Zidargh Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 [size=1][color=darkblue]Well to whomever's reading this, this is an opinion driven thread so I will respect all of your views. Well where do I begin? Lately I've been feeling like a piece of my heart is missing. I do not mean that this links to that love-struck feeling or anything, just I feel that whenever something pours into my heart, it just drips back out again. Personally I'm starting to believe that an emotion you treasure so dearly can drift apart from you and no matter how hard you try, you cannot reach it as a rapid of criticism will hinder you deeply. Basically I'm stating that because I am receiving such pitiful harm from people, (Not physically, James you will understand what I'm on about) that it is affecting me and causing me to feel week. I don't know what I do, but I'm just losing emotion after emotion now and it's tearing me apart, but i know I can somewhat regroup all the parts of me again. I was just wondering if you've ever felt like this and what you do. For me, I focus and gain strength to finally counter it.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eve Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 I've been and still like that. I really don't know what it is but it's painful. I would find myself cry'n over the silly things in life(I rarely cry).All dure'n the school year I wouldn't tune into RL but stay in my on world. I tried to join things(sing,musical,dance) I always did before whatever happened but I didn't enjoy them all like always. Would it just be a phase? a really long one? But ever since school let out I've been a little more happy but not as happy as I once was, and I know it wasn't school that put me down but.... Something did...right? One..two people know about this whatever it is [B]ONE[/B]:she just like me we both don't know what it is [B]TWO[/B]she isn't like me on this,but tries to help but no matter what I fill lost in a pit of darkness and the only one that can help you is..is...yourself,but how? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nezzyjean Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 I've been like that...ever since it happend...i havnt been myself...i am kinda mean now to my friends cuz now i am convinsed that they only feel sorry for me, or are just out to get me...i dont nessecarily enjoy lots of stuff i used to...take video games 4 example...i never feel like playin them anymore. But i don't really know haw to help u...maybe cing ur docter and askin him/her if Zoloft is rite 4 u...i always wonder if i need zoloft...but i am NEVER gonna admit these feelings to my family...theyd probably put me in the nuthouse if they found out. But maybe u should try the Zoloft. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
(<AA>) Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 Heh, yeah. Its like this deppression isn't it? Your friends aren't as fun as before, your hobbies don't satisfy you anymore, your family seems distant and like they don't even wanna TRY to understand. With me it's all that, and I've been feeling a kind of exauhstion, and wishing I was dead, not going "Man, I wish I was dead", but really thinking about it and wanting it... I guess it's just a phase but it's hard and long... My cousin told me that it seems like I'm just tried of the routine of daily life, I think she's right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eve Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by (<AA>) [/i] [B]My cousin told me that it seems like I'm just tried of the routine of daily life, I think she's right. [/B][/QUOTE] That could be it but not for all of us that would seem highly rare.So is there something wrong with us?No.Something we can't let go of?could it?and had to give/leave it?Agh!!To much it is...I'm not metal are any thing but in away diff. lost in a pit of darkness yes that is where I am. lost and alone.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XeEmO Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 Yeah I kind of know what you mean. It seems to me like last year I was very happy. This year i'm not very happy, but at the same time i'm not sad either. I assume these feelings will pass and soon I will enjoy things a lot more. In my case I think it was mainly just due to a hard year, and not getting along with people as well as I did last year. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest cloricus Posted June 8, 2003 Share Posted June 8, 2003 Don't worry Zidargh you never loss your emotions, they'll came back. (Though normally at the worst time...) The only thing you can do is oppress them which is what a lot of people do without knowing. Stay away from things like Zoloft [i]as much as possible[/i], that aren?t good for you in the long run. Not knowing what your particular "thing" is I can't say much more that may help? -eps- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LostProphet Posted June 9, 2003 Share Posted June 9, 2003 I have a major problem with that, especially when I'm stressed. The best thing to do is wait it out. Thats what I do, and I'm pretty normal, right Vegitto4? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eve Posted June 10, 2003 Share Posted June 10, 2003 Ok I did some undercover work I asked my mom for some say but I told her that just wanted to give some good advice so I wrote somethings down (here we go):: quote:: mom say Most kids between the ages of 13+17 struggle with ?depression? one time or another. It could be brought on by the loss of a friend, a family move, a divorce or just hormonal changes that our bodies go through at that age. Taking medications, like Zoloft, can help some people in certain cases, but you should always try to find out what is making you sad and talk to someone about it> I hope it helps^-^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
(<AA>) Posted June 10, 2003 Share Posted June 10, 2003 Mommy advice, cool(I'm not being sarcastic). Mommies usually do know whats best. I have like this whole fake relationship with my parents. I never tell them anything, about school, about my friends, nothing! That kind of depresses me, but I think somehow it'll make a better parent, I mean, I'll be more open with my kids and so on, you know, not make the mistakes my parents made. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
T man Posted June 12, 2003 Share Posted June 12, 2003 I know how your feeling zidargh I haven't feelt any emotions for A long time but I belive what ever happenes just happens and that you should just deal with it how it comes to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GrimmFang Posted June 12, 2003 Share Posted June 12, 2003 I definitely know what you mean. I am almost 21 and haven't had emotions since I was 12. Sometimes I have to hit myself to make sure I am still alive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest FateoMcSkippy Posted June 12, 2003 Share Posted June 12, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Reaper of souls [/i] [B]I definitely know what you mean. I am almost 21 and haven't had emotions since I was 12. Sometimes I have to hit myself to make sure I am still alive. [/B][/QUOTE] I think they got some pills for that. You only lack emotion because you let yourself not have it. If you go around thinking "this sucks. i got no emotion for anything. la de da." well then, your never going to feel anything again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doukeshi Posted June 12, 2003 Share Posted June 12, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Zidargh [/i] [B][size=1][color=darkblue] I don't know what I do, but I'm just losing emotion after emotion now and it's tearing me apart, but i know I can somewhat regroup all the parts of me again. I was just wondering if you've ever felt like this and what you do. For me, I focus and gain strength to finally counter it.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] Yeah, you're not alone in these feelings, not at all. The feeling you get when you think about the next day and all you want to do is hit someone. The though of continuing makes you angry and sad and everything you used to do does nothing to cheer you up. You want to get out of here...but the thought of going anywhere else makes you ill. I'm very lucky, for me that feeling didn't last very long, for some it lasts for years. Maybe you should give variety in your life, ya know...learn a new language...take up a sport, maybe a martial art you know? I don't know what ur life is like...maybe u should get out more I dunno, meet new people. All I know si these feelings started to subside after I spent a weekend away, away from my normal life. If this continues indeffinetly you could try seeing a doctor...but believe me I can relate to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bishie Posted June 14, 2003 Share Posted June 14, 2003 Hmmm... Im not really sure what to say here. I went through a year long phase of this myself. I was fed-up with waking up and doing the same thing day-after-day-after-day. I wanted to run away. I get like that when im in one place for too long, i get restless and want an adventure. But yeah..i can totaly relate to what your saying. And as Doukeshi03 said in her post. Change is good! well..she didn't say *that* but still..its a close summary. Perhaps you should try something new..have an adventure! I moved countrys *chuckles* it worked for me..lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminaire Posted June 16, 2003 Share Posted June 16, 2003 [color=crimson]I know the exact feeling. I took this test at [url]www.feelingblue.com[/url] for depression and answered "yes" for every question. 5 out of 11 yes's say you should see someone, and if you answer "yes" to the last question you should see someone. I was a little spooked for the next three days, and then, (since I took it at school and decided to print my results, then I lost it)the guidance councilor found out. She talked to me, and she HAD to tell the principal and he had to tell my mom and it turned into this horrible disaster I like to call my present life. And, then my dad made it worse, I am not getting into that. I ended up on Effexor, an anti-depressant. I hate taking it, but what else am I supposed to do? Sometimes, it makes me feel better. Hanging out with my friends more often helped me as well. I enjoy hanging with them to get away from my family. I still feel like I am not all here. I am just accepting the fact even if it truly is ripping me apart. I just don't care anymore. ~Lumi[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sui Generis Posted June 16, 2003 Share Posted June 16, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Zidargh [/i] [B][size=1][color=darkblue]Well to whomever's reading this, this is an opinion driven thread so I will respect all of your views. Well where do I begin? Lately I've been feeling like a piece of my heart is missing. I do not mean that this links to that love-struck feeling or anything, just I feel that whenever something pours into my heart, it just drips back out again. Personally I'm starting to believe that an emotion you treasure so dearly can drift apart from you and no matter how hard you try, you cannot reach it as a rapid of criticism will hinder you deeply. Basically I'm stating that because I am receiving such pitiful harm from people, (Not physically, James you will understand what I'm on about) that it is affecting me and causing me to feel week. I don't know what I do, but I'm just losing emotion after emotion now and it's tearing me apart, but i know I can somewhat regroup all the parts of me again. I was just wondering if you've ever felt like this and what you do. For me, I focus and gain strength to finally counter it.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=indigo]First off hang in there. I've been in the same sitatuin ask gold_angewomon or Shuan or Blanko. Anyways I went through that phase for almost a year. It was full of emotions that I didn't realize were there till now. I mean I would walk around emotionless and then that night feel lonely and depressed. So of course there are some emotions, but the emotions that we hold dear were missing. Love, Respect, Happyness, Fulfillment. All of those that we expierence on any given day without really realizing it. The best thing I did was talk to those closest to me. Sure it took a year to draw out of the phase, but I'm positive it woulda taken a hell of a lot more time if they wern't there for me. And yes as Bishie said a new suprise in your life always helps. Maybe not as drastic as moving countries, but I'm sure you get the point. But if you ever need to talk I'm sure any of us would be willing to help. I'm here as well so if you just need someone to spill your guts to just hook me up on AIm or something. I hope you get better. Just don't think like I did and think that sense there is no emotion there is no meaning of being a live. I was wrong there, there are many reasons to being a live. You just have to discover them. I'm sure if you do that as well some of these emotions should come back to you ;)[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminaire Posted June 16, 2003 Share Posted June 16, 2003 [color=crimson]I have found that shutting out things or keeping them inside is hard, and you should never do that. Personally, I believe your emotions are still there, just on subconscious hold. That happened to me because I was emotionally hurt by so much **** happening around me, those emotions shut down for a bit. After some of it passed, my subconscious hit the power on some of those emotions, and whoosh, there they were. But when they came back, I found I felt more depressed. I believe you can get over this. I might be a different story though. Just give it time. And, don't be afraid to cry or laugh. ~Lumi ^_^[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Avatarofkaine Posted June 17, 2003 Share Posted June 17, 2003 Ive been alot of places emotionally, some of them pretty scary, lets just say i went beyond hitting myself to make sure i was still alive. But it doesnt matter how i felt it always changed, sometimes for worse, sometimes for better, sometimes it took months, sometimes days, and as far as i can see its prolly just hormones and whatnot. Ive been on mild anti deppresents, same drug as full on anti deppresant doeses, just less of it. And yea i guess it helped a liitle bit, i mean it prolly would have stopped me doing something like suicide. just wait, work it through, thats about the best advice i could give anyone feeling this way, it WILL change. Or at least it has for me and a few people i know who have felt like this. If it ever got serious like suicide or self mutilation, i would really talk to someone like a shrink, cause once you start feeling like that i know how hard it is to wait for yourself to feel better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexa Posted June 17, 2003 Share Posted June 17, 2003 [size=1]I can relate to you. When my cousin died, who was my age and was like the sister I never had, I felt like you did. Whatever anyone siad or did, didn't affect me. I felt devoid of all emotion. Now its been 2 years, I feel better. I guess time heals all wounds.[/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eve Posted June 17, 2003 Share Posted June 17, 2003 But what do you do when then the problem won't go away and always stands in your way? Like lets say.. EX: um ok you move from the only place you really liked (your best friends the school you like) to lets say 3 states (America) away and when you get there you live in a place that has no kids your age (or near it) and live next to main steets.you are use to be in a open space where there is a friend around the corner and use to wide open spaces, but now you are caged up. And you don?t get use to it What do ya do about that???When time can't heal?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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