Pastbyer

:wow: it's like everytime I log on there's more and more smilies here! I especially like these: :wave: :help: :raspberry :bow: :lecture: :rotflmao: :whoops:

[color=teal]I read a lot. But mostly because I have nothing else better to do. I've read the Harry Potter books about 5 times each. At first I liked it, then it got boring. Those books get a bit predictable after a while. And I like reading. But not that much. Sometimes reading gets boring 'cause I read too fast.[/color]

[color=teal]Buy a new one. I'm on one of the University computers and the color display is wacko. I can't read the words in people's posts properly unless the background is white. (Which it is not).[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Ryanmc225 [/i] [B]neva heard of the game :drunk: :drunk: :drunk: [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Me neither... What is it?[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by VP-Master [/i] [B]The shows does need a change. For johto, they should've made the new character from Gold/silver be the star and have that new rival. It would be diiferent and they'd finally get rid of Ash! [/B][/QUOTE] Good idea. They should make Kamon or Cassey their new star. (They are the two characters from Crystal... I think)

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Pave-Low [/i] [B]I think shyness is something we will all grow out of eventually, I used to be really bad but recently I am more open. Some people think if you dont talk as much as them your different or something. Some people at school blurt out stuff all the time trying to be funny and get attention. Thats something I just dont do. I dont like having conversations that much that seem useless. Like I hate it when my mother asks me about my day. I say it was fine and she wants to know everything that happend. For me to tell her everything would be a big waste of time and energy to me. Im a person who listens. I forget the name of the man who said it but he said that, The reason we have two ears and one mouth is so that we can listen more than speak. [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]I'm kinda like that. After careful consideration I still can't really decide if I'm really shy or not... :mad: I mean I have my talkative moods and quiet moods, but ususally I like to listen more. Talking makes me loose my memory sometimes......[/color]

I get from about 15min to 2 hours... But I'm not too sure cause I don't usually time myself. :) :whoops:

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B][color=crimson][b][size=1]Well i gots me a postive outlook on life now, so u should too.... I say screw the fears, cuz all ya need is a good bunch of friends to chill wit... Have as much fun as possible cuz that could be ya last day... Shyness is a thing i know you guys can overcome....[/color][/b][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Well what if I don't want to overcome my shyness? I enjoy my shyness actually. If I wasn't quiet I wouldn't be what I am right now and I don't want to lose that. Every time I talk to someone about my feelings I can feel that happiness and calm inside myself slipping away. I have fun everyday, it's just not the kind of fun you "normal people" have. I like being shy, cause it's who I am. Ok?[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by mornigndew [/i] [B] [color=blue] Ouch, hitting without thinking. [/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Well... It's kind of a natural reaction thing. When someone touches me I just suddenly feel like I'm tangled within thousands of threads and ropes. Especially if someone tries to hug me or put their arms around me. :mad: And of course when you feel tangled and trapped you try to get out, right? So I can't help it but hurt people. It's their fault in the first place anyway if they try to touch me. :mad: :rolleyes:[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Flare Falcor [/i] [B]I guess I'm shy.... I'm not very good at starting or having conversations with people I don't know.... all my teachers keep telling my parent how I never say anything in class.... though once I know someone, I can talk with them very freely.... one of my friends says I'm a 'shy extrovert'.... I guess I don't say much 'cause I don't want to say the wrong thing or give people the wrong impression, and so I don't say much.... I've haven't had any relationships.... yet.... [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Ah... That's just like me... I can stay silent for hours on end sometimes. But I'm WAY less shy on the Internet. I like quiet things and quiet places, but I can't stand eerie silence. Kinda weird huh? Oh, and I absolute [b]HATE[/b] any form of physical contact. Maybe that's part of my shyness too. Any one who [b]DARES[/b] to touch me gets hit or slapped immediately without thinking. So... Yeah...[/color]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by SuperSayian4444 [/i] [B]You thought mine was good? Or was that a general statement? I feel mine is pale in comparison to all of these. Peace! [/B][/QUOTE] Ha, same. And it wasn't a general statement, everyone's poems are good, especially DeathKnight's. When I write poems I keep on thinking that something is wrong with it. I have a difficulty sometimes at trying to express myself. *searches for a good word to describe it* ...... Oh I give up..... I just can't seem to express my feelings very well sometimes.....

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B][color=crimson][b][size=1]I am not scared of death.... -.-.... Why be scared? [/color][/b][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Ah... You sound just like me a few years ago. I mean, with death and pain and everything. But after a while you'll realize that pain doesn't have to hurt (I don't mean physical pain). I mean, how can someone hurt you emotionally if you don't want it to hurt? I'm not making sense am I?.................... :o Just try and stay alive, you'll see soon enough. When deep inside you you're so calm and peaceful. Yet full of energy. It's hard to describe.................. :o And the meaning of life is what ever you want it to be. So... Yeah...[/color] :o

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by mornigndew [/i] [B] [color=blue] They're waiting for me to answer, they expected as a "yes". They don't want to give me too much pressure right now, because they know I have exam this week [/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=teal]Hm... Then in that case just say no, I mean it's not that hard is it? Everyone has to learn how to cope with "no"s some time or the other (namely your parents). Oh, and No-Name? Nice plan.[/color]

Aw... Nice poems everyone... Wish I was as good. *sighs* Oh, and I almost forgot about [EMAIL=pastbyer@hotmail.com]my email [/EMAIL]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by mornigndew [/i] [B][color=blue]I have a horrible day today, but the conversation on this board make me feel better. I have a really big problem. My parent just talk to me today about marriage. Yes, I freak out badly, the worse part is they engage for me. They told me to think about it. What should I do. They're really serious. It's traditional, I hate it. I'm not joking either [/color] [/B][/QUOTE] WHAT!!! I thought it was illegal or something... You shold just tell them how you feel.

I'm not as good as writing poems as everyone else here, but here's some: -------------------- [size=1][b]Untitled[/b] Why do I feel so warm When my heart is filled with ice? Why do I run and hide, When you?re always so nice? Why am I so lonely When people are surrounding me? Why do I chase the devil When God is just beyond that tree? Why do I feel so happy When my life is filled with pain? Why do I hate sunshine, And instead love the rain? It?s because of you, isn?t it? My imaginary friend. You?ll tease me forever, To absolute no end. It's because you are part of me; The star out of the blue. And that I'm cursed to forever be In silent lust with you. --------------- Um... That one was kind of written about my (half-imaginary) friend. Um... Please don't laugh, he's pretty real you know. *points to a guy behind her* Only.... yeah.... --------------- [b]Shadow[/b] I am everything you're not. I have everything you don't. I love everything you hate, And vomit everything you ate. I am your own shadow, Always your opposite. On the other side of the mirror, The shadow that will never shiver. But when you grow up, And get your own ideas. I'll leave, and be somewhere else, Living or dying in another house. ----------------- And that one was about... Something. I just come up with these things and figure out the meanings later. ----------------- Oh, and another poem in my sig.[/size]

Well... I haven't really seen it... Er... My computer is going slower than a piece of chocolate!

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ShadowGohan [/i] [B][SIZE=1]My PC's slower than a table...[/SIZE] [/B][/QUOTE] Hahahahaha..... :box: Same with my PC. :nervous:

1) favorite character? Sailor Saturn 2)favorite season? The one Saturn was in, I think it was the 3rd. 3) least favorite character? Hm... I like them all actually 4) Least favorite season? NONE 5) Do you hate DIC and Cartoon Network for dubbing the show? I've only seen a few undubbed eps and I own the manga in Chinese so I'm not too sure. 6) Have you seen the fifth season yet? On TV, no. In manga, yes.

Ranma 1/2 is a pretty funny anime. I've read a bit of the manga, and it's just so funny! *remembers a scene* *Laughs to self*

I don't really get angry a lot. The anger inside just turns into something else after about 20mins. So I can't stay angry for very long. If you are pissed, just do something else that calms you down and don't think about whatever it was for a while. That ways you can sort it out with a cool head. PS. I'm REALLY confused now. Thanks a lot.

I'm not sure what to say but I'm sure everything will turn out alright in the end. Most things do, you know.

I can't say that it's wicked fast here but it is faster than before.

Somehow I have a lot of authority at school. So when they tease me I just ignore them and be totally silent (I'm good at that). And then they'll start asking if I'm ok and apoligize without me saying anything at all. Then usually after a while I get sick of them asking me if I'm ok I just say, "Excuse me but did you say something?" That usually shuts them up. And the people at my school don't even know what Anime is so I don't exactly blame them. (Note: They actually thought that Card Captor Sakura was the same as DBZ)

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B]i dont care if ur chinese or black or white, mexican, or german your a person with feelings its your personality that counts [/B][/QUOTE] That's what I was trying to say. Sorry but I have a difficulty with expressing my feelings and thoughts.