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What do I do? I seem to lose control everytime I turn around. I can't do anything about it because I don't know how. I'm not going to say anything about it on the boards, I'll talk to select people via AIM. But, I just want to know: How do you all deal with extreme grief? Have you ever felt it before? I mean the kind that eats at you from the inside out. I mean the kind that can kill you. It can take you and make you emotionally dead. That is the kind that I speak of...

-Justin
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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Justin [/i]
[B]What do I do? I seem to lose control everytime I turn around. I can't do anything about it because I don't know how. I'm not going to say anything about it on the boards, I'll talk to select people via AIM. But, I just want to know: How do you all deal with extreme grief? Have you ever felt it before? I mean the kind that eats at you from the inside out...

-Justin [/B][/QUOTE]


[COLOR=blue]Grief, I hate to be in grief. I don't what to say, because I don't know what happen. When I'm in grief, I told myself that no one care about me, except for myself. Whether I'm happy or sad, it's still me, so get over it. I kind of use hatred to make me feel better, but I wouldn't recomend you to do that.[/COLOR]
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[color=red]My life is what I like to call a, Cluster-F*ck. If it's not one thing, it's another. Sometimes I can't escape the grief either. When I'm lucky enough to escape to my room, without being grieved in the present......some idiot has to dredge up the past. "How did he do it again?" ; "Were you seriously_________?" ; "Your life isn't as bad as you make it out to be, .... or is it?" I suggest listening to some classical music; it truely has the power to pacify anyone's emotions. If you're still looking for someone to talk to....IM me(profile.)[/color]
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i've lost 1 grandmom 2 grandfathers...

My sister... i worry about... i havent seen her in... 7 years...

My biological mother turned into someone i do not even know anymore...

My dad... haha... my biological dad... i have never seen him...

My girlfriend moved away to dallas....

Life...

haha...

what a joke....

As a certain man once said...

Life is a roller coaster....

Mine... is a crashing airplane.....
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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by DeathKnight [/i]
[B]i've lost 1 grandmom 2 grandfathers...

My sister... i worry about... i havent seen her in... 7 years...

My biological mother turned into someone i do not even know anymore...

My dad... haha... my biological dad... i have never seen him...

My girlfriend moved away to dallas....

Life...

haha...

what a joke....

As a certain man once said...

Life is a roller coaster....

Mine... is a crashing airplane..... [/B][/QUOTE]
id like to comfort you Justin
and Dk
Would you mind taking my name out your sig
-thanx
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i know how you feel. someone close to me committed suicide when i was fourteen. i went to my gymnastics class (my passion, my life) to get my mind off of it, but it wouldn't work. i burst into tears in the middle of the floor. my coaches asked what was wrong. i didn't answer, just walked off the floor, & never went back. that night i wrote my first real poem. poetry is good for dealing w/ emotions. it will be good as long as it's real.
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i can truely say... i have seen too much in life.... to cry...

there is too much pain... to cry about...

i dont cry anymore....

it doesnt matter anymore...

if you get cut... dont cry about it....

for... many more cuts are to come...

too many for a lifetime...

Too much pain... for a lifetime...
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[color=deeppink]Justin, I'm so sorry I couldn't finish talking to you last night. My mom kicked me offline from her computer when I wasn't supposed to be online in the first place. When she got off, I was too tired to get back on...I'm sorry :( [/color]
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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by BabyGirl [/i]
[B][color=deeppink]Justin, I'm so sorry I couldn't finish talking to you last night. My mom kicked me offline from her computer when I wasn't supposed to be online in the first place. When she got off, I was too tired to get back on...I'm sorry :( [/color] [/B][/QUOTE]
Its perfectly alright. I understand that life is random, therefore, I hold nothing against you...

-Justin
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