RPG Kurakow: Training Academy [PG-LV]

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Kelsey woke up feeling cold. It was dark and dank. The window was open and she felt the wind blowing on her face. She didn't remember where she was.

And then the images came back to her.

She closed her eyes hoping the images would go away, but they kept reoccuring in her mind. Her mind was circling. She felt even colder. She remembered their words to her as they each took turns taking advantage of her, how they hurt her, and then left her. She closed her eyes and started screaming.

Her screams reached the outer hall of the nurses office. Hakaruu came running in with Cat and Lex close behind him. Kelsey was screaming under her sheets and crying violently. Hakaruu tried calming her down, but as soon as he touched her, she began hitting him.

"Stop!! Don't touch me, get your hands off me!!" she screamed. Cat saw Hakaruu taken a back by this and went over to Kelsey.

"Kelsey, it's Cat. We're not going to hurt you," she said softly.

"Get off me!! Get off!!!! HEERO!!!" she cried again and started to get up and run out of the room.

"Wake Up for God's Sakes Kelsey!!!" Cat said, trying to hold back the tears. She tried to hold her down but she kept screaming for them to get off of her. She broke free and ran to the door where Lex stopped her.

"Let me go! I'm getting out of here, you won't hurt me anymore!! HEERO!" she cried.

"Heero left Kelsey, you're in the hospital. You're safe from those people. We're here to help you."

Kelsey finally realized where she was, but the images of the boys who raped her were still there. She put her head in her hands and fell to the floor. She sobbed and her cries pierced everyone's hearts as they watched the once spirited and happy girl crumble and breakdown.

"Heero, where's Heero. Where is he...?" she whispered. "Heero, where is he.."

Lex bent down to the girls level and put a hand on her shoulder. She shuddered at the touch but calmed down.

"He left after he found you Kelsey. He left.." Hakaru said. He walked over to Kelsey. "He said he failed you,"

Kelsey sat on her knees on the floor and held her stomach. She was in pain. It wasn't until then that she realized her attackers left a reminder for her. She grabbed her stomach and crawled to her bed.

"I need to see him.. please.. someone find him for me.."

Cat looked at Hakaruu. "Please, will you go?" she asked

Hakaruu saw the tears in her eyes and nodded. "I'll be back as soon as I can." and he left.

Kelsey laid on her pillow, constantly being haunted by the images and pain coursing through her body..

"Heero.." she cried into the darkness.

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero slowly stood up, to find Hakaruu running towards him

'Woe what a mess, Hakaruu whispered as he saw the state of Heero, he looked drawn and distant, 'Heero Kelsey needs you!,'

Heero looked at him with a blank expression

'Heero dammit snap out of it...Kelsey needs you,' said Hakaruu as he grabbed heeros arm and pulled him hard back to the nurses room

Hakaruu walked through the door of Kelseys room, she looked at the door hopeful but was disappointed to see Hakaruu walk in

'Where is he!,' she demanded to know

'I'm right here,' Heeros voice came deep and untoned as he walked through the door and stood there with a distant stare,

Hakaruu looked at the others and nodded, and they left Kelsey and Heero alone

She noticed that Heero wouldn't look at her, he walked over to the window, she saw the blood stained clothes

'Heero please...I need you,' she whispered, 'why'd you leave?'

'I needed to....I had to pay them back...they're dead now,' whispered Heero

'Oh Heero....look at me please!,' she demanded, turning his head around he looked at her sideways, tears rolled down her face, 'Heero...'

She could see that he was disappointed in himself, she slowly lifted her hand slowly, even though after what had happened, she needed Heero

Heero looked at her hand and slowly he walked towards her, he lifted his hand slowly, their hands trembling before they touched, as soon as Kelsey felt his hand she pulled him towards her and buried her face in his chest

'They hurt me!,' she cried out, 'They hurt me...I tried to scream out your name, but they covered my mouth...I tried to call out for you...i tried,'

Heero wrapped his arms around her, she cried even more

'I've failed you as i did my mother and i'm sorry...i'm so sorry i didn't hear you...i should of been there...I shouldn't of left you alone,' Heero whispered as tears fell from his eyes, Kelsey looked up at him, his eyes were tormented and filled with a deep pain

'Oh Heero...you haven't failed me, you could never fail me....those bastards it was their fault not yours, you weren't to know,' she whispered

'I'm sorry...i'm sorry,' was all heero could say as he looked into her eyes and saw the pain, they took away her innocence that he loved so much, the happiness that he always saw was gone and that pained him even more

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Kelsey looked up at Heero. She tried to be strong, but she couldn't. She winced in pain and fell to the floor. Heero caught her as she fell and looked at her again. Her head was to the ground and he felt her shaking in his arms.

She pulled herself up and held her stomach again. Heero picked her up and laid her on the bed. He put the covers over her and pulled up a chair next to her. She put her hand out again and he took her hand. She squeezed his hand and he kissed it.

She closed her eyes and a single tear fell from her cheek. Heero wiped it from her face.

"I see them."

Heero said nothing.

"I see them... I see them on..me... They won't go away..." she said as more tears fell.

Heero sat there. He blamed himself. He should have walked her to the classroom.

"They threw me on that rock... it was cold..." she said.

Heero's face filled with tears. He wanted to help her.

"They said things... I didn't understand it then... but I think I do now..."

Heero looked at her. He didn't understand...

"They thanked Jaan Nagato, for..." her voice trailed off.

Heero recognized the name. He was the teacher of unarmed combat...

Anger swelled up inside of him

"I think he may know who did this... who was responsible for..." her voice trailed as she grabbed her stomach again. The tears streamed from her eyes...

Heero stared at Kelsey. He wiped her tears away again and knelt down and kissed her. "I love you Kelsey. Please don't leave me.."

"I'll be fine. I'll be taken care of. There is one thing you can do for me Heero." she whispered.

"Anything." he stroked her hair.

"Take Hakaruu with you. Don't take unnecessary risks. Please..."

Heero sighed. He would have rather gone alone, but he understood her frustration. "I promise." he said.

He kissed her once more and left the room. Everyone was staring at him except for Hakaruu. He stood next to the window.

Heero stared at Hakaruu.

"Is she okay right now?" Cat asked.

"No. Not yet. Keep her company while I'm gone. Please."

Cat nodded and went into the room.

Heero walked over to Hakaruu. "You're coming with me." he said.

Hakaruu looked at him puzzled, "What made you change your mind?"

"Kelsey. She changes everything for me." he walked out of the nurses office and went outside.

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero stood waiting for Hakaruu

'Hurry up!,' called Heero impaitent as he stood with his arms crossed and tapping his foot, Hakaruu qucikly ran outside

'I'm here,' he smiled, Heero looked at him and began walking

'So...where are we going?' questioned Hakaruu

'We're going to visit Mr Nagato,' replied Heero sternly

'Why's that?' questioned Hakaruu

'You'll see,' whispered Heero

They arrived at Mr Nagato's office, but before Hakaruu could knock Heero kicked open the door and ran in but there was noone there

'Hmmm, wonder where he is?' questioned Hakaruu

'Well search his office, see if theres anything in here about that gang, They searched every inch of the office

'Hey Heero theres something behind this picture,' said Hakaruu as he pulled the picture off and found a safe inbedded in the wall with a padlock on it, Heero then put his sword in it and snapped it off and opened it, inside he found twenty thick folders, they pulled them out and placed them on the desk, the files were on young kids, as they were going through them Hakaruu gasped as he picked up a folder which was thicker than the others

'What is it?' questioned Heero frowning at him, Hakaruu looked at Heero and slowly handed him a folder

Heero took it and nearly dropped it when he saw the name [i]Heero Yuy[/i]

Carefully opening it he found out that he had been watched by a gang called Black Tigers ever since he was five and as soon as he turned nine they tried to take him but they had to kill his parents to get him, it then showed that they brainwashed him and he trained with them for Two years where he became the number one student in his class and thats when they brainwashed him again and sent him to Kurakow Trainning Academy and thats how he picked up alot more faster than the other students...Heero was unable to read the rest when he saw the pictures of his mother, his father and him, closing the folder he put the folder away inside his jacket

'Heero?...your not apart of that gang are you?' questioned Hakaruu

'Well according to these files, thats the reason why i was sent here,' replied Heero sounding fustrated

Heero then looked at Hakaruu and then picked up the rest of the files,

'Come on lets get out of here,' said Heero, 'We can go through this lot and then come back tomorrow and pay a visit to Mr Nagato,'

They put everything back together and then took off out the door.

[Cat]

[size=2]Cat did what Heero told her to do. She sat nexts to Kelesy's bed. Cat did know what to do. So she begain to talk to Kelesy about thier favorite movie's and stuff like. Any think to keep Kelesy mind a going and not thinking about the horror that she went though. Soon Kelesy was a sleep. Cat stayed up. She began to feel sleepy but she waited for Heero to come back.





OOC: Sorry haven't posted in a long time. School started.

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OOC: Hey, No problem! Look forward to future posts! :)

Kelsey woke up. She looked over and saw Cat sleeping. She had tried to stay awake as hard as she could. Kelsey appreciated that Cat took the time to keep her company.

Kelsey sat up and stared out the window of her room. She thought about the week.

She remembered the day when Heero caught her as she fell from the tree. Actually, she remembered that she thought he was stalking her. She smiled. She understood differently now.

She remembered when Heero had pulled her into the cold creek,and he teased her about how she looked. He was happy then, and she was too.

She remembered the spot Heero had taken her too. It was beautiful. She remembered the cold air that night. And how Heero had given her his jacket.

A single tear fell from her eye.

She remembered when he kissed her. And how right it felt. How happy she was to have him near. She missed him terribly. She wanted him to be near. She held her stomach in pain. The bruises would never heal.

She put her head in her hands and wept quietly.

"Kelsey?" Cat had woken up.

Kelsey stopped and looked at Cat.

"Kelsey, is there anything I can do for you?" she asked

"No. I just want to know he's okay. It's been too long."

Cat looked down. "You love him, don't you?" she said quietly.

Kelsey pulled the covers up to her as she sat up against the bed frame. "I have for some time, Cat. I just wish he wouldn't be so sad. I wish none of this happened. I wish we both could be happy." she said.

"Kelsey, it's understandable that you two have gone through so much. But it doesn't mean you can never be happy again."

"I know. I need to be strong. For the both of us." she said quietly as she held her stomach again. "But I'm not sure on how to do that anymore." she whispered and closed her eyes, and cried silently to herself.

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero stayed out side while Hakaruu walked into Kelseys room

'Heero???' questioned Kelsey with hope in her eyes again

'Oh he's out side,' said Hakaruu as he sat down in an empty chair

'What's he doing out there?' questioned Kelsey looking worried

'He just said that he needed time to himself,' replied Hakaruu, at that moment Cat wacked Hakaruu in the stomach

'You fool!, why'd you leave him out there by himself?' questioned Cat as she quickly stood up and ran to the door, she looked out and found that he was gone, 'Dammit,'

Cat closed the door and looked at Kelsey, tears ran down her face

'He's gone,' said Cat looking angrily at Hakaruu

'How was i to know that he was going to take off,' said Hakaruu, 'all he said was that he needed sometime alone to think,'

Anger had grown in Kelseys heart, she was mad at him...he had lied to her and once again left her alone, hot tears fell down her cheek.

Meanwhile:

Heero had gone back to his dorm room, he sat on his bed looking at the folder, he opened it and read through it, how was he going to tell Kelsey that he's ment to be apart of the gang thats terrorising her...how could he even look at her, for two hours he had stayed away just going over the folder, he then knew that he had to tell her so he took off back to the nurses office.

Kelsey couldn't stop crying...she felt so confused and alone

'Where is he!,' she demanded to know suddenly the door opened and Heero walked in, relief set in her heart but she was still very mad, 'Where have you been!,'

Heero didn't say anything as he closed the door and walked over to her with a serious look about him, as he got closer Kelsey lunged at him and slapped heero across the face leaving a red hand print

'How dare you do that to me!,' she cried as she started to beat her fists against him, 'How could you do that to me...how could you leave me alone...how could you take off like that and just leave me alone...why'd you leave me alone...why?''

After a few minutes Kelsey calmed down, she lent against Heero and thats when he put his arms around her, He was unphased by what had just happened and he sat down on the bed with her still in his arms

'The reason why i left was because i didn't know how to tell you,' he said in a voice so distant and unsure, Kelsey pulled her head back and looked at him, he then handed her his folder, Kelsey looked at it in confusion, she looked at him and then slowly opened it, she covered her mouth as she read what was in it

'Oh...my god,' she whispered, 'oh heero,'

Heero moved off the bed and sat by the window, Kelsey looked at him, how could she have said all those things to him, how could she have done that to him, she slowly moved off the bed and slowly and steadily walked over to him

'Oh Heero I'm so sorry, i'm sorry,' whispered kelsey, 'what did think i was going to do when i saw this folder?'

'Hate me,' he whispered, 'hate me because I'm one of them,'

'No you are wrong!,' she growled, 'I could never hate you, you are not one of them!,'

'How could you not hate me...I left you alone for them....to...I can't look at you with knowing what they had done to you because I left you alone...and because i'm one of them...how could you not hate me for that!!,' exclaimed Heero as he stood up, Hakaruu signalled to the others and they left the room, Kelsey slowly stood up and walked over to Heero

'How can you not see how much i love you,' she whispered, 'I know deep down inside that you are not one of them and you never will be, oh Heero...I love you so much please see that,'

She put her arms around Heeros neck and preesed her sore body against him, Heero gently put his arms around her, his body began shaking,

'Hold me heero, I want you to hold me...don't be afraid...I trust you more than anyone in this world,' she whispered in his ear

'i might hurt you,' he whispered back as tears ran down his cheek and sadness filled his eyes

'Please i need you to hold me...please...I trust you,' she said looking up at him, Heero then slowly and nervously pulled her closer and she hugged him warmingly

'I'll never be scared of you, they will not make me scared of you,' she cried,' Not you,'

Heero kissed Kelsey gently then put her back on the bed and sat down as the others walked back in

'Hey everything ok?' asked hakaruu

'yeah,' smiled Kelsey unsure of Heero, as she looked at him, he was sitting beside the bed but staring into thin air, Cat looked at Kelsey then looked at Heero who sat there with an expressionless stare

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Kelsey put her hand over Heero's as he sat there. She rubbed his knuckles as he stared into the wall.

"Hakaruu just filled me in on the details. We have to stop them before they recruit anymore people. This isn't right." Cat said. She knew she just said the obvious but she didn't know how else to Bring Heero back to his senses.

He still sat there.

"Come on Heero, knock it off already." Hakaruu said. "You're not one of them. That's why they're doing this to you. Don't you understand? They're ruining your life so you can be a part of their little gang."

Heero looked at him at that point. "And that's suppose to change something?" he pointed out.

Hakaruu slammed his fist against the wall. "For crying out loud, this is not a time for you to be feeling sorry for yourself. Don't you know they're not going to be waiting forever?? They'll come after her again and finish the job if you don't do something about this now. You have to stay focused!!" he yelled.

Everyone was quiet. Heero stared at him for a long time. He stood up and looked at Kelsey.

"He's right. We have to go."

"Go where? You don't even know where you're going." Cat said

"Mr. Nagato knows a lot more than we're giving him credit for. We'll wait up for him and get him to tell us what we need to know."

At that point, Kita walked in with Lex. "Did we miss something?" she said

Cat handed her the folder, and Lex and Kita bega reading it.

"This is an outrage. Where did you get this file Heero?"

"From Mr. Nagato's room." said Hakaruu. Heero turned around and stared at Kelsey.

"Mr. Nagato? Are you sure?" Lex said

"We can show you his safe in his office. We're going to go meet him again."

Heero lifted Kelsey's hand and kissed it warmly. "I won't let them hurt you anymore Kelsey." he said as his eyes filled with tears.

Kelsey stared at him for a while. "I know that Heero. What kind of Guardian would you be if that was the case?" she said teasingly.

He continued to stare at her, and a feint smile came to his face. "How do you do that?"

"Do what?" she asked

"To be happy at a time like this?" he said as he sat on her bed. The others were talking amongst themselves on what to do next.

She smiled. "Because you're here Heero. You do this to me. I'm able to do things I didn't even think possible. I love you." she said softly.

His eyes filled with tears again. He put his arm around her and held her tight. His tears fell into her hair.

"Thank you." he whispered.

"For what?" she asked quietly.

"For making me feel needed." he said as he looked into her eyes. He gently kissed her. She smiled.

"Take care of yourself. I want them all to go with you."

"No, someone has to stay here."

"Heero"

"I'm not leaving you alone again. Never again."

"Then post 20 guards outside, and 30 in here. I don't care. I just want them all to go with you. I'll be fine. They won't come here. I know they won't."

"Kelsey"

"Heero, I don't want something happeneing to you. What if they're waiting for you at Nagato's? I want you to have help. I don't want anything to happen to you. Please, for me."

Heero was quiet. He didn't know what to do.

"She's right. We can post as many guards here as you'd like Heero. But you need to let us go with you. You're going to need our help." Lex said

Heero was again quiet. He looked down. "Alright. But I'll be checking back here Kelsey. I want to see you here when I get back."

She smiled. "I promise I'll stay here." she lifted his chin. "I'll stay only for you Heero."

Heero smiled.

"I'll go arrange everything then." Lex said as he left the room. The rest followed outside.

"I love you Kelsey." he said quietly

Kelsey smiled and kissed him again. "I won't leave you. Just as long as your promise me the same."

He smiled. "I promise."

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero looked back at Kelsey as the guards walked in

'If anything happens to her, I'll tear out your hearts and feed them to yous,' growled Heero, the guards looked at him and nodded without hesitation, he then smiled at Kelsey and she smiled back and then he closed the door, they walked passed the other guards who stood outside

'If anything happens to her, I'll tear out you guys hearts aswell and feed it to yous,' Heero growled again, they also nodded without hesitation.

Wlaking along to Mr Nagatos office Heero walked on the out side of them, He felt strange walking with a group of people when he never ever did that before, he wondered if Kelsey was alright

'Hey she'll be alright,' said Hakaruu with a smile

Heero didn't reply as they keep walking

'I know your angry about everything...I know i would be too but we are here to help, besides this is fun,' smiled hakaruu

Again Heero didn't speak

'Well, just to let you know...I do want to be your friend Heero not your enemy,' Hakaruu said looking infront of them, 'and i hope we can be friends,'

Heero looked at him sideways but didn't say anything.

They arrived at Mr Nagatos Office and went inside, they all took a seat and waited, Heero sat by the window...as usual while the others sat talking amongst themselves...he then went into deep thought

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Kelsey stared at the door for a while. She tried not to worry about him. But something felt terribly wrong. Why were they able to get a hold of those files so easily? Where was Nagato? And was he solely responsible for everything that had happened to them?

She held her stomach. The pain worsened. She felt tired and sick, mostly from worrying. She pulled the covers over her and looked to the window. 3 guards were stationed behind the curtain. She smiled when she thought of Heero and his warning to the guards. She missed him already.

She looked to the door again and sighed. "Be Careful" she whispered. If anything happened to him, she'd be lost again. And she hated being alone.

OOC: OKAY, I'm off for a few days. No one kill my character while I'm gone, and please, no playing her either. She needs her rest ;)

[Heero Darkangel]

Cat walked over to Heero who stared out the window

'What do you think will happen?' she questioned, Heero looked at her

'I don't know but we will get some answers out of him,' spoke Heero in a low tone

At that moment the door opened and Mr Nagato walked into the room, he gasped when he saw Heero run towards him and push him against the wall with the sword held at his throat, Hakaruu quickly closed the door

'What's the meaning of this?,' exclaimed Mr Nagato

'This!,' growled Heero as he held the folder infront of Mr Nagatos face,

'How'd you get that!' Mr Nagato demanded to know

'That isn't the point! what the point is who are the Black tigers?' snapped Heero, Mr Alastine then pulled heero off him

As Mr nagato coughed and then straightened himself up

'I see you still can't remember Heero,' spoke Mr Nagato as he walked to his desk

'We already know that he's ment to be apart of the Black tigers but what we want to know is who are they and why do you have these files?' Cat snapped before anyone could say anything

Mr Nagato rubbed his face and then sat down, 'Well i guess you've seen all the files so i might aswell tell you...A long time ago there were four gangs at this academy one was called the Black Tigers, one was called White Wolves, one called Red Crows and the other called Blue Dragons, they were peaceful gangs, they looked after the academy until one day the Black Tigers Master was Killed, his name was Jonus Reeves, A great man, very kind in his ways and always kept the peace between all gangs...He was loved by all but there were some who were jeleous of him, they were also in the Black Tigers, the rumours around the academy was that it was the ones who were jeleous of him who killed him but there was no evidence to prove that...but when the New Master of the Black Tigers rose thats when all hell broke loose and it proved the rumours right, apparently getting rid of Master Reeves had been in the making for many years and within those years some of Master Reeves's top grade students had built a huge organization out side the Academy which made it international, they took kids from their homes and raised them in a compound out of Kurakow Academy then sent them here to be trained more harder, but now they've made this place their main headquaters they taking kids from here but they still take kids from their homes...Like what they did to you Heero but because your parents tried to stop them they were killed,' explained Mr Nagato

'But they raped my mother!!!,' exclaimed Heero as he slammed his fists down on his desk

Mr Nagato put his head down, 'I was hoping you didn't remember that,'

'What!...how do you know?' gasped Heero

'I...I was there at the time...I tried to stop them but they threatened to kill me....I saw everything...I watched on helplessly...it was the look in your eyes that made me realize that what we did was wrong...so when it came to the time when you were to come here I took the oppotunity to become your guardian, I was ment to watch you...but everytime i looked at you that was all i could see...was how they made you watch, and how you looked at me and begged me to make them stop but i couldn't...I was terrified...I turned my back on you but even though I did that i could still see your face...I could still hear you scream as you watched on...I felt disgusted in myself,' explained Mr Nagato as he looked up at Heero with tears in his eyes, 'You don't know how sorry i am...I'd give anything to turn back time and rewrite what happened,'

Heero quickly drew his sword again and lunged at Mr Nagato who fell backwards on his chair, Mr Alastine and Hakaruu grabbed Heero

'You!...I will kill you!!!!,' exclaimed Heero as he tried to brake away from Mr Alastine and Hakaruu's grip, 'I will rip out your heart!!!!'

Cat and Kita jumped the desk and pinned Mr Nagato to the wall

'You sick.....tell us what you are doing with the rest of the files,' Cat hissed

'Go through them and you'll see,' whispered Mr Nagato, 'I stole them from the Black Tigers HQ before they made Kurakow their HQ, they don't know that i have them...there are more, Heero was the only one to survive out of the group he was in and well...you all better read the rest before you kill me,'

Cat glared at him wondering what he was talking about, 'What do you mean?'

'Just please read the other files, I found them...I wasn't there...i only knew about Heero,' said Mr Nagato as tears rolled down his face as he could still hear Heeros voice

Mr Nagato then took the two girls to the another safe in the wall behind a picture and pulled out a whole heap of folders, they went through them and found all of their names even kelseys was there

'Does this mean that we're ment to be apart of the gang aswell?' questioned Kita

'I don't know...I never read all your files, some of the files they killed families because they wanted too... I just wanted to keep them a secret but when i heard that the gang had been harrassing Heero well then i knew that Heero would find out sooner or later,' replied Mr Nagato

'Why didn't you tell us?' questioned cat as she rubbed her hand over her folder as tears fell from her eyes

'How could i...like i said...I couldn't even look at Heero without seeing what had happened...There wasn't a day where i never stop thinking of that night and his face...I was still trying ti figure out how i was going to tell him,' mr Nagato answered in a soft tone

Heero had stopped struggling against Mr Alastine and Hakaruu and over heard what Mr Nagato had said, His heart sank even deeper, He looked at Mr Nagato as tears swelled in his eyes and he walked out side slamming the door behind him, he lent against the wall and cried as he slid down to the round, he pressed his mothers bow against his head...everything was confusing to him...he wondered if the others were also ment to be apart of the gang... or were their families killed for the fun of it...he didn't know...all he knew was that his whole world had just shattered again and all he wanted to do was block it out but he couldn't

[Cat]

[size=2]Cat look at Mr.Nagato and said "Did you read my folder?" "No." He said. Cat then went to a chair facing the window and sat down to read her folder. It didn't take long. Most of the worst info was on top about her. Cat then just droped the folder and looked out the window.

"What's wrong?" asked Hakaruu. Cat did answer. She just kept looking out the window. Untill she said

"Well Heero, You weren't the only one that they wanted. The only thing that is different is that I was to go to the White Wolf's gang."

Cat started to cry.

"What's wrong?" asked Kite.

Cat didn't anwser. Mr. Alastine picked up her folder an saw the picture and read.

"Cat's guardien: Joe Dely/Fake brother."

Then Heero knew why she was crying. Mr.Alastine than told ever one about her brother.

"Don't call that man my brother." yelled Cat and began to cry even harder.

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[Heero Darkangel]

Heero could hear what was going on inside at that moment Cat ran out side and began running, Heero took off after her and caught her halfway across the field

'Let me go!,' she exclaimed

'Keep your damn voice down!,' growled heero as him and cat slid across the grass, 'If those idiots hear you we'll all be done for,'

Cat stopped struggling as she looked up at Heero who was getting off the ground, he put out his hand and helped her up

'He wasn't even my brother,' she cried, 'My whole life has been a lie,'

Heero then rested his hands upon her shoulders, 'Cat listen to me, we can't let them get away with this, don't get me wrong...I too feel as though my whole world has been crashed...but at least now we know the truth even though it hurts...we can't go back and we can't run, we will bring them down...and even if i die trying I'll make sure i bring them down with me...those bastards wont get away with what they did to us, my mother and what they did to Kelsey,'

Cat looked at him and saw the truth in his eyes even though it was pure hatered, she wiped away the tears

'Then I will fight with you Heero, I want my Revenge,' she hissed clenching her fists in rage

[Cat]

[size=2]Cat and Heero then went back to the others. When Cat went in Kite began to ask but Cat cuted her off.

"I'm fine" said Cat.

She then tooked the chair that was by the window. No one said a word.

Then Hakaruu asked "What do we do now?"

Cat did care what happens next she just want her revenge.



OOC:Sorry it took some time for me to post and that its short.

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[Heero Darkangel]

OOC: Hey thats ok

Heero sat on a desk and ran his finger up and down the blade of his Katana

'I know that this is hard for all of you to take in at this moment,' said Mr Nagato as he walked over to Heero

'Hard to take in....'growled Heero as he looked coldly at Mr Nagato, suddenly the Heero lunged at him with his sword but was stopped by Hakaruu and Mr Alastine, Mr Nagato stepped back as he saw the fury on Heero's face

'Those so called gangs distroyed our Families and our lives!!!,' roared Heero as he tried to pull free

'Don't you think i know that!,' said Mr Nagato in dismay, 'But if you want to get them back you must calm down,'

'Calm Down!,' hissed Heero as he broke free from Hakaruu and Mr Alastines grip and rushed forward grabbing Mr Nagato around the throat and pushed him against the wall with his Katana pressed against his neck cutting him, Blood ran down Mr Nagatos neck and across Heero's hand

'The only thing that would calm me down is killing you!,' snarled Heero as the others ran towards them

'Heero stop it please!,' cried out Cat as Hakaruu and Mr Alastine tried to pry Heero off Mr Nagato

Heero looked at cat who stood there looking at them

'Heero please, he's our only chance of stopping this maddness, he knows everything there is on this gang and without him we'd proberly get no where, remember what you said to me on the field, so we need all the help we can get,' said Cat with a faint but distant smile, 'even if it means letting him live,'

'I know what they did to your mother was wrong Heero and believe me if i could go back and stop what happened i would of, I too see that moment happen all the time, every time i close my eyes i see it, I see your face...I'm sorry for what happened...i'm so sorry, I tried to stop them but i wasn't strong enough...please forgive me,' spoke Mr Nagato with tears rolling down his cheeks

Heero dropped to the floor and backed away, his hands were shaking and his head felt light as the memories poured into his head...the pain...he lent against the desk while he sat on the floor

'Do you realise how many sleepless nights i've had...I hear her screaming, crying begging them to stop as they each took their turns over and over again...I remember her eyes so scared and lost when she looked at me...she held her hand out...as if calling for me...her eyes that were once looked with a loving warm feeling was gone...it was as if it were her shell that lay there calling to me...begging me to help her...then suddenly...she was gone, stripped from my life as well as my father whos body lay on the ground....I tried...I tried...but i couldn't...' whispered Heero as everyone watched his face cringe at what he was saying, 'They took everything from me...from us and tore our lives apart and left us with nothing but pieces, fragments fo a like we all once had...shattered by their dreams,'

Mr Nagato crawled over to Heero who now sat slumped over looking down at his sword

'Heero, I'm sorry for what had happened,' spoke Mr Nagato as he wiped away falling tears then looked up at everyone who's eyes were filled with sadness after hearing the truth about themselves and about Heero, 'I'm sorry for everyones loss...there is no way i could ever ask for forgiveness after what has happened to you all because no amount of forgiveness will ever amount to what has happened but I will fight with you all against these mongrels...I bet my life on it that they will pay dearly,'

Heero looked up at the sincere man, 'You make one wrong move against us and i will kill you,'

'I believe that you will,' said Mr Nagato as he stood up and put his hand out to help Heero off the ground

Heero looked at his hand for a moment then Heero took his hand and pulled himself up, they looked at each other for a moment and they both gave each other a slight smile

'So now we need a plan, we're going to have to act like nothing is going on,' said Mr Nagato, 'because if they find out then we'll all be dead, we're all going to have to pull our weight around on this one because it's going to be a matter of life and death'

They all looked at each other and agreed and sat down around Mr Nagatos desk

[Vash IDK]

Kelsey sat in her hospital bed looking out the window. She smiled to herself. "Heero would be mad if he knew I asked the guards to wait outside." she walked over to the window and looked outside. There were 4 guards outside patrolling the area, and 6 outside her room.

She held her stomach in pain. They had hurt her, and she wanted to find out who was responsible. She remembered how she had tried to get away, but they kept hitting her... and punching her. She winced as the images replayed in her mind. She wished they would go awa

"Please stop...." she whispered into the darkness

"We can't do that, not until we've had enough." said one of the boys who held her down.

Tears streamed from her face. She wanted to find those who hurt her and take her revenge. She sat on her bed and called on of the guards in.

"Yes Ma'am, is something wrong?"

"I'd like your blade please." Kelsey said as she pointed at the guard's small dagger.

"Err, um, okay. May I inquire as to why?"

"That's my business I'm afraid. Please." she said softly.

He saw the tears in her eyes and sighed. "Alright." he handed her the dagger and sheath. "Please, don't do anything rash."

Kelsey smiled. "I'll be careful. I have to do this."

The guard stared at her in amazement. "No wonder Heero is fond of you so much." he bowed slightly and left the room.

Kelsey laid the dagger in front of her. "This is [i]my[/i] problem. This is the only way to make these nightmares end." she got dressed in the clothes Cat had left for her. She then put the sheath and dagger and wrapped it around her leg. She fumbled with the rest of her belongings and was amazed when she saw Jake's stone upon the heap of torn cloth. She held it close. She thought she had lost it when they took her away.

"I can do anything as long as I have this." she smiled and placed it in her pocket. "I'll end this. And I'll end it now."

She jumped out the window onto the outer ledge and glanced at the guards below.

She held her stomach as she climbed down the side of the building. Nothing was going to stop her. Not her pain, not her fears, nothing would stand in her way. She reached the ground and started running toward the training fields.

She walked up to Mr. Nagato's room and saw Heero and Cat sitting around Mr. Nagato's desk. She knew Mr. Nagato couldn't have been the one at fault. She smiled. [i]Heero wouldn't look so calm if he was.[/i]

She thought about going inside to hear what was being said, but she decided to do things her own way. [i]Heero will hopefully understand.[/i] she thought. She walked past the room and to the field where she was last. She knew whoever had done this to her would come after her again. While it wasn?t the best of plans, it would end her nightmares one way or another. She couldn?t sit and wait anymore. She needed to take action.

She walked to the field and stopped when she heard a sound. She hunched down on one knee and removed her dagger from its sheath and waited.

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero saw something pass by the window, frowning he left the others to congure up a plan while he slipped out the door, He made his way quickly back to the nurses office

'Where is she!!!,' he demanded to know as he turned the room upside down

'She's gone...I gave her my dagger,' replied the guard

Kelsey heard two figures moving towards her, they were whispering something about Heero

'We have to get rid of the girl for him to come back to us, the master wants him back and the only way to do it is to make him suffer and then brainwash him,' spoke one of the shadowed figures

'And the others?' questioned another

'Well we'll have more fun with his girlfriend first before we kill her and the others will have to be brainwashed quickly,' said the first shadow

'Man that was good with her wasn't it...she was tasty,' laughed another

At that moment Kelsey lunged at them, 'You freaks!!!,'

The boys scattered, 'Well look who it is,'

'It's the girl...come back for more fun?' laughed the boys as they lunged at her, with a deep hatered that flowed through her veins Kelsey stood her ground and fought them, blood was shed and crys echoed as Kelsey cut them down one by one

Heero ran out of the office and looked around the fields, he could hear distant crys coming from the far end of the field, his heart raced as he drew his sword and ran towards the noise

He found Kelsey cutting down the last boy, blood was all over her as he walked towards her
'I had to...I had to...' she whispered as he walked towards her and caught her as she dropped to the ground

'Kelsey...I understand,' whispered Heero as He smiled at her and she looked up at him, at that moment there came a sharp pain in his arm, Heero yelled in argony as he pushed away from Kelsey, she looked around to find one of the boys looking up at her

'Now he'll belong to us...' he laughed, Kelsey raised the dagger high and stabbed it into the throst of the boy who coughed and went limp, she quickly moved towards Heero who pulled a seringe from his arm

'Heero...' she whispered as she watched him squirm around on the grass holding his head

[Vash IDK]

Kelsey watched as Heero tossed and turned. Something had changed. She bent near him.

"Heero?" she whispered into his ear.

Heero shoved her away. "Get away from me!!!" he screamed

"Heero, it's me, Kelsey."

He kept turning and finally stood up and drew both his katanas out. He raised them at Kelsey's throat.

Heero had them crossed infront of her neck as he stood behind her. She knew His eyes were closed.

"STOP!!" he screamed. "LET HER GO!!!"

"Heero!!" Kelsey cried. She knew he couldn't hear her. His memories were haunting him. And he didn't recognize who she was.

"Heero Please.." she whispered

"THAT"S ENOUGH!! LEAVE HER ALONE!! DON'T HURT MY MOTHER AGAIN!!." he drew his Katanas closer to Kelsey's neck.

Kelsey couldn't stop the tears from falling. She didn't want it to end like this.

"HEERO!!" she heard Hakaruu's voice running toward them.

"STAND BACK, He's Been Drugged." Kelsey screamed

Hakaruu stopped. He stared at Kelsey and Heero and his hand trembled.

"Kelsey, he'll kill you. I have to stop him."

"Don't you dare!!!" Kelsey shreiked. "You do and I will kill you. I swear, I'll kill you."

Heero's katanas drew blood from Kelsey's neck. "THAT'S ENOUGH!!!!"

Kelsey stopped crying and stared ahead. She looked to Hakaruu. "Stand back. Whatever you do, don't move... please. No matter what."

Hakaruu shook in fear. He didn't know what to do.

Cat put a hand on his shoulder. "Leave it alone Hakaruu. She's the only one who can help him."

He grew cold and stopped trembling. He knew Cat was right. They had to trust that Kelsey knew what she was doing.

Heero's blades cut her deeper, and Kelsey striked. She elbowed Heero in the chest and knocked her head back into Heero's. Heero staggered back as Kelsey kicked the Katana's out of his hands. Heero tried to gain his balance, but Kelsey pushed him to the ground. She turned him over on his stomach and his face was in the dirt.

"LET GO OF ME!!! LET GO!! I HAVE TO SAVE HER!!"

"HEERO!!" Kelsey screamed into his ear. She had one of his arms behind his back and a knee over him as she knelt by his ear. "Heero, she's gone. Come back now!! Wake up!! It's Kelsey. Please wake up.." she cried into his hair.

He fidgeted and tried to get out of the lock, but nothing was working.

And The Drugs were wearing off.

[Heero Darkangel]

OOC: WELL....ok

'LET ME GO!' roared Heero as anger and fustration built up inside of him, 'MOTHERRR!'

Heero suddenly pushed Kelsey off and she fell backwards, Heero rolled over and looked at her, his body trembling

The drugs had worn off but it left him confused and distant, Kelsey tried to crawl towards him

'Don't....please don't....'whispered Heero as he put his hand out as he saw the cut along her neck

'But Heero...' she whispered tears in her eyes as she saw the fear in his

'Don't come near me...' he whispered, the memories flashing before his eyes, tears rolled down his cheeks

'But Heero please...' she sobbed as she tried to move towards him

'NO!!...I don't want to hurt you...I can't...please...don't,' he shievered as if withdrawn

[Vash IDK]

"No," she cried. She went over to him and hugged him as he shook violently. The blood from her neck trickled down.

Heero pushed her away again. He got up and ran from the field.

"Whats going on..." Kelsey cried as she fell to the gtound and wept. Cat put her hand on Kelsey's shoulder.

Hakaruu stared in disbelief in the direction Heero ran in. He couldn't believe what he had done. He put his blade away and marched after Heero.

Kelsey sobbed as she remembered the way he looked."He was so angry Cat. What could they have done to him?" she cried.

Cat looked at her. "I don't know. I just don't know."

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero ran as hard as he could...he didn't know where to run everywhere he looked he saw his mother...then Kelsey...screaming...he suddenly dropped to his knees and clutched handfuls of grass

'Heero!,' called Hakaruu as he stopped behind him

'Keep away from me,' he growled as he stood up, Kelsey and Cat ran up beside

'Heero she loves you and your just going to push her away like that!' exclaimed hakaruu, 'Your going to let them tear you both apart!,'

'What would you know!,' roared Heero as he looked up at Hakaruu, 'You don't know me!!!,'

Hakaruu sighed, 'Of course i don't know you because you wont let me know you,'

'Why would you want to...' questioned heero

'Because i do,' smiled Hakaruu

At that moment Kelsey walked up beside Hakaruu, 'Leave us'

Kelsey had to try again, Hakaruu nodded and walked back over to Cat who stood watching under a tree

'Heero,' she whispered as she sat down infront of him at arms length, 'I love you..doesn't that mean anything to you?'

'How could you after i did that...I tried to control it but...what if they do it to me again....my minds so confused...it hurts...' whispered Heero, 'I don't know who I am...I don't know if i can control myself again, I don't want to hurt you again,'

'Heero you're hurting me now!,' cried Kelsey as she tried to touch his hand but he pulled away, at that moment she lunged at him and grabbed his head and pressed her lips against his, memories of what happened to her flowed back into her head but she wasn't going to let those get in the way, 'I need you,' she whispered

[Vash IDK]

He shook violently at the touch. Kelsey's tears streamed from her eyes. "Don't you hear me? If you don't want to hurt me, don't avoid me. Don't turn away from me. Don't leave me." she whispered.

He stared at her. He knew in his mind that it was the drugs that were making him feel differently, but he couldn't shake the images of his mother and Kelsey away.

"Please, tell me you haven't changed the way you fel about me. Please Heero.." her voice trailed off as she cried to herself. Her head was bent over as she stared at the ground.

Heero heard her sobs and couldn't help but breakdown. "Please stop.." he muttered.

But Kelsey kept crying. She couldn't stop the tears frolm falling. "Please Heero.."

Heero held his head in pain. His mind told him to reach out to her, but another part of him told him that if he got close, she would suffer. He was confused with the messages that ran across his mind. He finally went with his gut feeling and pulled Kelsey closer to him. He wiped the tears from her face and brushed the hair from her eyes. He then gently kissed her softly.

"I'm sorry Kelsey. I don't know what's right anymore." he said softly

She wrapped her arms around him and knelt her head on his shoulder. "I'll help you through this. Just trust me, and listen to me. I'll get us through this only if you trust me."

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero looked at her, 'How?...how do i make them stop...the're killing me inside...they're eating me alive,' whispered Heero as he looked down at his hands as they shook violently

Kelsey put her hands gently on his, 'We'll do it together, we will end this madness and move on,'

Heero looked at her, she could see the deep torment in his blue eyes...it was as if all hope was gone for him

'I know this is going to sound rude but lets get back to Mr Nagato's office before something else happens,' smiled Hakaruu

Heero sat by the window with his jacket wrapped tightly around him, Kelsey some how felt relieved by what she had done to those who had hurt her even though she was still sore, she sat in a chair infront of Heero and looked at him, he was distant and tired, they were all tired

[Vash IDK]

She stared ahead of her and waited to hear the plan. She stood up and walked toward the door and leaned on the frame. She wanted to touch her throat to see if the bleeding stopped, but was afraid at what Heero might feel if she drew attention to it.

"We need to know where they're coming from." she said aloud.

"We can't do anything to let them know we know about them." Mr Nagato said. He looked up from his chair. "We do, and they will be crawling all over us."

"They're already doing that!!!" she yelled. "Don't you see? We need to get out there and find them. Sitting around here doing nothing isn't going to make matters better. We need to do something. They may not be after you Mr. Nagato, but they're after me, and I don't like the idea that I'm wanted dead."

Heero stood there not making a sound. He seemed to be zoning out again.

Hakaruu stood beside Heero. "Heero, come on, focus on this. Don't think of your past. It does nothing here."

Heero looked up and came to life again. His mind was twisting, trying to veer him away from the present. But he was resisting. There wasn't much for him to do.

"They want Heero. Can't he lead us to them?" Cat asked.

Kite laughed. "Not if we're alive. Great idea Cat."

Cat looked at her with a stern look.

"That's enough you two." Lex said. "We need to branch off. Kelsey's right Nagato. We can hide, but she can't. She and Heero are targets. We can either help them, or let them fight on their own."

Nagato nodded his head. "I'm not leaving Heero alone anymore. I swore to pretect him."

"Then DO SOMETHING about it." Kelsey said. She looked outside. "They're here somewhere. We're missing something. They have to have a means of communication. They seem to be everywhere. They may even be listeing to our conversation."

They all stopped at that moment and realized that they could be watched.

"They can even have a spy in our very own group." Kite said. She stood up and glanced at Cat.

Cat replied with a cool stare. "This is no time to turn on each other." she said aloud.

"She's right. We need to stay together. No pointing fingers Kite."

"Yes Mr. Alastine." she said in a mocking tone.

"We need to meet in a secure area. Somewhere that doesn't have many people around."

Kelsey looked at Heero. His gaze met hers for a second and he bent his head.

"I know a place. I'll give you each the directions tomorrow morning. We'll meet there at noon."

They all got up and started walking back to their dorms. Heero stayed behind. Kelsey went up to Heero and put her arm on his shoulder.

"I don't want to go anywhere. I want to stay here."

"Then I'll stay here as well."

Heero looked at her. "I'd rather be alone right now."

"And I'd rather stay with you. Fortunately for me, I'm more stubborn than you are." she smiled.

He looked at her and stared out the window. "I see them. I see them kill my father." he closed his eyes and blinked back the tears. He threw his fist into the wall. "I see them hurting her." he looked up at Kelsey.

She saw the fear in his eyes. "Can you remember anything before that?" she said softly.

He looked at her with confusion. "Before?"

"Do you remember her smile?" she asked.

Heero looked out the window intently. He smiled. "She was beautiful Kelsey."

"What color were her eyes?"

He closed his eyes as the tears fell. "Blue. She had blue eyes. Dad used to say they were like saphires."

"Do you remember your father?"

His smile lessened. "I remember everything. I remember everything before, I remember everything after. Why now?" he stared at Kelsey.

"They're making you remember. They want you to remember the pain. But you can remember so much more, Heero. You can remember the good things now. Hold onto those memories."

He stared at her and turned to her finally. He wasn't acting with what his mind was telling him. He was acting on pure instinct. He slid his hand behind her hair. "You remind me of her. You have her happiness. She was always happy."

She smiled. "And I'm sure she would be proud of you right now Heero. She would be so proud of you."

"How can you be so sure?" he said softly.

She put her arms around him and smiled. "Because I'm so proud of you."

[Heero Darkangel]

Heero put his arms around her and held on gently to that moment as his mothers beautiful face raced in and out of his mind, everything that happened raced across his mind

'I miss her,' he whispered as he drew his head back, and tears rolled down his flushed cheeks, 'My heart aches for her to return...to come back to me...but i know that it will never happen...they took her away from me...I miss her badly,'

Kelseys eyes swelled with tears as she looked deep in his eyes and saw the young boy whos heart burned for his mother, 'You have me now and there's no way in hell that they're going to take me away from you, they will never,'

Kelsey brushed back Heero's hair as he put his head down, 'I'm just so tired...but everytime i close my eyes I see her...I remember holding her as she lay in blood...begging her to wake up...calling out to her...as the love in her eyes went out...i knew she was gone...'

'You must remember the good things Heero,' whispered Kelsey

'I know...and i'm trying but all the good turns to shattered pieces...my minds lost in a world of confusion and saddness it's like an endless pit of nothing...i'm trying to get out but i can't...' he whispered as he looked up at her

'I will be there to pull you out...but you have to trust me,' begged Kelsey, 'You must trust that i'll be there,'

A soft smile swept across his face as he gently stroked her cheek, 'I can't rely on you Kelsey...it's too draining on your soul...I look in your eyes and sometimes for a moment that sparkle disappears just like my mothers...I don't want you to loose that ever...i could never live with my self for doing that...it's bad enough that i find it hard to look at you knowing that i nearly killed you,'

Kelsey put both hands on his cheeks and caressed them, 'I love you...and i know that it wasn't your fault...I beg you...don't push me away ever again...because i wont beable to live if I lost you,'

Heero stared worringly at Kelsey, there was only one way he really knew how to get rid of his taunting passed...but he couldn't let her down