Writing My Poems.....

[MysticalShawty]

:D Enjoy!!!....I've been writting poems for a while... oh yeah i gotta give 0ut a big Hey to Gold_angewomon.... Britty

ttyl.... Ashley..
________________________________________One day it'll all be over,
one day I'll make it end.
I'm sorry to my family,
and also to my friends.
This world is not for me,
I feel I don't fit in,
I'm at war with myself,
and it seems I'm not goin to win.
I wish I had the courage,
to end it all right here,
but no matter how much I hate this,
I'm oh so full of fear.
I don't want to spend eternity,
with flames all around me,
in Heaven, with the angels,
is where I wish to be.
But if I take my life,
this could never be,
for in the flames of hell,
Satan will wait for me.
The misery will never end,
it will only get worse,
so I guess I'm better off here,
living with this awful curse.
One day it'll be over,
One day it's goin to end,
but not because I lost the battle,
I thought I'd never win.
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He said "little girl" described me best,
But he doesn't know me like the rest.
I'm more mature than I used to be,
But he doesn't look for the real me.

The girl he likes is not that great,
To me she acts like she's only eight,
Something is there that he must like more,
But now I'm hurt cause' my heart he tore.

People disagree with what he said,
It is not true, what is in his head?
If he found the time to talk to me,
Then he would find what other guys see.
^^ thats a poem about aq guy who didnt even give me a chance.. because he said i was a lil girl.. o well theres 1000s of other fish in tha sea :D---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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[MysticalShawty]

[COLOR=blue]Here Are sum more Poems .... Enjoy....[/COLOR
When I sit back and look at the world
I see it from the perspective of a little girl
I know no fear, and feel no rest,
I only feel my heart beating in my chest.
I sit and wonder who I am,
And wonder if it?s God that stands.
Stands above all, and rules the world.
But yet I still see it as if I was a little girl.
I fear the world and rest my tears,
There are more things for me to fear.
People are slowly creeping in,
And I wonder why they sin?
Why do they choose to take our world?
When all I see is I, a little girl.
I don?t understand these people,
And why they?ve come here.
But I hope they leave so no longer I will fea
----------------------------------------------------------You say things about me
they cut deep and scar
you'll never care
because of who you are

All you want is to make
yourself look the best
when everyone thinks
you just fit in with the rest

You'll never be like me
a true friend throughout
all you do is laugh,
make fun, and shout

Sure you think you are cool
guys think your pretty, ok
but frankly all I see is *****
so get the **** away

You hurt people
thats not right
when they say stuff back
you threaten to fight

well I'll always rememberthose few
who made other lives hell
and me blue

and when the day comes
when you get stepped on
I'll look away
and pretend it didn't happen
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she closed her eyes for eternal peace
bed lined in silk, makes them weak in the knees
the family cries, their world is shattered
their souls are drowned in memories scattered
gave it her all but it wasn't enough
the last years of her life were really tough
she fought really hard, beat the cancer twice
Finally gave up in self-sacrifice
the merciless world almost seems to cry
as loved ones m ourn and say their last goodbye
the coffin closes with flowers upon
they can't believe she is really gone
taking her away from them seems like a crime
they know they have seen her for the last time
------------------------------------------------------I woke up this morning, surprised to find,
That a place had been left for you in my mind,
With your sweet, caring nature you're one of a kind,
You are my friend. ..you are my find.

I rejected your offer but you didn't seem to care,
When I needed somebody, you was there,
You saw me as me and ignored my every flair,
You are my friend...one that is rare.

You've done more for me than I can ever re-pay,
I have changed as a person, in a much better way,
Now all I can do is sit back and pray,
That you'll be my friend. ..until the very end day.

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To get my feelings out, I write
To tell people my thoughts, I write
I sat up last night, by myself, with no light.
I tossed and turned, and cried last night.
So many things, i felt like saying.
So many emotions, I felt like dieing.
Everyone who loved me, ran and hid away.
Everyone I cared about, dissapeared.
No one understands my fears of being alone.
No one realises i hate living at home.
Can't anyone see, why I feel like this?
I tried to follow my heart, and it turns out like this.
People say i have everything and want to be me.
But what they don't see, is the pain inside me.
It lurks somewhere, where i can't reach.
Where out of no where, it comes out of me.
They tell me not to take it out on you.
I laugh out loud. Because I haven't, because i am not allowed.
You haven't seen the pain i can cause, the anger in my heart. The love in my eyes.
I used my paintbrush this morning, to try and cover the pain. It hasn't really worked, becuase i can't paint a smile on my face.
I won't take it out on anyone,, but I will forget.
I realize now, some people just arn't really my friends.
I trusted to easily, and now I am hurt.
Now people can see, how hard it is to get insdie of me.
He doesn't know me, he will never know, becuase he makes assumptions and didn't look.
My past i put behind me,
my past won't go away.
But all i know, is tommorow is anouther day.
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Paper faces everywhere,
Empty eyes into which we stare,
Plastic complexions bearing no flair,
Of imperfections lurking there.

Glassy gazes fixed on me,
Through a blurred haze, trying to see,
What lies ahead, a darkened sea,
Of paper faces trying to break free.

People everywhere in disguise,
Trying to hide the truth that lies,
Across the fields and murky skies,
They cannot hide, after so many tries.
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[SIZE=4]These are olny a couple more of my poems outa the thousands i have wrote and never shown to n e one... well here.... im showing u .. and please dont laugh or make fun.[/SIZE]

[Guest Matt]

that's some good poems. good job.

[Duo Maxwell]

I like the first one, thats how I feel alot of the time...