velvet paws

I normally like the sunsets with pink and purple streaks going across the sky which is a deep indigo colour, but about 2 days ago there was this lovely one where the top (if there is such a thing) of the sky was deep blue and it faded to a lovely sea green at the 'bottom' where it looked like it touched the ground (the horizon or whatever). Yeah anyway...man I'm knackered...tis 4am and I got school later ha! Don't think I'll be going :p

Apparently if you stop dreaming altogether you go mad. I can't remember where I heard that..but I did. I am also the proud..well okay maybe not so proud ;)..owner of 'The Book of Dreams' which gives you a very quick insite into what colours, relationships towards people, rooms etc mean.

ha you should have been there when the fun kicked off at my school. Amongst alot of other words I said "synchronicity" :eek: I know 'big words' but I chose no to use them because nobody else does. This does not however make me 'thick' as I am one of a very few people who can sit in my english class (the top group I might add) and understand practically every word that comes out of our teachers mouth. When everyone else turns round and says "Evasive? what does that mean miss? you sure it's a real word and you didn't just make it up" I'm sitting there muttering "you thick tw@ts you've got to have heard that before!" I'm not being nasty because I'm 'better' I'm just nasty cause they're the people that talk all through the lesson and yet you (someone who is not part of the gang and not 'better') dare utter a word and they literally scream "shut up! you're always talking! some of us would like to learn thank you! we don't want to end up in Mc Donald's with you!" :flaming: :flaming: :blackeye: :therock: :flaming: :flaming:

I was only alive for 4 years in the 80's...but I remeber the spectrum (games computer) and when the internet was first created.....

okay...erm...weird...k howz this? My new bf (Ian) who I have only known and been going out with for 2 weeks and 2 days...apart from claiming already that he loves me (which is just a wee-bit too keen :nervous: ) slashed his arm up the other day, one main reason being because he was missing me while I was at school (he's 17 and only goes college one day a week) ...heh :sleep:

I think I've heard of them, just not sure if I heard the music. I'll d/l some :)

Velvet Paws....hmmm....just a random name. I wanted something that wasn't related to anything in particular (because I'd probably get bored of it and want it changed) and wasn't threatening in anyway (so people wont get 'iffy' about talking to me).

As much as I know people in your situation hate it...I think it would be easier in the long run if you appologised. Cross your fingers behind your back as you say it to remind yourself you dont mean it if you want...but do it all the same, through those gritted teeth...

Being with friends...but ultimately..being with the person I care most about at the point in time.... I also enjoy listening to music and talking to friend on MSN

Just another word on the matter... One of my ex girlfriends recently had an abortion...she's 2 weeks younger than me, she'll be 16 in May...it was an 'oops' with a guy she had only been dating 2 weeks (although they had been close friends for 4 months)....both parties agreed on the idea.....it's been done...she'll have a few mental issues about it but she can carry on with her life and finish school in 2 months and break up with her bf (he's been treating her like sh!t lately) and just everything can be normal again...she can live her life. If she had decided to keep the baby her whole future would be compensated and she would feel that she had to stay with this guy even though she deserves better. I still say it's a good thing! [original post on page 1 of this topic]

Hmmm I spose...but I've already tried different styles of music...warm drinks...dark rooms...sittin up at my PC..watching TV..just lying there starring at the ceiling...not eating before bed...eating so much I'm stuffed before bed...writing out my feelings on paper...... *sigh*

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B]yeah it's sad people judge a book by it's cover... [/B][/QUOTE] "Could I be read if I was see-through or would you just read my spine?" -- Silverchair 'Do you feel the same' It's a sad fact people are very biast (sp) when it comes to apperances *sigh* as a greb/freak/fu*k up whatever you call it and having quite a few piercings I get it quite abit more openly than someone who was 'normal'.

I've been having trouble sleeping for the last few weeks. I can't actually fall asleep until about 4am and then I have to be up again for 7.30am to get ready for school. It wasn't so bad because we recently had a week off, but the fact of the matter is I never get up again until 2pm+. No matter how many times my alarm goes off or a family member shouts me I just fall instantly back to sleep and remain dead to the world for ages. I've missed school because of it and it's my last 2 months before my final exams so I really need to go because I fell behind from bad attendance already :( I missed it again yesterday..didn't wake up until 3pm...so I'm attempting to stay up all night and then I should be able to catch the bus on time :) It's 7am already heh....only prob is my eyes are starting to get a little heavy..so I guess my brain wont be working great all day cause I'll be trying not to actually feel sleepy heh...but I realised one huge fault in my plan...I can drink Tea and Coco-cola now to keep me awake..but by the time school is over I will have been up for 25hours..then I have to go straight to my bf's to spend the evening with him :blush: :bawl: I just know I'm not going to be able to make it. I asked my mum to book me into the doctors but I don't know if he'll do anything. So basically I just want to know if anyone else has this probs and what they did...or what you suggest I could do...or what medication if any I should ask the doctor for. Like I said it's my last 2 months of study before my exams and I'm already a little behind...and no matter what I do I'm not tired til 3am/4am+....

hey that's a pretty cool niffty bit of useless info. Pitty I missed it and all...oh well I can go "did you know that yesterady we had all the 2002's??"

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by boris [/i] [B]hey, i would take it out, people will think your some punk kid going to there school, no offense [/B][/QUOTE] :bawl: I've got my interview for college soon and I am 'some punk kid' and I have my lip pierced and can't take it out because it starts to heal up after 30mins...and I only have celtic earings...and I only have combats, bands jackets which I use as coats and tribal or skater tops...and I have jet black hair...and and......:worried: I've got to try and set a good example. I also have my ears pierced 5 times...soon to be 7...and I'm getting my tounge and a tatoo done as soon as I hit 18 (well more likely 17 if I can find the right place) But yea...I feel like the only reason I couldn't get a job in town is cause of my lip and cause I don't have the spair cash to purchase 'smart' clothes if I'm not going to need them so I go in casual 'me' stuff. My entry into college though is abit sketchy though and I really need to look my best.....oh yea....and my vampire fangs (two of my teeth look exactly like that) and my scarred arms (from self harm) don't go down too well either :(

Ahh man, is it just me or do those tops suck? These are far better..I'm in love with them all heehee: " Rehab is for quitters" "Barbie is a slu.t" "I want to be just like Barbie that b!tch has everything" "You're only jealous because the little voices are talking to me" "There's one in every crowd and they always find me" "JESUS LOVES YOU...everyone else thinks you're an arsehole" "Boys are stupid"

My friend Hayley is home schooled purely because she couldn't get on at any of her public schools and private schools cost way more than the average family can afford. She's really bright..but slightly dyslexic (sp)..not enough to cause any serious problems in her education though. Anyhoo....her mum's real cool and even though she makes sure Hayley does all the work it's always the work for the week...so Hayley can have several days of staying at friends and getting a train to the city to shop and stuff...as long as she remembers it will mean a day or two of solid work at home. She also sleeps in all day and is up all night. Heehee cool ey? :D But anyway the point I was eventually getting to is...if she ever has an exam to take or an important experiment to do she has to get a bus to the nearest college and of course she had to visit the library quite often...but apart from that she's doing about as well as me...:worried: okay...well anyone else with her intelligance...at my public school in the next town. There's no problems with her education, and she always gets her work done...so why would anybody want to bother trying to give her more rules and stuff? I know there are kids out there that have more problems home schooling...but she's doing great. Bah...hope at least part of that was relivant...I just scanned though it and I think I rambled and missed the point quite abit...:nervous:

I got about 2 weeks before I gota ride on the back of one for the first time...and it's to go on a rally so I'll be going down a motorway for about 30-60 miles or something :nervous: Would have started practising ages ago but mum wont let me on unless i wear full leathers and her mate not been able to lend them for a while >_<

well take my advice hun but reverse it...see if you can stay at a friends for a while so u get some space and can chill and debate what you want to do next...

erm....please can someone explain this to me??? :(

Hmmm....well yes I've done lists like those before...but right now they're a tad more boring.... [list=1] [*]Wake up (7.30am) [*]Put clothes in dryer...brush teeth, do hair, have breakfast, listen to some music [*]Get clothes out of dryer..out them on..leg it to the bus stop [*]******** Skool ******* [*]get bus to Ian's (bf) house [*]Stay with Ian (probably at his house) until 7pm [*]Come home at 7pm to babysit my little brother (probably bring Ian back too) [*](Get rid of Ian????) Go on internet.....check e-mail...d/l music...look on otaku.. [*]Go bed at stupid time of morning (2am+) [*]******Sleep******* [/list=1] heh...oh well...all the inbetweens should be fun I guess

hmmm....well I hope all the best anyway hun....it should all sort out ok...

sooo...web cam I take it? :D

Unless the child can live without outside help (the mother or hospital equipment) for [u]at least[/u] a few minuets then it was never technically alive in my eyes. If a baby is born premature then it gets a little complicated but as long as it will be able to survive okay after maybe a few days of monitering then I guess I'll have to agree it's alive. As for the mother getting rid of the baby. She doesn't need any reason other than the fact that she does not with to have the child. It's not fair for anyone involved if a child is born unwanted. I am 100% in agreement with abortion. I would use it myself if I suddenly found out I was with child...or if I actually planned *shudders* on having a baby but it was descovered that it would be seriously mentally or physically damaged. I have nothing wrong with people who have these problems..but I myself couldn't raise a child with extra needs..I don't have the dedication and probably wont find the money or time either. [EDIT] I just wanted to mention that there can be complications in an abortion which may mean that the woman can never get pregnant again. I myself wouldn't be bothered about this. If I really really wanted a baby/child I would, and feel other people in the same situation should consider, addopting a child. It doesn't matter if this baby's/child's parents are still alive or anything..I wouldn't be that fussed about what the background was because different people have different views on babies/children and what to do with them...as long as I felt that the baby/child would be welcome in my home and would be brought up right..I'd try to get it. [/EDIT]

Spelling Bee?? what on earth are you on about??? :confused: