Talon Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=teal]This is an apology to several people of OB. Everything I have done in the last week has been selfish and out of svere depression. I am still depressed, but I realize that I must apologize. Even to several people outside of the boards, but I am not allowed to speak to them. Maybe someone from the boards will carry this message to them. I apologize sincerely to these people: [b]Juuthena:[/b]I apologize for bveing impatient and mean to you, in the case of my Castlevania RPG. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]Sirven_2002:[/b]I apologize for being short-tempered and angry with you. I realize you are just looking out for me, and I was angry. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]Medra:[/b]Neil, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the insane post I put in your RPG out of desperation and depression, and I'm sorry for trying to vent my depression by speaking to you on insane, boring topics and RPGs I'll never even begin. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]Raquel:[/b]I'm sorry for seeming so distant and locked-away, cutting you off. You are one of my best friends, and I wish I had done somthing differen when you called. I didn't really have to go, I just didn't want to talk to you. And last night, I asked Laney to say I was asleep after I called. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]James:[/b]I am sorry for the vulgar, inapproriate conduct I have been showing on the boards as of late. I acted out of depression and anger, and I realize by doing so I degraded the quality and safety of your boards. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]Mrs. Doe:[/b]I am sorry for everything I did. I realize my repeated calls were annoying and by every right, I deserve to be called a sick son-of-a-*****. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [b]Mrs. Caire:[/b]I am sorry for the desensitizing remark in my signature. I was angry, depressed, and it was a very bad way for me to vent my feelings. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. [i]And lastly, but most importantly:[/i] [b]HuntersArtea635:[/b]I am sorry I couldn't be a better person. I am sorry for every single bad remark I ever made about you, I apologize for all of the hurtful things I put in my signature and my profile. I was angry, depressed, and it was extremely hurtful to you, I realize. I wish from the pit of my soul that I could do something to make up for it. It hurts me very badly to see you cry, even if I have been hurt to the point of near-suicide by you. I am sorry I couldn't have made you happier. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To all members of Otaku[b]Boards[/b] that have seen my irrational and disgusting behavior, I sincerely apologize. As you can see, my week has been ful of anger, hatred, and self-destruction. I apologize from the bottom of my heart to anyone who was offended, hurt, or otherwise adverse to my actions. I pray for your forgiveness.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mei Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=greem]*huggles Etarah's Maverik* Apoligies are hard aren't they? You didn't do anything to me, and I don't really know what's going on, but I still feel for ya.^^ I made you the banner you requested, and if you need anything changed on it just tell me okie dokie?[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=crimson]... You should have PMe-.. Nah. I dont want to say that in such a thread. *bows and departs, noteing that the apologizeing man becomes the better of them all*[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Juu Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=ff00cc] [size=1]Aww... I think it was really sweet for you to do this, but you didn't really need to apoligize to me. o.o It's my fault, since I'm stuck with this stupid WB. >>; Anywhoo... *hands you a cookie*[/color] [/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Fly-T Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 It's good to see things like this happen especially in a loving environment such as this........:therock:is it just me or did anyone catch that all his apologies ended with "I am sorry from the Bottom of my heart"? :blowingup: <~~~cool Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chaos Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 Gee, Fly-T. Thank you for twisting a dagger. If someone takes time out of their self-hate to apologize for rash and uncontrolled behavior, you could at least not point out something repeatitive about it. Perhaps he IS sorry from the bottom of his heart. Ever stop to think about that? And John, no need to say you're sorry to me. I'm a generally forgiving guy, and if you want to off yourself in an RPG if you feel you can't hack it, then Hell, go right ahead. To be honest, three-fourts of the members that signed up for that RPG were gonna be 86ed anyway, since they didn't really follow the story too well. Eheh. :shifty: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Asphyxia Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=darkred][size=1]*huggles* Everyone has off times. And, while that might be a little simplistic, it's very true. You've had the grace to apologise, which is more than most people would do. I didn't see the things in your signature, so I don't know how bad they were. Like I said, everyone has off times, some worse than others. And apologising is [i]so[/i] hard to do, I admire your courage in doing so.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yu Yu Hakusho! Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 You know what, you've got some good manners and thoughts to have done something like this. I think it's great that even out of this hard time in your life you've found what you did wrong and made up for it. People forgive and forget, just like the people that you apogolized to. And it's a great thing that you did, because these people all naturally love you and probably understand the hard time you are going though. I think that's a really great thing. I wish all of my friends had the courage like you to apogolize for some of the things that have happened. Well, I do hope you feel better out of all of this. And I'm sure that next time you'll remember not to hurt the ones you love. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BearsBaby635 Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=blue] John, I know you feel sorry but I cannot except it. It is my fault I left you not your and you should not beat yourself up for that. You only made me cry when I gave you my heart and you went for a little brat. I got over it tho and was never the same after you broke my heart. I don't like what you said in that poem and that's the main thing I won't forgive you for. The things in your sig and profile were funny to me. I wished so badfor you to hate me so I could get away from you. I don't love you still and you should not tell me I do. I will be punished by my mom if I talk to you anymore so.....bye[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tsukasa/Squall Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 Oh.Did anyone feel the room get colder or was it just me?Anywho that's just cold. You could have at least rejected him with a PM I mean he's trying to right a wrong and all you do is still treat him cruely.He was just angry and depressed at least say I accept it don't throw it in his face.If you can't even do that then why were you with him in the first place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [color=black][size=1][font=rockwell]Hm. I do think PMs would've been more suiting, but ah well; here we are. Your good is excepted; your cries are heard. Off I go, now.[/color][/size][/font] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yu Yu Hakusho! Posted April 6, 2003 Share Posted April 6, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by HuntersArtea635 [/i] [B][color=blue] John, I know you feel sorry but I cannot except it. It is my fault I left you not your and you should not beat yourself up for that. You only made me cry when I gave you my heart and you went for a little brat. I got over it tho and was never the same after you broke my heart. I don't like what you said in that poem and that's the main thing I won't forgive you for. The things in your sig and profile were funny to me. I wished so badfor you to hate me so I could get away from you. I don't love you still and you should not tell me I do. I will be punished by my mom if I talk to you anymore so.....bye[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=hotpink]Did you even read what the man said to you?!? Or did you just ingore him because of your own selfish feelings? You know what, we are all humans and people make mistakes. People forgive and forget, and we go on with our lives. I know things may be hard and it may be hard to forgive some people, but we must put aside our differences and go on. We can't just say, 'Well, you are mean and mommy said I can't talk to you so bye.' like some children. Pluheese.....he said he was sorry, and I can tell that he was very sincere about it. Oh well, it's your loss. Hell, why am I even spending my time on telling you this? I know you could care less what I have to say. But someday you will realize it. If you post things like this, people will be sure to put their feelings into what they have to say. Either keep this to yourself or put everything aside and go on with you life. You can never forget a person because of one stupid little mistake. And maybe it was serious, I don't know, but we are all people here, come on. Depression is very serious and I think we should all be there to help him. I know I am, and if it is all because of you, then that's pretty sad to break his heart like that.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Talon Posted April 7, 2003 Author Share Posted April 7, 2003 [color=teal]It's alright, I can take it. If she doesn't want to forgive me, even though I apologized with everything I could about the poem, the calls, and the insane remarks in my profile and banner, than she is at God's mercy. I have apologized to everyone, including God, for my sins against them. I only wish it's enough, because I don't want to be a bad person anymore. No matter what happens, even if she hates me, a part of me will always love her. I have moved on, though, and I pray I can find a way to remain friends with all of the people I have hurt, and I can only pray that they can in time forgive me. For all of my actions against anyone, I am heartfully sorry and pray your life is happy, no matter at what cost to my personal happiness.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BabyGirl Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Yu Yu Hakusho! [/i] [B][color=hotpink]Did you even read what the man said to you?!? Or did you just ingore him because of your own selfish feelings? 'Well, you are mean and mommy said I can't talk to you so bye.' like some children. Hell, why am I even spending my time on telling you this? I know you could care less what I have to say. You can never forget a person because of one stupid little mistake. And maybe it was serious, I don't know, but we are all people here, come on. I know I am, and if it is all because of you, then that's pretty sad to break his heart like that.[/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=deeppink]Did you stop to think that maybe it's not your place to tell [i]either[/i] of them what to do, or how to feel? How can you possibly call her selfish if she's been hurt? I'm not going to say either of them is at fault or that either of them is right in this situation because I don't know the details, but that's why people should leave them alone. This is [i]their[/i] business, not yours.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yu Yu Hakusho! Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 Like I said, if people are going to start posting up feelings like [i]this[/i] up on the boards. they are sure to get an emotional response to what they said, like I did. And I wasn't telling them [i]how to feel[/i] because people make up their own minds. When someone's mind is made up, people usually ingore other people. I was telling her to [i]try[/i] moving on in her life. And I stated quite clearly that I didn't understand all of the deatils of this situation, but from what I've heard, obviousely, they both got hurt by each other. I've dealt with this many times. I guess [i]you[/i] think that my opinion is stupid and you don't care about what [i]I[/i] think, so it doesn't really matter anymore. If you don't like what I said, well, I'm sorry. I was stating my opinion, just like everyone else did. And if you now dislike me for this, I am sorry. Now I wish that this topic was never posted... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BearsBaby635 Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [color=blue] Honestly, if I couldn't move on I'd still be with him. I don't care what he says because I've been trying my damndest to get away from him and now I have. You may think of me as a :butthead: but oh well. That's your opinion of me. I'm not exactly trying to be mean but this is how it comes out...eh it's part of life.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vegeta rocker Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Fly-T [/i] [B]It's good to see things like this happen especially in a loving environment such as this........:therock:is it just me or did anyone catch that all his apologies ended with "I am sorry from the Bottom of my heart"? :blowingup: <~~~cool [/B][/QUOTE] Don't criticize, none of the apologies were directed to you anyway. and to the posters, i really don't think what we have to say will affect those in question at all. And to Yu Yu Hakusho, i agree. If they post their emotions they will get responses on how they should act. it may sound like butting in, but thats what makes a forum go round and round. To Etarah'sMaverick you have proven you have integrity and the ability to realize your mistakes. HuntersArtea635, don't let anyone tell you how to deal with the situation. It doesn't matter if you're wrong or not.(not saying you are) And as for telling either of them whats wrong or right, remember some of us know them and some of us just catch the emotion that spills onto the boards. If you make a comment, have something to back it up with. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Talon Posted April 7, 2003 Author Share Posted April 7, 2003 [color=teal]Yu Yu Hakusho!, Vegeta Rocker, both of you, i thank you for your opinions, I do. I put this thread up to apologize to people I feel I have hurt, to let them KNOW that I am truly, deeply sorry for any wrongs I have done them. I am currently seeing a counselor because I seriously doubt my own sanity. Jaimie, i read and reread the poem before I deleted it and the other one. I can honestly say I wasn't myself when I wrote it. I am revulsed by what I wrote, deleted it, and accepted the counselor's advice, even if I wasn't the one who contacted the counselor about my sanity, but I do have to agree with Mrs. Hennen(sp?). I worry about whether or not I'm a good person anymore. I doubt, heavily, that I am, and that is what I am depressed about. Not you, Jaim, but about whether or not I'm a sane, healthy human being.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Fly-T Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Medra [/i] [B]Gee, Fly-T. Thank you for twisting a dagger. If someone takes time out of their self-hate to apologize for rash and uncontrolled behavior, you could at least not point out something repeatitive about it. Perhaps he IS sorry from the bottom of his heart. Ever stop to think about that? [/B][/QUOTE] Damn, all I did was just point something that caught my eye. And FYI, I did stop to think about it but the thing I didn't think about was some dude tryna come at me like this. And I did say it was nice of him of apologize. And you seem to be a little bit OVERRACTIVE about something shizz over a freakin' pc. And did I ever say he WASN'T BEING SINCERE about his apoligies? Ever stop to think about that? And to Vegeta Rocker, I really don't have a care in the world whether any of them were directed to me. Just like Yu Yu said: "I was stating my opinion." Hop off my nuts. As I said before, It's good to see things like this happen especially in a loving environment such as this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vegeta rocker Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 I have no care in you stating your opinion. But yu yu hakusho didn't criticize or point out stupid things. But i guess you were trying to be funny. So calm down and hope those two get over their problem. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deedlit Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [color=009966]I'm not sure what was going on because I haven't been on in a while, but whatever it is, I'm sure it's OK now. You've already appologized, and if someone doesn't accept that, then the punishment shall be laid on them. I just hope that everything's alright now. ^_- *gives John a candybar*[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Fly-T Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by vegeta rocker [/i] [B]I have no care in you stating your opinion. But yu yu hakusho didn't criticize or point out stupid things. But i guess you were trying to be funny. So calm down and hope those two get over their problem. [/B][/QUOTE] This is my last statement, If you do have no care (and by that I'm guessing not a single percent of having the least bit of it) then you would have no need to speak on anything I've said so far. I agree, Yu yu didn't criticize or point out something stupid. And I wasn't trying to be funny but I forgot, that's only what you are Guessing/Assuming. People these days.... And for Mav and Hunter, I do hope yall can patch thigns up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justin Posted April 7, 2003 Share Posted April 7, 2003 I can see where this is headed, where it should've been, and where it is about to go. The people who needed to see this have. Use PMs next time. -Justin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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