NightmareVC

I do once in a while. Only if they're short or someone else said something about it. I like to read poems, so I sometimes look at those. Not all that often though.

I tend to like any music. Some religious music is trash though. I can't stand most of it. Mostly I like to listen to Rock and Rap. Some hard rock is okay, if the eat or lyrics are good, but I mostly like the slow Rock. I never understood what was so good about slipknot though... :confused:

I don't live by one real quote. I just live to live. I'm trying not to be worthless. I just try to make my things how I want them to be. I try to make it so no one can be hurt. Ever again. I try to fight my own fights and every one elses at the same time. I try to make everyone happy, even at the cost of my well being. And when I'm gone, I don't want anyone to miss me. I want everyone to feel like it was a good thing to have seen me. On the other hand. I'm also kind of bi-polar. I also think I just want to have nothing to do with anyone. I don't care what happens to them as long as I get what I want. I would still help them, but I also wouldn't care if they felt bad or not. Sometimes I think that if I saw a person in a fight. I would only fight to kill. That's what I think. I fight to kill. I live to fight. I try to get strong enough so that if I fail at something, it's not because I wasn't good enough. It's because there was no way out. Also, that is who I was formed to be. I will not go too into it, but I have been made into what I am because how I was brought up. I have had many bad things happen to me, and have even hit my mom in ' deffence'. She came at me with a belt because I was too loud and I ended up kicking her. Yeah. I know it was wrong, but dispite what might be happening... In the end, I think that I will put up for myself. Even if it means killing my own family. Yes. I sound like an insane killer now, but that's who I've been shaped to be. I dont' like it. Though that's who I am. Quote: " The past is past. But you can still use it to make a better tomorrow" Me AND "Why do people depend on each other? In the end you're on your own." - Squall