Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 The people on this forum are my only friends. I have no "real" friends in real life. I had one once, but I acted like an idiot and lost her. Everyone always tells me how much they hate me. Why can't anyone like me? I feel so alone. I hate me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CalmLikeABomb Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 I suggestion arson. Arson gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside. (And outside!). Or just realize that most people only have friends for material gain or to gain status among thier peers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 Sleeping pills sounds like a better choice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sara Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 [size=1]Sitting around feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to make you any friends. I suggest you join a club or something. Volunteer somewhere, or see if you can take an summer class or something. (Assuming you're on summer break, heh.) If you're not, join something at school. You say that everyone hates you? Why? If you know, try to eliminate that problem. If you don't, next time someone informs you of their hatred, ask why. Get out and do something. Failing that, go buy yourself an ice cream cone at the mall. Ice cream always cheers me up. Pineapple ice cream is really good. ^_~[/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nezzyjean Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 How long ago did you screw stuff up with your "real" friend? If it wasnt that long ago, apologize!! Heck...even if it was soo long ago, say something like: "i'm really sorry for being a jerk so long ago! Can we start our friendship over?" and then show her that you were serious by being a good friend. Yup. And also do what sara said...that way, you'll have more friends and you'll be happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 It's not that simple. Look in Fanfics for a story called: My Tragedy: True Story of True Love. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Majin Buu Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 Yeah I how you feel.. I feel the same way but i try to forget about all of it. My old name was Forgotten_rogue because i felt some what like that. Heres something i wrote. It might make you feel better idk Do you know what it's like to be forgotten..? Its.. When you ask your friends to call you they say ok i'll call ya tommorow, and 2 months later you end up calling them back just to go through the same thing again.. It's.. when the person you thought the world of doesnt care how you feel about them and cant even take 1 min of there time to call you... It's when.. You make plans to go to the movies with some buddies all week and then when friday comes they stick ya up.. It's when.. Your best friend wicth you have always been there for isnt there for you when you need them most.. Thats what its like to be forgotten.. I feel like i am walking away from everthing.. each day brings me closer to being forgotten.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Crimson Spider Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 You're lucky. I get shunned for about half of what I put on these boards. Besides, I only have 3 friends myself, and I only see them in extreamly rare occasions. You are what they call: The outcast. Around where I USED to live, I was the complete outcast and had everyone said that they had hated me too. I didn't let it get to me. I'm too strong willed to let it get to me. So don't let it get to you. They only say that they hate you to make themselves feel better. A very large some of those people don't know you enought to hate you. Even if they do, people hate things that they do not understand. I get insults thrown at me left and right for playing Pokémon. I don't let that stop me. They only do that because they think the game/show is dumb, and thus, I'm dumb. They were to ingorant to understand it fully, and are probably to self-ritious and prideful to be convinced otherwise. People are like that for [U]Everything[/U]. Nothing is spared. A large some of people, usually not board goers, jump onto the great bandwagon of life and ride around on it for a little while. They might as well say "We are the borg. You will be assimilated. Resistance is Futile." I'm not a trecky, but everyone who isn't a trecky thinks I am, and treat me like an infected skunk. Even a good sized group of board goers are like this, just a different bandwagon. But the rest are understanding, so it is easy to make friends here. I perfer peach icecream. It has those little bits and pieces in there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nezzyjean Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by SuperMaxSonic [/i] [B]It's not that simple. Look in Fanfics for a story called: My Tragedy: True Story of True Love. [/B][/QUOTE] I read it. Oo! Sorry to say this...but you REALLY screwed up. You messed up the moment you sent her repetitive love letters. As a girl...I would have to say that she is gonna think that you are a freak forever. I am soo sorry if that sounded harsh...but it is the truth. When a girl isnt into a guy...it gets really annoying when he sends love letters over and over. And then you started harming yourself..which is NEVER good. She probably thinks you are insane now. And that friend who lied to you about how he felt about her is a total jerk!!! I guess you arent going to be getting your old friend back...so start over. Oh yeah..and are those kids who say they hate you her friends...or people in her classes? Cuz another thing about girls is that you can't ask them out, or express your feelings towards them without them telling their friends. Also...lotsa people might think you are a weirdo for harming yourself during classtime. So, your best time to make new friends is after winter break, and summer vacation. That's when most of the new kids come...and they won't know about your past. So make friends with them..and after you are pretty good friends..tell them about that insident, so they will understand, and wont hear it from someone else. I wish you the best of luck in making new friends! It might also help to join some clubs outside of school to meet all sorts of people! Good luck SuperMaxSonic ^_^! Once again..sorry if ANYTHING in this post sounded harsh in the least bit. I am just trying to help! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wrist cutter Posted June 20, 2003 Share Posted June 20, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Crimson Spider [/i] [B]Even if they do, people hate things that they do not understand. I get insults thrown at me left and right for playing Pokémon.[/B][/QUOTE] There are some things that are better left a secret. Everyone does things that are embarrassing or that they're ashamed of... but most of the time they're wise enough to keep these things to themselves. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 21, 2003 Share Posted June 21, 2003 I won't give up on Jessica. Mabey we just need some time apart. I'd sell my soul to have my friend back. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skyrose Posted June 21, 2003 Share Posted June 21, 2003 Oh man, that's so sad... :( But yeah... nothing really freaks me out or pisses me off more than a guy being persistent on me... O.o I think that goes for most girls... People won't make you happy. *You* will. You have to figure out exactly who you are and what it is that you're made to do. Once you have yourself established, you'll gain a new confidence, and people will see that. People like confidence. Then they'll probably like you. Life sucks... people are never around when you need them the most, and they swarm to you when you've finally learned to live without them -.- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nezzyjean Posted June 22, 2003 Share Posted June 22, 2003 Maybe she'll forgive you if you make some new friends...so she won't think you are a weirdo anymore...it might work... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 22, 2003 Share Posted June 22, 2003 keyblade...that might be a good idea. thanx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Macaiodh Posted June 22, 2003 Share Posted June 22, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by SuperMaxSonic [/i]The people on this forum are my only friends. I have no "real" friends in real life. [/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue][size=1]Oh, man, join the club. After I got married, I had no friends anymore, because my ex was such a psychotic that he literally would not let me talk to anyone. Then, after we broke up, I found out I was pregnant. All my old friends were big party animals, and there's not much of a point hanging with them now because all they do is get drunk and smoke weed right in front of me, and I can't. I realized that they're pretty much a bunch of idiots (being the only sober person around a bunch of drunk people can bring that enlightenment), so now I have to completely start over in the friendship department, because I don't want to be that way anymore. I have two friends IRL that I really talk to. The majority of my friends are on the boards. So I know how you feel. It's really not so bad, because I'd rather have quality friends than hang out with idiots. It could be a lot worse, Max. At least you have people on here that care about you. Some people have nobody at all. I think Sara's advice is good. It's really not hard to meet people if you come out of your shell a little. You're probably just shy & intense, that's all. There's nothing wrong with you. And don't say you hate yourself, or I'll have to come over there and smack you.[/size][/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darkness Ruler Posted June 23, 2003 Share Posted June 23, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by SuperMaxSonic [/i] [B]The people on this forum are my only friends. I have no "real" friends in real life. I had one once, but I acted like an idiot and lost her. Everyone always tells me how much they hate me. Why can't anyone like me? I feel so alone. I hate me. [/B][/QUOTE] Dun feel bad...everyone seems to hate me, too. I seem to get beat up every other day...even on vacation. I'm pushed off the stairs, and people think I'm so smart because I love to read books, nost preferably, comic books. So no feel bad! :bawl: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ACW Posted June 24, 2003 Share Posted June 24, 2003 MaxSonic, they have a word for people like you. It's called "stalker". That's exactly what you are. And I think you deserve what you got. Stalker. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zidargh Posted June 24, 2003 Share Posted June 24, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ACW [/i] [B]MaxSonic, they have a word for people like you. It's called "stalker". That's exactly what you are. And I think you deserve what you got. Stalker. [/B][/QUOTE] [size=1][color=darkblue] Woah, woah, woah. ACW, I respect your opinion from the perspective of the repetitive consistency of affection given from the guy, however, there is nothing to support that. That was a little harsh. However, it is an opinion and i respect that. Well, on the subject at hand, welcome my friend. I know exactly how you feel, however, I've never sunk to the level of chasing after the girl to the extent of that. However, all I will offer you is comfort and agreement. Seriously, I think there's been a point where everyone of us suffers this. To me, it can be quite frequent as I've been naturally drifting apart from friends. Therefore, you can lose friends. But harming yourself is not going to bring back your best friend, nor sympathy. You cannot solve things through pain, well during war, but that's a different story. Please, you have to wake up now. Find someone else, do what I did and merge the new friends and the old friends together. Your old friends will be more interested and acknowledge you, while granting you a bigger social life.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corey Posted June 24, 2003 Share Posted June 24, 2003 I could say what is on my mind, but that would hurt you probably too much. So I'll say this. Get over it. Everyone is an outcast at least once in their life. Freak (for i'm sure you've been called one)? If you get called a freak take pride in it. It usually means that someone sees you as different, which is not a bad thing. Wierdo? Same thing. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and try. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 25, 2003 Share Posted June 25, 2003 Okay, ACW. I don't care if you call me a ******, a freak, or what ever the hell you want to, but you DO NOT CALL ME A GOD-DAMN STALKER! THAT IS THE THING THAT IRITATES ME MORE THAN ANYTHING! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE CALLED ME THAT? DO NOT CALL ME THAT, YOU GOD-DAMN *** HOLE! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jesus Chicken Posted June 26, 2003 Share Posted June 26, 2003 Hmm...You said before that You would sell your soul to get that girl back. See that might be the problem. The truth might be, that you are a little strange. It means that you will have to start learning how to act around people, what to say, and what not to say. You will have to lose some of your personality. But if finding friends is what you want to do, that is basically the only way I can see out for you. I used to be in a similar situation, of everyone thinking I was god damn strange, and I didn't have many friends. Then I changed schools, I changed myself a little bit too, and I found a group that were a bit different, but not too strange. I learnt how to be myself, but not to be so extreme that I drove people away. This advice of changing schools might sound a bit drastic, but its the only way I see right now. I probably sound like a prick, but it's the horrible truth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SuperMaxSonic Posted June 26, 2003 Share Posted June 26, 2003 It's now gotton to the point were I can't turn away from this girl. I can't stop thinking about her. I feel sad all the time. I cry every night. I miss her so much. I need her. I love her. I don't care if we are nothing more than friends, I'd be okay with that. I just don't want to be alone any more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Pegasis Posted June 26, 2003 Share Posted June 26, 2003 Maxie, here's what I'v got to say to you. Do what your heart tells you to. If you want her as your friend, go for it. Follow what you truly believe in. Just don't creep her out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patronus Posted June 26, 2003 Share Posted June 26, 2003 Heh, no wonder he has any friends. Pegasis IS Max. -shakes heead- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted June 26, 2003 Share Posted June 26, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by SuperMaxSonic [/i] [B]Okay, ACW. I don't care if you call me a ******, a freak, or what ever the hell you want to, but you DO NOT CALL ME A GOD-DAMN STALKER! THAT IS THE THING THAT IRITATES ME MORE THAN ANYTHING! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE CALLED ME THAT? DO NOT CALL ME THAT, YOU GOD-DAMN *** HOLE! [/B][/QUOTE] You're right, I see no reason not to be your friend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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