Anakoni Stark

i swear none of anybody's sarcastic advice helped. :mad: albeit a small percentage of you guys did. arigato gozimasu. ^__^ eh, not much else to say except for..... i wont say it. ^__________^' good day. Leon Fury.

a few. 1. Luno [Bloc Party vs. Death From Above 1979] / silent alarm remixed - bloc party because it is the best cover, even better than the original, the distorted bass and gutair on that track pwns. 2. Plans [Replanned by Mogwai] / silent alarm remixed - bloc party because it sounds so haunting. and it is very ambeint, until the end, where it becomes semi acoustic. 3. Banquet [Phones Disco Edit] / silent alarm remixed - bloc party the orignal was a really great skateboarding tune, so i wondered if there are any remixes, this is the only one i found, the remix suits almost anything. 4. Bite to break skin [The Legion Of Doom Remix] / underworld 2 soundtrack - senses fail saw the flim and listened to the remixes on the soundtrack, this is the best remix i've heard since U2 vs Paul Oakenfold / Beautiful Day, and this remix suits almost anything. that's all i can think of. thank you for your time.

well, it's monday. and. so far. not too much progress. i was going to talk to her today. but. my english homework, found a way to protrude my train of thought. -__________-' im getting close. but i've ran into another problem. i tell myself, "no she's not for me, she's told me that five damn times." but then my conscience replys, "yes she is.*repeats and echoes*" so technically, i've managed to tear myself into two parts. what does Mr. Fury do? Thank you for your time.

[QUOTE=Raina][COLOR=Blue]Take it from a woman. If you like her so much, don't give up! Don't push too much either. You don't want to make her hate you. She might have some reasons to why she wouldn't go out with you. So ask one of her friends. Then tell that friend exactly how you feel about this girl, because this friend would definately tell the girl you like. If the girl you like is normal, she would start looking at you in a different way. These things take time. You're young (I'm guessing), you've got all the time in the world![/COLOR][/QUOTE] [COLOR=Red] the problem is, i AM one of her friends, but we're arent THAT close, after the fifth attempt, i kinda kept mum about my feelings for her. IT'S BEEN THAT WAY FOR FOUR MONTHS. and im just kinda sorta lost, i want to talk to her about it but, i see two outcomes..... 1. Leon: hey, i really wanted to talk to you about something.... *ms. smith* : about.....? Leon: i.....um......screw it nevermind. OR 2. Leon: hey, you do know i worry about you right? ms. smith: ...... when does FFXI come out on the x360? will i need a gold account to play? Leon: *thinks* not the point. *sigh* -_________-' i dont know when it comes out, here in the United Kingdom anyways, and no you dont need a gold account, your free silver account will cover for you. *sigh* ms. smith: thanks, mr. fury! Leon: -______-' yah, whatever. ^ how i see them, dont ask. yup im really having a hard time, and she gets out of high school in like a year. i keep telling my reflection in the mirror: Leon: she isnt for me. she isnt for me. reflection: she is. she is. i mean you wont find any other girl here in London that plays video games and reads and draws anime. Leon: :animeangr damnit i hate it when im right. how will i get this over with? cos im tired of *talking* to her through paper and the boards[crap,shouldnt of said that]. really really [spoiler] *******[/spoiler] tired of it. but i cant find a way to sum up enough willpower to say anything farther than: "hello, how is your day going?" it's messing with me. my ears are ringing, im having difficultly staying awake[if i sleep now, i'll get up at 2352(11:52pm) and have more difficulty sleeping] still cant think straight. the ringing started at 1200(midday) and has continued til now, 1608(4:08pm) :animeangr thank you guys for your time. [/COLOR]

please read the thread entitleed "help me i have girl trouble" there's my problem thank you for your time.

[COLOR=Blue] hey guys, im in the middle of study hall, and.....SHE"S RIGHT BEHIND ME. i can feel my throat run dry, and im chewing on caffine gum. my mind's racing at 1,000,000mph. bpm is jumping up. i want to talk to her, but im losing my sanity, i cant think straight. i want to talk to her, but im losing myself! help me! people [/COLOR]

y'know. hypothetically if i had a gf, i would honest to god let her shoot me in the head because, i belive that tge loved one should be happy, although me and *ms. smith* are not in our little hypothetical realationship, i'd stand by my decision and let her shoot me, cos if she isnt happy, she'd take the anger out on another bf. thank you for your time.

[COLOR=DarkRed] names given to me: Gordon Freeman: they say im a physist trapped in a high school student's body, i'm very quiet and introverted, we[my friends and i] took an impromptu weapons test, and i ended up with the crowbar, and they notice the only fps i play is HLII Leon Fury: my name in the OB, but i got the name, cause they[friends] took my first name and put it with the best emotion i exhibit is fury. they though it suited me well, so they now call me.... Dr. Fury: they took my love of physics and infused my *last name* with it. The Furiated Machine: i got this one from my friend[and gf at the time] vicky, because i lose it pretty easliy, and i study or perform[not on stage though] nonstop with very few errors, some bits of the *machine* came from my case of insomnia, and attention defict disorder, i never sleep and if i obtain a new goal, i work on that ASAP, then move onto the goal i was working on. more later. thank you for your time. [/COLOR]

hola, again. i've got an update, but not of the cheery "holy crapeh, mr. fury you got the girl of your dreams, congrates dude!" kind, but y'know. the other kind. well spring holiday is done and over with, i thought i'd be well rested and rearing to go, but, to my own suprise i've become more and more anxious, been skipping meals, and losing valueable hours of :sleep:. i cant think straight, im now having difficultly verbally communicating, with not just ms. smith[the girl i like, but that isnt her actual last name], but with my friends, too. so. one question to ask: is not talking to *ms. smith* running me into the ground? no. wait. two questions: is not talking to *ms. smith* running me into the ground? and if it is can i get help from anybody? thank you for your time.

what i look for in a girl is: a good sense of humour about 5"4 to 5"7' long hair [SIZE=4]MUST[/SIZE] be down to earth[i.e. not preppy or gothish, noir emo] she's got to be an indie chick[breaks from the norm] can stand up for what she belives in she's got to play video games, period. isnt afraid to try something new[eating duck egg for example] open minded blue eyes atheletic competive isnt afraid to do things other people would consider embarassing [i.e. singing in public.....in another language other than english]

hey guys thanks for the advice, but apperently, no one else really notices me, maybe cos i suffer from [a possible] undiagnosed case of selective mute-ism. im going to drop her. and just stay at the far far far off aquantices motel. i just hope that will just keep her happy. =/ as for me.... well i dont know how im going to cope with the problem, TO DO: work on social interation skills third priority. ( of very high inportance) wish me luck! thank you guys for the advice *and to the adimistration, dont close it up. cos i may need this thread again down the road.

scenario: Leon meets girl Leon becomes friend with girl over time Leon notices he has feelings for this girl Leon asks the girl[not once, not twice, not thrice, but five times] to go out with him, and gets shot down all five times. Leon wants to talk to the girl, but Leon, stops mid sentence and tells her: nevermind. Leon begins to worry about her. What should he do? thank you for your time. [color=DarkGreen][font=Trebuchet MS]Raiyuu changes Leon's thread title so it actually reflects the thread's content, and refers Leon to the [u][thread=52331]Official Otaku Lounge Rules Thread.[/thread][/u][/font][/color]

[list] [*]the glass door incident ok, there's the self that stores the surround sound system console thingy, the dvd player, laser disc player[

both my parent's are christian, which would make me chirstian. but im not a die hard christianic filipino, like most of my relatives. i do not belive in organized religion[buddism, christianity, etc] but i do belive there's an afterlife, souls, angels, demons, etc. ergo, i do not call god, "god" i refer to him as the guy watching out for us. i know that the last line sounded mean, but that's what i call him. some of my peers are lead to assume that i do not belive in chirstianity i swear ask some of them, they think im some twisted demented guy. but to be dead honest, i do belive in chirst and other major religious figures. all this translates to: im christian, but i dont show it. unless i need to. thank you for your time.

a few for me, and they happen frequently: 1. Leon pushes on a door that clearly reads [SIZE=2]PULL[/SIZE] 2. Leon walks into a room and forgets what he is doing. *walks into room* Leon: why am i in here again? 3. Leon runs into the wall, while attempting to catch something 4. Leon stares at hot girls across the road and walks in to telephone poles. 5. Leon interupts traffic flow by walking across the street, when the crossing signal is [COLOR=Red]red[/COLOR] 6. Leon attempts to run through recently cleaned glass slinding doors, only to be rewarded with [COLOR=DarkRed]cortusions[/COLOR] and the :laugh: of his peers 7. Leon babbles inconsistanly about physics Fury: tsk tsk, if you didnt put the fork into the outlet you wouldnt be in hospital for thrid degree burns, remember newton's third law of motion, the law of equalibrium, which states..... for every action there's an equal and opposite reaction. Friend: is that all you do for fun? study? Fury: not really. Friend: you honestly have to stop letting the inner physist to the logistical work for you, seriously. 8. Leon falls asleep during church 9. Leon's mind drifts off in the middle of conversations with peers Friend: so are you going to ask that one chick ya like, out to the dance, Leon? Fury: yah, sure. Friend: then after that are you guys heading to the cinema? Friend::lecture: Fury: *thinks about :blowup: but looks it looks like he's paying attention* Friend: Leon? Leeeeeeeeeon? hey, Fury wake up. Friend: :animeangr planet earth paging Dr. Fury Fury: -________________-....... O_O wha? did i miss something? Friend: did your short attention span kick in again? Fury: seems like it. Friend: i dont understand how, we became aquanted, Mr. Fury Fury: chances are, i wouldnt understand it either, dude. 10. Leon does not read the waring signs[ i.e. WET PAINT DO NOT TOUCH, or (my favorite) PATHWAY CLOSED DUE TO CONSTRUCTION KEEP OUT] and does whatever he has do, in order to reach his goal. well. there you have it. thank you for your time.

i dont find inter-racial couples as terrifiying as it seems, take my cousin and his girlfriend for example, he's filipino/russian/italian/japanese/english/spainish......_> he's basically euro-asian. [i know that doesnt exsist but, i couldnt put it any other way] but he has the skin complexion and features of a filipino, but he works out almost religiously and he's 6"3', so he's not your average pinoy. =/ his girlfriend on the other hand, she's white. to be more percise scandanaivan(sp?) / irish/english, but she's pretty tall 5"8' to be exact, and her skin is so tan, people mistake her for a filipina. _> both sides of the family accept that my cousin's dating a white chick, and she's dating a pacific islander[do not call a filipino, asian, because some of my people can not stand being put in the same race as the chinese] but they(the couple im talking about) get critized about their realtionship by their peers and outsiders. >__________< that just [spoiler]pisses[/spoiler] Leon off, i dont understand why people have to be so sterotypical. as i said before inter racial couples arent messed up, their just listening to a indie radio station, that they can relate to! [ and no, the aforementioned "radio station" isnt emo, unless the person wants it to be an emo station] :animesigh thank you for your time.

my perfect day would be back in japan, waves always going, the sun's always out, the mercury reads 102 degrees F, and im just out there surfing. with good songs being emitted from the background such as: bite to break skin[the legion of doom remix] - senses fail helicopter[whitey version] - bloc party banquet[phones disco edit] - bloc party burn[alledged remix] - alkaline trio i dissapear - the faint today - JXL way away - yellowcard like the angel - rise against break on through to the other side[BT remix] - the doors first day[general midi remix] - timo maas 1979[ new orginals remix] - smashing pumpkins vs. the crystal method ^at least that's what i think it's called stare at the sun - thrice she's hearing voices[Erol Alkan's Calling Your Dub] - bloc party song 2- blur dance dance - fallout boy speed of sound[ Dr. Walker's Fully Anesthetized Re:working] - coldplay talk[JXL remix] - coldplay basically eletronica, punk remixes, punk rock, and ambient stuff the people who would be with me? my closest friends. we'd alll stay at the beach sleeping or partying under the stars. and what would really make my day is that the girl i like, finally likes me back. :animesigh ^ i know that last line sounded generic, but i couldnt put it together correctly. the day would end, with me and the chick falling asleep in each other's arms. =/ i just hope that day will come! thank you for your time.

i would be the world best hacker because im on the comp. like all the time, i know a good majority of coding... i think. AND i would find it fun to cause chaos from my comp. causing the stock market to crash all the time, delaying flights for months, causing major wrecks at four way stops, fooling the cops so they dont find me.....and creating a stick figure mod for CS: Source would be my cup of tea. ok. 1. get your tongue cut out and be a mute for the rest of your days OR 2. keep your tongue, knowing that every other word you'd say is either a swear word or a very damaging insult.

well, in my opinion, i say that an age gap makes [SIZE=4]ALOT[/SIZE] of a difference, take myself for example, in the middle of my freshman year, i come across a girl, and i was like.... Leon: i could make a move, now. friend: she's a junior, Leon Leon: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so, i 've been trying, and it's not working, but we're friends though.........wait....... more like far off accomplices........ =/ im thinking of ignoring her, till i graduate.

it's something you feel when you find the right chick, it's like your throat fills with water, and you cant talk, but your body english shows it. it's that feeling you get when your conscience scrams: conscience: THAT'S HER, THAT'S HER! and the screaming doesnt stop, and you find yourself relating to alot of her hobbies and etc..... i think..... =/ thank you for your time.

congrats! you have found an understanding guy, you two go out to the cinema, and he dumps you on the spot to talk to the chick five rows ahead of you. i wish i could foresee the future to prevent weird stuff from happening. =/ thank you for your time.

i've got two i can think of: 1. the final major events in ssx4 i mean i would have to score x amount of points within like 10:00:00( ten minutes) easy? NO. i would be like in the middle of a massive 145 combo and im in the middle of an arial and something dumb and/or stupid would happen( i.e. my mum's big fat dog walking though my line of vision, asking to use the restroom/ telephone rings / someone's at the door, etc.). the worst thing that happened was, i was in the middle of saving my game.... and *silence* A POWER OUTAGE HITS MY NEIGHBOURHOOD. *power outage* Leon: O_O * walks up to the tele, and attempts to turn it on* tv: ...... Leon: _>*click click, no response* :animeangr .... *mutters* i. am. so. [spoiler] ******* pissed off[/spoiler], i just want break something.......! stupid elecricty, no[spoiler] *******[/spoiler] back ups..... ARGH......! a couple minutes later, my cousin fires up the ps2. Alex: hey, leon, power's back! Leon: w00t! Alex: and your save file for ssx4 isnt damaged! Leon: oh really? Alex: joking! it is, your going to have to start over again! Leon: :animeangr -_______________________________-' then my cousin's gf, comes into the kitchen and starts cooking, she tells me, in sign language: Alyx: your files arent lost, brian's just messing with you.... :animesigh.... again.... Leon: seriously? Alyx: yah, seriously. Leon: go do something about it, for me. please? Alyx: :animesmil be happy to! what do you want? Leon: help me, beat brian in DoA4, please? Alyx: i'd love to. this leads into my other moment, after convinsing my cousin to stop playing burnout revenge, we begin to get the DoA4 match underway. i was Jann Lee. my cousin brian, was hayate. and his gf, was christie. the event took place a the replica of the strip, two on one, me and my cousin's gf against my cousin. the match was pretty lengthy, it consisted of countering the other player's attack, then a standoff, more countering and then someone would eventually land a blow.... then the cycle repeats itself. the match started at 3:12:56pm. the match ended at 10:51:32pm. .....well it just wasnt one match it was alot of matches,yes we did take breaks to eat and respond to nature's calls.... the victorious player, was......... me! =) alyxandra and i beat him 15 wins to 14 wins. so now i can finally get a good come back, to every insult he throws at me, with.... Alex: dude, remember that one time you got lost in a parking lot? it was so-------- Leon: remember DoA4? Alex: *silence* Leon: exactly. well there they are. thank you for your time

hands down i would be restrected from everything. because i could do without my mates in england and back in the states for a decade, and i get too much time in front of the tele. =/ yes, i know imma 'apossed to cherish that but, im different! =/ rather than commit fraud and go to prison for the rest of my days, because i'll only be banned for everything for a decade. that isnt too bad right? eh, i dont want to come up with choices, i fear i might be harassed again. =/ *runs towards the horizon into the sea* thank you for your time.

ok. three wishes, yah? got it. 1. for me to stop aging at the age of 21, cause like who wants to get old, or stay forever young? (_> seriously....

dude, your sig, gets a 7.2 from me cause: Pros ---------- the colours look good, and they are well placed. it couldnt score the remaining 2.8, to get a ten because: Cons ----------- the colours are so dark that i couldnt read the text even with my glasses on! =/ thank you for your time, i hope this helped, plx rate mine.