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he didn't dump me for another girl. he said he started liking her after we broke up. So yeah he is an *** but at least he isn't that horrible. I just don't know what i will do if they start dating, seeing them will be sheer agony. My heart is broken and my trust is shattered. Now i have to suffer at the sight of two friends together?

Well i just found out he was stringing the other girl around and didn't even let her know what was going on with us. We got in this big confrontattion and he broke my heart and my trust. He never looked at me so angry before. I was so scared of what might happen. He yelled about losing her forever and stuff like that. How am i suppossed to feel when i realize he was talking to her saying he didn't want to lose her and getting jealous of her male friends. He has hurt me more than i ever thought possible. I have to think about how he was too tired to come talk to me when he was probably over at her place. We all had a big talk and she said he broke her trust. I was crying and felt horrible for doing this. But she had to know and i felt much better after doing it. I used to be in her position and i felt hurt and betrayed. He said he was sorry for it, he said he was just trying to keep us both happy. He was crying and i asked him if he truly cared for her. He nodded and i said then i will do whatever i can to make this work. I love him so much i want to see him happy. I am hurting so much inside i can hardly eat and my tummy constantly hurts. I am stressed and tired. But i love him and i only want to see him happy. If that means sacrifice my own happoiness then so be it. The hardest thing i have ever had to do was tell him that. I offered to help him be happy with someone else. He was my first kiss, love, and we lost our virginity to each other. I think deep down he still loves me, and maybe if i gove it some time we can be together again someday.

This poem refers directly to this post [URL=http://otakuboards.com/showthread.php?t=51934]here[/URL]. i would welcome and crit as usual. [CENTER]He[/CENTER] [CENTER]He holds me captive guarding my heart in a jar that rests beside his bed when my sweet taste is craved i am uncorked and he drinks from my mouth my form diminishes and grows stale as my love drips from his barb wire lips each sip drains my soul and strains my emotions away i force myself into a semi-content state as i slowly deteriorate with his every craving[/CENTER]

thanks guys; i know what you are saying would be the smart thing to do. He is getting ready to graduate and he is just very busy, but i know he loves me. But i think for now i will let it go on, we are still best friends which makes it even more complicated in my eyes. thanks again, especially Athena that really puts things in perspective for me.

Here's the issue; my boyfriend and i were together for eleven months. Then he says he doesn't feel the same way he used to. He said he didn't love me anymore, even though i still love him. A few days later we ended up sleeping together again, it just kinda happened. Then it happened a few more times. I am not in denial and i know he doesn't love me. We just make each other happy. He told me a few days ago that he has a crush on another girl. He hasn't done anything yet and he hasn't told her about us still sleeping together. I told him if he sleeps with her or makes any move he cannot come back to e at all. I sleep with him because i still care about him. I can't believe he would sleep with someone he just has a crush on. It just seems kinda slutty. What do you guys think i should do? Am i a complete idiot for even letting myself get in this situation?

[QUOTE=Attimus331]Awww, i like it when Ashley was followin' me, it was like a cute little puppy was followin' me. And when i got the secret costume it was like a hot little puppy was followin' me. Haha. But yeah, i've shot her before too o_0. Guilty pleasure...hmmmmm....Cherry chocolate truffle ice cream. Haagen Daaz makes it, and my dad buys it. It's mainly for him, but sometimes i can't help myself. It's the best ice cream i've ever had. I highly recommend it. It's low in fat too, so it's all good. Later.[/QUOTE] Oh My God! I love that ice cream! Its my ultimate favorite ice cream in the entire world! sorry.... As for my guilty pleasures...i think chocolate cherries and bath stuff rank high up there. I have a whole cabinet of bath stuff, its just my special place to relax and soak up. I have bubble bath, shower gel, foam bath,loofahs,bath salts,scrubbies and sugar scrub. Sexy underwear is also a bit of a guilty pleasure. I never was very into it but my boyfriend wanted me to start wearing it and now i love it. So pretty much any indulgences.

I am glad it is well liked, but as for a better title i am a bit stumped. hmmmmm i would be open to suggestions.

Im glad you like it, i do need to shorten it up a bit. Thanks for the criticism.

[CENTER] [B]Girls[/B] [/CENTER] Their scent floats on the air like bees flitting over blossums and threatening their sting when you venture too close yellow straw dripping with honey in the bright summer sun alive, so very alive an outstretched hand slapped back and bent held fast by stern glares of acceptance forget me not their lips coo like a gentle breathe of rain too warm to be dead but oh so very quiet for life pressed lips and thin cotton is all that remains of them like living scrapbooks thin cloth pressed against thick paper in these memories they dance and turn their heads for their tears would stain the roses

Move On Everyone tries to pull me down My head spins when they scream so loud Feels like I have nowhere left to go Sometimes I just really Want to know Why I even try to fly when everyone keeps waiting for lightning to strike me down here It comes now I hear the scary sounds seems like nothing can be done pretty people have the most fun where were you when I needed you Hiding below with Everyone you knew Pull myself away Run far so fast All I want to do Is make this feeling last What it feels like to lose control feels like I Can do anything Im part of nature now Left you behind Everyone moves on Its just a matter of time

i agree NPC; you can take the quote many ways. As for a date and such, i saw it on the news a few nights ago. I can't be sure if thats exactly when he said it obviously though. I saw and heard the words leave his mouth in a bitter disregard for civility.

I think it qualifies me just fine to be close to mexican. My mother is a full blood mexican and my dad is half mexican and half spanish. This is isn't about just mexicans; if you read the article i linked to you would see they are categorizing all latins into the mexican area. Thats like putting chinese and japanese people as one.

I was watching the news the other day and they were doing a followup on New Orleans. The mayor came on and said that they were rebuilding the city as best they could and that he could only hope that they weren't overrun by mexicans. What! I thought maybe i heard wrong, but i didn't; he seriously said that. He says that all the mexicans are taking all the jobs and rebuilding everything. (I'm hispanic) First of all, half the black people aren't going back because they can't afford to rebuild not because mexicans are taking over. I think he should be more grateful, besides half the formans are black anyway and they don't have a problem with it. What are your opinions? Here for info: [URL=http://news.ncmonline.com/news/view_article.html?article_id=fa92e2c88a63985418da75582292b5c7]Ignorance and Racism[/URL]

You know what i am thinking about the most? They say they need people that have the stomache for the job. That means they will probably end up with a whole bunch of hardcore porn fans working for them. Or they will make the sub genres more popular by exposing them to more people who may become accustomed to them. intriguing..... if we all see a porn explosion we all know who was responsible. I mean Prohibition worked, right? ^_^

I never said that I promote boot legs, i was just saying if you want a title bad then to get it before the end of the year. Otherwise you may be left with no choice but bootlegs. If ADV goes down there will only be like two major dubbing houses left. ADV is already running at minimum capacity; they have closed down their smaller studios.

My friends in Phoenix Ent. are also affiliated with ADV workers. ADV is at every con promoting hardcore. They are almost as bad off as Funimation. (who is being sued for insider trading.) Funimation have been bought by some corporate ***** and they only have so long to buy themselves back I hope neither of them do; but we will see. Technically you can't consider an illegitimate copy illegal if there is no license. Thats why some animes can be found at Cons in between license. Like at A-kon, they have a little set of people called Black Ops that find bootlegs and kick the offenders out of the con. But if an illegitimate dvd was made bewteen certain dates they can't do anything about it. Why? Because at the time the license was non existent. The artists can't sue becuase they sold the rights. Its up to the rights holders, and they haven't completed the transaction; nobody sues.

For those of you that don't know; ADV is in huge financial trouble. They put so much money into the Anime Network that when the channel started failing they were hit pretty hard. They are now putting out "double barrels" of Saiyuki to try and up sales. They say if there is any title you want from ADV you should get it before the end of the year. Technically anything they have now would be delicensed and you could legally get bootlegs. So what do you think will happen, and what are you going to do?

i don't understand why my boyfriend doesn't like playing video games with me. I like playing with him but he always just wants to play with his roommate. I am not that good at Halo so we usually just play DOA and stuff like that. I made an effort to play Halo with him and he seemed interested for a bit but it kind of wore off. Any Suggestions?

The thing i hold dear to me is my stuffed rottweiller. He reminds me of my late rott warlock. He was given to a friend when i couldn't keep him anymore. But then that person died and warlock died of a broken heart. The stuffed dog looks just like him; and i nearly cried when i saw him at Target.

Peter Jennings was a great news anchor; i used to watch him all the time. Sure people die everyday, but those people aren't him. I am sad that he has died, his death makes me think of Jerry Orbach. He was greatly missed as Jennings will be.

[QUOTE=ForgottenRaider]I love this quote as I get to guess a stereotype! I have only read two posts by you and I'm guessing one of two things, you are religious or young (under 16)? I say this because any one who has been in a sex shop gets the idea [b]very[/b] quickly that adults have some really strange fetishes and comes to the realisation that it is just another way to have some fun unless you like the normal positions and that is all you ever want in your love life. This of course makes anything related to sex that is strange not juvenile at all (as every one involved is older than the required legal age!) though possibly stupid. I think people should be free to do what they want in this area without others putting them down for it. So Cybering is just another angle on this and is basically a new form of phone sex, I don't see anything wrong with it. I find the idea of cheating to be silly, if people don't like a relationship they shouldn't be in it, so for me I don't hold a view there. And what is this assumption it is for people who can't get any, what about those living far away from each over that are to poor for phone calls (:p)? It personally makes me feel sheepish so I avoid it completely, Charles is right in my opinion. :P[/QUOTE] I am 20 and am not very religious first off. I only said it was cheating if you were doing it with another person while dating someone else. I think its wrong, the same goes for having phone sex with someone else while in a relationship.

Let me just first say, i think cyber sex is really juvenile and stupid. But i was just wondering if you considered this cheating. I know some people who admit to doing it but they are in relationships. I think it is wrong, i would feel horribly guilty having phone sex with another guy who wasn't my boyfriend. So why is this any diffrent? Opinions Please.

wow, i am just amazed by this whole thing. I didn't know it was a crime over there, but then again i don't keep up with that area too much. I think this was a horrendous thing and i am saddened by it. The apocalypse really can't come too soon i think sometimes. I am scared by this is so many ways.

My boyfriend and i lost our virginity to each other about a year ago. He was my first boyfriend, and we had been dating for a while. We just let it happen naturally, we didn't dwell on it or anything. I think that beign a virgin is weird past 25. Unless you have a particular reason. I mean its weird if you have been trying to get laid ands you are still a virgin at 25.

I think one of the best ones would be to tell the person what a rotten and hateful person they are. Hey, if you're breaking up with them it's probably true.... You should say you have lost sleep just thinking about the fact that you are dating... meh, i guess that is too mean? lol well the worst one i heard was.... I love you, but im not in love with you... foget that!