NightmareVC

[COLOR="Red"]I thought about that as well. Although, I can don't know if I can put out there to my mom because she tends to ignore problems. Like, say, how our water got cut off 2 days ago and our internet is as well. If I try to use those as examples, she'll say that it's because it's " that times of the month" if you know what I mean. So I don't really know if I can win this. I do have people that I can talk to though, it's just doing it. Isn't exactly comfortable. Thanks for the advice=][/COLOR]

[COLOR="Red"]I've looked past it being her for a long time. That's why I asked for advice because it had never been this bad before. I mean, she would get angry over a few things. She even said," I don't love you!" before among other things. Never threats of bodily harm to that degree, though. Honest to goodness, I'm used to being told," I don't love you," and ," I'll beat you till _______!!" It just seemed, this time, it was more personal and demented. He is my little brother and after all we've gone through, he's like part of me. We do almost everything together and our parents always refer to one of us as " they". Because we normally think alike. So it was as bad, if not worse, than if she said it to me. I could go on a rant about how much we lack, but it doesn't really matter to you (plural). It doesn't change anything about what I should do. At least, I don't think it should. Yeah, you're right. Divorced families are messed up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="Red"]Right... assumptions. That's why she came back with a plate full of food and began eating hungrily? "Big brother" is my older brother. If it were me, I would say " me/I". I wish the marriage worked now, but that's not what matters is it? I just asked for advice, not for you to critique my life. So far all I've done was answer questions. Then you question my answers? On top of that, disrespect my family, calling them messed up? I don't remember asking for you to tell me what you thought [b]about[/b] my family. What did I ever do to you?[/COLOR]

[COLOR="Red"]The reason she stormed away was because we were at a buffet and her plate was empty. she's an obese woman that cares too much about food. As for the custody rights, he can see us every weekend or as she sees fit. Which just happened to be today because he got off work and we needed to pick him up. His brother, my uncle, gave us money to go eat afterwards which is probably the only reason she agreed. So he was there when it happened and the look on his face was an angry one because she blamed him for " the way that kid turned out"(exact phrase). I was "taught" in school that when parents start referring to their children as " kids", it's not a good sign for the relationship. This was, of course, in health class talking about healthy families. Considering y'all don't know the full story, here's what happened ( as I remember it) after the separation. ------In a nutshell Mom drives up in the car after school with trash bags in the back filled with clothes. She takes us to a " safe haven" for battered parents where, basically, the parent is treated like God where as we are not worthy to be in God's presence. We could hardly us the restroom without her being there. Later, she gets a job. We move, I switch schools. Yay! I get to make new friends! That doesn't happen. We move again the next year. Out of town this time, leaving it all behind. I get abused by the students, teachers AND principle at the new school. Mom wasn't going to take me out of there. But older brother (thank God for him) talked sense into her. We all get home schooled. We move again a few months later. Half way between where we just left and where my dad is living lies our new town. We get a trampoline. Big brother bottles up anger from either: 1. reality sets in that dad's gone 2. hates the new responsibility of being the new alpha-male. And takes it out on us. teaching us it's alright to hurt people and living things. No exception for each other. He give me a choice: Beat little brother up on trampoline or go two-on-one with little brother against him. Went both ways until little brother and I staged what would happen. Dad finds us, and is friends with mom again. ---------- While the trampoline thing took place, mom knew all about it. He also, practically made us kill kittens. If not? We'd be punished. We have to work to get anything in our house. Basically, Big bro is now dad. As for the custody, he hadn't laid a finger on me or little brother. But, big brother told us what to say he did. Being only 10 and threatened by him: we agreed. So basically, Dad lost us for no good reason at all. Can you fathom the amount of guilt that follows me everywhere? There was more, but I don't really feel like going into it right now. I hope that helps justify my situation and accusations.[/COLOR] -forgive my errors-

[COLOR="Red"]So today my family ( minus my older brother) was out eating. My mom and dad sat at one side of the table, while my little brother and I sat on the other. My dad was across from me. My little brother was talking to me about pretty girls and other stuff. We were making jokes about guy stuff. When, suddenly, my mom started chewing out my little brother. He asked what he did, and she brings something up that's completely irrelevant. He claims his innocence, saying that was a while ago. She stays on it, telling him to grow up. " I'm only 14!" he said, astonished that she would say such a thing. She talks about beating him when we got home. He says that he fights back ( like I do). Then she says something completely unexpected, almost yelling it: " I can make sure you stop at 14." Sounding completely serious. After that, she storms away. I was shocked, to say the least. I though to myself," This woman won custody of us in the divorce case?" [My mom and dad had a divorce because he allegedly beat her and my older brother.] Although, I talked to him. He said that he only " hit " her once, and it was a push. He never really hit any of us, come to think of it. All he did was push my mom and older brother. Once each. So now, this woman who was supposedly abused almost a decade ago is threatening to kill my little brother. Now, I don't know about you other brothers, but I'm very protective of mine little man. So, since one action was enough to make my dad lose us in court. Is it enough to make her lose us as well? She's done more, in fact. Tried beating us with a belt and such. Although, like my little brother, I fight back and kept her away from him until my big brother came and restrained her. So the two questions of this thread are: 1.)Have you ever had any family problems? 2.)What should I do?:animecry:[/COLOR]

Hello. I am .5 Most of my friends moved away this summer and the ones that stayed don't seem like the same people. My house is falling apart from beneath my family's and my feet: literally. The floor boards are breaking and the roof is beginning to collapse. It leaks every time it rains. Cockroaches infest our rooms, making it impossible to sleep at nights anymore. The best part is: I can't do anything about it. Death is looking really good right now...:demon: I think I can see why people commit suicide now.:animeangr

I do not disagree with people using either. Though, most drugs are illegal. I suppose, like someone said before me, whatever makes you happy. I'm not saying it's right or wrong to get high in 5th grade. Same goes with getting drunk. I, personally, don't understand why people like getting drunk. The stuff tastes bad most times anyway. Does it make them feel more manly? More like an adult? I hold nothing against either one, though. I accept them for what they are and do. I do think, however, that should people pay up ( so to speak) for getting drunk and/or high from whatever... That they deserve it. I show no sympathy for those who get hurt or die from the use of illegal or legal substances. When the time is come, everyone will pay for their actions. Some, sooner than others. It's not just kids either. Adults do some stupid junk too. I actually have a friend that smokes bongs regularly. He's not a bad person nor pushes it on me. He tried to get me to drink once, but he takes no for an answer. It's when people start to get irresponsible that things go bad. People get hurt, killed, etc. There [B]is[/B] a reason the substance is illegal and/or shouldn't be taken in huge doses. When people mess up, people get messed up. You're either in control or out of control. There's no middle ground here. When you lose control of your own body, mind, and functions... death is normally not far behind. People who are responsible for their own ( and others) death(s) die at a young age. Younger than it should have been, anyway. "He that is not guilty of his own death shortens not his own life." -Shakespeare

[quote name='Hanabishi Recca'] My Grandpa died and I didn't take that hard either.[/quote] When my grandpa (mom's side) died, I cried for a good 15-20 minutes. He was like a real dad to me because mom and dad divorced so early. I loved him alot. I just got news that someone I know may have commited suicide. It's disheartening to know anyone takes their own life. I was trying to help my ex find her friend( who was also my friend) who had gone missing. This morning I got this email," I have reason to believe she is not with us anymore......I found a suicide note in one of her folders.She wanted me to tell you that she loved you even tho she pushed you away. Those were her exact words....Im sorry i couldnt stop her...she might still be out there somwhere if we're lucky." It's like taboo to go out with your friends ex right? But she and I were hitting it off great. She had an abusive relationship with her parents and I promised I'd come rescue her once I could drive. Her and her older brother, who was more like a parent than her biological ones. It's not final yet, but the thought of it all puts a knot in my gut. satsu-genjuu, everybody.

I'd first get my family together, pick up any people on the way. Probably get as much gas as we could(in the tank, containers, etc.) and head to a gun shop. Take all we could carry, grab anything else that could be useful(first aid, backpacks, etc.) and make our way out of town. Go as far as we could with the car, then walk. Depending on what info I already have, depends on the direction and everything else about where we'd go. Most likely we'd stay in the contry, or go to the ocean area. That way, we'd be able to see them coming if they found us.

[QUOTE=Hanabishi Recca] (Heavier) Kettlebells Dinner (This would be nice if it wasn't with my Grandmother she always wants me (and my brothers) to say something to her. I just want to eat) [/QUOTE] :laugh: Who want's EXCERSIZE things for Christmas?! This is where I ask for things I know I'm not going to get. Just to make everyone feel guilty when my birthday rolls around in March. My grandma is like that too, it's so annoying. She acts like we go to eat to talk... I mean, why else would you call it going out to eat? If you wanna talk, call it a date.:grumble: A Class: A 300-600lbs weight set/ kettlebells( Yeah I know... I want excersize things for Christmas okay?!) An electric Guitar/ A full sized keyboard Clothes( Yes, I WANT clothes) $1,000( this would be first but I don't buy things I ask for when I get money) B Class: I-Pod Digi-cam( want it, but don't want it bad) Football( NFL sized) ____________________ And for the REALLY wishful stuff.... S Class New house ( 5 bedroom, 3 bath, [B]INDOOR[/B] pool & hot tub, 2 stories, spacious interior, big front and back yards, rich neighborhood, front and back yards with no dirt patches,) Everything on the A and B class lists. :p [EDITED: House]

Guitar Hero 2 is the most recent game we bought... Okay, that nii-chan bought. But I played it and we play against eachother and stuff. It's fun though. Even though one of our guitars has a working whammy bar and the other doesn't... as if it's a surprize, I get stuck with the broken one... :animesigh

I have the game. Beat it on expert. I have the sequal. Beat it on expert in the first 2 days. To me, GH2 is too easy. They made the hammer on easier. I like the songs, the way they made them longer and the different costumes in 2( namely, Judy Nails and Pandora's). I like GH1's "Take me out", "Take it off" and "Bark at the moon". For those of you people who don't have 2, it's awesome. Like I said, it's easier to hammer on. The songs are more of a "hit or miss" though. In GH1 there were those songs that I was thinking," It's alright... not the best but I can deal with it." but in GH2 it's more like," Wow, this song is trash... I can't believe I have to do this." or " I like this song so much, I just want to play it over and over!" That might just be me though...

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To be truthful, there isn't much I have to live for. Nothing is really ALL that worth while to me. There are a few things I enjoy doing while I'm alive, but I wouldn't miss them too much when I die. So here's the list of things I like to do with the time I have on this earth. 1. [B]Church[/B]- Not much to explain here. Once I get to church, I'm always up lifted and renewed. The preaching always makes the highlight of my day.( Some people said Jesus, which is to say things he did for them and/or anything else you would put there. I say church because it keeps it general enough so that I don't offend anyone else. Whither they are believers or not.) 2. [B]Hugs[/B] and/or [B]Expressions of love[/B]- True, hugs count as an expression of love but there's other things that go into it. People can hug without accually loving someone else. There is, however, hugs that make you accually FEEL the love. I'm sure most of you know what I'm talking about. Just like everything else in this world, there's real and then there's fake. Which is why I put," Expressions of love" because you can't fake an expression of love. If you think you can, then it's no longer an expression of love. (By the way, I like hugs and such from anyone.) 3.[B] Being happy[/B]- Pretty self explanitory. Spiritual things aside, I can't find much that makes me happy. More things I know of make me mad than happy. I guess that's with everyone though. The things that make me happy are, more or less, the things in this post. I would like to do some other things like; bungee jumping, sky diving, scuba diving, water skiing... Things I don't get to do very often. 4. [B]Purpose[/B]-Just like it says, trying to live for a purpose. [QUOTE]Forget perfect,I'm trying not to be worthless[/QUOTE] As said by Fort Minor. When I do end up leaving this earth, I want it to be remembered. Enough said. 5. [B]Myself[/B]- As selfish as it may sound, I want to live for myself. There are certain things I need to do as a human. Not only as a human, but as a Christian man and an individual. I know some ' fellow christians' are going to read this. So to clearify, I don't come first. It's the work that God( Father,son,Holy Ghost/ Jesus) wants. (EDIT: Pushed "submit" instead of "preview")

I'm assuming the topic was supposed to be "mythical"? Should that be the case, I would also say dragons. Big, strong... yeah. The thing I like the most is their power and that they can fly. Fire breath isn't a big sell for me, but it's sure a plus. So there you go.

I knew there would be a thread on this... I'm just living like it's any other day. Why should I bother thinking of things like," The world might end today!!"? If the world ended yesterday, I wouldn't care too much. I still live like it's just another day. There's really nothing special about today, so why is it such a big thing for some people? That's what I want to know, and also why do people think they can make such bold statements without any proof or knowlage what so ever?

[quote name='silver_blade']Do you think we can't read?[/quote] Do you think they think we can't read?

[quote name='Tical']3. Don't say PMed for details, if your gunna go to the trouble of posting, give the stupid details![/quote] I would, although it wouldn't be appropriate for every one to read.

One of mine was BT, which turned to LT later. If you want to know what it means, and the story behind it PM me.

Hm, depends on the time of day. One time we lifted weights and drove 30 mins to our dad's house because he had power and we didn't. Stayed the night, went back to our house and lifted weights and stuff again. Jumped on the trampoline... Basically everything we would normally do but when the sun started going down we drove to dad's house. Fun.

[quote name='Panda'](Oh and visualkei. NightmareVC edited the post 2 minutes after Charles pointed out the spelling errors in this thread. ;) ).[/quote] I sure did. Typos, is all.

Just that COULD be called such. Though, a more true example is: You tell a friend/sibling a BIG secret about someone else. When you tell them not to tell, they agree. Only to find out days later that they spilled the beans anyway. Then when you try to get them to explain why, they simply reply," (insert persons name) Had a right to know," That's a better example. Betrayal is like getting stabbed in the back. Like some one throwing away all the trust you had for them by doing one effort or action. Trust me, if you REALLY felt it you'd know.

I forgot one thing I did. I stabbed a girl with scissors once. She had to go to the doctor because she was bleeding bad. I failed conduct that year. Yet, I was only defending what was rightfully mine...

When I see a girl that looks good, I think that I want to get to know her more. See if she is into some of the things I am. I would like to talk to her and all that stuff, like bonding. Although, most times, I've never gone up to accually talk to them. So that's that. When I find that I like the personality of a girl instead of looks, I check to see if the personality out weighs the looks. I try to find out if I can live with the looks for the sake of personality. In most cases, the answer is no. Though that's beside the point. If you would like me to go further into it, just ask some questions you'd like to know. I'll do my best to answer while still remaining comfortable.

I've done quite a few things. One time I was at my uncles house. He had a really old dog inside the house and had his pit bull outside. When he left for work, I opened the back door and let the pit bull in the house. It started to ram the other dog in to the ground. I don't feel at all bad for that one. More recently, I was playing football with these kids from down the street. Tackle football. With kids younger than me. I'm 15 and they were maybe... 10-12. This one kid thought he could run me over. Keep in mind the age difference and that he looked like 150 where as I was 230 at the time. So needless to say, he didn't go anywhere. So here I was, this kid trying to run me over and I was pissed off because they think they're good. I dip down, grab his ankles and flip him over onto his head. He was pissed, thinking he could take this. I know that I would be in massive trouble if anyone saw me punch him. So my little brother and I just walked home. Don't feel bad for that one either. Not sure if this counts as evil, but I got in a fight with this kid that lived across the street from me. We were playing football and he was taunting me. I was about to go open a can on this cur, then some one else playing with us held me back. My big brother said," Just let him go, he needs to get this out." before I was let go, though, he got a free slap on my face. As soon as I was let go, I ran over to him and gave him ( What they call in WWE) a rock bottom/book end. I still have no regrets. Last one that I'm sharing. My brothers and I were playing in the back yard. We saw a cat in our yard. (Before I go any further, let me say that cats came in our yard like they owned it. So we were going to teach them a lesson). It ran behind one of the sheds in the back. My big brother got a stick and I picked one up as well. My little brother was cowering behind me. My big brother walked behind the shed. As the cat saw him, it ran toward me. I stepped up and smacked it with the stick. My big brother came runing and finished it off with about 15 downward swings, breaking the cats spine and leaving it paralized in the back yard. It wasn't dead when we went in. It lay in the back yard all night until it finally died sometime around 2 in the morning. I ended up having to clean it up, put it in a bag and throw it away. The smell of it's decaying flesh still haunts me today. Still... No regrets comrade.