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I'm emo. I wear all black, barely show any emotion, write horror and depressing poems and stories, and I have problems with authority. My friends are the same. My school is ruled by wana-be thugs, posers, rich kids, and jocks. Every teacher likes them but hate goths and emos. I am slowly getting tired of the sterotypes agains us. My gf has already hurt several kids in her Japanese class for talking badly abut goths and emos because she likes how I am (she would be either "weird" or artistic). And I have hurt several people (yes i've enjoyed it). My friend printed lyrics to our bands song "Bury me in Black" he and several band members were called to the principals office (I thanked him for not dragging me into it since i'm the only one with enough potential to get into collge and dont need that on my record). So school is basicly **** on earth for us but we manage. :animesigh

I have always loved Halloween. It has interesting legends and this year since I think i'm to old to trick or treat i'll do one of 3 things. 1 work on a haunted hayride with my gf. Help her take her younger siblings trick or treating. Or 3 spend the night alone and take candy from little kids. As for family tradition we dont do anything. My mom decorates the house a little but we mostly sit around. When Halloween gets closer I start reading more about witches and Halloween myths but thats my only tradiction.

I've done most of the "classic" pranks in my 15 years of life. They are all easy to pull off when you have 4 brothers to help. We have put hands in warm water while he slpet. We have put shaving cream on his hand and made him slap his face in his sleep. We have thrown dead frogs at our sister. You name it we have probly done it. And i'm not trying to steal you idea but the blue dye in koolaid is a good idea :demon: :devil:

I had a hard childhood (abused emotionaly, watched, as my mother was abused knowing there ws nothing I could do,etc) So i'm pretty messed up. In 6th grade I had only one friend named Cody. He died of a heart attack at the age of 12 ( that messed me up worse since we were both 12) then 1 girl was nice to me and was the only person to care ( family was no help since I didnt tell them to begin with since we lied to eachother constantly) We grew very close but I never told her how I felt. On the last day of school I was going to tell her but she wasnt there. Now every October I get have ALOT of emotional breakdowns (I usualy only have 1 a month) (not over the girl but because I lost Cody) Then I moved in with my mom and was homeschooled for 2 years with no friends or anyone to talk to. Then I managed to get some friends in 8th grade ( I had to repeat it). I had a crush on a girl but my best friend stole her. Then I met the girl who is currently my gf. But before she became that we were friends and grew closer everyday. Then a little punk named Dustin came along and we competed for her. I almost lost her until I admited my love for her she felt the same way and we are currently happy. And after 6 months her step-mom is over the fact she has a bf now our only obsticle is her father.We still havent done much in 6 months we have been on 2 dates a book store and the movies. We havent gotten "far" we hug and hold hands but I suspect she wants more which is something I dont know how to do. But we are happy nonehtheless. I know this has a happy ending but all the stuff that led up to it can be considered a sob story and I apologize if you think I shouldnt have posted this.

I have decided to post some of my poetry. Just so I can get some critism, suggestions, and feed back from people I do'nt know. Also feel free to post poetry of your own if you would like. I know none of you will like it since it barly makes sence but i'll do it anyway. NOTE: I wil have to censor quite a bit because someone may find it "offensive" Hope Long ago my hope left Will it ever return to me completly Hope What did I do to lose you All night memories of a past I hoped to forget haunt me I hoped for joy I hoped for love I hoped I was adopted But whenever you cross my mind hope returns for a short time You are what gives me light and small doses of hope It sucks I know but i'm still practicing, I just started writing recently and a few people I know said they like it but they were probly just giving me false encouragement.

Belive me I have tried to study alchemy. And I would have continued if #1 I could get the ores I would need like mercury and things like that. #2 I would still be trying to do the kind in Full Metel Alchemist but that involves magic (I know better than to mess with magic not because of religous reasons but for my safety since im inexpirenced I fear if I mess up a single detail I could end up dead) but I do find it very interesting and feel if you want to study it or practice it go ahead no one has the right to stop you.

I'm a guy and I HATE bugs. I do'nt fear them they just annoy me with their constant buzzing or making my mom freak. But I do find spiders a little creepy OFF TOPIC: I keep double posting by mistake i'm soooooooo sorry I keep meaning to edit not reply do'nt yell at me please. :animecry: [color=DarkGreen][b][size=1]'Kay, I won't yell. As long as you understand what you're doing wrong and know how to avoid it in future. If you realise you've double-posted, you can delete one post - there's a checkbox for deletion when you hit the EDIT button. [/size][/b][/color] [right][size=1][color=DarkGreen]-Raiyuu[/color][/size] [/right]

I'm whats known as emo. I just started HS this year and I have a breakdown at least once a month. But I hold them in as long as possible. They get worse in October since my friend died 4 years ago this month. So i'm currently super ****** off and depressed. I'm whats known as emo. I break down at least once a month but I hold it in as long as possible. They get worse in October since my friend died 4 years ago this month. But that fact suddenly comes out of nowhere every October and it just had to be Thursday and we get Friday off and it had to be the last period of the day and I didnt get to talk to my gf, and it's a 3 day weekend and I have never needed my gf more since she is the only one I can talk to in person (you people dont count) OFF TOPIC: I just saw it double posted i'm soooo sorry but I clicked the wrong button I ment to edit my first post. [left][color=DarkGreen][b][size=1]Yeah, what I said earlier, in the Creepy Crawlers thread. I can't be bothered to say it twice. [/size][/b][/color] [right][color=DarkGreen][size=1]-Raiyuu[/size][/color] [/right] [/left]

This would take me years to list what bothers me. So i'll do a few. NOTE: Not necasairly in this order, #1 is the biggest though, I did 2 #1's for a reason they are a tie. 1 men who abuse women and children (psyachily or emotinaly) *cough cough clears throat and says dad* 1 my dad (see top #1) 2 my gf's dad (he hates me for who knows what reason) 3 sterotypes about emo's and goths (not all of them are true) (I hear and deal with them all day "oh, you wear all black your evil" "oh boo hoo you hate your life" "goths are satanists" must I go on We dont care what you think but it does get nerve racking after 4 years 4 Authority (just because I dont agree I get yelled at over everything) 5 being yelled at because I drew the pentagram (it is'nt evil upsidedown pentagram is I get yelld at constantly for it heres an idea KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT BEFORE YOU YELL AT ME) 6 Cats ( filthy loud shedding annoying creatures) 7 anti emos and anti goths (what gives people the right to judge us just because we're different I dont make fun of a specific social group because they are'nt goth or emo) 8 Nazi's and other prejudice people (not saying I did'nt appreciate the million somthing deaths but to a specific type of people is what made it completly wrong) 9 Music that gets on my nerves ( rap in particular I dont care to hear about certain things to do with women or drugs or how much "Bling" you have) 10 being accused of casting magic when I draw alchemic symbols ( Again KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT BEFORE YOU YELL AT ME) 11 The kid next to me in math class (Cheating S.O.B.) 12 being acused of being a Nazi because i'm an anarchist (just because I dont FULLY agree with ANY form of government suddenly im a Nazi??? I dont judge people for their political views so dont judge me about mine) 13 people who judge (you should already know why but if you dont I find it hard to explain why)

My favorite is Yuki, mostly because my gf has noted several traits we share. And he is a cool character anyway

I would be Adrian from the manga "ShutterBox" we look similur,and we are both goth. And Yuki from the "Fruits Basket" anime because I wear dress shirts and neckties for the hell of it . We are both quiet, we both have an unusual hair color. We both HATE cats, It took god knows how long to admit my feelings to a girl.

I never cared about the holidays anyway. I love the way the WI-Fi thing works. If you need any information on the game you should check out sites like Animalcrossingcomunity.com or IGN.com. I fond them very helpful