Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Hey guys I know what you mean my family has gone through so much like my dad has been arrested so many times because of that stuff(you know what I mean) my sister has ran away from and I have almost committed suicied once(sorry about spelling). my mom and sister tried suicide. I am thirteen and I tried suicide at 8 years old. Sad aint it. I havn't tried counling. At school all my teachers hate me and my friends don't want to hear this sort of stuff from me. so I need help bad. I even have my own gun if I feel like doing it badly. so please help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Oh I forgot sometimes I cry myself to sleep and I don't think I am like that. I even sit in the darkness alone like ever day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Earth is the lord of the rings planet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SanaofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 My lifes messed up. i havent had happiness stay for more then 2 weeks or a month. tho i met great friends i still have suicid thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 rttcs77 i dont think your right not all counselurs and doctors know what we are going through and advice from other people that do know can help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Well, life has sucked lately but i met some great friends and people to help me get through it. Like Sana. It's great to feel accepted but once you figure out that it's all just false emotions then you're shattered. I have great thoughts of suicide, but with the beleif i have in you, for you, Sana, i burned the gun and, it's hard to say this but, i liked it, watching something that can bring so much harm be destroyed. Well you know the truth Sana. And Wic, i know how you feel. It's great to unload on people you don't know ^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 rttcs77 i dont think your right not all counselurs and doctors know what we are going through and advice from other people that do know can help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SanaofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Sana must be a great girl Loki. is she pretty? do you care for her looks or her personality? she may have a bad life and suicidal thoughts and helped you through them, but can yu help her threw hers if she needed it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Sana is great. I don't really care what she looks like. I love her for her personality, not for what she looks like. She was great to help me through it, but i had to push a little harder by myself to realize what I'd be losing if i committed suicide. If I needed to , which at one point or another im sure i will, i can. Because I beleive that she could have the same feelings for me that I do for her. If she does, then i know she can get through it, just like i did. I just thought about her before i pulled the trigger. Then my mind was mad up. I couldn't kill myself. Sana means the world to me. She better not do anything to herself, or ill shortly follow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SanaofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 how sweet.. she must be happy are you dating? how long have you two known each other? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Well, I hope that she's happy. I try really hard but I haven't scored a date yet... YET. Even if we just stay friends, I'm okay with that. I want Sana to be happy. She means the world to me. I'll always be happy as long as she's happy and doing okay in life. I can think of myself as a guardian... i wish. But I just want her to be happy, so to me, it doesn't matter if she loves me back. As long as she follows her heart and does what she beleives than i have no complaints. If she screws up then i'll always be here for her. Not just for the huge problems, but the small ones too ^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wiccansamurai Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Loki of Asgard... Sana of Asgard.... WIC IS CONFUSED!!! *cries* anyway, unloading is better than keeping it to yourself and feeling alone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 my sister is back and doing a little better tho, but she is four years older then me. but to this day I feel like killing my self so badly, it sucks because I dont want to die but sometimes I not sure it feels as tho I surrounded by evil and there is no escaping. PLEASE HELP!! I would most like it to be a private message but it doesnt have to be Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 You saw everything wic? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SanaofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 wow your a gret guy, to bad i hadn't met you first then i probably would have been happy also. but it seems like she's torn between things. i hope you get what you want even if it takes a while and her heart is hurting bad i think its great your there for her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wiccansamurai Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 lol, you guys are confusing me. Is sana of Asgard your Sana, or just a different Sana? Sigh... but, you made me laugh. but that may just be the sugar high. Shorty, I sent you a pm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 She doesn't have to worry about me being there for her. I will always be there for her. I just want her to be happy, even if my goal is not accomplished, I don't care. It's great just being friends with her, though it would be great to be just a little bit closer. I just want her to take her time. There's no hurry. As for you Shorty- Don't kill yourself. Find something as a motivation like I did. Find someone you love or look up to someone, like an idol. If you find out that there's no reason to die, then you'll feel a lot better and understand what's going on in the whole picture, not just in broken parts and fragments. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Wic, ill tell you on AIM sometime alright ^_~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wiccansamurai Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 And take up a hobby! look, i have a hobby! I draw, tho my drawing times been taken up by my recent obsession with the o boards... And I understand now, she is your sana! you guys are sweet to eachother :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Thanks LokiofAsgard for the advice I'll think of what you have told me today when I feel like doing but if that doesn't work I need something else. But thanks anyway^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 LokiofAsgard you should visit my site and become a buddy to help me out with some problems Thanx again^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Sure Shorty, anytime, PM me if you ever need nething Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shorty Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 I do have a hobby it is the same as yours but this site takes up my time too^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SanaofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 shorty if i can call you that well if you need help i'd like to help you out also. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LokiofAsgard Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Heh, Wic, you saw right through me, eh? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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