Fall Posted May 20, 2002 Share Posted May 20, 2002 We've been having really wierd weather here lately. Right now, it's 2 degrees celcius. And it's about 6:30pm.... last night at 10:00pm, it was -4 degrees celcius.... and to make it worse, it's been storming really strongly, not snowing, but heavy rain. o.O;; and I have to go to school!!!!! :flaming: Now onto the topic. :) I went swimming for training (which I shouldn't have) 2 days ago, when it was 3 degrees celcius. And now, I feel like I'm going to die.... stomach ache, head ache, dizzy, and I feel like I'm frozen. It's really wierd.... It's been two days, the doctor can't find anything wrong... mum keeps saying it's just my immagination... and just a few days ago, I lost a loved one. :bawl: All I wanted to ask, has anyone EVER been in a situation where they just wanted to die? I mean, seriously.... seriously as in you've done something, or in a situation, where you want to die, or feel like you're going to die? I do, but I dunno what to do..... I'm all mixed up... :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Delian Posted May 20, 2002 Share Posted May 20, 2002 You poor thing:( . Cheer up. Life's not always sunshine and roses. As for your aches, you could have just suffered a minor case of hyperthermia (sp?), although if your doctor says your fine, then you could be fine, or he/she could be an idiot. I suggest you get a second opinion. As for your lost loved one, I'm sorry. Kinda a cruel reminder that we're not immortal. I'm sure everything will be fine in time Lots A Luv Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JCBaggee Posted May 20, 2002 Share Posted May 20, 2002 [color=red][size=3]There was this one time...wait, the government doesn't let me talk about that... Seriously though, all the time. Being 17, I keep hearing that these are the "best years of my life". Best years? This is as good as it gets?! ...I'm screwed.[/color][/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duo Maxwell Posted May 21, 2002 Share Posted May 21, 2002 I know how you feel I'm all mixed up too... theres alot of things I do that aren't good for me and I tred to stop, by promising someone something very important... I sorta broke that promise and so they're gonna drop hints to one of my friends about it.... but seriously if you ever get a chance to do yourself in you'll flip and scare yourself, happend to me and thats when I realized I didn't really want to die. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corey Posted May 22, 2002 Share Posted May 22, 2002 Oh let me count the times.... When I was in 5th grade, just before graduation, I was so nervous I wanted to die. i probably would have killed mydelf exept for the fact I'm not suicidal. This year too. I'm in 9th. Someone that I've known for a long time moved to Las Vegas. I really liked her and hoped to have a future with her. When she moved I felt horrible. I wanted to die. Seriously. I, for a few months, wrote horrible poetry. I write to cope. I'm over it now but most of my poems were death related. I hope my parents never get into it... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Matt Posted May 22, 2002 Share Posted May 22, 2002 [color=red][b]Hang in there. You'll get threw this. No one can Squash the Snail. (horrible, horrible attempt at a joke).[/b][/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NorykoAngelcry Posted May 22, 2002 Share Posted May 22, 2002 [SIZE=1][COLOR=darkred]Wow. . feeling like I would die? . . hmmm. Ok, so my older brother used to be in Boy Scouts - NO LAUGHING - anyways, my dad was big into assisting with setting up campsites, and helping with the administrative aspects of the troop. Well, one time they all went out on a trip, and I asked if I could spend the night. I was not big into camping, but I thought, what the hey! It will be fun =/ Well, that night, it dropped WAY low. . I was in a nylon'ish sleeping bag, and WOW, was I freezing. I could not stop shivering, and it got so bad, I had to go to my dad's van, and start up the heater just so I would get back to a 'normal' body temperature. I think the whole next day, I was just shivering, and all I could think of was taking a long hot, HOT shower, and passing out under 30 blankets. Now, what am I talking about you as? My dad told me the next day that I was cold as ice, and was somewhat worried about if I would be ok . . thanks for rushing me to a hospital dad *sigh* Anyways, I am very fortunate that I did not suffer from hypothermia or anything while I was out there. I really love the cold now, and I think it was because of that night. . sorta like super powers. . but. . for . . weather conditions. O.o riight. . BAH, that's my story, so leave me alone! Ok, another quick one. Many times I have taken long road trips, and gone to sleep in rather uncomfortable laying positions. Well, on a few occasions, I have woken up, UNABLE to move. . I mean, I could not move my mouth, my toungue, or anything else for that matter (besides my eyelids, and I was able to breath). It was the most terrifying experience I have ever had *shudders* . . scary! [/SIZE][/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fall Posted May 22, 2002 Author Share Posted May 22, 2002 well, the doctor now says it's hyperthermia..... took him 3 freakin' days to find out.... :flaming: hmmm..... for some reason, i've never actually about [i]how[/i] I would kill myself. :drunk: Sure, I thought about killing myself, but never [i]how[/i] to kill myself..... o.O;; Anyways, I doubt I'd really kill myself anyway.... I think it's mostly because I'm really angry.... :rolleyes: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinetic Posted May 22, 2002 Share Posted May 22, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by NorykoAngelcry [/i] [B][SIZE=1][COLOR=darkred]. Many times I have taken long road trips, and gone to sleep in rather uncomfortable laying positions. Well, on a few occasions, I have woken up, UNABLE to move. . I mean, I could not move my mouth, my toungue, or anything else for that matter (besides my eyelids, and I was able to breath). It was the most terrifying experience I have ever had *shudders* . . scary! [/SIZE][/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] That happens to my dad sometimes... Anyway, Snail, I'm sorry, that situation is really bad. and I'm sorry about your loved one. Hope you get better. And get some rest:sleep: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corey Posted May 25, 2002 Share Posted May 25, 2002 If I was serious about killing myself I think I would a) swallow all my moms valium pills b) swallow bleach c) hang myself or d) hire a hitman for myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chaos Posted May 25, 2002 Share Posted May 25, 2002 Gah.......... That sucks Josh... But ehhhhhhh...both your doc and your mom are quacks........... I mean, hypothermia....... Stupid fools.......-.-;;;;;;;;;;;;;; But eh............... Yeah, there have been days where I had a knife to my throat, as so to speak... But in any case, if you're ever gonna kill yourself, kill your worst enemies first, and then get killed in a police shoot-out........:D See, that's how I would go out.......fighting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stitch Posted May 26, 2002 Share Posted May 26, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Son Goten [/i] [B][color=red][b]Hang in there. You'll get threw this. No one can Squash the Snail. (horrible, horrible attempt at a joke).[/b][/color] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=deeppink]i thought he was already squashed......... >.<;;;;; o well yes i have nearly killed myself several times and each time my friend james stopped me and told me how much i mean to other ppl and that if i kill my self someone else might kill thenselves over me so yeah i think u get the point so i'll stop rambling [/COLOR] [COLOR=blue]~GG~[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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