & tried to tell me about certain parts so I hung up on her. It sucks... I used to love movies like that. I just thought of this. Eeee, I 'm getting the creeps. I had a dream recently about the Mothman, from the movie. For those of you who haven't seen it, you see the Mothman before something terrible happens. He's not a nice-looking fellow. So I had this dream & I was positive it meant something was going to happen to the baby, seeing as how it's based on a true story & [i]happened in Virginia!!![/i] I couldn't drive at night for like 3 days after that. I'm so glad it's daytime right now. I'm going to go watch Judge Judy in utter defiance of the creeps this thread is giving me.[/COLOR]

[color=darkblue]I don't personally see a problem with it. Hell, I look at Playboy all the time. I don't read the articles, either, though the comics are cool. I don't like the magazines that show all the BJs & close-up penetration, though. & forget the movies... blech. I've seen too many disgusting things on those, & they always happen when you least expect it, too. But I'm not morally against looking at or watching hard core porn, nor would I judge someone for doing so, unless it's snuff or something. Posing for porn... I'm not gonna judge unless they're actually doing a sex act. That's pretty skanky. I think sex is more sacred than that. I might be friends with a porn star if I met one, but I'd have trouble respecting them as a person. So there are all these gray areas. I probably wouldn't pose for Playboy. Too embarrassing. But for those who have the guts, go for it.[/color]

[color=darkblue]Yeah, I do that sometimes, even though I know it's kind of stupid. For example: When I was living out of motels, I used to try & make friends with the prostitutes. I felt bad for them, all hooked on crack & dope & selling their bodies. So, if I saw one who had a certain demeanor, I'd invite her into my room with my friends & give her some food & hang out. Then, when she was leaving, I'd give her $20 or so. My friends all said I was stupid because she was just going to go get high with it & I didn't have a lot of money anyway, but I didn't care. At least she didn't have to have sex with some weirdo that time. That was all I really cared about. A few of them actually cried when I gave them money, because they didn't understand how a stranger could be nice to them. It made them feel a little better, so it was worth it to me.[/color]

[color=darkblue]Yes... but in my case, I do think I have become paranoid. Sometimes I can't close my eyes to sleep at night because I think something's going to happen, & I have to keep watch so nothing can take me by surprise. I have a hard time walking from room to room because I don't know what's in there. I don't even like going on my front porch or to my car after it gets dark. It's weird... it used to be hard to scare me, or give me a bad feeling. I'm not nearly so carefree anymore.[/color]

[color=darkblue]You should kiss me, Pressure, I'm an amazing kisser.[/color]:demon: [color=purple][size=1]And I'm sure I'd just [i]hate[/i] the tongue ring. :angel: But wait.. isn't that stagutory? :laugh:[/color][/size] [COLOR=darkblue]Well, at least then you'd have an actual good kiss by a girl. & I think your sig is incriminating enough. [/COLOR] ;)

[color=darkblue]NOTE: I tried to post this before but OB is really acting up for me right now & I have no clue as to whether I'm about to double post or repeat myself. Please forgive! ************************************** I really don't see what the big deal is. If a good deed is performed, I don't think it much matters what the motivation is, whether it's selfish or not. Good is still done, and the receiver of the deed still enjoys the results. So I'm not going to think about the motivation aspect as much as the deed itself.[/color]:)

[color=darkblue]I didn't go to my school's prom, because, as some of you know, my school sucked horribly. I went to a few that were other people's, though. Everyone there was like, "Who's that beautiful stranger with Sam (or whoever)?" Heheh, just kidding. It was really boring, all of them. I wore the same dress every time. I just kind of went as favors to my friends. Plus, every guy I went with couldn't dance at all. Whatever. The parties afterwards were cool, but not anything I didn't do every weekend anyway. I don't really see the big deal of prom.[/color] [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Pressure [/i] [B][color=purple][size=1]The only positive part, was that my hair matched my dress, (midnight blue ;))[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue]Oh, hey! I did the exact same thing! I had a midnight blue dress and on the first prom I put midnight blue streaks all in my hair. My hair was short & punkish back then, though. The dress also showed off the tattoo on my back (it's rather large) so I looked pretty punked out that year. One thing I despise about dressing like that: The BRAS![/COLOR]

[color=darkblue]I avoided this thread for awhile then finally broke down & read it just now. So even though I know I'll regret it, I'm going to say something. Only very few people here could have any idea of the **** I've been experiencing. Even those people can't really understand. I'm not even going to get into it, because it's pointless. If it wasn't for the thought of hurting those I love, I would have committed suicide a long time ago. Now I have more important things to consider. So I'm not going to tell anyone they're wrong for thinking that way. I'll try my damnedest to talk them out of it, but I could never judge or be angry with a person for doing it. So is it justifiable? To the person who does it, of course. To the people left behind, it depends on how much empathy they have. They word "justify" means "to give a reason for." So I doubt there's anybody who's ever committed suicide for no damn reason at all.[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by IcyBunny [/i] [B]lol... oy! you left a club or party for that?!? [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue]Yes, I am that much of a loser. :p Usually, though, I'm the one having the party so I just get everybody to shut up so I can watch. After awhile everyone started to like it, too. (I got all these guys into "Gilmore Girls" the same way, but they refuse to admit it to anyone but me). Zanarkand Abes, I wish I could help you, but Wb shows are always behind where I live. And come on at weird times, like I mentioned. I hate it! Bastards! [/COLOR]

[color=darkblue]I don't really get into her songs, but I [i]adore[/i] her. She is a goddess. I guess it's her personality. I haven't heard a whole lot of her old stuff, though, because I was only ten or so and it was very taboo in my parents' little society back then. There is one song I'm obsessed with: "Human Nature", from the Bedtime Stories album. I think I'll go listen to it right now. But first: she'll be on [i]Will & Grace[/i] this Thursday & I'm watching for that specific reason.[/color]

[color=darkblue]I wish I knew. I've never been very good with actually dealing with things. I bury them deep & ignore the pain. I go numb, I think. The pain is still fresh for you, though. First of all, don't blame yourself, though a part of you probably is. Second, realize that it's going to take time. It's a good thing that you're grieving your friend, especially today on the "anniversary" of her death. Don't try to hold back if you feel angry or sad. If you feel the emotions, let them out, whether you need to cry, scream, punch something, etc. Don't let it fester & get infected like I do. This is going to sound kind of gross, but think about it like this: If a person is feeling really sick to their stomach, they should just go ahead & puke, rather than trying to hold it back & suffer for hours. They feel better if they just go ahead & let it out. Pain is like that, & grief. The longer you hold it back, the worse you feel. I'll keep you in my thoughts, Elite. I wish I was there to give you a big, long hug. Something tells me you have one of those rougher-than-normal lives.[/color]

[color=darkblue]Well, for me, blue or green eyes is ideal, as well as no too tall (I don't like to have to stretch to get a kiss). Other than that, my tastes are always changing. Like, recently, I've had this thing for military men. Maybe it's because I've been seeing so many guys in uniform on TV lately, or that they're so physically fit and active, or that they are willing to die to protect us, but whenever a guys tells me he's enlisting or is a Marine or whatever, it makes me weak in the knees. ::dies:: Anyway, I'm so changeable about this issue, that I really can't answer. I do have one thing, though. My ideal man would make me laugh. Not with slapstick humor, but with his scathing wit & interesting life stories.[/color]

[color=darkblue]The movie actually made me cry, at three different times, I think. This is so unusual (as most of you know) that you shouldn't have to ask if I liked it or not. When I finished watching it, I ran straight into the other room to tell my dad. He watched it the next day, & thought it was "way too weird." And, yeah, I thought it got a pretty raw deal in the reviews.[/color]

[color=darkblue]I am so obsessed with this show. My obsession runs deep as the Marinara Trench. It comes on after Saturday Night Live here, at 1 AM, and I still never miss it (I've even left clubs & parties because I couldn't watch it & forgot to set the VCR). I always force my parents to listen to the latest plot. My favorite episode so far has been the one where Martha & Lionel were held hostage at Luther Corp. I was so excited when it came on again in re-run a few weeks ago. Not only did it reveal stunning aspects of the overall storyline, but it really illustrated how Lex is becoming this not-so-nice guy without really meaning to. The ending scene, where Clark is walking away with his parents and Lex is watching them leave, stricken with guilt, is very dramatic. And when Clark leapt from Daily Planet to Luther Corp., it was utterly, phenomenally badass. My poor Lex! I would save you from yourself if only you were real![/color]

[color=darkblue]It's so utterly weird that this thread is here, because last night in Richmond, a man went back into his house, after rescuing his family, to save his dogs. He never made it back out. So now those kids have to grow up without a father, and a wife lost her husband. The house was in a complete inferno when he did it. I see nothing wrong with trying to save a pet, but use common sense. Jeez.[/color]

[color=darkblue]Okay, I wasn't sure what you were asking when you first posted, and now I [i]really[/i] have no idea.[/color]

[color=darkblue]I had this problem. Jessica & I were trying to start a chick band once. But we could never find a decent drummer. No girls we met were very good, & all the guys didn't want to play in a chick band! They wanted to be all macho. Like Slayer or something. Quality chick band drummers are so hard to come by. Anna, move in with meeeeeee![/color]

[color=darkblue]Unfortunately, I have chosen to go to summer school (I'm scrambling for credits so I can take weekend & internet classes after the baby is born) so I will have no summer break. It sucks more than a thousand vacuum cleaners. [/color]

[color=darkblue]From what I've seen, yes. Yes, they do. For the age range around here, anyway. Girls have a tendency to go for jerks. Don't ask me why. I don't even know why I have done it in the past. I guess, in my case, that it is so easy for me to dominate guys, that when I find one who can dominate [i]me[/i] it's a big turn on. But, god, that is so stupid, considering that I hate being told what to do. I just don't understand it! Girls. :rolleyes: As for other girls out there, I have no idea why. And a girl will usually have to get dogged really badly before she can appreciate a nice guy. That's where I am right now. As God is my witness, I will never take niceness for granted again! So the good news is, girls will grow up, guys will grow up, and the nice ones will come out on top. That I guarantee. And Ryan, you say you haven't been getting action. Hello, you're married to me. I mean, jeez. People want to [i]be[/i] you! lol[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Ravenstorture [/i] [B][color=darkgreen][font=gothic] Worst: When he sticks his tongue up my nostril to gross me out out and dislodges my nosering and we spend the rest of the afternoon looking for it. [/font][/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue]This made me laugh so hard, I almost peed. This thread is depressing. I have no one to kiss currently. At least, not the kind of good kiss that Raven described.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B] It was some meddling kids.[/B][/QUOTE] [color=darkblue]We would have gotten away with it, too.. bwahahahaha! My god... you would have died of several heart-attacks a night if you've lived in some of the places I have. I don't mean to trivialize it... but I wish that's all I had to worry about at times. Heh, I would've just bashed them over the head with a chair or something (hey, we didn't have a phone :)). I'm being really insensitive right now. I can't help it. >_< Ignore me. Please.[/color]

[color=darkblue]You know... sometimes I think people don't understand how upsetting it is when a pet dies. I really understand what you're going through, though. I recently told several people close to me that when my dog, Czar, dies, I don't know how I will be able to deal with it. I was there when he was born, & since he has physical & mental problems, I have basically been his mother. He even recently had surgery because he was almost completely blind. It gave me so much joy when he came out of surgery & could finally see me clearly for the first time. I don't know... a lot of people think that getting so attached to pets is pointless or stupid... but I will never forget any of my dogs or the way they were always there for me, even without knowing it. I feel my life has been enriched by their love, no matter how simple it may seem to others. But don't forget that animals are very willing to love. Whatever pet you have next will surely mean as much to you, even if it's in a different way. :)[/color]

[color=darkblue]I'm not opposed to it... but it's kind of pointless for young people who live far away, & have no chance of meeting for years to come. If I were dating someone online, & had to wait awhile to meet them, we would have to make the agreement that we could see other people in the meantime if we so chose to. There's no point in putting your life on hold. I guess if two people were completely in love, that'd be a little different... but I'm skeptical.[/color]