Lady Macaiodh

oh, yes, you're right, babygirl. i have a profound weakness for musicians. i've fallen in love just hearing them play.... & when they serenade you or write songs for you? sooooo romantic.

the hill of death! my claim to fame! bwhahahahaha! yes, i like skateboarding.

the main thing that concerns me is that i know people who were completely brainwashed when they got out of there. & if they hook me up to EST, i will just die. my parents, though, their minds are made up. i'm thinking of just leaving.

here's the scenario: i've been in & out of the hospital for the past 3 years. i had to drop out of college b/c of this & haven't been able to hold down a steady job. i had to move back in w/ my parents b/c i couldn't afford to live on my own. now my parents want me to go to a rehabilitation center/institution for 4-6 months. i really don't want to go. i don't want to put my life on hold anymore & i don't think it can really help me. but my parents say they'll kick me out if i don't go & i have no money to get my own place. plus, i think that if i go, it might help things between me & my parents. the idea of being in that place for that long just abhors me, though. i won't be able to talk to anyone, or talk on the phone, or have visitors. it's also in another state from where i live now. it basically cuts you off from the outside world. i've heard of this place before & i'm afraid they're going to brainwash me. i just think this whole thing is really unfair. i did not ask to be sick. it was thrust upon me by some unknown force. & no matter how hard i try, i can't think of a way out. i just had to talk to somebody. it's 4 a.m. & i can't even sleep b/c i'm thinking about it.

james? erm...no..i wasn't talking about him...*runs out of the room & hides*

"The Cold One" by Christopher Pike. he usually uses real names of hindu dieties in his novels so i'm guessing there's a real Rak somewhere in the actual folklore... but, be warned, the book is kinda gross. good, though.

wasn't the crazy monkey the one young goku used on jackie chun at the tournament...

ummm..*trying to think* billie jean is my favorite mj song of all time, hands down. thriller. scream. the one where he's smashing the car, i can't remember the name. it's been awhile since i've listened to him, i can't remember anything. i also like the j5 alot, esp. "who's loving you". *phew* i'm glad someone around here acknowledges the greatness. we're about to get made fun of, you know that, right?

yeah, they have to stretch it out. we're almost near the end of dbz (i think) & for all we know they're not even going to show gt. but i still don't see them starting over in the middle of a saga. i don't think they've ever done that before. i could be wrong about all of it, though. for the record, it is 49 new eps. i've seen that commercial a million times.

i don't think that's it. this guy in the bible akin took some spoils after the israelites conquered some city & god not only killed him, but his whole family & extended family as well. god's mean in the old testament.

you're cute like a kitten. there ya go. i'm not hitting on you. just the things you say make me wanna go "awwwww.." am i right, people?

you guys know smoking is cool.... heh, just kidding. nah, don't apologize. i know it's true. i wish i could quit. believe me, i've tried.

& it didn't get hot at all? every time i've done it, it gets hot & melts, that's how it bends. i know, this is off the subject.

morningdew...you are just so friggin' cute it's not even funny...

LOL yeah, you could say that, morningdew. it's more like the understatement of the year. :)

i used to be on the soccer team at school. i was a forward. then i started smoking & couldn't run worth a crap, so they switched me to fullback, which was so boring b/c none of the other teams could even get that close to our goal. so i just quit. it's horrible, i know.

i've never hear of that one, but it sorta makes sense... except for the fact that god put a mark on cain so no one could kill him. why would god want to protect a vampire?

when you get to college, it's mostly studying. & writing papers. i'm a writer anyway, so that wasn't a big deal. i wrote a few papers a week, & i never studied. i just listened to the professor's lectures. so i guess the answer is, not much.

cam, did you really bend a spoon w/ your mind? did you use pyrokinesis or telekinesis? if it was telekinesis, tell me how you did it! the only way i can bend one it by melting it. you guys aren't going to believe this, but... i used to be the shyest person in the world. everyone thought i was wierd (which i was, i suppose) & always made fun of me. everything i said, they mocked. it got to the point where i'd cry if the teachers called on me to answer in class, so they never called on me. & you could forget about boys. if one even looked at me, i'd turn beet red. then something ridiculous happened. i grew boobs. i got taller. i got my braces off. i started wearing makeup. & suddenly all the boys started hitting on me. this was an outrage. i was still the same person on the inside. i got so pissed off. & if you're really angry, & it keeps building, it explodes in some form or another. i decided to become a huge flirt, break as many hearts as i could, & get revenge on the male species for all the females who've been dissed by them b/c they were "ugly." i'm not like that anymore, but that's how i came out of my shell. it happened just like that, as soon as i stopped caring about what people thought of me.

in this book i read, rak was the name of an ancient blind hindi demon who was in meditation for 5000 years w/out moving, but finally stirred when an evil force arose & threatened the planet.

i know, don't you miss dx? those were the days... esp. when road dogg & billy gunn were the tag team champs & road dogg used to give this long speech that i loved... i can't remember it now. do you remember how it went? afterwards billy gunn used to say, "& if you're not down with that, i've got two words for ya." & the whole crowd would yell "suck it!" you know what speech i mean? i wish i could remember that. (later, after a lot of brain-wracking) oh yes! yes, indeed. "oh, you didn't know? your a*s better CAAAAAALL somebody! ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages, D-Generation-X proudly brings to you, the wwf tag team champions of the WOOOOOORLD: the road dogg jesse james, the bad a*s billy gunn, the new age outlaws!!!" yeah, i think that was it.

LOL oh, i get it, he's a klepto...

there's something i don't get about the hamburgler. why did he always try to steal the hamburgers when ronald mcdonald would just give them to him anyway?

"i'm happy! i'm happy!" that's the only one i could remember, but i still LMAO at that part.

yeah, i've met shawn michaels, stone cold, buff bagwell, ray mysterio jr., the undertaker, & hhh...at a strip club after the shows, of all places. no i do not hang out at strip clubs. they just always go there after the show, so i went.