My mood direction would be down...

[Zidargh]

[SIZE=1][COLOR=darkblue]Well, to be honest, I'm fed up with life now. Sure I've just had an enjoyable Christmas and things, but now I look at Australia and the US to say ''England's going to the pits.''
My moods have lately been swinging from side to side in positives and negatives, but I'm just getting fed up with myself. I'm not fulfilled in thought to be able to feel good enough about myself and to be honest i've had days where I hate myself. its been apparent that I've tried to keep a good mood on at school, but now I cant handle it anymore. But the worst thing is... I have no damned idea why I'm depressed. I'm glad break got himself out of this situation, but now I do not know what to do with myself. your thoughts please. [/COLOR][/SIZE]

[Transtic Nerve]

England's going to the pits? Blasphemy! I love England. Hell I'm going to put a british flag on my car... probably an Aussie one too if I ever find one of them lol

Take it from me, a person who has been and technically still is clinically depressed (I used to take prozac if that tells you anything) Sometimes you don't know why you feel depressed or in a bad mood. hell if you have severe mood swings, you might have Bi-polar, although I'm not one to diagnose anything. Little itty bitty things will bother me the most alot of times. I guess it's part of life. had to learn to deal with it and I have for the most part. I just got over alot of things that had been happening to me.

Give it time, you'll feel better.

[Duo Maxwell]

What's Bi-polar?

Zidane, you really should talk to someone. I know that's the advice everyone gives but it really does help, and I know its really hard to tell people these things sometimes, but hell you told us on the boards... but then again it is somewhat easy to tell people you speak to on the net things you wouldn't tell anyone in person.
I hope you start feeling better soon, and trust me Ausralia isn't in a good shape right now... I usually isn't.

[Manic Webb]

Bi-Polar is a mental ailment which causes you to be unusually happy and upbeat for a long time, but then suddenly fall into a deep depression for maybe days at a time. When you're up, you've never been happier. When you're down, you've never been more depressed.

Not to be redundant, but Zidane, you need to see someone. I hope this is only a hump in your life that you'll eventually get over. We all have times where we feel bad for no reason. Hopefully, this will pass with time. For now, just talk to someone very close to you.

[Zidargh]

[SIZE=1][COLOR=darkblue] Thankyou for all your advice guys, its great support. Oh know, i'm sure its only a teenage mood swing ^_^, one minute I'm happy and one minute I'm like a... metaphorical submarine! Yes thats the one. Anyway, i never realised what side effects some anti-depressants can give people. Well I wont be needing them at all hehe. Thankyou once again[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[muetank]

i had to take antidepressents once because thay thought i had that bipolar thing. the pills just make you wicked hyper to the point where you cant stop moving or talking. it gets anoying at times because you want to stop talking and stuff but you cant. then you find your self talking about embarising things to your frends and stuff and the only whay to get your self to stop talking is to grit your teeth or chew on something. so my advice is not to take antidepressents thay will mess you up wicked bad. i should of beat my docter till he looked like this . :drunk:

[James]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Duo Maxwell [/i]
[B] and trust me Ausralia isn't in a good shape right now... I usually isn't. [/B][/QUOTE]

[color=#507AAC]Ahh...you must live in Ipswitch or something. Or in a bubble. Australia is paradise, my dear. ~_^

Anyway, Zidane...all I can offer you is an ear. If you need to talk about something, feel free to IM me. Sometimes just talking can get things off your chest. I'm sure we've all had times where we've felt depressed or sad and haven't really had a reason for it.

Talking about it (whether on OB or elsewhere) is probably only going to help. ^_^[/color]

[The Vampire: Ed]

Heh, Zidane take it from me, I know what I'm talking about from experience. Try to get off of these thoughts. They only dwell in your mind, and make you feel worse every passing day. I still to this day feel the same, and I don't think it's possible for me to pull my head out of those dark clouds. But I do not wish to see someone else begin to feel the same way, but thanks to the fact that everyone here at Otaku Boards love me. It makes me feel just that much better.

[chibi_kunoichi]

lesson in life:
if your depressed and you think you have nothing to live for, you do... AND DONT COMMIT SUICIDE!! i almost did one time because i know i have a bad time sometimes, but if i killed myself, this kid wouldnt have asked me out. im not gonna because he's in grade 7 and im in 10 and im 3 years older, once we're outta school and he still likes me, ill give it a try. but yah, no matter what, to everyone, dont kill yourself, its the dumbest thing anyone can do, and if u tried but didnt die, you're gonna go to jail!!! thats the rule here, suicide is illigal, if u try it and fail, its off to jail for you (canada). oh how old are u zidane? cuz age matters in this.

[Pressure]

[color=purple]A country where failed suicide is illegal? :therock: Canadians are odd. :shifty:

I can really relate to how you feel right now Zidane. Last night, the person I've been naively pursuing for over a year and a half finally admitted to me that I don't have a chance, I never did, and I never will.

So today, I scared all of my friends, not purposely of course. I scared them because I was silent nearly the entire day. I have probably typed more words in these few sentences than I said all day. I risked possible suspension all day by listening to Sugarcult over and over and over in all my classes. The pinnacle of my day, was crying after first period.

A lot of people say to talk out your feelings, that has never worked for me, personally. I don't know if it will for you or not. If it doesn't, my suggestion is to indulge into some serious emo music. If it is at all possible, try to cry. It may sound childish to the untrained person, but crying is a wonderful way to relieve anguish and strife. Cry as much as you can. It will make you feel a lot better than talking.[/color]

[Bing]

[size=1][color=darkblue] Nah, Zidane is no where near suicide yet. I think that we have talked about stuff, and it's made you feel better, so feel free to chat to me about it, and I won't mention anything to anyone. If not, the school councellors can be o.k, but it's a bit awkward. I know that you are very close to your mum, maybe you could talk to her. Well, I know one positive thing that happened in your life...~_^. I hope you get an uplift soon, if not, I will paln something for us! Get more rest, and forget about school this weekend, it will help![/color][/size]

[Duo Maxwell]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Pressure [/i]
[B][color=purple]A country where failed suicide is illegal? :therock: Canadians are odd. :shifty:[/color] [/B][/QUOTE]

You'll find its illegal in more places than one, after all it is attemped murder in a way...

Although I agree that talking about emotions is a lot harder than anyone actually says its easy to write them down, you could make a list of words that come to mind when your alone or something like that, lets just hope you feel better soon.