BearsBaby635

[color=blue] I never knew! I walked away because of...him. *sighs* my Locke will live. I gave my heart to keep him alive. He'll live.[/color]

[color=blue] Yes, love and respect for Locke. He will always live in my heart. [/color]

[color=blue][i] I was sitting in a corner when I heard something banging on the door. Everyone heard it too. I was the first one to the door though and when I opened it, I saw Ron, Danni, and John and some other guy that I hadn't met before. I grabbed Danni's arm, throwing it over my shoulder to help support her and carried her to Ciel. John wasn't my problem, so I left him to the others. Ciel look concerned when she say my sister's condition. I looked at her questioningly. [/i] [b]Ciel:[/b] She'll be fine...I hope. [b]Mike and Ron:[/b] What do you mean you [i]hope[/i]?! [b]Ciel:[/b] She will be fine if she doesn't get any worse. Trust me she'll come out of it. [i] Mike said something but no one could hear it. I shrugged and stood back to give Ciel some room. I looked back to my little spot. There were at least two empty bottles sitting on the floor next to my bag. I saw Ron from the corner of my eye. They were sitting John in a place to wait for Ciel to heal him. The new guy was being greeted by the other crew members so I didn't bother going to meet him just yet. Instead, I sat back in my corner with my favorite teddy bear. [/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] What the heck was I thinking?! He isn't mine and I belonged to my Bear. I woke up shiverimg from the cold since I threw off his jacket. The smell was bringing back memories I couldn't stand to think about.I got up to leave when he looked at me.[/i] [b]John:[/b] Where are you going? [b]Jaimie:[/b] Back to Danni and everyone. I can't stay here, not with you. You should go back to Steph. She needs you so does Danni. [i] I walked back to the ship hopeing that they were still there and not looking back to see if he was coming.[/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] John was now in my arms and I was crying. How could I have let things like this happen? I'm so stupid! My tears fell onto his face, smearing the blood. I leaned down and kissed his cheek, getting blood on me. I didn't care. He was my best friend and I still loved him as ever. I knew Steph and DAnni were going to be really mad at me but I didn't care. I kissed him wishing it would do something....[/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] Danni was at my side almost instantly after John let her go. She was trying to pick me up, calling to Steph for help. I fought her.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Sis, look, I need to do something. Leave me here and I'll be back in a little while. I'm sorry that this might delay the trip to Zion a little but I have to do this. [i] She nodded and climbed back onto the ship. I got to my feet, brushed myself off, and head toward the direction that I saw John run. I found him after a small search. I sat down next to him and pretended I was tending to my cut knee.[/i] [b]John:[/b] Stop faking. [b]Jaimie:[/b] John, or Innath, or who ever you are, I'm sorry for being so mean to you. Do you remember what happened a year ago on this day? [b]John:[/b] You and John were married... [b]Jaimie:[/b] Yes, it was when I promised so much to him and tore it away. He never deserved his fate, and it is all my fault. [i]I looked down almost in tears again. He made me look up into his eyes.[/i] [b]John:[/b] You know he doesn't want you to think that. [i]I started crying; I didn't want to but I couldn't help it. He brushed my tears away and told me to stop crying. I looked around where we were.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Nice surroundings. Hey, I have a question... how's my Pheonix doing?[/color]

[i][color=blue] I was mad at my sister for making me do this, but since she asked I did what I was told. I didn't like the use of the guns that she ordered for me so I just left them alone. My daggers where what I wanted to play with. I threw one at a squiddy that was trying to attack John from behind. The dagger hit it and stuck into it's head. John looked at me confused.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Hey, I still care. Besides, I don't want to hear Danni or Steph cry because your *******g *** is dead. [i] Steph looked at me. She seemed to be mostly looking after him. Danni was out of sight and I worried about her. I shrugged telling myself, "Nah, she'll be alright." I laughed as I thought about the passed and how I used to be like Steph was. Always wanting to be near John and keep him out of trouble. She was better at it then I was. With a smile still on my face, I stuck my favorite dagger into a squiddy that latched its self onto the ship. It died instantly and I pulled the dagger out before the squiddy fell to the ground. I stared at the handle. One one side, it was the normal Bear is the blue rose that said "Baby", but on the other side, it was a bear holding a blue rose and said "Bear". The blade was stained with blood since it was the blade I used for my first kill. There were so many squiddies. "Imposible for only us to kill them!" I said. John looked at me for a second and I thought I heard him say "Yes, you think that you coward!" Steph agreed but was willing to stand by her man. I looked at him wanting to pierce his flesh with the dagger in my hand. I couldn't though; it wasn't because I was scared, I wasn't. I'd never return into the ship. I sighed and unhooked my feet from the stupid boots that Danni also got for me. Instantly, I fell landing on my face. I heard Danni scream. She was trying to jump to get me but John held her back."Let her go." He said, "She'll do what she wants." [/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] Kat laughed as Meebo morphed into her. She looked at Elizabeth.[/i] [b]Kat:[/b] You still have what's in your pocket right, Elizabeth? [b]Linzi:[/b] Please, Ma'am call me Linzi. Yes, I still have it. Itwas in the other pocket. [b]Kat:[/b]*purring* Good. First Mate Bob! Is everyone here? [b]Bob:[/b]Yes, Captain Kat! Everyone but maybe one or two people. [b]Kat:[/b]Yes, well, send them to my chambers below deck! [i] Kat turned and walked down below deck. Meebo was on her shoulder. She smiled at him and entered the captain's chambers. There was a desk in the back of the room. She sat down in the chair behind the desk and waited for the crew. While she waited, she looked at her maps and wondered if her father ever tried to get to this planet that they were going to jurney to.[/i][/color]

[color=blue][b]Katherine:[/b] Everything ready to go, Bob? [b]Bob:[/b]Almost! We are waiting on a few more crew members and then we will be ready to go, Captain Kat! [b]Kat:[/b] Tardiness isn't a good quality in people. [i] Kat's dark brown eyes gazed out into the distance. She was thinking about what her crew would be like and what about this map that was to lead the ship to treasure? The crew scurried about on deck checking the sails and supplies. She sighed and turned to her first mate, Bob. He was giving out orders and making sure the crew obeyed. She noticed a young girl boarding the ship. Walking towards the girl, she recognized her from their earlier meeting. [/i] [b]Kat:[/b] Elizabeth Hawkins isn't it? [b]Elizabeth:[/b] Huh? [b]Kat:[/b] Your name is Elizabeth, right? [b]Elizabeth:[/b] Um...yeah. You're the captain right? [b]Kat:[/b] Yes, I am Captain Katherine Lewis at your service! I am known among this ship as Captain Kat. You may call me this but never just call me "Captian" or "Katherine". Do you understand? [b]Elizabeth:[/b]Yes, I do, Captain Kat! [b]Kat:[/b] Very good. Now, put your things below deck and report to Forst Mate Bob. [i]Kat turned to look out into space. Her tail curled around her waist like a belt. It was brown with a black tip to it. She sighed again and waited for the rest of the crew.[/i][/color]

[color=blue] This sounds like fun! Name: Katherine (Kat) Filled Role: The captian chick Age: 23 Apperance: She has a cat-like appearance. She also always wears her favorite shadow black boots and jean jacket. Her hair is always tied up in a bun. She also has dark brown eyes that are almost black. Personality: Kat always was friendly but she has her moodswings. Bio: She has always grown up on ships that sailed everywhere in the galaxys. Her mother died giving birth and her father raised her on the ships he sailed on. He was a captain and all she ever wanted was to live up to her father's name amung the sailors. [/color]

[color=blue][i] Danni's arms felt so warm when she hugged me. It reminded me of how she's always would come and sit on my lap everymorning at school. I moved her arms so I could get up without disturbing her sleep that she really needed. When I was free of her grasp I walked to my little setup in the corner. There was still half a bottle of Kettle One so I took a sip holding onto my teddybear for dear life. It seemed just about everyone that has been there a while had were a couple or some thing like it. I sighed and looked at my pictures of me and Rich. Teardrops stained them. I soon fell asleep, the pictures and teddybear still in my hand.[/i] [b]Dream[/b] He was sitting on something soft. I couldn't tell in the dim candlelight. I slowly moved closer to him unsure about where I was. "Get over here!" His voice reasured me so I did as he told me. We kissed for what felt like eternity. He pulled me onto the bed with him. Things were going awesome when I heard a loud noise. [b] End Dream [/b] [i] I woke up to find someone standing over me. My bottle was knocked over and that is what I heard.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Blast your timing! Things were just getting good!Why'd ya go and wake me up for? [b] Denny:[/b] Oh uh sorry... we were playing with a ball and it fell over here. [b]Jaimie:[/b] Oh....*sigh* I guess I'll stay up now. [/color]

[color=blue] [i] I was happy that My sister was finally out of her little veggie state. That was begining to annoy me but I was going to stay there by her side like I always do. I was the most sober person that was drinking since I couldn't hold my liqur right. The I realized something.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Hey, Ciel, can I get another bottle of Kettle One and Grey Goose please? And make them warm [b]Ciel:[/b]Sure. I smiled as I had my old favorite drink. This was the stuff I could drink and hold it down. I downed about half the bottle in one try. [b]Danni:[/b] Damn! I hav never seen you drink like that. [b]Jaimie:[/b] Ricky tought me how to. [i] The Kettle One didn't take effect untill I got up. I stumbled trying to get to my bag, the bottle still in hand. I pulled out a small lighter that read 'bartender' on the side of it. I lit it and threw it up but mis judged where it would land and burned a hole in my pants right on my left thigh. [/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] OW!...um...I ment to do that....:blush: [i] I was too clumsy and tripped over the bag falling flat on my face. Everyone buste out laughing at me but I didn't break the bottle! It sobered me up a bit so I sat back down and started to drink some more. This was the most fun I'm sure everyone had in a while.[/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] I didn't want to stay another minute. When I had what I wanted and made sure things were alright I walked out again, to go back to where I was. The only sign of someone entering was when I kicked the door down and went into the bedroom. Other then that no one had been there. I was puzzled on how it could have remained untoutched for so long. When I entered the room I had been in before, the cigar burned out. The smell still remained though. I looked at myself in the mirror. My new piercings and tattoos showing. Also my blades on my back and around my waist.Once more thinking to myself "This is what he wanted me to dress like and look like. I walked to the closet. Running my fingers on the edges of the clothes, I found my favorite shirt. The blue Tommy Hillfigure(sp?). I slipped it on over my black tanktop after taking my red jacket off. It still was big on me.The sleves went almost to my elbows and the shirt its self went down to just past my butt.I smiled and told myself "This shirt always looked great on me." I also found a small carrying bag that I put the shirt in. Not a problem with taking things of my Bears, Right? He unfortunatly doesn't need them. I sighed as I threw the pictures into the bag as well. The bag of sunflowers seeds now belonged to me and I didn't know why but I took two cigars and the lighter. Before I put it in the bag I examined the lighter. I knew it once I read the side of it. His bartending lighter felt like a ton to my hand. It was a while since I held it. I wondered exactly why I took these things.They were only for sentimental reason and not useful. Then, after I closed the bag and was ready to go, I saw something out of the corner of my eye. I looked to see what it was when it fired at me. The blast missed me but hit a cd palyer.The stupid humaniod thought it could catch me fully off gaurd. It resembled an old friend of mine, I couldn't put my finger on it though.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] ****er you should [i]not[/i] have done that! [i] I pulled out one of my daggers and threw it at my target. It hit it in the chest. Then, pulling out my new sword-that I knew very well-I ran toward the bot. The blade connected with it's neck, severing its head from its body. I examined the bot closely. Now I knew who it resembled. [/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Heh, I'll be damned. How could they have made this ****er look as ugly as Sean? Meh Back to the ship. [i]I grabbed the pieces and threw them into another room where a person I never liked stayed. No reason to leave his room a mess it's clean for once. I went back to the room and grabbed my bag, throwing a few more items into it like the bear I had given him and some drinks. I thought that we would have a little bit of fun that night. I figured out what key was to the door and locked it behind me. It was already sunset when I walked out of the house and back to the ship. It took me about thirty minutes to finally walk into the door of the ship. No one really noticed me enter since people were coming and going so much. I sat back down in my corner munching on my sunflower seeds. My head was getting heavy. I grabbed my teddybear and curled up using another shirt I pulled from the bag as a blanket. It was nap time. "WHen I hear Danni and Mike come in I'll show Danni the drinks" is what I told myself and dozed off.[/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] There was nothing around as I walked in a direction I didn't know. Rubble was everywhere I turned. When I looked up, I saw where I was to go. It was an old house about maybe half a mile away. My pace began to quicken and the house got closer. The door was at my fingertips. Oddly, it was closed. Normally things would have been busted open but this door was closed and locked. I kicked in the door with my new boots and stepped inside. The place seemed very familiar even though I know I had not been here before. Nothing looked disturbed and the items on the walls were perfectly hung. I explored a bit to find the only bedroom on the first floor. I saw it when I walked past it. The room I knew most in the house. A pack of sunflower seeds lay on the nightstand. Also was a silver chain. I picked it up and put it on.I walked to the dresser looking at myself in the mirror. Looking down I saw the box that was once discribed to me. I ran my fingers along the chrome edges and opened the box. The smell of cigars filled the air. I found a lighter in the box and lit one. The smell was very comforting to my nose. Rumaging through the box I found some pictures. My hands were trembling when I saw what the pictures were. One, my favorite one,of me and my love. His voice echoed inside me head "I love you,Baby" I closed my eyes to see him. Then, I remembered that John wouldn't rest until Rich was dead. Emidiatley I left and ran back to the ship. All of my energy was spent on running. [/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Ciel, keep John from going to do any battle with Rich. His house is still preserved I'm going to go back and check it a bit more. By the way, can I get a few tattos and piercings? [b]Ciel:[/b] Where? [b]Jaimie:[/b] I want a R and J together to form one symbol on my right ankle and a girl teddy bear sitting in a blue rose on my back. For the piercings, I would like my left eyebrow pierced and my belly button. Can I also add two daggars with teddybears ong the handles and a matching lightweight sword? [i]I can't figure out how she really does it but sure enough I had what I asked for. I looked at her in a thanking way. She smiled and nodded back. I looked at John the looked away thinking he deserved it.[/i][/color]

[color=blue][i] I looked over to John signaling him to come over to me. He did and sat down. His new apearance wasn't quite what I expected but it was way better then what he used to look like. I smiled uneasily and looked into his new silver eyes.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b]John, you know I won't let anything start again between us right? [b]John:[/b]I know. [i]I leaned in to whisper in his ear.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] How's Kale and Kaylee? [i] He looked down fighting tears.Something wasn't right.[/i] [b]John:[/b] They're.....dead. [i] I felt the "Rain" left inside me cry; they were their children. I was saddened but could not cry myself since I never really wanted them as my own.I hugged John in a comforting way then he pulled away.[/i] [b]John:[/b]I will not rest until I kill the murderer! [b]Jaimie:[/b] He's dead...It was my Richard that did it. He didn't know what he was doing! That and my hatred for you and all of we had together led me to tell him where you were who they were...I am sorry. He's gone now please don't bring him back in anyway it would be too painful. [i]My gaze landed somewhere out the window. I had to run, I had to get away for a while. I grabbed a few extra clips of ammo and stashed them into my pockets. I headed for teh door when John walked infront of me.[/i] [b]Jaimie:[/b] Get out of my way! [b]John:[/b] No!You don't need to go and if you do I'll go with you. [b]Jaimie:[/b]Can't you see I'm running from you? God damnit! UGH! No one keep a track on me I must go and not be bothered. By ya'll. [i] No one noticed I left except for John. I walked alone in the field that semed like it never ended. Where the hell was I? Where was I going? Something told me to go back but I didn't listen. I was determined to get away from everyone. Before Danni found me I wanted to be with someone so badly but now...I was alone again.[/i][/color]