Change Posted July 10, 2003 Share Posted July 10, 2003 Heh, I can agree with that TN, I really would like to experiance love, but I don' thtink I have the time anymore =/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreenEyedDragon Posted July 10, 2003 Share Posted July 10, 2003 i would change my time-management skills to where they actually exist...i procrastinate and then i have to hurry things up...it's helped me learn how to do well under pressure, but i wish i just weren't so tense all the time, y'know? i'm always wondering how thing will work out, whether what i put down was actually right--cuz i sure didn't have time to go back and check it, etc. etc. So yeah, i would wish upon myself time-management skills Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Taylor Hewitt Posted July 10, 2003 Share Posted July 10, 2003 Oh. That's what I want. I think I would want love in my life. I get my heart broken so often sometime I am sad nobody loves me. But I mean like love from a girl/woman. But I doubt that will happen anytime soon :(. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Terpischore Posted July 10, 2003 Share Posted July 10, 2003 [color=0eade7]Hm..if i could change one thing...it would be...making better descisions. I've made some bad ones in the past. So - making better descisions would be best.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epsilon Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 I have the kind of the same thing as Zeh, sadly I was born. I don't like being alive, the world would be a better place with out me, and the suicide thing...yes! In 3-5 years you'll be seeing my real name in the news paper. The world will be a better place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AzureWolf Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 Man, Ruby and Zeh are really depressing me... :( You guys gotta be kidding. How could you not want to exist? Would you even want to not exist if you never existed in the first place? Could you explain exactly why you don't want to exist, because I just don't understand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sara Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [size=1]If I could change one thing about my life right now, I would give myself some sense of purpose or direction. Everyone keeps asking me what I'm going to do when I get out of high school, and I honestly have no idea. It would be nice to have that settled...or at least know which way I'm going.[/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Zeh Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by AzureWolf [/i] [B]Man, Ruby and Zeh are really depressing me... :( You guys gotta be kidding. How could you not want to exist? Would you even want to not exist if you never existed in the first place? Could you explain exactly why you don't want to exist, because I just don't understand. [/B][/QUOTE] I'm nothing like Ruby, the worlds a better place with me ;) I'd just rather have to not deal with all the stuff i am now. Suicide's the cowards way out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epsilon Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 Yep, because call me a coward and what ever else you'd like. So a coward's way out would suit me wouldn't it then? That and I'm a nut case. I've been planing my death for some time now. I hate my-self and the world would be better with out me. Zeh is stronger then me anyways. World needs people like him, who say suicide is a cowards way out. Cause it is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shinobi Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 *Slaps Zeh* Silly fool, if you weren't born then i wouldn't be able to slap you...or...erm...that's about it aint it bro? Lol j/k. You don't wanna be born, yet this is soming from the person who is never depressed o_O sounds like a tad bit of depression in there my in-the-closet-depressionized-chum. But yeah, seriously...if you weren't born then you wouldn't have became friends with me! I wouldn't have became friends with you! Seriously...*slaps Zeh* don't talk like that. Ruby, also don't talk like that. There is no need to. There is a girl who has tried to kill herself about 5 times in my firedns school. She tried to chop her arm off with a chainsaw (wshe failed, leaving her in emense pain) she has tried sliting her wrists (of coarse she didn't die she was found) and she jumped out her bedroom window into spikes she lay on the floor (this caused her damadge but she lived) After she told her Mum she wanted to die she got counciling and now wants to live. So maybe try counciling it can help you. Just tell someone that you are thinking suicidaly. I hope this helps ;). Anyway...me lol. I i could change one thing it would probably be to have a girlfriend. Hell i haven't had many, it's not becuase of my personality, there is not one girl in my year that doesn't like me. They all talk to me, think i'm funny, and a great guy to talk to, het they don't think i'm attractive. So probably that is the oly thing. Yeah. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Taylor Hewitt Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Shinobi [/i] [B Anyway...me lol. I i could change one thing it would probably be to have a girlfriend. Hell i haven't had many, it's not becuase of my personality, there is not one girl in my year that doesn't like me. They all talk to me, think i'm funny, and a great guy to talk to, het they don't think i'm attractive. So probably that is the oly thing. Yeah. [/B][/QUOTE] Same thing with me. I'm a great guy with great personality and best sense of humour (school clown pretty much lol). But alot of girls don't think I'm attractive. Well I'm goin to high school next year we'll see what it brings. -Taylor Hewitt Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Zeh Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Shinobi [/i] [B]*Slaps Zeh* Silly fool, if you weren't born then i wouldn't be able to slap you...or...erm...that's about it aint it bro? Lol j/k. You don't wanna be born, yet this is soming from the person who is never depressed o_O sounds like a tad bit of depression in there my in-the-closet-depressionized-chum. But yeah, seriously...if you weren't born then you wouldn't have became friends with me! I wouldn't have became friends with you! Seriously...*slaps Zeh* don't talk like that.[/B][/QUOTE] Alright, alright. Lets try this again, k? If there was one thing i could change, i'd have a Rubber Ducky farm ^_^ Wheee!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Macaiodh Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [color=darkblue][size=1]I'd want to have control over things left to chance, because I hate feeling helpless.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sandy Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Sara [/i] [B][size=1]If I could change one thing about my life right now, I would give myself some sense of purpose or direction. Everyone keeps asking me what I'm going to do when I get out of high school, and I honestly have no idea. It would be nice to have that settled...or at least know which way I'm going.[/size] [/B][/QUOTE] Hey, I'm facing the same situation too, although I'm [i]already[/i] out of "highschool" (it's not called that in Finland). I know what I'm doign next year (long story, contains a lot of terms I don't know in English), but after that... :huh: Poor me and my future... :p Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [size=1] I believe that we as humans deserve nothing we have; that includes life. That includes everything. God may give deserving, but I at this point don't and can't find a resonable way within my mind to believe in him. So that's out of the picture. I wouldn't change a thing in my life at all, especially not at the present. I'd say mostly for anyone that responds to this thread, it will be something that has happened in the past that has changed them either by regret, hatred, or some other lying emotion. I say that's pointless. Then there's the whole time travel thing that comes in there. Perhaps if you changed something in the past, it would create a paradox; or something of the other sort. That's besides the point though. So I'd rather not change anything. Bad things are meant and do happen. You certainly don't deserve them, or anything. But you live with them, and it certainly and in all eventuality makes you a smarter and more experienced person to the cruelties and pains of life. I'm going with Zeh. I'd just never be born. It's not that I loathe living that much, or that I can't stand it. I just find it purposeless. Everything that gives you pleasure is simply a chemical in your head, or brain messages branched out and sent to you in taste, sense, and smell. And knowing that, it makes me hate living even more. It gives living this false sense to it. Like if I couldn't feel these emotions, or these senses, or these pleasures, I wonder what would even be left to live for. Or somewhere near that.[/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Geist Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [COLOR=blue] Hmm...there's not much I would want to change except to go back into my life about 10 years and give myself the desire to play an instrument like the keyboard, harmonica, saxophone, etc. I can't help kicking myself for not starting on the keyboard sooner. I would like to be able to play some tunes right now, not when I'm an old man. :D [/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vicky Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 Nothing. Nothing needs to be changed. I used to wish could be at the top of my peak in drawing and writing, but then where would I go? How will I push myself to the next level of writing and drawing? The same skill over and over. I wanted nothing more. But, now I need nothing. I just have to practise my skill. Later, I'll be so good, but I'll still beable to push my power to the peak and more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Taylor Hewitt Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 I hope my hair doesn't turn brown - I think it is. I would want to keep my natural red hair colour it is my uniqueness. It means alot to me. :D As you can tell from my sig. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Zeh Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Mitch [/i] [B][size=1]I'm going with Zeh. I'd just never be born. It's not that I loathe living that much, or that I can't stand it. I just find it purposeless. Everything that gives you pleasure is simply a chemical in your head, or brain messages branched out and sent to you in taste, sense, and smell. And knowing that, it makes me hate living even more. It gives living this false sense to it. Like if I couldn't feel these emotions, or these senses, or these pleasures, I wonder what would even be left to live for. Or somewhere near that.[/size] [/B][/QUOTE] Thank you for getting across what i couldn't. I'm horible at expressing myself with words, something you're good at. *hands mitch a cookie* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 [color=crimson]I wouldnt change anything. No matter how much you grope, mope, whine, sob or just think/discuss about it you cant change the past. You might as well look to the future and be sure to do things you wont regret.. lol. *puts a sign up over the thread: "Warning: Melodrama"*[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Snufkin Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 Ah....so many things I'd like to change about myself. I don't think I could just choose one though. One thing I'd like to change is for me to be more open. Sometimes I want to say something, but I never do. I regret not saying a lot of things... Another thing is also a problem with school. I start off doing great in the beginning of the year, but then get lazy and start slacking off later in the year. I just need to focus more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biida Posted July 11, 2003 Share Posted July 11, 2003 I wouldn't have let myself become such a push-over. I'm not sure when exactly, but over time I just sorta.. became one. I hate it, because I'm scared to stand up for myself to people I care about. I get scared they're going to hate me, snap at me, and make me feel like crap again. I've bitten and held my tongue enough to make it bleed.. It's the one "bad habit" I can never seem to really stop. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crisis Analogy Posted July 12, 2003 Share Posted July 12, 2003 Honestly? I wouldn't change anything. My life isn't perfect, but events take place for a reason, and I rather not alter my life anymore than it has to be. You take the good with the bad, and some things you regret, some things you don't. It's LIFE. Even if you could change one thing, in a few years, it'd be another thing you'd want to change, and then another. And you get the general idea. People sadly, are never satisfied. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Change Posted July 12, 2003 Share Posted July 12, 2003 You know what I really want...I wanna be 6'2''. That would be absolutly steller...mayb arround 165lbs...I could get a lot more taller women then... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anna Posted July 12, 2003 Share Posted July 12, 2003 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B][color=darkblue][size=1]I'd want to have control over things left to chance, because I hate feeling helpless.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] Thank you, Lady M. That is [u]exactly[/u] how I feel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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