Writing just some poems

[SSJ5 Vegeta]

[b]STITCHES[/b]
Flowers, petals blooming, on the death of mine own
Sick, twisted stitches, in my body, being sewn
Blood, running down the walls, blood of my own
Running, away from depression, cutting me low
In the blink of an eye, a tear falls, as death follows

Why don?t you stitch up your twisted lies?
Faces, twisted in post mortem, I?m still waiting to die
Decay, candied flesh, rubbing in my skin
I can feel you, crawling, living within

Was it loved? Quite deceived, just one big lie
Take a breath, a long sigh, last before you die
Dark clouds, rolling in, foreshadowing events
Violent, bloody weapons, dance in morbid relationships
I taste death, sweet and sour, as I taste the flesh

Skin is torn, ripped and shredded, like an old rag
My bodies, nothing but, a hollowed out skin bag
Eye-bleeds, running cysts, hard to think when you?re brain dead
Precious life, about to end, dead man treading on a thin thread
Hang, in the balance, on uncertainties built with bloody hands
The blood dries, bodies go limp, held together by thin strands
Howling winds, bearers of bad omen, a sick game bound in chains
Isolated, sanity deprived, walls once beautiful now covered in bloodstains

Trapped in this sedentary life, I cannot wait any longer
Disturbing thoughts revealed, as the urge to kill grows stronger
How much longer, will the torture last, wallowing in an acid bath
Disease, infection setting in, spreading through your skin, you feel it?s wrath

Voices, once familiar, sing in immersed tones
Cannot hear them, as the darkness chews into my bones
Nasty game being played, watching, and seeing how long you will survive

Waiting, seeing what it?s like, when your life?s finally deprived
Withered tissue, sagging heart, torn open spewing out pungent dust
Inside, the body reduced to liquid substance, decimated by greed and lust
Tattered and torn, parts hang ragged, stitch up your lies
Split skin, jagged tears, blinded from fermented eyes
Blooming, fear begins to rise, as I hide behind
A veil of darkness, waiting to die
As I wait for you to stitch up your lies...


[b]CrIcKeT gUtZ[/b]
He remembered being a child
How he used to run around and play wild
How his strange life was a secret kept
As he lead a life in a dark crypt
He used to watch the red candle wax drip down to the base
Looked like a puddle of blood filling up a vase
He would carefully watch the hot red wax
Like blood so nice and wet
And remember how he tortured little insects
He used to pull of their wings and legs
And the he?d laugh out loud
For killing them made him very proud
He loved to poke needles through them
Watch them bleed green bile they spewed up
Through holes in their stomachs
But his favorite thing to do was rip out CrIcKeT gUtZ

Now he sat there as he pondered why
He continued to go on in this lie called life
Everything had already crumbled and failed
And he wanted to end his life he wanted to bail
From the hell he was in
So he decided he would slit his wrists

He went and grabbed a rusty razor blade
Decided to end the waste he had made
He had been left hollow
His heart dead and shallow
He knew he would be dead by dawn
Because he was too far gone

A razor blade to slit his wrists
His blood ran out in vile rifts
Cut open his vein so it could drain
And slowly began to feel his consciousness fade
He was cut and bleeding
His gashes torn and seething
He prayed it would be over soon
That his life would end, that would be good
Watching his blood pour out
Watching his vein spew red liquid like a spout
But it seemed to take all too long
It was as boring as a musicless song
Which had no end
No out to the in

So he took a gun
And loaded it up
Made sure he cocked it and locked the bolt shut
He put it to his head and pulled the trigger
His brains flew out in a bloody matter
They splattered all over the wall
And ran into the floor of the hall
Neighbors said the gunshot sounded like a door slamming shut
He finally got what he wanted and it was really messed up
Cuz? the coroners response was
His brains on the wall looked like CrIcKeT gUtZ



[b]LOST[/b]
Digging through the memories
Unwinding
Darkness reveals the true meaning
Calling
Out to me like some lost child
Crying
I?ve lost you now, trying
To burn your hate
We?re
Always trying to kill that feeling

Now that you?re gone
I feel lost
Connecting the pain
Numb, searching for feelings
I hope to regain, but remain
Lost

Locked in a dark little room
Darkness feeds my eyes
Dismal pictures
We?re falling to fast
To catch into no mans land
Bleeding, you ran from your past
The black little hole is shut
The last chance to save us
Is lost

Lost all respect and self pride
Gone, lost
And something, deep inside lies
To my self conscious death-wish
I can?t speak anymore
And wait for you to take a little more
Away from me, tearing me
I?m lost



[b]SHIVER[/b]
Lying in this cold shower
My life going down the drain
The needles still fresh
Stuck in my veins
The water streams down
So no one will hear me cry
My parents won?t hear a sound
Please god don?t let me die
Lying in my room alone I shiver
There?s no one to hold me or wipe away my tears
Everything I thought I knew has become my fears

I?ve never felt so cold
I shiver lying in this shower
This isn?t the way it?s supposed to be
Not the way I want to live my life
This is the last time this will happen
If I can find the strength to climb out
Of this hell-hole, I won?t do it again

So I shiver
All Alone
I shiver
Crying in my room
No one can hear me crying
I shiver
Because I?m dying
Alone in my room



[b]FALLEN (INTO NOTHING)[/b]
Nothing left but isolation
Last breaths of desperation
Nothing but boredom
Nothing but bad thoughts
Picking away at my bones
Making me feel as though this hell
Called life will never end

I wanna? take the pain
Wanna? take it again and again
Wanna? show you how I bleed
When you hurt me
I wanna? take the pain
Wanna? take it again and again
The pain that I try to stuff down
I must release it

There?s nothing here
But a dark pit
My dark soul
There?s nothing left here
My love withered
And ran dry
There?s nothing left here
I just wish I could die

You know I?d never understand you even if I tried
The way you tore me up on the inside
So you could watch my misery and smile
But breaking me down
You pushed the final measure
I can?t take this anymore
It?s to overwhelming to bear
But you keep pushing
And pretty soon I?m gonna break
I can only take so much pain
And now I?m left with nothing

Nothing but the dark soul I try to hide
Nothing but the pain stuffed down inside
Nothing but your face with that innocent grin
While you stab through my heart like rusty pin
All this pain and waste you made
Now there?s nothing left inside of me
No more pain for me to hide
Let everything out
Right before your eyes
Burns through your soul
No matter how hard I try
I can?t convince myself why
You could never just love me
All this wasting and misery
Which is my existance was caused by you
Now there?s nothing left inside of me
Nothing good like there used to be
Nothing at all
I search inside of myself looking for something
And now I fall into nothing


[b]BLeeDing[/b]
I open the wound
Slowly and let you in
I watch the blood
Runs down as it drips
Onto your lips
Try to catch myself as I lose control
I watch your body go limp
As you hit the wall
Everything is not what it seems
In my reality made of dreams
This is not the way it should be
How would she know? How could she?
That living the very life I love
Is what?s destroying me
Don?t ask me to save you
For I cannot save myself
Don?t ask me to
There?s nothing I can do
All I can feel
Is the flesh slipping away
As I make the cut
Deep and begin to pray
That I can keep my eyes shut
Down my arms the blood begins to stream
I wish she?d be silent
That?s what I need
So I wouldn?t have to listen to her scream
As I lay on the ground and bleed

[KittyLynn]

Ok they are all right, but i get them as in they make sense, but some of them don't...just to tell ya...:D

[Biida]

*stares in amazement*

.........*opens mouth and tries to say something*...*nothing comes out*... *tries again*.... ... wow..

1000000/10!!!!!!!!! ^^ I have absolutely no criticizm whatsoever! More! Give me more. O.o