Writing new work [E]

[vegeta rocker]

my perception of you
was flawed
how could i
have been so wrong

to let you
pull me to pieces
and fade away

when you held me close to you
whispering just what
to do

let you delve too deep inside
now I've forgotten
how to cry

told me just what to do
you told me things
i thought i knew

sometimes i can't find the words
they lodge in my throat
so hard it hurts

whatever they did to you
why is it something
i must do

all the times you held my hand
how could i have known what
you had planned

now i sit here all alone

did just what you told me to
didn't speak a word about you

how can you look at me
that way
I did everything you said