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[COLOR=Purple]Here in **** Mountain VA, we had snow on Monday. My two lil bros and I had a smowball wr >:O it was short lived, alas, as we hardly ever get more than 2 inches on this mountain of ****.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]2006 is going to be total hell for me, but Im gunna enjoy it >:) Im gunna get back into being a crazy *** bastard because I seem to be more creative that way (but don't worry, Ill keep it at school ;) ) I plan to get SOMETHING publishe before the end of the school year so I can make enough money to get out of school.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Al the songs by GWAR are fairly humourous, so Ill post one of them mostly because I already have it on my clipboard XD. [SIZE=4]BRING BACK THE BOMB[/SIZE] Hiroshima, A shadow burned in time Nagasaki, naked baby melts alive Burnt flesh and rubble from sea to dead shore Such a hideous theatre of war But that was the end--Why? There are so many more that must die Is that not part of the plan? I must use the nukes I can't kill you all with my hands Hydrogen bomb, new signs of doom Thermo-nuclear, neutron bomb too... You say these devices must never be used I say you're mistaken, let's get to the fuse Bring--Bring back the bomb This is state policy, "by other means" Your life ends in terror, this is now decreed This is the twisting of bloody steel beams The bomb blows air backwards, there's no time to scream When they tested the A-bomb, they had a real fear The blast will destroy your sweet atmosphere But far more important as power increases Was wasting the planet in well-ordered pieces Bring--bring back the bomb Bring--bring--bring--bring back the bomb Bring back the bomb It's been far too long Sumon the brazen war chariot Bring back the bomb what makes it so wrong? Release the beast, you can't bury it Hoi Hrup [8x] Why should the fire be shared with so few? Let bombs explode, 'cause that's what they do Nuke Mecca, New York, the Vatican too Give me a bomb, I'll drop it on you Why stop at only two? You showed the world just what it can do What a waste not to destroy Come play at war, man, and bring your best toy Who gives a **** about a nuclear war? Let bombs explode, because that's what they're for Last minute warning, the sirens they sing Chaos, the reason, death, what we bring Humans now look to the sky! You worship missiles, yet they know no side I guess it was all a lie So grab *** with both hands, it's your turn to die Die--it's your turn to die [x2] Lies--they killed you with lies Die, human, die And while we're at it, let's go nuke Tibet Let's vaporize the oceans with glee Saving the whales an agenda for some Nuking them sits well with me Bring back the bomb They know not what they do Bring--bring--bring back the bomb Bring--bring-bring--bring back the bomb Bring back the bomb They know not what they do Bring--bring--bring back the bomb Bring--bring--bring--bring back the bomb Bring back the bomb it's been far too long Summon the brazen war chariot Bring back the bomb What makes it so wrong? Release the beast, you can't bury it Hoi! What makes it so wrong?[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Mage15]Hug Monster: Besides the guys you like in the anime/video game world, is there any you like in the real world?[/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]As in sexual attraction? No. But, that could have something to do with the fact that I do not find black people attractive (I am NOT racist, I can't help what Im attracted to, as you said) and I go to an all-black school. I do have a boyfriend, albeit I only know him on here.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]I wanted to be a paleoontologist. Sick obsession with Jurassic Park and a 1200 page book on every dinosaur known to manwill do that to you. Then a game designer because I thought I would automatically get 2 million dollars if I made one. Then when I became obsessed with Nintendo Power I wanted to make a magazine. A couple years ago, my own anime/manga. Now Im an author. Long way.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Baron Samedi][size=1][COLOR=White]....[/COLOR] [b]PS[/b]: My smart-*** indent was used with four ellipses and setting the colour to white.[/size][/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]I noticed, highlight it to see what it was. Yes, it actually does bother me because every site seems to have the problem and whenever I try to copy and paste novel excerpts from Word, I have to doublespce each paragraph so they dont mush together. Takes forever.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Okay, I know it was a bad joke to put a grammatical error in the title but that's just what I'm complaining about here. A paragraph is meant to begin with an indention. Hitting the space bar repeatedly doesn't work and the tab key makes the page scroll down. This is really bothersome when posting a large bit of story in RPGs, or novel pieces in the literature section. Is there any way to make the tab key work?[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]I have no choice but to pick my lil bro. I've lived in 14 different houses throughout my life (well the first 6 were in 3 years, but whatever) and the only person whos shadowed me the whole time is my lil bro whos a year and a half younger than me. Anything I like he likes and hes always by my side. He and my youngest bro look up to me and outside of the three of us, neither of them has a life, so Im all they've got.[/COLOR]

[quote name='Raquel']To Hug Monster, just don't worry about it is my advice.. When someone asks, explain how you have here. If they don't want to listen, trust me, they're not worth it. If you're not interested in them, why bother explaining? Tell them you're undecided. If they're a friend they should listen.[/quote] [COLOR=Purple]Y'know, I like that advice. Thanks :animesmil I think Ill stick with that.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Mage15]I'm sorry Hug Monster, but I'm very disbelieving of bisexuals or bi-sexuality, I applaud your concern for the matter of your sexuality though. In my personal opinion I feel like thier people who like to take advantage of both sides of the sex game and manipulate boys and girls until they get what they want. The person who you described that said he'll kill you if you call him gay is probably one of those wannabies who think its cool so swing both ways but doesn't want to be categorized by society's gender role's. I'm friends with plenty of the "confused" bi's but their not the people I trust because at a instance they can turn their back and go the other way. Lastly, their not the ones being made fun of by others about their sexuality like heterosexuals and homosexuals, they dont go through the abuse and ridicule that the others go through because they can either say their both and stay in the middle or choose a side until the arguement calms down. I dont know how old you are, but maybe your still in the growing process and need some time to think about which gender you would like to have as a life partner and such [/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]In that case, what am I? That's what I came here to find out after all, so please, enlighten me. I truly, honestly have an equal attraction to males and females and would be [b]willing[/b] to have sex with either, despite the undelying consistently avoided factoid that [b]I don't want sex at all[/b]. Yeah yeah, growing process my ***, why the hell can't I just be a goddamn frikkin bisexual no growing bullcrap and no it'll change stuff, no. I'm not changing so tell me what I am right now at this second because that's what I'll be.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]They call me Tical but my real name is Conrad (no I am not Russian, my mom just thought it sounded cool). Hard as it may be to believe I am male Crowd: No way! He's Lying! I hail from the mighty mountain of ****, Richmond Virginia! I am a mear 14 year old though many say I am much to advanced for my age. I have two little brothers, 12 and 8, little bastards.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Princess_Keiko]Hmm. Hug monster or tical O.o dunno what you like being called. I think you shouldn't worry about if you're bi or gay, just live your life and when you meet the right person (could be male or female) as long as you're happy don't worry about what sexuality you are. Also I think you guys shouldn't get so bent out of shape about Attimus331 opinion, just cause Attimus view is different, shouldn't bother trying to change it.[/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]^_^ Thanks I realise that now. Now I just need to fiqure out if I'd rather by called Tical or Kiala... I guess Ill sttick with Tical since I am, technically a guy (how boring

[COLOR=Purple]Can anyone turn this into a sig? I'd really appreciate it. Perhaps make it orange and purple as well? [IMG]http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b269/MetalSonic700/bush.jpg[/IMG][/COLOR] [COLOR=Purple]I tried and made one mysef but if someone can do better I'd like that.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=GoldScorpion78]There's a kind of melancholy that accompanies everything I write or draw. It's just a part of who I am. I don't think even I could tell you, because it's a feeling of worthlessness that I can't quite put into words. I guess I have always felt unworthy of love, and even though I know I am loved, I never feel loved, like people just tell me they love me to hurt me... But that's a personal issue you probably don't want to hear about... :animedepr[/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]I know how you feel, I always wonder when people say they care if it's sarcasm or truth. I wouldn't mind hearing your personal issue, in fact I enjoy listening to people's problem and trying to help. That's why I call myself 'The Doctor Phil Of The Internet'.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Wow, that was good! I, too, wrote several poems before suicide attempts, though I confess yours is better :animeswea I liked that you told precisely why you were ready to kill yourself and even people who don't know the situation understand what you're doing. I don't suppose I could pry the secret out of you, though.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]my location. Im not racist but an all-black school just isn't working for me. Ill never get a GF.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]ai, very deep, I like that. Lyrical as well. I think I understand the point you are trying to get across, especially the last one which was fairly blunt (I like that, though). The only thing that I don't quite understand is the line "you drink the neon" Are you meaning as in neon lights? Anyway, I love them all, namely the third as it reminds me of my own (god that sounded coceited >_

[QUOTE=Lix][size=1][color=slategray]I love you, lol. Yes, sexuality has never been just about sex. I mean, you can be attracted to someone [I]without having sexual feelings toward them.[/I] And wasn't that Hug Monster's problem in the first place? That he is attracted to guys, but cannot picture himself having sexual feelings toward them? There is such a thing as "personality attraction," which is how people fall in love anyway. People can have a perfectly fine and mutual relationship without ever involving sex, if that's just how they feel about it. People may have their urges, but sex isn't the foundation to most relationships... well... it shouldn't be, either. >>[/color][/size][/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]Presicely. I can fall in love with a guy, hell I'd probably be better off with one but I could never see myself sexorsizing a dude. To all those people who were talking about autosexuality and bestality, all I have have to say is if you fall in love with an animal, that's your problem (and I say problem because loving something that doesn't love you back sucks) but if you have sex with an animal, thats freakin rape right there, throw your *** in prison! As for autosexuality, I pity the fool who falls in love with himself! Also, if homosexuals are gay and heterosexuals are strait, what are bisexuals? bi is dumb, we should have some kind of weird title too! >:O[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]Woah, Mage, your personality is so close to mine it almost matches. I can see myself as being exactly like that in 3 years. I personally don't hug people because I have no friends (sad, isn't it?) But if I did I'd hug the hell outta them! And if they're the kind of people who I'd wanna hang out with, they'd be cool with it. [/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]OoC: dude, she kicks ass! And Im so sorry I got the name wrong >_< I feel dumb Kiala entroduced Jason the her friends and told them that she was going with him to the dance. Jason seemed to be in a complete daze as the girls ramblem on in some language only undeerstandabke by them. When the bell rang Kiala walked alongside him leaving the cafeteria. "So, tell me about yourself! I feel like I hardly know you." "Well... we did just meet..." "Yeah, how strange. 'Have we ever had any of the same classes?" "Well, not until this year. We are in the same gym class third period as well." "Really? I never noticed you. I'm so sorry. I'll make it up to you though!" she said enthusiastically. Jason seemed a bit confused at why this girl was so into him out of nowhere. What a strange, happy girl. "This is my class. See ya later!" She said smiling and waving. Jason waved a little before heading off into the sea of people. Kiala made her way into her Math class, her smile as big as ever. She took her seat and suddenly underwent a complete transformation of personality. Her happy face suddenly became strictly serious and within mere seconds her homework was on the desk, she had completed the bellringer assignment and turned it in and was ready for more. Her mind was entirely clear except for thoughts on her assignment.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=persocomblues]Discovering one's sexuality is a big thingQUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]But why, why do people get so... emotional about these things? If your regretting it or freaked out by it why the hell are you... it? People act like they have no choice or power over their sexuality but I think thats total bull. We have control over everything we do. Also I want the thread to die so no more bullcrap gets started, though I guess I started some in that same desire... oh well.[/COLOR]

[quote name='persocomblues']I was simply saying was that personality stereotypes even in jest should be left out of a conversation regarding sexual preference completely so as not to confuse the issue at hand. [/quote] [COLOR=Purple]Hey it's my issue Ill say what I want >:O And it wasn't a joke, I was serious, I really have been in many of those situations. I was mearly being satyrical. Any WTH is this thread still operationg for? My problem is solved, so who cares about the rest? :animeswea [/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]What is she having anxiety about? I don't know what you could do except talk to her. Like Sakurasuka said, when someone is down, they need a shoulder to cry on.[/COLOR]

[QUOTE=Bolt]Ok, after wading through all previous posts, and reading "World peace is not possible, M'kay" over at least ten times slightly rephrased, all I have to add to the muck is this: This topic, to me, centers around a great and ancient paradox, "to have peace, you must prepare for war." If you achieve some form of peace and do not prepare to defend it from those who would take it from you, it WILL be taken. Let's say, completely hypothetically, that there is this happy nation of people in the south. There is no violence or crime of any sort, and everyone gets along. Having no crime, they never felt the need to amass an army. Now let's say that the bloodthirsty nation to the north decides they need more land, so they invade the nation to the south. If the south had been ready to go to war in order to defend its peace, warriors would die and the fighting would be terrible, but if they defeated their enemy peace would abound in their country once again. However, since they did no such thing, the nation from the north will come, rape the women, take the land, and force the entire population into slavery for who knows how many hundreds or thousands of years.(please everyone remember that my scenario was COMPLETELY hypothetical). And I believe it was [B]Sandy[/B] who picked up on another paradox concerning the war in Iraq. How do you correct and eliminate a dictator who throws people into woodchippers and vats of boiling oil peacefully? Again, to gain a better (never perfect) level of peace, you must unpeacefully eliminate the unpeaceful.[/QUOTE] [COLOR=Purple]I think what we're wanting here is not to have a bloodthirsty nation to the north, but a bunch of peacefull countries, or one big one. Yes, I realise that saying that I believe in peace among nations and elimination of money makes me the anti-christ, so be it, I've never been to church :P. And to whoever said the hippies didn't work... what they were doing was working perectly for them until they all got high. Eliminate the drugs and the hippy life isthe perfect one.[/COLOR]

[COLOR=Purple]**** realism! It's the realist attitude that drives everone toward war and hatred! It's the desenitization to violence and thethoughts that everyone is violent that leaves us uncarring! If we all stopped assuming that no one cares anymore, we will realise that it is untrue! Everyone really [i]does[/i] care, but the underlying assumption than nothing can be done keeps them from doing anything and sadly it will remain that way. It is pure hypocracy that I speak these words, but nothing can be changed, but I only say it because everyone is thinking it and that itself is what stops things from changing! It's an unending cycel of impossible stupidity! ARGH!!! [/COLOR]