2010DigitalBoy

I don't like meeting people, Im much better at talking online. If I had to pick one it would be Dragon Warrior because, quite frankly, he is my god. Now if youll excuse me I have to go to the church of DW and bow before the almight black mage statue.

This Christmas I am getting Fire Emblem Path Of Rafiance. That's all. Do I care? No. I am far to chivalrous to be upset over such things as presents! [Inner Tical]: >_< This sucks! Oh well, my mom hates X-mas anyway.

Ugh, you know what? Im tired of older people. Everyone I fall in love with is older and I don't think thats working. Id definetally like a younger girl, twelve at youngest (im fourteen) though I'd really rather we went to the same school. Of course Im the youngest person in my school so whatever.

I'm not concerned about you, I'm worried about what the hell is with me. I'm sick of all this 'we all go through some phase' ********, give me a damn strait scientifically proven answer.

[COLOR=Purple]Your name is derived for 'Clouds only one' and the year of your birth. Your avi and banner (omg ive seen that ppic before!) are supposed to be in the christmas spirit. Your sig shows that you enjoy music (I think).[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Hey, I need some advice. You see until a few months ago i was just your average nerd, but then there was a chain of events which slowly changed me. I started to want to change and become a different person. At first I wanted to find someone else who was like me, then I gave up, ten I tried to find love, then I gave up, then I decided to be always happy. I trained myself to smile and laugh at everything. At the same time, and I don't know why, I started trying to be all kinds of things (suddenly I was a goth/hippy/gamer) and at the same time I was having feelings of love for people and stuff like that. Then I cracked one day and suddenly decided 'why the hell am I trying to be all these things when I've always been the one who doesn't care about anything?' And tried to change back to what I had always been. And then shortly afterwards i suddenly was thinking very clearly, making wise decisions and getting oddly philosophical. But it wasn't but a few days before suddenly I was becoming that happy, strange little lover again and I started to fall deeply in love with someone but then the very next day I once again snapped, broke up, and went into some uber-serious clear-thinking mentality. Of course, like clockwork, I was becoming the same different person again, fell in love again, and just yesterday my mind suddenly told me I was doing the wrong thing and pointed out all the things I needed to do right, just as it had contradicted days before. Every time I go through this cycle I hurt myself more and I hurt another person/s. And each time, the cycle has sped up. What the hell is wrong with me? [/COLOR]

[quote name='cruxisseraphim']Heh. I wish my life was that slow. I can barely keep up with everything I have going on especially with midterms around the corner.[/quote] [COLOR=Purple]Oh trust me, it's not a good thing. Even moreso now that winter break is here. ALll I do is wake up early enough to hear from my boyfriend then play Phantasy Star Online for 6 hours and go to sleep.[/COLOR]

[quote name='Dooby']I would say the most annoying time in my life was my Senior year of High School. i was just so fed up with it and didn't care at all about any of it any longer. It was all I could do to complete the year.[/quote] [COLOR=Purple]That's kind of how my freshman year is going. School is just so damn frivilous I pretty much just don't care how I do, long as I pass. I've gotten so bored int the afternoons that I tend to fall asleep when I get home, wake up near bed-timea and stay up watching anime.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]I can think of a million annoying instances, but a more recent one whoch sticks out is something my dad said. Well, you seee, I had let my hair get really tangled, and I didn't mind it but my parents told me I had to brush it or they'd cut it off. Luckily, my dad can get out any knot so he sat me down and began the painfull process of untangling my hair, all the while saying mean things like "Youd don't deserve to have beautiful hair" and "If you ******* brushed the **** every day it wouldn't get like that" It was all true but really, did he have to keep saying it? So I was crying a frikkin river by the end of the hairbrushings both from my sore scalp and my dad's words. As soon as he was done I hid my face and quickly made my way upstairs.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Christmas has always been fun for me because I always have rediculously low expectations due to our financial state then my parents turn around and throw the best Christmas ever. Not this year, I already know what my present is, but I'm content with just one, after all, why the hell should I get anything when I don't do anything beneficial towards the family XD. But yeah, I've been leaked that I'm getting Fire Emblem Path of Radiance for Nintendo Gamecube this Christmas. I can't wait, now I'll have all 3 FEs. As for my family, my grandma toook me and my two bros to the dollar tree and let us get 2 gifts for each person (or more for friends) I was extra thoughtful with mine so Im sure theyll all be like YAY![/COLOR]

[quote name='Tical's Foxboy']I have an idea lets wright eachother letters they have more meaning then I can send you a pic of me :catgirl:[/quote] [COLOR=Purple]I'd like that :catgirl: by letters do you mean like in the mail? I hope you'd be able to read my handwriting :catgirl: I think we should keep this conversation in PMs though, don't wanna get modded.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]The key is to advertise yourself. Make people notice you. I got a lot of friends by posting all over the place here and now I not only have an ever-expanding buddy list, but I found a boyfriend! :catgirl: [/COLOR]

[quote name='Ezekiel][SIZE=1']Phone calls are always nice, I find.[/SIZE][/quote] [COLOR=Purple]>_< That's a problem. I have no way of calling without someone knowing. No cordless or cell phones, and two very nosy brothers. I will find a way, though![/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Many moons ago, little bear and young wolf were on a perilous journey, leaving I, squatting panda home with mama monkey and papa smurf. That day, mama monkey and I were enthralled by an animated video which was humurous and entertaining. Over the passing moons, little bear and young wolf would learn of such video and come to adore such verbal expressions as[I] =Clint Eastwood=[/I] [I]=19/2000=[/I] and [I]=Rock the House=[/I]. The self titled album was purchsed, but our young minds were numb to the melodies of The Gorillaz and we paid no mind to the album for the most part. But then, on an eve of majesty, the video for =Fell Good Inc.= came on. Ah, what a glorious day, and even more glorious when young wolf's friend burned me a copy of the CD! Ah, the passing moons were encaptured within the graso of Demon Days and, quite frankly, it;s all I frikkin listen to. And, only 3 weeks ago, I found my self titled copy and now I'm frikkin brimming with golden joy. Favorite tracks: [I]=Clint Eastwood= =Double Bass= =M 1 A 1= =Starshine= (this was actually their first single, I believe) =Kids With Guns= =Dirty Harry= (named after a Clint Eastwood film) =El' Manana= =All Alone=[/I][/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]How does one express their love for someone who isn't near them? I only know my boyfriend (who I'm sure is reading this ;) ) through otakuboards as he lives in an entirely different state, but I love him very much and was wondering how to show it? SAying things like *hugs* or *kisses* doesn't really have the effect of a real hug or kiss, so what other ways are there?[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]For the love of god, please do not call me Tike :animeswea What I mean is some lines seem like you rhymed something that deisn't really fit, you just said it so it would rhyme, like [I]The problem we can't see [B]But the answer is thee[/B][/I] That line totally sounds cheesy and out of place. By straitforward i mean you said exactly what you meant, which isn't a bad thing, persay, just something to be noted.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]They're okay, but they're pretty straightforeward and some of the rhymes seem forced. Not bad but keep practicing, kay?[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Shi no Tenshi]Cause secretly we love them. Apart from those who live in very secluded areas of the planet, everyone knows the lyrics to Baby One More Time. [/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]I like that song... brings back memories anyway I memorize the lyrics to any song I've heard like 4 times. SometimesI hate them at first like [I]=I'm Not Okay=[/I] by My Chemical Romance and [i]=Ohio Is For Lovers=[/i] by Hawthorne Heights, but like them later. As for a lot of songs like [I]=Anthing by Gwen Stefani=[/I] I [B]just plain hate[/B].[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]duoikari so far I like your plots, both of them, and I'd love to see the finished products. I have quite a few stories im poking around with though my problem isn't the stories it's my inaility to draw :animeswea[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]A good half of my school are JROTC students. These two guys I'm friends with are obsessed with it. All they ever talk about is progress and rank and stuff. When I first came here they said they might have to put me in there but my mom being an anti-whatever-ist said she'd rather homeschool me :animeswea I ended up in Japanese instead. Though if I would have had the opportunity to run 7 miles in thecold i a t-shirt I wish I had taken the class. I like running.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Hug Monster][COLOR=Purple]Awww! I'd so love to take you there! *sends postcard that says 'wish you were here'* We could lay on the face of Mt. Trashmore and gaze at the stars... and hopefully I wouldn't start spewing life philosophies like I used to do with the glow in the dark stars I once had on my ceiling. Oh! To make it a real date we could start by going early and going to the memorial area on the side of the mountain (well... more of a hill) and sit on the bench among the beautiful trees and have lunch. And we could feed ducks over at the huge lake (if memory serves there was a huge lake) and when I moved away they were building all kinds of fun stuff there so it would be cool and them when everyone's left we could sneak in at night and go to the top and stargaze.... That's my perfect date :animesmil[/COLOR][/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]Or, for one that doesn't involve illegal activity, we could stargaze out on the patio outside my room. Well, actually it's just the roof for the porch, but there's a door leading out there so it's a patio as far as I'm concerned :) there's no railing but it's huge and we could lay on it and stargaze. the stars are beautiful from there. Another great date for me would be walking down a random sidewalk at nighttime just talking. Or walking around the neighboorhood. Years ago when I used to hang out with my cousin all the time we used to walk around just aimlessly and it was one of my personal alltime favorite life experiences, just walking around. It's even better in the dark, staying close together so you can stay together and the tiny fear tingling from the darkness being blasted away by your love... so sweet... *sends another postcard*[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]My alltime favorite ending theme deserves notice. [I]=Can I Call This Love=[/I] the ending theme to Generator Gawl. It's a truly great song with a great acoustic guitar and superb vocals. It's rather slow but funny in a way, the lyrics are interesting. Also, the video is the most hilarious ending video ever. [/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]A battle between Spike and Mugen would the the shi tsu! I know Spkie has had to fight a swordsman before, but never one who could fight as well as he once the weapons are broken. It would surely be a total frenzy.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=purple]Kick. Ass. I love it! I could totally picture everything that was happening! I can relate to some of those topics, not from experience but from my poetry (the depiction of battle and the tears of adrenaline) though yours was better. I love the level of description that went into every action. [/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Oh my god those were awesome! The first one was totally cool and I loved the format of it. The second was interesting though I half-wished the guy would finally accept the love intead of pushing it away but that can't alter the greatness of it. The last was actually probably my favorite, as it was ver descriptive and mystical. I love the line 'cascades of raindrops destroy all my tears' brilliant. I actualy sort of like the repitition as it make the poems longer without looking too repititious. My poems usually end up shorter and I can't stand that! [/COLOR]