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ANDROID EMOTION by Crissy Rizzotto

~As i stand all alone, cold and darkness surround me, and i shiver as i wonder, where you brother of mine? i need you now, for you alone were the one who understood me, you alone looked past the machine, and saw the human lying hidden within.
my heart is being pulled in two different directions, i don't know what i should do. i know you would know though, so why did you have to leave me 17? why couldn't you stay? i wish someone would just deactivate me, maybe then the pain would end.~

~deep inside, i keep telling myself that you'll come back, that i will be able to hear your voice just once more, even though i know it is hopeless.~

~there is a human, krillen is his name, he says he loves me, what is love? is it the terrible pain and sorrow i feel inside? who is this human inside of me that is telling me to love him back, sould i?
you are my twin, my "other half", with you i would be complete, or would i? there are hundreds of questions, thousands of questions eating away at my soul, stirring up my emotions, human emotions. who was i before i was turned into this twisted instrument of destruction? who is this person, this human living deep inside? does she know what love is? if i asked her, would she tell me?~

~internally, i am restless, and externally i am calm. the pain is amost to much to bear, the fighting of conflicting personalities going on inside, i fear, will eventually destroy me. but you are at peace and one with the human inside of you, you always were.
why am i afraid of destruction though? why do i hang onto this thing called life? i it because i am holdng onto the tiniest glimmer of hope? is it because i still don't believe that you'e gone? but i know you're gone, gone forever, o why did you leave me? please come back 17, i miss you...~


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the concept of android emotions has always fascinated me... i don't really see how it would be possible. obviously, dr. gero must've programmed them to feel emotions, for the necessary neurotransmitters to be released at appropriate times, mimicking human emotions. i don't get, though, why he would program them w/ love or compassion. it seems as though he would see these things as a weakness. perhaps the living part of them evolved naturally. your poem was interesting, SA18. interesting b/c no one really knows what goes on in 18's head. she's basically a closed book.
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:bawl: that poem wuz very touching, i never even concidered android emotions, even though i knew that android 18 was once a human, and got changed into an android by dr. gero, so she's gotta have feelings of some kind. i think... :D

the poem made me actually think of what she must have went through, trying to keep all of her emotions bottled up inside, and dealing with the loss of her brother... i think i'm gonna cry again! :bawl:
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