Writing LonHeart

[Na'dou]

I wrote this on a day I was feeling really depressed for no reason so there won't be a sequel, like anyone cares...
[B]LoneHeart[/B]


I stared up at the ceiling, wondering what my purpose in life was. It didn't feel like my purpose was to have friends, so I was wondering. I didn't know, I knew only time would tell, whether I had one, or whether I didn't have one. My life at home didn't help either. My parents are never around so we don't get along very well. Sometimes we start to fight, and I don't want to so I just try to keep away from them. They always say I need to learn to grow up. Please, what do they know about me? Do they know how I feel? Do they know what I think? I don't think so. If they do, then their livin' in a dream world because they know Jack about me. I hate it when they say,"Don't lie to me," when I'm tellin' the bloody truth. How do they know whether it's truth or fiction? They can't read me, so they shouldn't talk like they can. It makes me sick when they do that. It's always,"I see the lies in your face Raggie, don't you lie to me child." I can't stand my life at home.
Although most things are bad, there were some goodthings about my life. I love my aunt, she's more of a mother to me than mine. She understood how I felt and always reasured me that things would be better. Now, I go to her grave and ask her, cry to her, when will they get better?! I was in a state of shock the day I found out. I got called to the office during the middle of P.E. period. I was in the best mood you could've ever thought of. Yeah, in the mood to kick butt in a b-ball game, but that's when it happened. The principal called,"Raggie Beats, come to the office, Raggie Beats." Every one of my friends teased saying I was in trouble when I left, and I laughed with them as I went. Little did I know that I wouldn't be laughing very long. When I reached the principle's office, I walked in smiling a bit more than usual. I was confused when the principle got a look of sickness on her face as she saw my smiles, I soon understood.
"Raggie,"she said," this is hard for me to say, but I have bad news."
My smile soon faded.
"Your mother called and she's coming to pick you up," she said." You're Aunt Realla die this afternoon, they said that she had a stroke. I'm sorry that I had to tell you this."
I stared at the principle in confusion, I couldn't process what I had just heard. I didn't believe it. I was in shock and dispare. My aunt, of all people, my aunt. Why couldn't it have been my mother, I wouldn't have cared, but my aunt. The one person that loved and understood me had been ripped away from my life. My state of shock lasted for the rest of that day.
I remember that day. I remember it, oh, too well. I hated that it had ever happened. Ever since that day, my life has been going down hill. All of my best friends moved, so now I'm alone at school. My teachers now take advantage of my aunt's death, making it a chance to reticule me. When my aunt was alive they were just as nice as they wanted to be, for they knew Aunt Realla would've come up there if I had been mistreated. Now that she's gone, they have the freedom to do what they please to me. My mother don't care, she don't care about nobody but herself. My father is just the same, sometimes I wonder do they even want me. I know they don't, nor does anyone else. That's why I'm packing now, packing to leave. Sure I might come back someday, then again, I might not. I didn't know, but I hoped that I didn't. Some people would say I should turn to my Lord, or my God at this time, but I'm going to trust them to lead me on my journey. Raggie, you need this for yourself, and you know it, so get out of here and fast. As I walked down the cold a misty street I lived on, I wondered, Would I find what my heart is searching for?

[Lady Asphyxia]

[color=blue][size=1] I really liked it. It reminds me of some of my work...

Hmm...the end seems a bit choppy, but other than that, its great![/color][/size]

[Na'dou]

Thanks, yeah I know the ending is a bit choppy, but I had a time thinking of a decent one though. I wasn't sure how to end it. I might make into a short story with a cliffhanger endin like [I]The Tell-Tale Heart[/I]. That was an interseting story till they cut everyone off at the end...