Writing My Little Black Book

[Dead Alice]

Hello all! I haven't been here in a while so I'm gonna post some of my depressing poems for you all to enjoy (or not). To me they all sound kinda similar so... Yeah. I'll probably use this thread to post more stuff if anyone wants me to.

Haven

I long to stand where
Boundaries have fallen
To feel a true freedom
Comforted by the light
A vast abyss of life
And there is only me
Alone for eternity
To escape reality
Run from pain
The night is my loneliness
The day, my strength
To hide on the edge of earth
Until the world is faded
And I am left with nothing
But memories

Demented

Pale and lifeless, cold
As the inconstant moon
A void, spiraling
Ceaseless and stopping at oblivion
Empty, fragile like glass
Transparent floating memories
Growing, hiding in darkness
Silence lingering, unstable mind
Haunting melody?repeating
The bitter taste, never leaving
Blood, newly spawned
Twisting horror of lies
Waiting in quiet night, stalking
Fresh victims, torture
Empty existence, pain
And you are my only love
Death

Damaged Butterfly

Find faith in lost memories
Fly on broken wings
Run for cloudy skies
When sunlight fades
Scream into an empty soul
Part the sea and drown
Victim of danger?s seduction
Being drawn by thirst for blood
Like angels with torn halos
Cast to hell in redemption
And demons chased from Satan
In darker sins of good
Take my hand and pull me
So I may follow into death
The lingering silence
And kiss the sky

Bleeding Window

I sit here at the window through which I see the world
The glass would shatter easily at my touch
I watch in silence the lies that flow through
Transparent chaos I know all too well
As the clouds are willing to die
Blood descends like rain in torrents
I hear screaming from an unknown source
There is only darkness behind my fragile shield
The earth cries as we are returned to her
In a cycle of death and resurrection
I stare blankly at the reality beyond my window
Cold, lifeless existence
I am here in my room of illusions
Waiting for my nightmares to end
Yet I am afraid to break the glass
Afraid and at the same time eager
To feel the pain of its sharp edges
Draw dark liquid from my veins
But I am still here at my window
Being pulled separate ways
My creators urge me forward
Yet my angels hold me back
While I wish to fly away
And never return

Falling Backwards

In a world of candy canes and paper cranes the sky is green and no birds sing
Where blood flows through rivers like wine and tears become the dragon?s spine
The morning clouds pour acid rain and wait for night to come again
Pain is a weakness from within a tortured soul
Sitting in an upside-down room of clocks and mirrors
Viewing outside the window where the earth is gone
Spinning in squares; I?m falling backwards
Stop me before I wake up and have to face the light beyond the veil
There?s too much darkness; I can?t see anymore
Time is ticking; it won?t wait for you to rescue me
Hurry, I?m slipping through the black demon?s mist
Grab its wings; don?t let it get away
Stab through the surface as the silver bells chime
Blood floating in the sky as golden raindrops fall from hell
The signal?s gone; your time is up and back to the beginning you return
I fade and reform again; my body is melting like ice
Burn the ashes, torch like flame and listen to the fallen angels sing
Death is stalking you, for you have failed
Life shall be repeated as I sit here in my upside-down room
A deaf ear listening to the frozen clocks on the wall
Tick tock your time is up
The mourning doves shall laugh at you as I sing my hollow song

Forsaken

I shall sleep peacefully
Until I awaken from the grave
Rising from eternal slumber
Death shall be my slave
Feeding from the darkness
See the blood that's dripping
Stolen life from mortals
It's poison wine I'm sipping
Fragile you shall break
A new life unto its own
Weakness comes from fear
As my lust has grown
Forsaken life shall be my curse
To walk among the living
And hide as an immortal
With new-bound lives I'm giving
An eternity of hell on earth
Reality it's seeming
Damned to fate as I would have it
If only I were dreaming

Falling Destiny

Eternity of nightmares
Shield me in loneliness, I pray
Cradled by illusions
I will murder reality
My wings are tainted, feathered black
Pain, the hidden release
Reflect my sorrow in your eyes
Ruby droplets descend gracefully
I smile in the darkness
Return me to the earth as your sacrifice
My soul with cascade from the heavens
Your guardian of night
Your dreams are my tears
Burning fragile lines of regret
I am fortune?s fool
The slave of fate.

Sweet Nothing

Can you see me, Daddy?
My wings are breaking but
You can still see them
Aren't I your lovely flower
blooming in darkness?
Don?t you hear my voice, Daddy?
I'm singing for you
The melody is slowing and
faltering with each breath
But am I still your songbird?
You don't know me, Daddy
but I have tears inside for you
If you could see my scars
I could bleed for you, Daddy
If you would listen
If you could see me
Would you stop me from fading?
My faith lies in emptiness
Do you love me, Daddy?

Reflection

no matter how you look at me
i am not what i seem
hidden in a lonely shadow
an ancient vision dreams
looking through the shattered glass
a piercing angel's gaze
searching for a sign of hope
in these dark fateful days
silent tears begin to fall
as she comes to meet her end
murdered by the endless wounds
that only love can mend

Cry

Sorrow within hollowness
Slowly bleeds in silence
From eyes too empty
Cold running blind to vanish
On rosy cheeks
Draining to be swept away
Dark like moonlight?s shadow
Burn away at flesh unstained
While melodies of horror play
Stripped of memory
Fill with angel?s tears
Sweet like wine
Cast breath into a lifeless form
Soul devouring the lungs
And drown me in redemption
Weak and broken glass

[shadow15]

your realy good. I write to Im me if this is good
I could not spend anothernight in this head
so I'm dead
you may think of me less
but I flew
I may be a mess
but you knew
I could not spend a nother night in this head


thats a short one tell me if you like it I ask you because your a really good writer
luv ash