The depths of your hiding

[Genkai]

whoa. i sung random songs too. like, ill sing like, mariah arey, then linkin park, then marvin gaye, really. it's weird.

[Sara]

I don't suppose anyone wants to read another rant by me, so y'all can just skip over this post if you want.

If I'm with people who are bubbly and always talking, I listen more....If I'm with people who are quieter and actually hold a conversation instead of a monologue, I talk more. If I'm with people who don't understand my [somewhat, dark, admittedly] sense of humor, I don't generally make my trademark dry remarks. No point, if it's going to fly over their heads. O' course, if it's someone I can't stand, I do it anyway, simply because I don't like them.

When I'm by myself, I do all of those things. Talk to myself, recite random quotes and poetry, sing, dance [I never would in public, I'm much too clumsy], make remarks about the fact that McDonald's spelt 'Billions' incorrectly on one of their signs, go up to random people and ask if [i]Calvin and Hobbes[/i] was the greatest comic strip ever [the overwhelming majority says yes], just quietly pretend I'm not there, walk 'tightrope' on the street curb, choose a word or two and make anagrams [My name can be rearranged to spell 'Marina Star'], see how many ways I can misspell my name [Sarah Sarra Cera Cerah Zara...], try and turn cartwheels, slide down the railing of the stairs by the lakefront [really steep, slippery, sandy, and, oh yeah, stupid], run for the sheer heck of running, pretend I'm wanted by the police and plan an escape route from wherever I am to someplace I'd be safe [lots of fun...I posted a thread about that once...], doodle, draw, write, list all the ways I can think of that my History textbook would be good for [Most popular choice: Bonfire], try and pick out constellations, even though the only one I can really see is the Big Dipper [and I know what Orion's Belt is, though I can't really see the rest of him], make up my [i]own[/i] constellations, ones that actually make sense [Random Cluster of Stars Just Right of the Moon that Look Vaguely Like Someone Dropped Some Sequins on the Floor.....Alpha], try and spell something using CB radio code [Oscar Tango Alpha Kilo Oscar Bravo Oscar Alpha Romeo Delta....Santa?], go down to the park and push little kids I don't know on the merry-go-round, write letters to companies complaining about their products [[i]Why don't you sell orange[/i] [choose one: [i]Pens, socks, erasers, tables, houses, grass, bananas..[/i]]]. I read books that have been recommended to me, I read books that I've recommended to other people, I read books that I wouldn't have published to save my life because they don't make any zarking sense. I collect taglines, away messages, and Kool-Aid points. [I've got a couple thousand, by the way...they don't make cool prizes anymore, so I haven't got anything for years and years....]

And yeah, Piro, loved that part of the book.

[Mitch]

[color=red]Of course I'm different. I talk to myself somtimes, even answer myself. I'm usually lost in my mind when I'm alone, thinking of life and its ups and downs. [/color]

[Kei]

[color=blue]When I'm around people, I tend to act very evil towards them, especially little children. I don't know why, because I like little kids, with the exceptions of my three-year-old cousin and her sister. Also, I really don't like to be touched and I have a friend that like to give hugs, and I ended up dislocating his arm. See? Evil. o_O But when I'm alone, I act like Ed from Cowboy Bebop. Seriously.[/color]

[Kinetic]

[color=darkblue]
Wow...long..post, Cera, heheh. Nice one, though :)

Sometimes I find myself wondering what it would be like if I were never born, and it is very wierd, because you imagine darkness, but then remember that you aren't alive, so you wouldn't even see that, and it really creeps you out.
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[Treble]

I'm just plain out crazy whenever I am alone or with people that I know very well.

But whenever I am with people that I don't know to well, I tend to be very quiet and shy. That is why many people that don't really know me to well think I am just a nice quiet person, but the truth is I'm a crazy-nice person. :)

[Genkai]

i know what yer sayin treble, but i disagree. if one of my friends introduces me to one of his friends, i try to break the ice like THAT so i can be comfortable, he can be comfortable, and so can my friend. i don't act much different when im alone or with people afer the ice is broken.

[MarkM]

i ACT DIFFERENT BY MYSELF...AND DIFERENT INFORNT OF EVERYONE...I THINK EVERYONE DOSE

[Baby Kiwi]

[color=crimson]When I'm by myself I dance in front of mirrors, I sing really loud, and I talk to myself. I act like a complete idiot because I know that no one else is watching. :D [/color]

[Kinetic]

[color=darkblue]
Same here, but there is always that suspicion in the back of your head that someone planted a camera in the vent (that's mine, at least), or someone's spying :p
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[BabyGirl]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Aries [/i]
[B][color=darkblue]
Same here, but there is always that suspicion in the back of your head that someone planted a camera in the vent (that's mine, at least), or someone's spying :p
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[color=deeppink]I've had thoughts like that before! I work myself up so much that I become convinced that someone is following me through the house or watching me from a window when it's dark outside.

One morning I had to wake up early and no one else was up, and I had just had a dream about a woman being raped (a result, perhaps, of being followed by a scary white rapist van a few days before). I was so paranoid that someone might be in my house that I was scared to get in the shower ^_^;[/color]

[Sara]

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Aries [/i]
[B][color=darkblue]
Wow...long..post, Cera, heheh. Nice one, though :)
[/color] [/B][/QUOTE]...Yeah, it was long... But I enjoyed typing it out. :whoops:

::wanders off::

[Semjaza]

When I am alone, I'm generally in my room... There isn't much to do in here other than mess with the computer, draw, play videogames or take out my ferret. The only other thing to do is clean my room...Which I actually wind up doing a lot hehe.

I guess I act different... I dunno. I wind up singing along with my songs in here. Something I'd never do with other people, depending (my friends and I sometimes sing stuff in the car). Most of the time I just wind up thinking about stuff... Generally things I don't want to think about. I only am good at making things (images, etc) when I am alone and it's really late at night. I can't think very creatively around large groups of people (such as in a classroom).

When I am with other people... it depends. If I'm with a bunch of talkative people, I might be incredibly quiet or the loudest out of them. It depends on how well I know them. If I am with a few quiet people, generally I don't make an effort to talk unless something happens. Sometimes you just don't need to talk to communicate with someone anyway.

I do act like a dork around other people though. When me and my friend are downtown between classes I jump up and down stairs, climb things I shouldn't, dance around and generally just goof off. There's nothing else to do, and honestly I couldn't care less what the business men walking around downtown think heh.

I'm mature when I have to be :). That's all that matters.

[vegeta rocker]

i am usually nice and quiet when with people or on the net. however i act on the boards well think the opposite of me. i dont do it on purpose, but i just dont let people know me. its a habit, i dont trust many people. but when im alone i talk to myself alot. i have two sides when im alone goofy and evil. i usually do the goofy thing more often. once i fell in my room all alone and said out loud, if i get up ill just fall again. the main reason u get up when u fall is because someone is watching or u have to to go somewhere. i didnt have either, so i just stayed there talking to myself.

[Lady Asphyxia]

I usually tend to stay silent. I make up conversations in my head, or read a book and re-write the plot. I remember when I was little, I used to play with my dolls (whom I managed to give crew cuts to) but I was by myself, so I didn't say the words or what they were saying, I only thought it. Even around family, I'll stay silent and listen rather than speak.

[ShadowX]

i always act my self always oh and that jumping your brother thing i love to do thta with my sis

[Mina]

Around people I act carefree, sometimes my parents say i need more Common sense and don't understand why I act so immature. When I am alone, I think and I finnaly come to the conclusion that I am embarrased to act mature.
Make of it what you will cause even I don't understand what I mean.

[ifm2181]

Usually, around poeple that I know, I'm really eccentric and chatty. If it's someone I don't know, I rarely say anything. Many people still think I'm quiet :D

[SS Vegeta]

I would like to think I act the same whether I am alone or with other people. While I admit to occasionally talking to myself, or singing EXTREMLY loud, I don't do much else that I wouldn't in front of another person. I actually talk to myself while on Otakuboards. I would say random things such as, "Ack! That is SPAM" or "Loser". But nothing to extreme. But within my head, a million thoughts are all racing around at once. I don't really know why I think about such thing, but if I think too hard, I will start to question my religion, existense, and strange things like that. :p
I have actually contimplated suicide, when my life is pretty much going how I want it to. I don't know why but I do. Witch is why I like doing things with friends, going here, or watching tv, keep my mind off crap like that.

[Guest Hikaru Ichijyo]

;) Well its rather a relief to see that more then one person talks to themself, I for one am also guilty of doing this when I'm alone. I'm going to break it down into three categories.

[b]When I'm around girls:[/b]

I tend to act like a complete baka (idiot), I tend to act really shy and say the most akward things, such a sorry state I am. :blush: :blush: :p

[b]When I'm with my male friends:[/b]

I tend to act like my normal nerdy, geeky, foolish self. ^_^ Guess because the pressure is less during those circumstances.

[b]When I'm alone:[/b]

Well I pretty much act the same as when I'm with my friends, for the exception of my random talking to myself habit. With the occassional singing of Anime Theme songs.

Once a nerd always a nerd they say. :bluesweat :bluesweat :bluesweat

[ifm2181]

At least you have fun being yourself :P