piccolo Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 [color=blue][size=1] You are the one known as Perfection Beautiful to all human's eyes From external to the internal mind You are flawless with no exception Yes! I do, I really want to have you By my side to share my fantasy world Listen to your voice through every single word In a world that contain only us two Yet, life is not simple as it seems to be You are there wide open to be chosen And here I am with my heart broken Not because you are too good for me What can be worse than you can not have The perfect one that you always admire one that makes your heart burning like fire Walking around and looking for the other half Why must we be so closed in the past If we are not, perhaps we can be in a relationship With no concerns that may hurt our friendship And today, I wouldn't be hesitate to ask[/color][/size] Or [color=red][size=1] Why must we be so closed to each other If we are not, perhaps we can be in a relationship With no concerns that may hurt our friendship And today, we can share our world together[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 the ecstasies will smile in your face as yellow as piss as yellow as toilet water as yellow as a banana's sliced, bleeding skin. and through your ribs--your teeth--your tongue as cold as sludge, the feces of pleasure the feeling of taste. the ecstasies will smile across your face. like decaying teeth, yellow with plaque yellow with death, roots and canals built to serve the purpose of chewing and munching. some cold zombie, yellow-eyed. yellow fever, draining and grime. smile sweet one, the taste of candy is in your lungs breathing to me from your gaping smile. smile sweet one, the taste of happiness is in your head buzzing like a fly, all dead. you're as sweet as butter and as fat as the sun. as yellow as baked fire in my lungs. you're as yellow as piss swimming in a toilet. and i'm just the dog to the lick the bowl. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heaven's Cloud Posted October 30, 2003 Author Share Posted October 30, 2003 [b]warning: R18+[/b] [color=indigo][center]useless expressions like ?all those yesterdays? and ?always tomorrow? just affirms our inabilities and our insignificance to live for the moment and rise above our incessant ineffectiveness ?carpe diem? baby seize the fucking day grab it by the balls and hoist it up on a flag poll let it blow in the breeze next to Ole? Glory ?cause if you die there ain?t no tomorrow and yesterday was it just was so screw the quest for affirmation, validation, or whatever ?tion? is popular at the moment and just fucking live[/color][/center] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dagger Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Rough caresses on a worn-out couch, another warm body wrapped awkwardly around hers. He's tentative, too slow for her tastes. She'd scream pure frustration if she thought her throat could take the shock of release. Why won't he just look her in the eyes? It's not as though she needs affection. Simple acknowledgement will do quite nicely, thanks. The next day, she sprains her wrist playing soccer. Strange, how pain can feel so much more real than pleasure--stifled movement in her mother's basement, passionless as her first slow-dance. Clammy hands and downcast eyes are her only memory of that sixth-grade spring. She thinks she might be breaking free of something. The room still holds his scent, straight from the bottle and a little bit cloying. It's sweet all the same but she wants more than sweet. She'll leave nail-scratches in his back to wake him from this slumber. No reason to shamble through life alone. ~Dagger~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted October 31, 2003 Share Posted October 31, 2003 [size=1] I really liked your last poem, Heavy. Heh. Especially the last line.[/size] [b]Melancholy[/b] my heart, he feel broken; a man alive to be hit; as he alone do sit, be beaten to a skull. my head, he feel dumb; a misunderstood, as all things great are, and be, is only the stuff cuffed in 'chines, man'factured in a cage of dreams. my hands, they feel dead; for God created all, they say, and all that'll be and mine hands are only gloves, only to wrap round what's been made and make all that's been made before. no, there be no point anymore. for born is he who dies; like all that writhes and kisses well. eat this food, say my body, and waste nay, there ne nothing that are or be that shall release one such as me. my eyes only see a world created by other eyes who never knew the sweet sad blue. she make my hand feel ice all numbly open mouthes in the cold; and all I make and breathe is blue and by and by sad to drear my hands slip on all I do create. aye, she do make my hand feel ice. it's the trivial permafrost of an endless freezing sea where time flows in freeze to frost, his a-fishing I now go. for I now be comfortably numb; and this passing lover, or this passing smile I make blue. stumbling, my heart has lost this race, there's blizzards in her smiles. she is cold to her touch, stopping all; and my brain, he be cold in her coon, for all is and all be blue. a-sparkle here a-sparkle there painted, I be entangled in her hair, for the coldest time of the day has the forests I do know well. where abominable snowmen knell oher ever name. her eyes are frostholes sunken to her head; glowing dull in despair, the places known so well where morning stars do dwell; she freeze as much. the blooming dye otouch. she, prisoner of hope, the one and only ohighest astute; obest feeling of them all, the dearest water fall. Melancholy, you be my heart; you be my Apathy, for she is just as you. with you my heart be not so broke; but he, in his chains, feel lament and is able to ache in his pain through icy veins pumping warm blood. Melancholy, most beautiful of all serene, you make me serene; through you, my head, he be not so dumb; but dumbstruck he feel in love of you. Melancholy, because of you my hands feel not so dead, they be able in slush and crave to feel comfortably numb and not aslaved for all I do; all I live is made blue. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raiha Posted October 31, 2003 Share Posted October 31, 2003 [color=royalblue]She's a strung out artist, All cute and perfect, But only in the eyes of her peers, And maybe enemies. When she closes the doors, All the stops are pulled, And she cries alone in her room, For lack of what she needs. Only she can't tell, What it is that she needs, But maybe it's best, If she doesn't know. Her friend is there, The breakup is over, And another soul cares for her as well, She has hope. But still she sits, And waits for the day, When the dark eyes turn, To be with her forever.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyo no Ryu Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 [I] So I sat[/I] So I sat Motionless Emotionless Wait for it Sat and wait Wait for demise See destruction in my eyes As I stare into the sky I just sat And waited Wanted it all to end Never see the world again Through my eyes Destruction and demise In my eyes You see dark skies Death and tradgedy I begin to see They wait for me I wait back I cant sit forever Can I? Is it worth the cost Is it worth demise Everyone dies I close my eyes Wait for death Wait for mine So I sat, with the corpses, and waited, I killed I die, see the sky, through my eyes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raiha Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 [color=royalblue]I can not love, Not the way they need, Not the way they want, And I won't change. No matter how much, You repeat those words, You repeat those lines, I can't be what you desire. Although I will be, You beloved elder sister, Your beloved caring mother, I can not be your lover.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dagger Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 The distance between us renders you a phantom-- just another figment of my drab imagination. You're painted with the broadest of brush-strokes, all dull grays and shadowy white. An old photograph, marked by the passage of sorrow and time. Too many miles for the mind to comprehend. I stare at a map of the States and sketch the length from here to there. Between us stretch mountain ranges, prairies and the vast sweeping cornfields, places that feel like they belong in another country. A different world. Yes. I'm just another of those pioneer girls, ever gazing westward towards the sunset and your fading smile. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gentle Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 A child began to cry Her face became wet Tears continued to pur Soaking her face that night She burned their in fire A kind that burned crimson red Screaming out her little soul As the hungry blaze was fed No one was there that night The one where that girl went A final flame took her all Then she was no longer there Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RicoTranzrig Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 [color=darkblue]Let?s see, I think I became aware of how beautiful girls are around freshman year.She came up to us, asked for money, then disappeared.We asked for the money back after a few months, she said ?no.?Filipino, tall, glasses, wanted, hair in a ?fro. Next up is a girl I?ve known for a while, she?s still cool, but I didn?t realize she was fine until my friend said that she was the finest freshman in James Logan. Now she has short hair, no braces, and hope to see her again. I hit junior year, medical health academy, to find quite a few beautiful girls who flew into my life: She is tall, short hair, glasses, could wolf down food without shedding a tear.She is pretty, fun to talk to; it was really nice loving her for a couple of years. Another girl used to be shy, but still sweet, a lot like that ?swirly? purple ice cream that she loves to eat. She?s quite outgoing now, high self-esteem, constantly letting me into R-rated movies before I turned 17. This cute girl doesn?t really fit in with the others in this list.She carries a kids voice, innocent, but violent, plus she?s a legal midget.She spends a lot of her time going to rock concerts, having fun getting tossed around in mosh pits. Did I mention she?s 21? Another I?ve met just online, but what?s worse, we go to the same school. She wears business-type clothing and wants to be a nurse.She feels the same way I do about certain people. Real friendly, but she?ll roundhouse your ass if you ever mess with her. Last of this short list, and definitely not least is a girl I?ve known for about four years. She?s quickly become a true friend and peer to me. Too bad I haven?t seen her for a long time?but I managed to warm up to her online. In real life, real pretty, big dorky smile, transition glasses, did I mention ?fine?" [/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Burori Posted November 3, 2003 Share Posted November 3, 2003 [FONT=times new roman][COLOR=darkblue] [u]The first day![/u] My knees they are shakin, My heart it is ackin. The doors they now open, Right now I am hopin. School's here and today is today, Children scream, laugh, and play. Teacher'S call for silence again, Children turn their ears to them. The first bell rings to call the period to an end, The second goes off, say goodbye to a friend. The third goes off in 50 minutes in sucess, The children laugh and scream, "It's Recess!" Cafeteria is flooded in rows and more, Children come in and out the door. Laughter and chatter is all to hear, Until the bell rings again the children most fear. Class returns in a unfortunate cause, Children moan and groan all because. The class ends in 50 minutes and counting down, The children sit there and await with a frown. The bell rings again the children all cheer, But to the next class we go, better get into gear. Gum is the next one, a happy fun class, Some kids though act like an ***. Upcomes the bell the children in a bunch, Crowd together and scream out "It's Finally Lunch!" Voices again crowd the cafeteria room, Food ends on the floor, here comes the janitor with a broom. A monitor is set up on walls and doors, To be sure no one harms or vadalises the floor. Fifth period arrives qith hundreds of bellows, Sixth period later on haunly follows. At the end the children scream out, "YAHOO!" Until they realise they have homework to do. [/font][/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted November 3, 2003 Share Posted November 3, 2003 notting round a big old hill. and i can only guess. notting hill. cold wind. it's fear that gives men wings. not angels. not wings. not hands. not love. same old hill notting. been dead so long been blowing through the curtains in your room. i'm and idiot babe. every time i move my teeth. it's a wonder i still got wings. i moved the stars and they were as bright as blood. i move them for nothing. move them for a notting hill. same old hill. notting. all my ragin glory all my blue bruise. kiss goodbye this howlin beast and give him love. a noose a hand a man a car a plane. they all have wings. give them time. give them time. it's fear that gives men wings. and machines that sputter incoherently. i'm notted to knots. my mind's filled with big ideas and small dirt. bury it all. bury it all on my notting hill. i'm an idiot babe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyo no Ryu Posted November 3, 2003 Share Posted November 3, 2003 this one isnt all that. [I] A Place for my head the poem[/I] [I] I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night, shining from the light of the sun[/I] What a sight the moons fake light Dances across the sky Sky so hi [I] but the sun doesn?t give the light to the moon assuming the moons gunna owe it one[/I] Their not alive They don?t strive To drive Each other down In the ground No greed Among the nonliving [I] Makes me think of how you act with me you do, favors then rapidly you just turn around and start askin me about things that you want back from me[/I] Who do you think you are? Your wrong by far If you want something, work Do something This wont work Tidings I wont bring [I] I?m sick of the tension sick of the hunger sick of you actin like a owe you this. Find another place to feed your greed while I find a place to rest[/I] Leave me alone Drop the phone Don?t contact Don?t react Go away Go and play Get out of my face Find your place Lose the race You disgrace I don?t owe you Let me sleep Let me rest Let me find a place for my head [I]I wanna be in another place I hate when you say you don?t understand.[/I] No! Don?t speak! Don?t ask! Don?t blink! [I] I wanna be with the energy not with enemy a place for my head[/I] You make me sound like the bad guy But its all you I don?t have to give you anything You helped and you want pay? You donated your strength And you want something in return Without permission Is that your mission? Go away You?ve made yourself unwanted Die Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted November 4, 2003 Share Posted November 4, 2003 O taco birds, wherefore did thou come, come like a hawk all torn and rags. and grab me to Taco Bell. muchos tacos and muchos beef. tasty little tastes and pig feet. O taco birds take me home. the hippie home. the nest where i know. the place where i know where to come home to. and all that you eat and all that you hate and all that you make and all that you destroy and all that you deal and all that you buy beg borrow or still is still not as great as the eagle so take your taco and run. O taco birds, thou hath not feathers and no teathers and no reasons. but what thou hast. get a life. get a farm. become a man. the cows, i can hardly express my thoughts of beef on my breast. [b]dead poets[/b] dead poets talked of their nights over the crackle of a fire's lips as it danced on their faces in slow motion and blur; balet too absurd to be a real form of motion. dead poets talked of their poems over the crackle of other men's voices as they stood in a jungle land where civilization had not a touch in hand. and the houses were built on papers and the kisses and whore's lips were smooched on papers. and the sunrise and the sunset was lighted and blown out on paper. they were gods. they were men. dead poets talked of their nights over the crackle of a fire's lips as it danced on their faces in slow motion and blur; a balet too absurd to be a real form of motion. dead poets talked of their poems over the crackle of other men's voices as they stood in a jungle land where civilization had not a touch in hand. and the houses were built on papers and the kisses and whore's lips were smooched on papers. and the sunrise and the sunset was lighted and blown out on paper. but they could not control the fire that danced all over them; for it was that which was the very source of all the papers and all the creation and all the destruction that had been made. they wrote their words but didn't know them they wrote their hearts but did not beat with them. they wrote their brains but did not think with them. they wrote with their hands but did not feel with them. they wrote with their souls but did not feel anything in them. still alone even in haven. the dead poets wrote. zombies with flesh on their minds wandering round the spinnin wheel of time. grasping hold of death's wishbone. even in haven the dead poets wrote still alone. they moved stars with their hands masters of the stars. they swooned ladies with their words masters of persuasion. they gashed wounds in hearts masters of pain. they were dead poets dying from their deprave. they were dead poets talking of their poems and writing them all down without a reason or a name. and they are dying from what they could not control; they are dancing in an absurd balet with their very navels and what burns. the fire licks them and tastes of them. they taste sweaty and lovely. dead but sweet. and if you have built castles in the sky they will crumble down on your eyes and make you bleed more than hell. the bases need be built to finish the ell. and to inch the hell. the dreams; the dead poets. eternal burning soul; wicker wood, trees and stones, and crutches on bones. and things that matter to burning souls. build your castles to the sky; be the transcender of your own. but in the end you die alone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heaven's Cloud Posted November 4, 2003 Author Share Posted November 4, 2003 I am stone I am a tome To ancient forget me nots And modern graffiti There is no sanctity In being a rock But there is knowledge Gained from repetition I bet you didn?t know That every man is an island So is every woman For that matter How else could you cope I was made between The arrival of God and god I know human nature But you can believe me When I say The nature of humanity Is infinitely more profound I am a stone I am a tome To your very essence I fear not your graffiti Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyo no Ryu Posted November 4, 2003 Share Posted November 4, 2003 [i] the endless tormentingly hillarious pain[/i] lagh at your own joke just for their suicide you pretend you wanna slit their throat with no clue what they feel inside you laugh they cry as they die you take pride youre jokes are their pain and when they go insane your the one to blame its a shame they may laugh at the endless tormenting hillarouse pain but as you here the gunshot you realise their on the heven plain word to the steryotypes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raiha Posted November 5, 2003 Share Posted November 5, 2003 [color=royalblue]All I feel, Isn't all that bad, But they all don't know, Just how much it's all worth. As they come, Just as I wanted, I think as they wish, And know that as sure as I am. They will come, If they really want to, And then they will all know, What I feel is what they feel.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RioLaskand Posted November 6, 2003 Share Posted November 6, 2003 I am wow...Incredibly blown away by the vastness of this thread. I will post as much as I can find inspiration for. This is a little cheesy, but its right off the top of the head. enjoy She is there, A breath-taking sight I see her and can't talk, breathe, move what do I do? She smiles a smile, melting the dark to all that is good but what do I do? She glides, not walks to the place where I stand rooted in place, for I know not what to do she takes my hand, and uproots my feet my mouth tries to work, but that I can't do She talks in a dulcet, sweet and lilting I try to speak back the sound won't go through She giggles at my silence, reassuring my mind that all is well the thoughts come through love is expressed, gushing on forth she is flushed and amazed what can she do? We walk along in silence we stride, unspoken between us, our love is true Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raiha Posted November 6, 2003 Share Posted November 6, 2003 [color=royalblue]There is a man I know, And he taught me some things, Others I figured out, All on my own. All women are hoes, All men are animals, And we all desire power, To control our lives and the lives of others. That's his point of view, But mine is slightly..... Different from his, But he's older and maybe wiser. Women have very little power, On their own anyways, So they go after the men, That have the power. Men are easily manipulated, By the things that women, And only women can offer, So they give in. And our lives are a search, For happiness, The kind that will last, But the kind we can never really find. Not here and not now.[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted November 6, 2003 Share Posted November 6, 2003 [b]grimmer-grammaring[/b] the brain is more powerful than you will ever know. my bones flew to the sky. they cracked like fire. it was beautiful. angela's ashes indeed. ashes look like flowers to me. like dead roses. and dead dreams. the brain is more powerful than you will ever know. words are ashes. indeed. little thistle made up of thorns that webs together. these are words. why love love when it's only a word and why live life when it's absurd. because it's beautiful. that's why. all a-crickly and a-crack and i will scream my yawp all over the world. just like old saint walt. and no one else. civil-disobedience take me away to the pond a game of where's waldo. i know where he is. in the ashes of words. in the dirt with the worms. and thoreau is gone in them. ashes is a word that just seems to mean what it means. just like rain pitter-pattering or bats grimmer-grammaring. ("no no no, a verb has to be.") it sounds like something that sucks life. what a vacuum of space. i won't waste my time? i don't have it to waste. just go to college. get erased become a pencil and write in graphite and grey. and up in the sky i'll look at me from my flubby skin wondering who would win? the bleeding hearts, or the snobs. something like insanity. and doorknobs. each opens a door for another and bleeds open to another. the snobs and the bleeding hearts, the queen of spades. or maybe, if the schoolteachers feel gay, the king of queens, with a smirk that says, "i know what you want, babe." and so do i. you want ashes. dust to ashes and hashes. exclamation points with commas for heads from being cut open wide and dead. a trail mix of legs, things that are only for walking but nothing gained. those are what the grimmer-grammaring bats want to do. and i'm just as brainwashed as a cup of stew. all full of rotten vegetables and yellow blue. sick with fact, and sick in fact, i'll sail away. go to providence. my home away from home. my brain. the brain is more powerful than you will ever know. and my hand? it is a tendon of my brain. and my leg? it is a crutch for me in vain. and me? i am a slave. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KarmaOfChaos Posted November 6, 2003 Share Posted November 6, 2003 [color=deeppink] Good Enough I'm never going to be good enough I'll never please them the way the want me to I'll never be that dedicated I'll never care enough For you Or for me I barely care for you And not at all for me So please see That poking me and proding Will get you no where Because I'm dead. Dead inside my head. Just an empty shell Of the girl I used to be She seemed so happy So care-free I can't believe That I was her. I'll never be good enough For all the books and songs And all the things they write about In exalted poetry and psalm. I was never really happy Only a delusion to myself I was a delusion A delusion to the world I can't lie anymore All these painful memories I bore They broke the illusion inside. An illusion's delusion of confusion. I'm not good enough I guess I'll never be All that you needed All that you see I'll never be that perfect girl You saw in your mind's eye I'll never be that perfect girl That didn't exist after all. -Karma [/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted November 7, 2003 Share Posted November 7, 2003 Angel with wings flew to me. i was only a maggot. only a maggot feeding. [i]may i tell you a story of everything and all that be? may i tell you a story of everything that is and shall?[/i] my maggots' love is like a proclivity i tie it around me and in the mirror i see a face that is noosed. get down to me get down to me get down to me kiss me. angels just say hello. and see your heads. all like holes. wings aren't real. i've cut the scissors' blades and seen through the maze that is the perplexity of authenticity. and truthful knives of divinity. steel-eyed steel-teethed steel-deceited i'll crush my hair. to disrepair and discare. until nothing will be there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyo no Ryu Posted November 7, 2003 Share Posted November 7, 2003 [i]mind nuke[/i] My brains xplodin So many thoughts So many things that dont matter. Why think about things that dont matter? "what happens when you die?" "what is the purpose of matter?" Whats goin on? In my head? how long do you bug yourself? Until your dead? Yet you forget it all when you go to bead time to rest my head nuff said. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dagger Posted November 7, 2003 Share Posted November 7, 2003 Shaking hands, and the taste of something bitter in the air that flows like liquid through my hair. Another beautiful day. Familiar playful breezes, gentle sunlight, timid skies. It's all one pretty cliche. I'm left black and white amidst this technicolor paradise. What lends life color more than love? Unless it's a thousand miles away, bled by time and tide to the palest shadow of its former self. Sad isn't the right word. It's different . . . the feeling that wells within you when the earth is drenched with rain, and its soft gray beauty smooths everything to blurred perfection. ~Dagger~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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