Yukazi Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 Its just ben one of those days, I feel like ripping someones head off... Today hasnt been too great, and I really need to vent a bit, So im gonna type. Today: One of my Kittens Passed Away A Relitive passed away My niece's grandma passed away So as many of you can pretty much guess, im NOT in a very good mood. This compuiter hasnt been helping either. I nearly broke my knuckle hitting the monitor. So, this will be locked, I can nearly guarentee it, but I had to share that im extremely ticked today. I may try throwing some of it into a poem or something, but it wouldnt matter...Id still be upset. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tursi Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 i've had many of those days this year Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Semjaza Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 I know how you feel quite often :). It seems like when abd things happen, it's all at once. Today wasn't so bad for me so far. I called in to my job and quit. Man, I haven't felt this good in quite a while hehe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryan Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [size=1] I know how you feel: My great grandmother passed away My best (girl) friend told me what she thought of me and I thought I could tell her anything and I pretty much did. Some of my friends won't even talk to me and I don't know what I did or what to do. Our coaches at school are pushing us harder than ever and I am always throwing up and feeling sick. Load of homework, and I haven't even done it. And yes, my computer is going as slow as ever. STUPID COMP!! [/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [color=red] Yes, everyone has their bad days. My day hasn't been all that well either...but I still try to be optimistic even if I can't. That always keeps me from hating everyone and everything. Although sometimes I just get so hateful optimism won't even help. Just be glad that not every day is as bad as the next...[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tursi Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 I have continuasly. My life as it stands sucks. dad died last year, he was the only person i could talk to. so, life is vertuall..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Macaiodh Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [COLOR=darkblue]hmmm... it hasn't been one of those days, it's been one of those years. sometimes i think i never should have gotten out of bed since jan. 1, 2002. i don't mean to complain, but i recently discovered that my husband has been cheating on me, so i'm getting a divorce. & i'm being forced to live w/ my parents as a result. bah. so yeah, i know how you feel.[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PiroMunkie Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Cruizr [/i] [B]My niece's grandma passed away[/B][/QUOTE][color=indigo]... Wouldn't that be your mom???[/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yukazi Posted September 21, 2002 Author Share Posted September 21, 2002 This day has truely sucked, but I am finding it VERY hard too look on the good side. There isnt really one. 2 People, and an animal, all in which I were VERY close to, all dying in a single day. Then, earlier this year, a few other cats had died, my dad trying to run me down in a car, attempted suicide, devorce, pressure to be a good child. Its all taking a large toll on me this moment. Nobody will listen to me. I have no friends to lean on either. I have NO friends, no relationship with anyone. I am down as far as it can go right now. But sure enough, as soon as I post this, Ill get another call saying a somebody else had died, or something. Its all really getting to me today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryan Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [size=1] Yes, you have to be optimistic during a bad day, well atleast I do, or else I end up going psycho on everyone. Sometimes I just lock myself in my room and just reading anime magazines or read a book, watch tv, get online, or just sleep. Sleep is very helpful because when you wake up you forget about what you are mad or sad about until you realize it or someone mentions it to you. Just take your mind off of life and just have a good time. That will always help.[/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rancid Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue]hmmm... it hasn't been one of those days, it's been one of those years. sometimes i think i never should have gotten out of bed since jan. 1, 2002. i don't mean to complain, but i recently discovered that my husband has been cheating on me, so i'm getting a divorce. & i'm being forced to live w/ my parents as a result. bah. so yeah, i know how you feel.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=crimson]Lady M, I seriously feel for you. I know you've had a rough time but sometimes you just got to pull up you're head and don't think about tomorrow just think about today. And if you ever need any one to talk to just pm because I'm here for you.[/COLOR] [COLOR=crimson]I've had a lot of bad days too. One day all i thought about was death and it scared the crap out of me but I thought about how many years I have left and help my head high and I barely think about it anymore.[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sara Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 ...you ever have one of those lifetimes? My heart and prayers go out to you, Cruizr. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Macaiodh Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Wing Gundam [/i] [B][COLOR=crimson]Lady M, I seriously feel for you. I know you've had a rough time but sometimes you just got to pull up you're head and don't think about tomorrow just think about today. And if you ever need any one to talk to just pm because I'm here for you.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=darkblue]i really appreciate the sentiment, but now i kind of wish i hadn't brought it up, just b/c i'm not really ready to talk about it yet. i was just trying to show cruizr some solidarity, lol. but no matter [i]how[/i] or [i]why[/i] you lose someone you love... you feel like part of you is gone, too.[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rancid Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue]i really appreciate the sentiment, but now i kind of wish i hadn't brought it up, just b/c i'm not really ready to talk about it yet. i was just trying to show cruizr some solidarity, lol. but no matter [i]how[/i] or [i]why[/i] you lose someone you love... you feel like part of you is gone, too.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] [COLOR=crimson]I understand fully and completely, but if you just want to talk about anything, I'm there for you.[/COLOR] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zidane11 Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 If my kitten died I would go insane. I feel sorry for you. Don't worry, you'll get over it. Don't wig out.:wigout: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryan Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue] but no matter [i]how[/i] or [i]why[/i] you lose someone you love... you feel like part of you is gone, too.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] [size=1] Exactly, that is how I felt whenever I was at my greatgrandmothers funeral yesterday. It was a very sad day. But the weird thing in my family is that everytime someone dies it always gets cold outside and it rains. It always, always, always does that. It is weird. Because she passed Wednesday and we drove to NM and it was freezing cold and was raining. Freaky![/size] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mitch Posted September 21, 2002 Share Posted September 21, 2002 [QUOTE][i]Originally posted by Lady Macaiodh [/i] [B][COLOR=darkblue] but no matter [i]how[/i] or [i]why[/i] you lose someone you love... you feel like part of you is gone, too.[/COLOR] [/B][/QUOTE] [color=red] That's very true. Although I've never lost anyone I love, my parents have. And another thing, people always have this one certain thing that reminds them of his/her death, and brings back those tears of loss. [/color] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KittyLynn Posted September 22, 2002 Share Posted September 22, 2002 Well i have never lost a person but I lost my horse and my cat. My horse died from "unknown"(the vet said he was a very very very healthy horse and then he just died) and my cat died the next day...this was on christmas.... And with that my dog is having like 16 puppies and the vet said the there is a chance that she'll die during birth... Ill always love you, Trudy and Winnifred!!!!!!:love::bawl: You'll always be in my heart....and in my prayers... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Senor Ding Dong Posted September 22, 2002 Share Posted September 22, 2002 oh..... the one bad thing this year was..... -my math teacher (she gives out hard tests at the beginning of the year! most teachers REVIEW stuff and then dish out new stuff.) -my social studies teacher (the biggest, fattest b!tch on the planet, to say it in the nicest possible way. she gave my 2 best freinds detention "because she said so", and on a homework, i used a homeworkpass, and she didin't accept it! i'd LOVE to get her fired.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defcon5 Posted September 22, 2002 Share Posted September 22, 2002 Well you know what they say, "If the world didn't suck we'd all fall off." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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