Writing Wreck

[Phantom]

[color=sienna][size=1][font=arial]I am a train wreck, shattered into fragments,
Love is a tearful word, if of brief, bitter transients,

If you have ever seen a train wreck and observed the ruins,
You would compare it to my life, and find it of luxury,

Luxury? A rubble-mass of derailed train debris? But how?
In contrast to a life of loneliness and astringent odium, it is Sunday at the fall fair?

There, take a peek at the caboose of the felled nightmare-wrought remains,
And evaluate the wreckage?Notice the rear has been spared, spared it has been?

Why has the train?s ending been spared when my ending was dismissed?
I am not a train wreck?I am not so lucky. Nothing is salvageable.[/color][/size]
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[color=blue]It pisses me off to realize how poorly I write when I feel bad.[/font][/color]