lea Posted September 4, 2003 Share Posted September 4, 2003 don't you see? this is the end for me. lock the door and swallow the key this is how it's gonna be. they will tie me up and let me lay never to see the light of day. my mind is in such a racket they will bound me in a straight jacket. i would listen to the shrieks and moans of the insane untill it becomes ingrained in my membrain. this is all i would ever hear these memories will not be dear. i used to slit my wrists then i learned the risks. no one could ever be near the thoughts i have in here. i hate being so sad and alone i am not your average drone. i despise all that i feel no one could handle what i deal. all my pain falls back on me like acid rain. i have deep loathing for my face it is something i would like to erase. i really despise my body lots of people see me as blobby. can't you see? i really really hate me. people are so harsh and hateful that is what makes living really painful. my sadness is so so deep i cry in my sleep. all the time, i want to cry or maybe what i really want....is to die. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KittyLynn Posted September 4, 2003 Share Posted September 4, 2003 [SIZE=1][COLOR=dodgerblue]That was awesome! Very emotional and sad at the sad time. I liked it a lot and this definately deserves a *saves* -Kitty[/COLOR] [/SIZE] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lea Posted September 8, 2003 Author Share Posted September 8, 2003 ^^ thank you kittylynn! hmm..i guess not too many people understand it, maybe? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dead Alice Posted September 13, 2003 Share Posted September 13, 2003 I understand it... I feel sorry for you... :cry: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Drix D'Zanth Posted September 13, 2003 Share Posted September 13, 2003 lea, I must admit that most of your posts I find fairly infantile and slightly annoying to read. I don't hold this against you, we are all growing in some way or another. But, let me say that this is by far the most profound and greatest peice of writing I've seen you do. I've decided to re-evaluate my opinion of you as of reading this peice of work. Honestly, keep things like this up, you have alot of talent that I've not seen before. Keep suprising me, -Drix Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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