~Mystical Pan~ Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by kuja [/i] [B][SIZE=3][FONT=century gothic][COLOR=crimson]i think it was totally fair... as i have already stated i thought will should have been banned back when v3 started... but they said give him another chance and im all into giving a second chance since i was the only one who i knew had a problem w/ him... and HMP (aka FB aka PF) is one of my close friends on here... we talk on AIM most every day and when i heard will was being banned over all this i was so happy i mean will is a total pain in the back when he wants to be... and if ANYONE threatens her again i will personally see that there is a FULL IP ban and trust me... you can be arrested for it... ive done it before and ill do it again... the FBI loves cyber criminals... i will make sure you have a nice time if you touch this lady!!! steph hon dont do that again!!!!!! ill have to hurt you if you kill yourself who am i gonna talk to????????[/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE] [/B][/QUOTE] Man...why exactly are they giving him a second chance? I hope he knows he's lucky that PF could have put the cops on him. HE should be apologize. No one should threaten someone else. No matter what the circumstance is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Phantasy Freak [/i] [B]Um...I think,I should tell you this..and i know you might not believe me,and/or might be mad at me...but I feel you should know,yesterday...I cut my wrist...about 10 times...but only 3 bled and not very much...but I hope it will never happen again..I will try not to think of suicide again.....:( I am so sorry..*tears fall down her cheek* [/B][/QUOTE] i have to admit a few days ago (around 1 day before i came here) i was going to do that, but i realized i had something to live for.... You see, My GrandParents adopted a 5 year old girl Named tammy... when she was 16 she gave birth to me.... she left me, and my grandparents adopted me, she had one other child.... my half sister, i realized... i have to see her again and be sure she is ok.... and i want to see my gf again... i miss her very much and i have been in hell without her (she moved to dallas a year ago).... and i want to live... for those that would be affected by my death... i have that and other things to live for.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phantasy Freak Posted October 9, 2001 Author Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B] i have to admit a few days ago (around 1 day before i came here) i was going to do that, but i realized i had something to live for.... You see, My GrandParents adopted a 5 year old girl Named tammy... when she was 16 she gave birth to me.... she left me, and my grandparents adopted me, she had one other child.... my half sister, i realized... i have to see her again and be sure she is ok.... and i want to see my gf again... i miss her very much and i have been in hell without her (she moved to dallas a year ago).... and i want to live... for those that would be affected by my death... i have that and other things to live for.... [/B][/QUOTE] Well the only people I actually have are you guys here...My parents constantly yell at me and my sister does too sometimes...and most of my friends ignore me.But I do have a few friends who care..just are there much anymore..and I don't have a bf to talk to..never had...prolly never.....and i was really depressed and for several days too... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 my gf prolly has another guy... she hasnt emailed me in a few months..... ah... the pain of a broken heart..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B]my gf prolly has another guy... she hasnt emailed me in a few months..... ah... the pain of a broken heart..... [/B][/QUOTE] I know the feeling..... it's tough. but you have to realize it's a part of life... you'll find someone else... sooner or later... there's nothing wrong with being alone... hell I was alone for 18 years.... well... yeah.... officially.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 i went out with her for 2 years.... ..... ..... ........ ....... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lil_hell4t Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 say what?!...will2x got banned now did he,hmm im not gunna get involved im only gunna say ,jez im not up to date on the otakuboardz news am i -_-i only just found out he got banned and btw' sorry about the gf situation deathknight Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kuja Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by ~Mystical Pan~ [/i] [B] Man...why exactly are they giving him a second chance? I hope he knows he's lucky that PF could have put the cops on him. HE should be apologize. No one should threaten someone else. No matter what the circumstance is. [/B][/QUOTE] [SIZE=3][FONT=century gothic][COLOR=crimson]when i asked them to ban him back when v3 started... they said they would give him another chance... notice i dont respond to him at all in here... he is a total pain since we came here and he wasnt a mod... when cloud didnt get his modship he didnt complain and i ever recomended him to help me in FF because of that... (and he is a good mod IMO), and nerdsy (n-man) didnt cry over spilled milk... he just took a vactation to play FF7 so it was allowed... but he is back and doesnt complain about it... where as will did... saying it was my fault when people already thought he wasnt doing what they expected... yea ill take the blame for most any moderator mess up... and ill claim part of his thing if he forces the issue... but i cant do all of it... im not in control of the mods am i? i just read that... lol um well they GAVE him a second chance not giving... im just saying he has messed up before... but in a more private level than that...[/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 Oh, we've given Will plenty of chances.... I couldn't count how many times I woul dhave liked to ban him before but just didn't... James would warn him... over and over.... I dunno.... he picked a wrong time to joke around.... the last straw was pulled.... and he was just starting to be somewhat nice to me.... :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 he was messin with phantasy and i dont take ppl messing with my friends litely..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B]he was messin with phantasy and i dont take ppl messing with my friends litely..... [/B][/QUOTE] Yeah I know.... she is a friend of mine too.... I didn't like it... but regardless who it was, it was still totally unappropiate.... nothing like that... and any threat whether internet or not is illegal... joke, serious, whatever..... people don't mess around when it comes to things like that, no one else should.... And DeathKnight, yeah, it's hard... i mean, hell, my boyfriend went out with his ex-girlfriend, before, for 4 years..... it may be slightly different cause my boyfriend is gay, but 4 years is a long time... I can't imagine how she felt.... before I went out with a girl too, in my "confused days"... on and off for two years... she moved away too... and my boyfriends good friend was in a relationship for a year that ended... with her boyfriend cheating on her... and she's very pretty.... I hate to see break ups.... but it happens.... just gotta move on :) there's alot better people out there for ya :) believe me..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 i hope i find someone else as good as my gf was someday..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i] [B]i hope i find someone else as good as my gf was someday..... [/B][/QUOTE] There are... it may take a while to find them but there is someone or some people that are better and that will make you happy... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
James Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Transtic Nerve [/i] [B] There are... it may take a while to find them but there is someone or some people that are better and that will make you happy... [/B][/QUOTE] [color=darkblue][size=1]Hey, remember I was saying this very same thing when you broke up with your b/f? You were all sad about it...but you should take some of your own advice :) It usually works out for the best.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Macaiodh Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Phantasy Freak [/i] [B]Um...I think,I should tell you this..and i know you might not believe me,and/or might be mad at me...but I feel you should know,yesterday...I cut my wrist...about 10 times...but only 3 bled and not very much...but I hope it will never happen again..I will try not to think of suicide again.....:( I am so sorry..*tears fall down her cheek* [/B][/QUOTE] this subject demands immediate intervention. you cut your wrist 10 times & didn't bleed very much. what you did was not a suicide attempt, but self-mutilation. i suspect you've done something like this before. you do not truly want to die (you know this). you are acting out on inner pain. trying to distract yourself from the emotional with the physical pain. or you are punishing yourself over some guilt you feel. does this make sense? please don't do it again. i have seen people whose arms are a mass of scar tissue b/c of self-mutilation. you don't want to end up like them, they feel uglier than ever (although they were never ugly to begin with, only felt that way). i read your other posts, too. remember, you are beautiful! a portion of the creation flows through your veins. you are one with god, there is no difference. look at the stars, you will see your own beauty there, for there is no difference between you & them. harness your goddess abilities! no guy will be able to resist you, that's what i did & it worked! believe you are the goddess. it's true! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by James [/i] [B] [color=darkblue][size=1]Hey, remember I was saying this very same thing when you broke up with your b/f? You were all sad about it...but you should take some of your own advice :) It usually works out for the best.[/color][/size] [/B][/QUOTE] And I did :p And to reiderate the subject.... suicide, attempted suicide, self mutilation.... It's never the answer ro anything... take it from me... a person who lived most of his life under deep depression and psychiatric help and Prozac..... Oh i've thought of suicide.... never had the guts to attempt it... . i worry too much about other people.... people here, people in real life... how would killing myself make anything better? it wouldn't... they'd just be all sad.... suicide is a wimps way out of thing.... it basically says you aren't strong enogh to face life..... you can't do that... I know you are strong.... show us you are..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shy Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 Life is precious, I don't think anyone should kill themself. Especially one of my friends *hugs PF* Lets just try to get back to normal. In a while Will 2X might be able to come back, but not if his friends are threatening anyone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 Whoa! I knew you were thinking about it but I thought you wouldn't because of our convo. a while go. Man... Do you know how sad I'd be? I would prolly be all depressed for years.... Me and Jam. Please Steph don't. *cries* (I really did). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 i havent known anyone here long, prolly none of you really care bout the silly ol newb death knight, and i havent known Phantasy long... few days only.... but i dont think its cool ppl like will causing all this BS jus cuz he got banned for threating someone and being a.... a hole..... Phantasy, i may be new here but dont commit suicide, it isnt worth it and alot of ppl would be sad.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amibasuki Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 there's no question will2x deserved to get banned. harassing ppl is downright wrong and disgusting, it's a good thing he did get banned PF, whatever you do, don't die, cuz life gets better, even if it takes a while. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Zeh Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 Will2X? now there's an idiot if i ever seen one. He never learns. he tried to get me to make pention for him so he would get un-banned. He also said he wasn't sierous because if he was, you'd be dead or something like that. I've know Will longer than anyone else on here. just ignore him. And of course on your AIM list just block him. And belive me nothing is worth killing yourself over. I think there has to be another reason you did that. Maybe you just don't want to talk about it online to a bunch of people you don't know IRL. Maybe something reacently happened in your home or someting? or maybe you just don't have much Self Esteem... But i doubt someone would slit there wrists because someone they don't know insulted them and was harassing them. All ya have to do is black him off your AIM list. and only except messeges from your buddies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phantasy Freak Posted October 9, 2001 Author Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Cloud [/i] [B]Will2X? now there's an idiot if i ever seen one. He never learns. he tried to get me to make pention for him so he would get un-banned. He also said he wasn't sierous because if he was, you'd be dead or something like that. I've know Will longer than anyone else on here. just ignore him. And of course on your AIM list just block him. And belive me nothing is worth killing yourself over. I think there has to be another reason you did that. Maybe you just don't want to talk about it online to a bunch of people you don't know IRL. Maybe something reacently happened in your home or someting? or maybe you just don't have much Self Esteem... But i doubt someone would slit there wrists because someone they don't know insulted them and was harassing them. All ya have to do is black him off your AIM list. and only except messeges from your buddies. [/B][/QUOTE] It wasn't him...It was my real life...my family is always yelling at me...alot people at my school hate me & accuse me of being a Witch,a Vampire,a Demon,and a Devil Worshipper and I am NONE of them....just your average grunge teen who doesn't talk much,or trust many people..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DeathKnight Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 i dont talk at all O.o what ppl think doesnt matter its how you think about yourself and your personality and how you treat others thats what really matters i have learned what people think about you doesnt matter much because some people cant see thru whats on the outside and see whats on the inside Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
James Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Phantasy Freak [/i] [B] It wasn't him...It was my real life...my family is always yelling at me...alot people at my school hate me & accuse me of being a Witch,a Vampire,a Demon,and a Devil Worshipper and I am NONE of them....just your average grunge teen who doesn't talk much,or trust many people..... [/B][/QUOTE] [color=orangered][size=1]Ahh that sucks. My sister sounds a bit like you, although I don't think she doesn't trust people... But if you're ever really sad and you need to talk, you can talk to me over AIM if I'm online. I really hope you don't hurt yourself again like you mentioned earlier...that's really sad :( I think you just need someone to listen to you :)[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Transtic Nerve Posted October 9, 2001 Share Posted October 9, 2001 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Phantasy Freak [/i] [B] It wasn't him...It was my real life...my family is always yelling at me...alot people at my school hate me & accuse me of being a Witch,a Vampire,a Demon,and a Devil Worshipper and I am NONE of them....just your average grunge teen who doesn't talk much,or trust many people..... [/B][/QUOTE] ::sigh:: I hate those people... they are just stupid... they act like this is Salem back in the 1700's.... But I know how that feels... my ex-boyfriend had two friends.... whom were gay and in love.... everyone made fun of them.... so much they couldn't take it anymore.... so they both killed themselves.... all because people tormented them.... It's stupid.... I don't agree with what they did by killing themselves... but it's horrible that it was that bad! People don't realize what harm words do to people.... make fun of people for what they are, what they look like, etc... it's STUPID and Horrid.... they don't realize how much an effect it has on them.... till they go and kill themselves or kill others... ofcourse that type of action is also inappropiate.... If i were you, and like I'm doing, just ignore them... I have to deal with the torment of being called names cause I'm gay... i just ignore them.... they are not worthy to be in your presence.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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