Phantom Posted May 17, 2003 Share Posted May 17, 2003 with all the glue...the bittersweet binding of life, with all my sadness and turmoil...I grow up alone, heart aloft, dead.. I want to find love but it stares me down...telling me never to run from you. I listen, my tear filled eyes grope opon the chance to be part of a tear sodden smile of happiness They are longing to be a set of father's eyes...to be real with you. In these eyes i long for everyhting ive ever dreampt of... In my eyes I crave for you, i beg for you....i need you.. in the time ive spent with you i have learned so much but i am still a weak child ...a baby in the world lied to, stepped upon.. You have crushed me in ways you would die from if i had doen to you..but i am still here..half dead ....alone.. I am alone..your by my side but i am alone... crying and sullen. Why did god give me the heart of pureness to be smited upon and broken. Because he tests me? he tests my faith in the higher blessings? i dotn know but i deserve not to be treated so. ANd in these eyes..I feel your heart...the pain u suffer...the pain you bring..why me? why would you doit? I know that I am never enough..Never enough...Never what you really wanted... Now i sit in bath of blood feeling sorry for myself..intermittenly tingling with pain...i want to tell you something..the words are simple.. GO **** YOURSELF....go **** the world and go **** some other bastard who will allow himself to be treated like dirt.... I never tell you this because of the love i have so deeply embeded into my soft heart ...because i love you...and you are all i have in the world...beleive me or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heavyblade Posted May 17, 2003 Share Posted May 17, 2003 I think it's great and I'm kinda sad now it really got to me. You're a great writer I can't write poems worth a crap. That's wonderful *wipes away a tear* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phantom Posted May 17, 2003 Author Share Posted May 17, 2003 every word of it was wrote when i was bawling my eyes out... *shrugs* That is liekly why I am still in love with a girl who has destroyed my soul. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corey Posted May 18, 2003 Share Posted May 18, 2003 Definitly emotion filled. Bravo none-the-less. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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