Writing For you

[Shinkoru]

The images I see inside my head,
Their of you and the life we had,

Why the dreams I once held close,
Have gone with the wind?

I feel the cold icy wind as you speak to me now
what did I do to deserve your hatred?

All I did was love you,
life was the one who tore us apart,

but why now after all this,
do you take it on me as if its my fualt?

Your the one who ended it,
your the one who said goodbye.

It wasn't me who made the final note,
now please tell me why.

What did I do ot turn your love to hate?

What did I do to make u loath me so?

I loved you once upon a dream,
and still do.. I still do...

The love I held had waverd, but will forever ring true,

As a Friend t you I shall always be no matter how you think of me.


For you Michael. I wish these questions and many you would answer.

[Phantom]

[i]Why the dreams I once held close,
Have gone with the wind?[/i]

Because i think that we both agree, waiting for 4 years till im done college is too long ..you prolly get more out of life if u find someone new...not how i want but thats why...essentially


[i]I feel the cold icy wind as you speak to me now
what did I do to deserve your hatred?[/i]

Nothing, that is why i dont hate you...


[i]but why now after all this,
do you take it on me as if its my fualt?[/i]

I didnt mean to take it out on you...I think that all I asked for was to be alone...And i was not in the mood to be told otherwise. I'm sorry for that.


I dont think that it matters if i ended it or if i said goodbye...you just told me that you wuold have if i didnt...so please do not push that back into my face. -.-


You just told me you would have made the 'final note' if i hadn't have.

[i]What did I do ot turn your love to hate?

What did I do to make u loath me so?[/i]

Both wrong.. I never hated you I never loath you..those are two inconcievable situations...


I love you ...more than you seem to know... I guess my love is useless because it wasnt enough to keep it together.

[Phantom]

What feels like its gone has never left.
The pain inside my heart.

I thought for a second to be alone after humiliation would be the way.
Instead of release, it hurts more and more?

Stricken, sad and alone I blow up on life and blow up on myself.
My one true friend is gone and I cannot even trust myself.

People like me are best left untouched.
Gone forever like rotting leftovers. Dead, useless.

When I think about my past I have no regrets.
Except for ending it?IT is the only mistake I have ever made.

Even if she was to end it, At least I knew I had never given up.
Never to give up on love?I am such a fool.

I cannot take back my evil words and I must now suffer alone and tormented.
Alone my torment?.pfft, my torment stretches out and sucks in those around me.

I am dying and slowly killing everyone who cares?
This is my fate?I care but no one else does.