Writing Absent Thyself

[ColourDeaf]

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Tune reminds me of my first E
Still back then, still 16, still free
Still chilled in my paranoia
Still floating with zero G?s
Totally sci-fi
The force is with me
People pushing into my shoulders
All moving with the same beat
Same rhythm
Lose the anomalies
We?re all riding the same wavelength
One free flowing happy family
All smiling
All singing
All free
Losing yourself in the music
Taking the time to listen to the heart
Of the others whizzing on Charlie
Feel the rumble under your feet
Pounding like the dance of gods
It?s truly biblical
So many epiphanies
Know thyself
Lose thyself
Absent thyself
So little memory
Talk **** to guys you don?t know
What?s your poison?
Where you from?
What?s your story?
It?s alright to know
We?re all family
Joined by our blood
Pounding with the same chemical cocktails
Closer than fathers
Sons
And Holy Ghosts
Amen
Blind yourself with theology
Mainstream the philosophy
We?re the final frontier
The toxic generation
Masters of escapism
The newest crop of Houdini?s
Dropping the bomb in
A flower power revolution
Each acid hit
The tiniest tear in the sea
Dealt by the new age messiahs
Not murderers
Taking the hit with us
Preaching the word like Ghandi
Modern alchemists
Urban shamans and sorcerers
Husbandry of chemicals
Finding the perfect pedigree
God bless you
Safe as ****
All kushty
What was I saying?
Words slur
Heart purrs
Things get blurry
Time to pull a Bermuda
I?m with friends
See you in the club
Damn skippy
World crashes back around my ears
Back to lazy Mondays
Cramped apartments
Pear shaped reality
Still drab concrete
Still dead beats
Still synthetic inspiration
Cloned similarity
And forced harmonies
Still back here
Still on my morning break
Still drawing on my ciggy
Still free.